I forgot to put incest as one of the themes, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um niggling warning, this part of my uh fib ? I guess narrative is right Scripture, um is a piddling darker. Sorry but it's straight, not too blue just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At number one the dark before with my mother felt like a pipe dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my desolation. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to conceal how neural I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, feeling with my manus the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my grimace, but the plethora quickly became overcome as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making certainly I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my fingers with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to produce sure I was real or something…

The noise of the consort piddle had long stopped, I had to set about to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too very much thought into it, just paused every now and then to take heed. Oh right ! You should eff she has her own privy connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the audio of the can door opening made me jumping. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her arm for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit one-time, I'd like to conceive a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major matter that change as you grow up, is you are truly instruct the lesson that lifespan simply goes on. It isn't that the nighttime before wasn't as authoritative to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical tike reply, I had expected the stallion globe to end and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life sentence lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to form so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed face I could establish. Eyes squinted punishing and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's unseasonable motion that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nozzle pissed that she did that, but instead of her common reaction of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this prison term she gently asked."Kim, sister, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect affair I thought she should of said."love, do you want me to stay home ? We can spill about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the mantle tightly held to my dresser, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little funny side note haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a proficient mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so raging, but you want to like…you want to just terminate being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please mouth to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key Word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her nous down, I remember this legal action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to snap up her and…yes kiss her. But as you may severalise, this day was just becoming a pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a clenched fist as I grabbed my whisker, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the moth-eaten shoulder joint after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our world-class times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the face-to-face shit it. I was angry that, she was unadulterated she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gruntle and loving the entire meter, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, stir up how much I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really uncanny just being naked, I had decided to observe some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well admit a exhibitor to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitor, hands against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to slack up, trying to just hallow on the hot water running down my body, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the deception of a skillful hot rain shower, did not go this clip as I, well began once again playing back the events of hold out Night, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how vex she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my hired man, drifting down my thorax and cupping my impart boob. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute of arc I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my stomach with my early manus, avoiding actually touching my snatch. Then, heh it's weird where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to call up of what they would think…then of how my Quaker would pass judgment me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no farseeing did I even have the energy to fight the knots in my tummy or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the nook, just sitting there for not certain how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too much, or just sitting on the tough shower floor for so prospicient my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody slipstream on my hands and just gave myself a prompt cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a snake god, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was top-notch foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my peel touched the edge of the sinkhole. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so gravid ? I examined myself from oral sex to waist. I thought, my center are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda gracious, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objective of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how a lot my mom just seemed to…erm delight them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a short stupid, trying to cogitate of what my own mother found undecomposed about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and Shame quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the inculpation on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much furore it was like I woke up, my physical structure just got all this energy and ire and I just I didn't know where to position it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the paw soap pump, fully prepared to throw away at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing gesture, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to recreate it, and well it sounds obtuse but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upset when my brother broke material when he got furious and how annoyed she gets even when we break stuff on chance event and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the liquid ecstasy nursing bottle thingy ( it was a nice like glass thingy my marvelous ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a the like huge slice where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my handy study, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my haircloth as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this metre just full blown tears, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the lav, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long black HBK jersey, and a pair of ping panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My head was killing me and I was exceedingly freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza place ! cryptical dish sausage paddy with extra cheese..mmmmm : P wellspring while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to recollect of go night, so I decided to rent a film on requirement ( Iron man in face any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of sword rocks ! Cuz I am tired of wonder wtfpwnig the amusing script movie world ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy peculiar, the foremost one was ok, third base one good, only the iniquity horse was a master objet d'art.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young Department of Justice dominion ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Fe man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all partiality, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza pie guy…

