My First lovemaking


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I was starting my start semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my friend had gone to other schools or started working and they all were chasing young lady like crazy. I was n't. I had tried desperately to ingest a girlfriend in high but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to female child they way my Friend were. I thought some girls were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't interested. I was too scared to approach any guys and went to a very small rural district. I did not opine any other guys were like me.


I knew I was gay when my friends and I decided to camp down one weekend. I was changing into a bathing courting and my booster entered the collapsible shelter and started to modify also. He was my most attractive booster and I tried desperately not to look but being in that collapsible shelter naked with him for a few irregular drive me sick. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that mo a lot.


Spanish was my first class and I sat in the back row. I petite Brigham Young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had obscure bootleg hair and slightly pallid skin. He still wore braces on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and teacher started attendance. He answered to salvia Conner. I had never met a boy named Sage before. His voice was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The course went well and when I was walking out I heard a voice behind me.


'' What did you think ? '' It was Sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my name was Jimmy and this was my first class.


'' Do you live on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to think he was flirting with me but that could not be true. I lived at home and commuted to schooling. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stay with me, but he had a class and turn the other way. The adjacent course of study was in two days and I counted down the time to see him again. We chatted a little before class and when the professor told us to burst in better half we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his eyes and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cute. He had died a very humble while of his fuzz a very dark purple so it was barely detectable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his hand in social movement of his mouth like he was embarrassed of his braces.


when class was over he asked for a drive to his dorm room. I could n't believe my hazard. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocks to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my knee joint with my hand, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the cerebration of not seeing him for three days made me pale. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Saturday dark ? ``


I could n't think it. `` Sure that 'd be cool '' I said not trying to sound overly anxious.


'' pickax me up at 7:00 shrewd '' he said and winked at me.


'' Okay I 'll be here. '' He walked up the pavement and then turn to look at me. We waved and grin and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the dorm he was waiting outside for me. He had a black cap on and blackness dungaree. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell his cologne and he had styled his hair with some Alces alces. He looked a bit effeminate but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the same thing. We first went to a movie and I felt gallant having this beautiful boy by my side. We set in the dark and our munition touched a few multiplication. God I wish he deal my hand. When the pic was over we are at a food for thought court in dramatic art. We talked a little about the movie and out Spanish class. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the table and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't know what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm fine. I. ``. I stopped and Sage moved a short finisher. `` I not trusted what this is ? ``


Sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a candy kiss. It happened so fast I was in shock. He backed away and my marrow raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a little lip gloss.


'' Was that O.K. ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dormitory and we car a second.


'' I want to kiss you again, but soul might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his script on my leg and fret me a little. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said arrivederci.


I hated Sunday. I was so piteous I could n't stand it. I had to see Sage. I drove to the dorm and asked the student residence attendant for his way telephone number. Sage answered the door and smiled. He was all. alone. His dorm roommate had a lady friend and was n't around much. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the door. I reached out to hold his paw but he kissed me first. This sentence I kissed back. I could n't think how much I liked it. We kept kissing with short soft touches and then he finally kept his back talk against mine and opened his lips. His knife touched mine and I push it back a fiddling. French cuddling was new to me so I was doing my just. I opened my mouth further and let his whole clapper in my backtalk. I could feet his braces on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my head and he started to make out like teenager after the prom. Our heads moved, our lips touched and our lingua wrestled. I could n't believe the passion. My erection embarrassed me but Sage look at my egotistical drawers and smile. He rubbed my leg then our backtalk parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace private.


'' Stop by a appliance store first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the depot quickly and came out with a pack of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of Town toward the state Mungo Park close to the lake I lived by. salvia finished his burger and actually rested his question in my lap. I could consider it. I looked down and his beautiful facial expression stared up at me.


When we got to the common I parked on the most secluded area and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back seat ''


We did and sat close to each former. The smell of greasy food was firm and it desegregate with sage eau de cologne. He looked at me and kiss me softly. We were parked under some large cottonwood tree and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this time on the neck. I ran my fingers through his common black whisker as he continued to buss my neck opening My erection was intolerable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you require to go further, or hold till another day ? '' I did n't answer but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the same with me. I could n't believe we were undressing each former. We placed our shirts on the straw man seat and continued to kiss. Out bare chests touching each early repulse me disturbed. salvia scooted down and lay down on his cover. I was on top of him and continued to kiss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his drawers. I looked into his eyes with passion. I pulled on his drawers and stared at his blue briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his legal brief down. His member was erect and i could n't take my oculus off of it. I did n't know if he was big or middling, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my head and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. Sage moaned as I started to suck and fellate it. He place his hand on my head and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my head up and told me to make my pants down. I sat up and force my pants down. Sage lowered his head and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what life was about. Sharing pleasance with someone you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my Kuki in my hired man. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't know why he stopped. He pushed his denim all the way off and sat there completely naked. He put his deal on my cheek and rustling.


'' Do you want to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my gasp off and Sage lay on his rachis. He reached down into his pants air pocket and produced the second thing he had purchased. A small bottle of Lube. He unscrewed the top and tuned the lube on my erection. Then he rubbed his ass.


'' Do we need condoms ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a sober limelight. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course I had not.


'' jimmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in high schoolhouse but that was all. He had only been with a miss but had never had sex with her. He lay there au naturel and his erection had softened. I stared at his nude body and flaccid penis surrounded by a hammock of hair. It was so incredible, but I really did n't acknowledge what to do. Jimmy grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his bottom. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to take my erection into him. He rolled back further but we could relate.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His bottom was inviting me. I got on top and thrust. salvia moaned a little but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't trust I was one with Sage. I started to displace slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't take long and i was right. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my insides had left my consistency and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the same. I sucked on his ear and could n't trust the joy we had together. We sat up au naturel beside each other and kissed. Our penis were both limp and our bodies moist but I could n't take my eyes off him. We got dressed but exchange underwear. He wanted to keep mine for dear fate. We kissed some more than decided it was clip to get back. He laid his head on my lap again and actually feel gone. I woke him two blocks from the dormitory and gave him a kiss. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love for the get-go metre.


The following day after class we drove to the closest Burger articulatio and ate a lunch. salvia told me he had to get out of the dorm because early we 're starting to razz him for being queer. He wanted us to act into an apartment together but we could n't afford that. Sage lived too far away to transpose but I told him I had a idea. Maybe he could live at my planetary house and pay a belittled split payment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the residence hall ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my friend, I want to help him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at get-go but I told her he would leave if it did n't solve out. We moved salvia the next day and I told Sage to act as true as possible. I was a recollective way from telling mom the truth.


He wore a t shirt and jeans and was polite and kind to my parents and untested babe Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may ingest been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played horse with my sister before dinner party. We lived in a ranch country nursing home on the edge of a humble lake. We were only proceedings from where sage and I fell in love. Sarah kept looking at Sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a blastoff. I was almost fully content. My new boyfriend was befriending my sis. I only wish we could be true about everything. We we finished sage grabbed Sarah 's shoulder as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were smooth but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his biography and girlfriend. sage was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at sage and I realized my Sister Sarah had the Same taste in son and that made me laugh.


Sage took a shower after dinner and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and keep out the door behind me. I could deal my eye off his wet soundbox. His hair was wet also and looked amazing. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. Sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his bottom and he turned and he was slightly hard. The door opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her heart widened as she stared at sage 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm sorry"three metre as she ran out.


'' I 'll go talk to her ''. I told Sage and I followed Sarah down the mansion


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so stymie. `` Sarah stop crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always criticize before entering my room or sage because she needed to abide by our seclusion.


sage had the room two doors down from mine and it locked from the exterior. That would be handy. He could leave the room, lock it and dislocate into my room and no one could correspond. That first night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty minute after every went to bed I heard salvia shut his door and lock it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the darkness. He was wearing only a t shirt and briefs. He carefully shut the door and locked it. He put his room key in my dresser. I was lying in bed nude. I pulled off the sheet of paper but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and briefs. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the darkness. I could believe how sexy it was. We did n't utter. I had my book binding to the bed and he had his binding resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each former. His foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the only thing that tinge. He reach up and started to stroke his erection. I did what he did. He then licked his hand and strtoked it more. I imitated his every motility. We sat there in the dark masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created erotic tincture of our pleasures. I was about to come and plunk for off just in fourth dimension. sage then laid down on the floor on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each other in our backtalk. We sucked gently as quiet fiddling sound of pleasure emanated from our oral fissure.
sage then moved onto his back and I got on my arms and ramification and we continues you suck each other. Then sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past my testicles. He licked them on the way to his fair game and started licking my anus. I could n't think it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and salvia paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to do work up the brass to return the favor. I did protrude to lick his testicles and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going foster. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't speak. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the floor. He layed down and placed his bottom on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of lube. I rubbed some in my deal then on on penis. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his buttocks. The intimacy was incredible. I got between his pegleg and put my hands under both leg. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to displace carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm and we seemed synced. It lasted a petty while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and salvia put the pillows under our heads. We feel asleep on the floor without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and sage was still beside me. I pushed him awake and we both stood up naked. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was arouse and Sage slipped back into his room. I went into the toilet and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing outside looking at me in my underclothes. They were Sages briefs. fancy than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our normal bit. He would participate my way and we would engage in erotic sex. I could not believe my circumstances. The tertiary dark salvia got on his paw and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The one-fourth night I finally got the nerve to clobber his anus. He whispered to me that he was plum and I gently touched his rim with my spit. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and sage moaned.


The next dawning my mother cornered me when we were alone.


'' jimmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you imply. ``


'' Mothers sleep light, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the quiet door closing. The soft noises, the rustle. '' She had a tear in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should experience known better than to let him in the house. I do n't desire you to get regurgitate. I do your laundry. Do n't you think I do n't see and smell out it ''


I was so stymie. I did n't experience what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get sick. ''


'' Do you desire us to leave. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her head. `` Do n't let your father witness out."


That Nox sage entered my elbow room and I wanted to try something unlike. We kissed each other with our mouths wide overt and tongues dancing on early. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow well-nigh of the come but still had the gustatory modality of him in my mouth. I raised up to kiss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a taste dear '' and he let me kiss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his flavor in my tongue and he seemed to enjoy it. He laid down and started to erect his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his normal position and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the affectionate tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his penis to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made erotic love to me gently. I was storm how much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could feel the warm semen leak from my anus as salvia held me from behind. I did n't want to pass on my elbow room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the story and he got on his hands and wooden leg and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the threshold and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still sense the ejaculate and wonder what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and Sage leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a secret honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my baby. We had a deep bond and she would never betray me.


The next aurora before leaving for school Sarah sat on the sofa and sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you mean,"salvia asked


'' To be in love, what 's it variety. I bet it 's marvellous ''. We smiled and I grabbed salvia hand.


'' It is honey and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in get it on some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and stir her cheek.


Sage leaned over and kiss me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How yearn can this type of felicity last ?