*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first words as a dead person and they 're what I choose, What sort of lame moron am I, I should of said something much better like sweet i 'm dead fourth dimension to have some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a biography, There was one piddling niggle that did inconvenience me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The same dubiousness I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would care to love but we will leave it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the next few days that would institute us to this present tense day, Well I know you will cry me nutcase but I did the solely thing that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to carry on with my pattern life, That of track included going to schooltime, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead soul to attend schoolhouse but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no clue I was there with her, I would take the air her plate then hang around her apartment public treasury she went to bed just so I could hold open an eye on her even though I do n't know what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went domicile and walked around the sign I lived in with my mother and one-half sister, Always seemed so quiet when I would walk in the house, Probably because my mother and half sister were usually just sat in the life room comforting each former or they were in bed asleep, well that was pretty much all I did for the past few day which brings us back to the present day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My name is Alex and this is where the history is about to get a little more occupy. This morning, Well I as per normal just assume it 's break of day began the same as the past few days since I have been dead, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my half sister walking out of her bedroom all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each dawning I would wait till my sister awoke and was set for school before I would leave alone the house and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to school and naught would intercept me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be longsighted I do n't acknowledge, Time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however prospicient it took me I arrived on time as per normal, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would knock but it 's a waste of time, So much well-situated when I just walk through the threshold so that 's what I did, Of trend I found Alice in the same stead I had left her the Nox before, Bed. I know my next judgment of conviction will sound really creepy but I just lie with watching Alice sleep she is just so cute, The way she sucks her quarter round, Forget I said that I am pretty certainly she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be impossible for her to do it, well I stood there for I do n't know how long before I heard the common shouting coming from the livelihood room, It of course been her mum yelling for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping accommodation just case her nightwear was a little inappropriate, I do the same thing every morning to be honest, I walked through her room access and went to sit on the living elbow room sofa until Alice walked out of her bedchamber in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the bathroom, She does it pretty a great deal every aurora, I waited for her to come out and then I got up and walked to the front room access only to have her play along me a few minute of arc later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the Park, Of course I had to follow her, Ca n't have her getting in any problem now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to miss out the wholly time part as we all know by now that I have no clue about times or mean solar day, fountainhead we walked for a patch until we came to the memorial park, Now do n't get me unseasonable I have nothing against them it 's just they give me the creeps, fountainhead she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the scant matter of sentence I have been utter it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave, I might actually be buried somewhere.

okay I will be the first to accept that seeing my gravestone, The place my body is buried for the number 1 time is kind of weird, It 's like been utter does n't really settle in until you realise you are truly gone, wellspring anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave and I was just sorting of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few moment I was sort of paralyzed with shock I guess you could shout it I think I might of escape Alice speaking, Did beguile a few discussion though

*I miss you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of squeamish

Well I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to school but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow blame her up I could carry her to school, Make certainly she is n't late..Nope I ca n't foot her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, time lag what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my gravestone, Her voice does n't go properly though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the dustup out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint good, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me desire to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't care it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can hear me

*Alice you can try me* Yes I know it 's a stupid matter to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little scathe by that because you think she would get laid her best champion voice

*Who do you guess it is* I know it sounds a little mean value but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a fiddling upsetting when the only person you care about other than family of course does n't recognise your voice

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't consider she it, She can hear me and she know 's who is talking, shot I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Saint Nicholas clause* Yeah I know another strange choice of give-and-take, I know I probably do n't have long to let the cat out of the bag to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a picayune angrily, Now you think she would be felicitous to talk to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess up with her

*No ! * She pretty much just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of chose some better word of honor 's but meh who cares

*Good, looking Alex this is crazy weird that I can hear you and I do n't know if I am just imagining the entirely matter or if this is just a crazy dream and any moment I will fire up up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you know that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the crying streaming down her face, If only I could pass over them away

*I miss you too, It 's kind of lonely on this slope of life-time, I mean I have cipher which to be fair is n't very much of a difference but atleast when I had a liveliness I had you* I know it sounds like some sorting of joke but it 's true up
Well she does n't seem to be saying a good deal, guesswork I said something wrong, Would n't surprise me thats for sure enough, Wait she has this unearthly tone on her cheek, I think i 'm in trouble

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my mistake you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me home you would still be here today* She said, For the showtime time I actually do n't experience how to experience, I mean seriously how can she pick herself

*Alice I do n't admit your apology as you have nothing to apologise for, It was an honour for me to walk you home that day, Every moment I got to spend with you was a import I chose to treasure* okeh a little soppy but I seriously do mean every word, I loved every here and now I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't bed why she just did what she did but yes I am going to keep abreast her, public treasury the end of the reality if I so must.

okey I do n't seriously know how long it 's been but I lost her, I managed to do it to the cemetery gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can imagine she would be but well as you can think I did n't come up her, I checked the school, Library, Her place, The park and even came back to the burial site but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to retrieve her now .