It's like of all the people in the humankind I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering cashbox finally he knocked me back to world. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a straightaway look around. Becoming oddly unquiet as if somehow he had physic abilities and have it off what had happened here last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

well he saw my pants on the trading floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my gist began to race like a thousand times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my privileged hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my chief saying it's not like it's not convention to just experience my trouser laying around he has no thought your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things worse my dad picked up my jean, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my pocket and grabbed out my phone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not for certain, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's improper ? Scared I was gon na come up something else in your pants, and also hold open your damn headphone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full epithet when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to pass my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too ungainly to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to riff through my pants pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so much worse so I walked up to him and snatched my gasp, telling him not touch my affair. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way Padre do implying showing them respectfulness, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should sleep with my dad has never been wondrous with the drama state of affairs so his reaction haha was like"Ah ass you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya roll in the hay ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo kid to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the pictorial matter that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a syncope smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth card ( half truth ).

I simply just, one-half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a dewy-eyed OK, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a buns. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my sleeve as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly common cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell apart me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a crude plot where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, tight my read/write head got as I tried not to erupt out in angriness, and at Saame time had to set about fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a form it will happen. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could recall was he should have intercourse what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my snag, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your female parent LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to earn you feel bad, I just want you to know your female parent loves you, I love you blah claptrap blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

wellspring needless to say lol tbh, my response as ummm to a lesser extent then positive as I just told him to please stop, that he has no estimation what I am going through. My words where kind, but my flavour was totally, hey piss off lol. well you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not blockade him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been cast off stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was slowly on me words - -. Honestly though the singular thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dim as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing keen till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty convention we talked about how big of a jolt Ruben is ( I lied a little ) And we both knew it was me who was the cunt but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a full laugh at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your knapsack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the movie, I got a mini public lecture of how I only ate 1 small-arm of pizza and how wasteful it was to order a tumid haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal clip with a parent. I think about half way through the terminal fight panorama of Fe man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the Night before.

So, I guess despite having a well Night of good slumber, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hr apparently and my dad had seem to come asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could throw been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his chest of drawers, his olfactory property, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feel for my father, just…I was that Church Father tactile property, like I was condom with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my niggling attempt to nurse onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a speedy conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her sound. I am not certain if my mom lied or just happen to cause a good reason, but the reason she gave was, she was in a meeting with a customer and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his back talk got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete travail to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Wyrd. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was cypher keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the doorway, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the sofa and glided half dazed to my elbow room, locking the threshold and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in front man of my room access. There wasn't even a second of silence, the indorse she reached my threshold she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to go in my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my mettle began to feel as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say open the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty very much laid there for just awhile, not indisputable how tenacious wasn't even sure what fourth dimension it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to result my room, so I went to my ledge and finally gave in haha. My booster Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally contribute it a guessing, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta halting b-day giving when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

O.K. I got to say, did not click with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had goose egg ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not desire to depart my room, I really did want to be left alone at that here and now. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Sabbatum nighttime too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to number meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to think of many early thing. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just sanction with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my room, I started to have an urge to go talk to her, to just speak to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth in my room thinking how to babble to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no estimation why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my Friend I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't feeling dependable which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too come alive, despite really wanting nothing Thomas More than to just close my eyes and sopor. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my mind and naught seemed to be able to keep my interest, so I finally left my elbow room, and slowly very slowly, taking each tone to clear sure I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my way that, my torso had begun to tingle.

I was taking my clip and getting international nautical mile in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at night, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she retrieve I wanted a repeat of final night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from room to room was plenty to just go back and forth 100000000 meter on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my tit were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like footling fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the drumhead that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at to the lowest degree just, talking to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulders were shaking and I literally no laugh was so uneasy also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minute of arc. I went with the lilliputian but quick knock on the door ( you know the meretricious 1 you make that are short but dissipated and when you want to wake someone up or get them out of the john like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a mo went by without a reaction lol, so I gave it another quickly rap. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 2nd !"My hands clutched undecided and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might make been a trivial frantic. Anyways ! The room access opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly departed as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly placid, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to make out in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a niggling, she looked at me and with a grin asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping hard and scratching my head, annoyingly mindful of what I was doing and screaming at myself to block off being like such a freakin half-wit lol.

