*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first quarrel as a dead person and they 're what I choose, What kind of lame idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sweet i 'm dead fourth dimension to have some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a spirit, There was one little niggle that did devil me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The same head I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to know but we will go forth it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the side by side few days that would fetch us to this submit day, well I know you will call me softheaded but I did the only thing that seemed natural to do at the fourth dimension I chose to stockpile on with my formula life, That of grade included going to school, Yes I know it seems pointless for a utterly individual to pay heed schooltime but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of prison term with Alice even though she had no clue I was there with her, I would take the air her home base then hang around her apartment till she went to bed just so I could keep an eye on her even though I do n't have a go at it what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went dwelling house and walked around the home I lived in with my female parent and half sis, Always seemed so quiet when I would take the air in the menage, Probably because my mother and half sister were usually just sat in the living room comforting each early or they were in bed asleep, Well that was pretty often all I did for the past few daylight which brings us back to the present day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My public figure is Alex and this is where the story is about to get a little more interesting. This morning, fountainhead I as per normal just assume it 's dayspring began the same as the past few days since I have been dead, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my half sister walking out of her bedchamber all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of class I did what I always did at that present moment, I ran. You see each morning I would wait till my sister awoke and was ready for school before I would pull up stakes the family and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to schooling and nothing would end me doing it on this day. Five transactions later, Could be long I do n't know, fourth dimension 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however longsighted it took me I arrived on clock time as per normal, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's flat, I would bump but it 's a waste of time, So much promiscuous when I just walk through the threshold so that 's what I did, Of grade I found Alice in the same place I had left her the Night before, Bed. I know my adjacent conviction will voice really creepy but I just eff watching Alice rest she is just so cute, The way she sucks her thumb, Forget I said that I am middling sure as shooting she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be insufferable for her to do it, wellspring I stood there for I do n't know how foresightful before I heard the usual shouting coming from the living elbow room, It of course been her mum cheering for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping accommodation just incase her nightwear was a little inappropriate, I do the same matter every morning to be true, I walked through her door and went to sit on the living elbow room sofa until Alice walked out of her chamber in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the bathroom, She does it pretty a lot every morning, I waited for her to arrive out and then I got up and walked to the front door only to have her follow me a few minutes later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the park, Of path I had to follow her, Ca n't birth her getting in any problem now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to miss out the unanimous time portion as we all know by now that I have no clue about times or daylight, Well we walked for a while until we came to the memorial park, Now do n't get me wrong I have zippo against them it 's just they give me the spook, Well she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the short affair of time I have been all in it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the first base to take on that seeing my gravestone, The situation my organic structure is buried for the first time is kind of weird, It 's like been deadened does n't really sink in until you realise you are truly gone, well anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave and I was just sort of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few moments I was sorting of paralyzed with shock I guess you could call it I think I might of missed Alice speaking, Did take hold of a few Word of God though

*I miss you* She said to my tombstone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of decent

Well I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to school but she does n't look to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow foot her up I could carry her to school, Make certain she is n't late..Nope I ca n't pick her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the solution, hold what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my gravestone, Her voice does n't fathom right field though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the words out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint good, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me want to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell apart her not to cry, I know it 's senseless but I seriously do n't wish it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can hear me

*Alice you can find out me* Yes I know it 's a pudden-head thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little hurt by that because you think she would know her best admirer representative

*Who do you intend it is* I know it sounds a minuscule mean but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a petty upsetting when the only somebody you care about other than family of trend does n't recognise your vocalisation

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can hear me and she know 's who is talking, supposition I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another foreign choice of words, I know I probably do n't have long to talk to her but it 's always fun to mess up with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a small angrily, Now you think she would be happy to lecture to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty much just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut out up then* I know I could of chose some honest Son 's but meh who cares

*Good, Look Alex this is wild weird that I can hear you and I do n't know if I am just imagining the unit matter or if this is just a gaga dream and any moment I will wake up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you have sex that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tear streaming down her impudence, If only I could pass over them away

*I miss you too, It 's form of lonely on this slope of life-time, I mean I have cypher which to be fair is n't much of a difference but atleast when I had a living I had you* I know it sounds like some variety of joke but it 's dependable
Well she does n't seem to be saying much, Guess I said something wrong, Would n't surprise me thats for sure, waiting she has this weird look on her typeface, I think i 'm in problem

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my fault you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me abode you would still be here today* She said, For the first time I actually do n't know how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't accept your apology as you have nothing to apologise for, It was an honour for me to walk you home that day, Every moment I got to expend with you was a moment I chose to treasure* okay a little soppy but I seriously do mean every word, I loved every moment I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't recognize why she just did what she did but yes I am going to keep abreast her, till the end of the creation if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously know how farsighted it 's been but I lost her, I managed to make it to the necropolis logic gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can pretend I did n't obtain her, I checked the schoolhouse, depository library, Her home, The park and even came back to the cemetery but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to find her now .