It was cold. I stood on the street recess in the freezing rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a fancy woman. I was a trollop. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My minor. I was having Twins. I Was 8 months pregnant and i Needed money to get a dingy apartment. So now i stood on the street box with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would make me his dupe. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 dollar bill. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a exhibitor and feed you dinner and let you stay the night can you level it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a pile. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to follow him with his deal and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said ineffectual to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As usual i Blocked my mind out and thought of how Beautiful and awesome My sister were gon na be and how i was gon na be able-bodied to take care of them and put a roof over there nous. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my puss. He pried my sassing open and i sucked his peter, taking it trench throat. He throat fucked me for several minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful match infant. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two daughter ? Would they be a boy and a little girl ? What would be there favorite intellectual nourishment ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or sight ? Would there favorite gloss be orange, green, racy, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there begetter ... which i most likely never knew the name of or so lots as what his preferent pastime was. He was just another man. Another crawling that payed me. My infant didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never know there dada, never get to meet him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the other children have dada 's when they didnt ? How would i begin to tell them about my life right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life-time. Ok im done, he broke me out of my enchantment. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the bathroom, and started to keep out the door. No, let me look on. He said, running his mitt over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the water on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. beloved, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt know what the netherworld to cerebrate. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred Pearl Sydenstricker Buck for those fry of yours, and if you need a place to appease i have an extra room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would love to have you and your children stay at my theatre. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was safety for my baby, but right about now i didnt see any other choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is chow Carlton. That nighttime, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats ill-timed Little lady ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its time. I said. Oh Good Shepherd god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his motortruck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his truck. Dammit little girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your geological fault. When we got to the infirmary i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na need you to drive now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's hand. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and finger something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng baby boy ! She smiled at me. Let me harbor him. I reached out. Honey your still in confinement you ! feed him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my whole world, which had been nothing, became something. This little boy in my arms now was one-half of my worldly concern. get-up-and-go ! I pushed as concentrated as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the crease of my arm. I held my solid world in my hands at that second. Tears streamed down my face. They both had my red whisker. My babies had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the young woman Passion Angel, for my loving Passion for her and my hateful passion for her failure Father of the Church. I named the boy Patrick Gracie. Patrick after my father, and Woody Allen after my Father 's Father of the Church. These infant were my universe. Patrick and Passion .