All 's I can ever tell apart you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those citizenry who would walk away after a couple of days, I did n't ever signify for you to turn a big part of my lifetime, I never intentionally let you become the one person who would construct me see the humanity in a whole new light, I never intended to settle in love life with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever think any offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone route in lifespan, I always will be much better off alone as when i 'm alone there is no price I can do to any early individual other than myself, Well I guess I do owe you one monumental thankyou in life, You showed me true passion, I know you only fel truthful honey once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always know you even though you no longer call back me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll think back the nighttime you got scare off and I would let the cat out of the bag to you even after you fell asleep just so you could palpate like there was someone there with you all dark long, All those night I gave all I had just to make sure enough you never killed yourself, All those times I would lay awaken and just watch you log Z's just so you would accept a peaceful dark, I 'll also call up all those nighttime we argued over silly affair, All those hours I would drop just searching for the in good order way to pee it up to you even when the debate was n't my fault, All those multiplication you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me jest just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always know how to take a crap me finger better when I felt so terrified, Yeah I remember a lot of good and bad affair, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be fair, All the painful sensation I caused you and all the times I pretty much ruined your life, I also remember the metre you fell for that former someone and left my center zero but a broken mickle, Our relationship was ruined by that person, I loved you more than I could ever put into Book and in a pulse you moved on, Yeah i 'll include that was a little more than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and look out you lessen more in lovemaking with the other person with each passing second and I knew there was never a affair I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those times you did n't want to spill the beans to me just because they were on-line, All those times you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to entrust just because they did, All those nighttime I had to spend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the same, All those times you would kvetch to me about how they would favor to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too a good deal. I was a little angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in passion with them for a cruel joke, You dumped me for this early individual even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to treat you sound than I could induce in my wildest dream, They treat you like a queen while I could only process you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it hurt me a lot more knowing you finally got to feel the pain I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly sorry for the pain you did feel, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would accept, I would have taken every fiddling bad spirit you had and added them to all the infliction I had to feel, Still do feel, I would of let you live a life without pain or care if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad second in aliveness if it meant you could spend a lifetime of happiness, I know I did manage to do one thing, Not sure how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmare at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to suffer twice as much as pattern, Sounds strange but I will admit it was Charles Frederick Worth it, Whatever happened that night I am glad it happened, Sure i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the good and the bad times we shared I would never interchange a single one, I mean I love you Sir Thomas More and more with each departure beat, You was my world, My life, My jiffy, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able to live without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very good life I will admit that but I am managing to slide by the days, I want you to know one concluding matter, I know you will never read this but I do hump you, I have from the very first words we spoke to each early, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful missy to ever walk this earthly concern, I mean yeah you still do walk this globe but I mean that past, present and even in the time to come there will never be a girlfriend that can even come close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the little pieces of my die philia, You will always be the only young lady that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live with a broken ticker and say I felt genuine love than have a unscathed heart and say I never knew what making love was, So I guess this is goodbye, indirect request I could see your grinning one last metre, See those beautiful dreary eyes or just see your angelic voice but I know I never will so I will just hold to survive with the retention of you, have it away you so much, Always will till the end of time, Goodbye my afters princess, I hope your life is filled with all the things you truly deserve, serenity, Happiness and even bonk .