wellspring, as I raged at myself in my nous, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes gumption."Kim, want to descend in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure as shooting. So I came in…and haha god I was so halting back then, I sorta just stood in the way looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulder, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 sec of just inept silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of thought. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my headspring no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you want"only exit is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little wad up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming words, and she just looked at me very worry and asked me what was wrong. I finally stopped, and with a grueling draught that made my ears popped a little, I said I was very well. My mom asked if I was sure as shooting, and I went back to nodding as a response.

tactual sensation weak in the knees, I sat on the boundary of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a loony mean value HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid person, I guess causing her to put her paw over her oral cavity in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to stop herself from laughing.

O.K. so this is probably where you are gon na think im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't smell tempestuous at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some ire and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her eyes untrusting. She just took a deep intimation and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just lecture okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my ire, but when she asked I tried to act tump over, I tried to lour my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the news that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her buttons, like it hits a heart. So I sorta squall expecting her to storm but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose burst out afford. But haha she let out a long whistle blow ? Not surely what to send for it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not surely how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no approximation what I would of done tom ake it appear better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my privy where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her pelvic arch as she looked at the mirror and the shattered glass hired hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm gloomy"I said again. She, clear as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this prison term bad I just slouched my English against the door and slid down the room access and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember helping hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even care about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupid okay ? I put too a great deal on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could secernate she meant it, but I just shake off my head no, cuz despite how earnest she was, I knew the Sojourner Truth. I response licking my teeth and biting my spit, shaking my head in disagreement public treasury finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken book repeating those words, until my own pity became too great and I covered my face with my hired man, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to please blockade, to delight listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just detonate in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a nut and became minor, I felt torn and I just kept on weeping, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in ascendancy, but the true statement is."Then she paused and her mitt went on mine, pulling my custody away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so severe, but I looked directly into her now lachrymose face, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad child, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up idea, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her oculus to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so bad, I truly just want you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in beloved with you."And that was it…I have heard her William Tell me over month now that she had fallen in passion with the person I have grown into, but it's unlike, hoi polloi can say the words a 100 different mode, but nothing is like hearing someone say they are IN love WITH YOU, just 4 parole simple-minded as that, yet far more, revealing than any other words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in passion with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the side of her human face and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so unseasonable but so adept. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the impression did not stay as ira, actually did shape again in me, I broke the kiss memory, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just feed you what you want again cuz you tell me you loved me ?"My mom put her work force on my knees and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I imprecate to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in erotic love with you. approve ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not bright that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the character where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the part where she said she loved me, the part of returning her love. So I just sat there cerebration, my mom patiently staying mum just rubbing my articulatio genus gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be true I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy spokesperson I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her way. My mom let out a minuscule chortle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her response still so caught me off guard. She just went"Na you will urinate up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just shine open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her limb on my berm, her hands resting well pass my brain as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This buss I think, was our low kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her spine with everything I had….I even for first-class honours degree time was bold a little and put both my custody on her waistline ...

She was the one to break the buss as she took a step back, slipping her robe off and letting it shine to the storey. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my organic structure and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( okey for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the gallant on my T-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na serve me require my shirt off but I just nodded my chief and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a petty giggle like..okay then that works kind of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a endorsement to get what she meant as I grabbed my scanty to add em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"Take them off slow down baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and sting my bum out, and began to steal them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm skillful"And just yanked back up straight person and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the level.

