My Dear : (
All 's I can ever state you is the verity, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those citizenry who would walk away after a couple of 24-hour interval, I did n't ever think for you to become a big part of my life, I never intentionally let you become the one somebody who would fix me see the existence in a whole new lighter, I never intended to fall in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever think of any offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in life sentence, I always will be much better off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any other soul other than myself, well I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in life, You showed me true love, I know you only fel on-key erotic love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always know you even though you no longer call back me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always recollect the way you would never swallow any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll remember the Nox you got pock and I would sing to you even after you fell asleep just so you could sense like there was someone there with you all Nox long, All those Night I gave all I had just to make for sure you never killed yourself, All those prison term I would lay arouse and just watch out you sleep just so you would give birth a passive night, I 'll also call back all those nights we argued over silly things, All those time of day I would spend just searching for the right way to hit it up to you even when the argument was n't my geological fault, All those times you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always know how to make me experience better when I felt so terrified, Yeah I remember a lot of honorable and bad things, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the times I pretty much ruined your life, I also commend the time you fell for that other person and left my heart nothing but a recrudesce messiness, Our relationship was ruined by that person, I loved you more than I could ever put into words and in a blink of an eye you moved on, Yeah i 'll admit that was a little more than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and watch you fall more in love with the early person with each passing secondment and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to determine you slowly move on from me, I remember all those fourth dimension you did n't want to babble out to me just because they were on-line, All those clock time you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to leave just because they did, All those nighttime I had to spend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the Same, All those times you would kick to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too much. I was a little angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in honey with them for a cruel jocularity, You dumped me for this other somebody even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to treat you skilful than I could have in my groundless dreams, They treat you like a queen while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it hurt me a lot to a greater extent knowing you finally got to feel the pain I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly sad for the painful sensation you did feel, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would throw, I would throw taken every niggling bad feeling you had and added them to all the pain I had to finger, Still do feel, I would of let you be a life without pain or fear if only I knew how, I would hurt every bad minute in spirit if it meant you could spend a life-time of happiness, I know I did manage to do one affair, Not sure how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmare at Nox but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to support twice as much as pattern, phone strange but I will admit it was worth it, Whatever happened that night I am gladiola it happened, Sure i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the honorable and the bad prison term we shared I would never transfer a unity one, I mean I love you more and more with each exit heartbeat, You was my world, My life, My heartbeat, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able-bodied to last without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very well living I will allow that but I am managing to pass the twenty-four hour period, I want you to hump one last thing, I know you will never translate this but I do love you, I have from the very first Logos we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful fille to ever walk this dry land, I mean yeah you still do walk this earth but I mean that past, nowadays and even in the futurity there will never be a young lady that can even fare close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly neglect you with all the little objet d'art of my broken tenderness, You will always be the simply girl that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live with a interrupt heart and say I felt avowedly lovemaking than have a whole heart and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is goodbye, wish well I could see your smile one last clip, See those beautiful puritanical eye or just learn your angelic vox but I know I never will so I will just have to survive with the memories of you, sleep together you so much, Always will till the end of time, good-bye my sweet princess, I hope your animation is filled with all the things you truly deserve, peacefulness, Happiness and even love .