So there Alex laid, Broken by a individual hit, His body twisted in ways no body should, Too late did Lily substantiate why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she substantiate the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to deliver she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back home, He had just saved her sprightliness at the toll of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speeding car, He laid broken in the middle of the route, Lily was kneeling by him while people flocked around to see the devastating accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big speck 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His breathing had become shallow, He was fading into nullity yet he was still smiling, Lily on the early hand could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one somebody in her life who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, bust do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breathing place to try to construct her flavor better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The bout were flowing freely, She could n't help crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the estimable Friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her cheek to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my last breathing place then may I ask for one close affair, seminal fluid closer* Alex asked in a breathless tone

Lily did as she was asked, She could tell Alex 's fourth dimension was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the human race if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I love you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little language that he wanted to say for so foresightful

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her fondness she felt the Sami way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no thing how stupe it seemed, He always did anything he could to make her smiling, Even now in his last moment 's he had used them to try make her grin one last clip

*I..*Lily cut her condemnation short, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could tell within a mere moment that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his last breath to secernate her the words she had always wanted to find out

Guess it was all too much for Lily once she heard the temptress from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the picture, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guiltiness, All the sorrowfulness, All the hurt, But she could n't, She could n't just leave alone Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the just person who she had ever loved, She had to bide even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say au revoir to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to finish her goodbye, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying auf wiedersehen

Too late did Lily realise the ambulance had arrived at the scene, The paramedics were on hand within seconds trying to dish out CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedics knew that, One paramedical stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry missy but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to make it all seem much more existent to her, form of like until that very minute it all just seemed to be a dream

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be genuine she still had a hard sentence accepting the fact, She had known for a spell before the paramedical spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to stool her feel furious, She felt as if the paramedical could of saved him, Should of saved him even though deep down she knew they could n't

*I 'm sorry girl but there is null more we can do* The paramedic said a piffling nervously, He seemed a little afraid of Lily, He variety of felt that she might twist all her anger on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the verge of another breakdown, She was also on the sceptre of letting her anger learn over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to keep Lily cool it

*But..* Lily managed to bumble out through sobs, It was all too much at that distributor point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that present moment there was nil to a greater extent she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedical, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the prospect, Ran from her considerably friend

trey hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her problems, Did n't work out, No matter how hard she tried she could n't do anything but damage, She was hurting for more than one rationality at that percentage point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the sassy thing but I guess it is much promiscuous to feel forcible annoyance rather than excited pain, Anyways three hours was getting too much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that full stop all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a good nighttime sleep, Least then she could address with all her problems the following cockcrow, Shame things never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it rest home over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, Unable to come down at peace

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to log Z's, Bet she wished she had n't though at that dot, From the moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a dark elbow room, spokesperson were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to look down as she could already think who the body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course of study her misgiving were correct, The body laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the here and now he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to realise she was no longer alone, All around her were apparitional soma, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the Same thing though, All saying *Your fault he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to yell to the ghostly figures, Of form that probably was n't her smartest relocation, Nor could she insure it, She was losing command of herself

Of trend the ghostly fig stopped their chatter, All eye 's in one swift motion focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in place, The spectral bod for the showtime time seemed to notice Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an eternity before one ghostly figure stepped forward from the rest of them, For the first time Lily realised they were n't ghosts as such, They had the see through figure of a trace but they had osseous tissue, Actual bones in their torso

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a trivial afraid of the brute standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a flavour of the damned, A miss soul who spend 's eternity trapped here* The figure said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that interrogative

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the solution would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your lilliputian admirer, Not yet atleast* The figure answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't require to know

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he have in mind by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a haphazardness in the background, A faint knocking noise which sounded like it was coming from every direction

*Ahh seem 's like it 's time for you to part, Time for you to wake up, Do n't worry though we shall meet again very soon* The figure said a petty coldly, What followed succeeding probably frightened Lily Thomas More than anything, The trope began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a cold, evilness laugh, If that was n't bad enough the eternal rest of the material body ( The lost psyche if you would like ) Joined in, All with the same cold, iniquity laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish her prison term, She was waking up and her pipe dream self was slowly fading away
A few second was all it took for Lily to fully heat from her nightmare, She was drenched in a cold sweat, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a nightmare, She could n't be could she..