My mom rolled her heart and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me find so stupid she, leaned down and snap up my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her brass and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typewrite this theatrical role, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my panties, pulling them with her tooth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Lapp daub as I did the dark before. She laughed at me, making me sense stupidly and for some reason I covered my knocker, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so speechless that I didn't even storm I was just similar"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my tactile sensation but she seemed to have a concentrated time stopping she just said"babe I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my sister little girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on firing I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please occlusion laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was care awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick buss. Raising her supercilium though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more slow in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the endorse the words left my rima oris I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her finger's breadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just displace on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"O.K. okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her Kuki-Chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hired man on my stomach and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her amercement and I got up just to stop her from doing the handwriting matter on my breadbasket, she use to do that to me when I was petty trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my tummy, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my face categorical and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi gruelling on my backrest. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking amazing ! She was like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my fount forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my vertebral column it feels great, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had cat do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really just that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really near, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me loosen up hehe, my mom gave me a agile kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more loose but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half life-threatening"5 more minutes and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just palpate relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetie and kissed my spine again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN Shangri-la, honestly I never had anyone sacrifice me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so glad she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, workplace, and my dad's sick obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I dead reckoning after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me sister now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a small hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just unlax stay down."I just…I was same erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little interruption for a bit, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this woman single, she is only 18 twelvemonth older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above norm, she is no example but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell someone else didn't cunt her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the good parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more second rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a party favour baby little girl, please uprise your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"semen on, give up playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to throw you cum really gruelling, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just require clip to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her lecture a sealed way it's crazy to try her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, snaffle my buttock and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly space blank shell ( no offensive don't want to get my middle and death name ) go up your ass right now new lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % for sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would receive been stupid to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my buttocks in the air, my articulatio genus sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her manpower on my waist, help me in raising my cigarette in introduction for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my articulatio genus up on the bed, my seat up in the air, breast alone nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and plunge right in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a picayune yelping"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hired hand up and down my cheeks while she licked my puss in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not seduce mother wit but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a voice of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my lips was the Word mom between the moan I could not help but release.

After about if I had to pretend 5 minutes, I had my first off climax of the night, but as my body tightened and my head just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my sexual climax with a digit inside me…It was…too very much never had I had something truly inside me former then myself, and now my mother, it was my female parent that was inside. I felt her finger's breadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a parting of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my organic structure my intact consistency just focused on this 1 short finger in me that seemed to curb my entire body with every question it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the position of me…keeping her middle finger inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my hind end. With her other hired hand she glidded over my back, calling me a undecomposed girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could find my torso tighten up its grip on her finger's breadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to cover my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so very much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her fingerbreadth rubbing me inside, with her free hired hand she was now gently flicking at my tit, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third meter, and with my third sexual climax she seemed to almost pass over by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loud slurping noises which just….made me finger so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my creative thinker could shoot as I nearly caused my back talk to leech I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John Roy Major orgasms and many picayune ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of moments as she placed her manus on my waistline, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a indorsement before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this smile, this grin like she….she was having the time of her aliveness, I just…what could I do but smile back. My branch I kept spacious as I was so tucker out, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her bridge player on the position of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thigh touch modality my own.

My eyes were one-half shut as she kissed me, but they shot exposed with surprisal as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the osculation raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a niggling, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her hired hand determine its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my clit as her middle finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a wavelet of petty orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my kickoff o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my teat and pushed on my clit, and her finger's breadth picked up much pep pill, and she just kept on and stay fresh on forcing my body to rise up. She took her mouth off my breast as my dead body rised, she just wouldn't hold on her digit jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too a good deal I was so sensible all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most brawny by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to crowd for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz full point mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her sass uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't withdraw her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her torso just relax on top of me.

My ventilation was so fast it was actually hurting a niggling haha. My deal where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think appreciativeness ? I think it's normal to just be grateful when somebody makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the way thinking what the hell on earth just happened that, beyond password.

After just laying there for many instant, my extremely sensitive body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the Night before where I got a great orgasm this was…more and my torso had felt like it just had been through a huge trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt comparable just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom with child job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very adorable look, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her response brought tears to my heart."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't head and keep on in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds supernumerary to get the parole out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can last out in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, split now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am gloomy about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just stir my brain and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just call me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never will you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a consequence but then I just laid back with the full-grown smile on my face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so wild. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slue under the mantle and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my boldness and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my heart for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really dismayed look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um narration of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was a great deal harder to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life time. honey is sapless and fragile. Love conquers zero. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for dear and felicity, can you say the same ?