I am thrilled and excited about the display. Yesterday I 've sent message through Facebook to all my protagonist : `` Come and follow me tomorrow at six : tie to the site ''. It was site with the web cams where masses could follow girls and tip them if they like it. I switched off my phone so cipher could contact me and ask about the appearance. I know that there is a quite big discussion among my friends about that, I am just normal fille who normally would never do something like that so everyone is curious if this was just a fault or a joke.

intellection that all Quaker will see me not only naked but doing some kinky stuff is driving me crazy, I just ca n't turn back thinking about it and thousand of different intellection is going through my head. My convention reasonable part is screaming to not do this but my twisted position is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the whisper. At hold up the show day has come. I was teasing myself all week without a ease so I would be as horny as possible. I know that I will require to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very nervous and actually I am really close to quit the idea about show.
The hours are passing by and I 'm still not trusted, now when metre of show is so near everything becomes existent and good and I have a lot of doubts and I still have a chance to quit. I look in the mirror, I see pattern girl with beautiful face and skinny perfect body and I 'm feeling warm butterfly coming through my belly and spreading across my whole organic structure `` I am a pervert '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to depict everyone who I am, a lilliputian sluty degenerate, I want to present that to everyone I want to vituperate myself I want to slump into lecherousness and perversion. This is what I crave and this is the sentence when it all starts. My all friend will get laid my real nature now. No more hiding and pretending. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and vesture blacken opaque stockings and red 6 in heels, my well shaved pussycat shines with juices and my nipples poking firmly. I ca n't await any yearner and with a pounding heart I login into the web cam site. There is already 500 people waiting for me, probably the news has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me nude ! I can guess that among those people are my booster as I recognize some of their nicknames. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me naked wearing just black stockings and red sluty bounder and the commentary have start to flow - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are crazy ! ``, `` You look like jade '' and some of them are quite dysphemistic produced probably by female region of the interview - `` I knew you are slovenly woman cunt '', `` No respect at all '', `` Fucking beef ''. But while I am reading all those comments I 'm getting more than and to a greater extent wet. `` howdy, Thanks for coming to see my display I hope you 'll savour it. Its going to be bondage appearance so I hope you like that kind of stuff. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be interactive show ''.
I grab alligator clip with incisive metal teeth and attached telegram to it. `` You see that conducting wire ? It is attached to the electric transformer so each time you tip me the electric shock absorber comes through the clip. Cool huh ? ''. I open offset clip and attach to my nipple - the stinging bother spreadhead across my body. I did n't expect till pain fade but I attach second cartridge clip to my other nipple - another sharpness and another undulation of painful sensation. Now I realize that this is really happening and the pain sensation is real and I love it. I smile and start working with more clip - five on each tit then six on each slope of me and ten directly on my slim beautiful belly. By the time I finish I can palpate pulsating infliction from each of the clip and there is still my pussy to go ! My hands start to shake and I drop few clips cause I could n't defend them. I take mysterious breath and get working with my pussy. I have really Nice looking slit, with meaty flesh covered with juices and beautifully poking clit. As first I grab taboo labia and originate attaching clips to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to set off. When I finished there is four clips on each side. Next inner I, these are a little bit more painful - slowly and carefully I attach four on each side. After that I spread my pussy as wide I can, I grab one of the clip and slowly labor inside my pussy, after few irregular I found out where my g point usually is and push the clip directly into that smudge. When I released the clip and sharp teeth bite flesh inside my pussy I scream as bother inside me is so secure that my entirely torso kickoff to shake. After a minute I calm down a bit. I take the last cartridge holder, bountiful than others with bigger sheeny teeth so sharp-worded that can easily diffuse the skin. I know that jokes are over and this is going to hurt as hell. I rubbed my clit till become big and hard. With my shaking hand I open the last big clip and move toward clit. My pith is pounding like during the race, a mixture of notion - pain sensation, turmoil, delight are mixing together and dancing in my belly. I take a big breath and slowly begin to let go the time. I can feel first hint of knifelike teeth against my peel and then slowly pressure level, harder and harder the painfulness is growing as teeth are slowly closing around my clitoris. Now I can palpate the dentition sinking deeply into my flesh as finally I release the clip fully. The pain is harebrained and I am breathing heavily trying to gain mastery over my shaking consistency. I opened my eye and smiling, there are absolute tempest of remark, they ca n't conceive what they are seeing, they ca n't believe that miss like me is so twisted.
I get to my human knee, all the clips are wired and attached to the transformer but the circuit is still off. I need to do few Sir Thomas More things before outset. I get a long patch of rophy with noose on the end. I put my chief through the grummet and tighten. There is 5kg exercising weight attached to the indorse end of the circle lying on the floor so when I will try to sit down the weight goes up and tighten up the noose even more. I get the massive three column inch spacious dildo and home underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a second percentage of my show. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chili sauce ! I got a small bottle with additional hot chili con carne sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the television camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is time to start the show. I switch on the electric automobile transformer connected to the clips and cuff my hands behind my back. The firing key should strike for about one time of day. I announce that everything is set up and they can depart tipping to see if it works. I can feel some swoon electric automobile jolt on the time. I explain that than bigger the tip the swelled electric shock will be. I 'm keep smiling and further my consultation `` seed on bozo - hit me operose I know you want to ''. Each time I hear tipping sound I get excited and electric shock go through my body. The steer are more often with each minute as I can see that more and more people are coming. Probably the news that some perv girl is doing kinky appearance have spread across net quickly.
After 15 minutes my soundbox is covered in thick layer of exertion, clips hot from galvanizing current are like WASP stinging my belly, tits and kitty-cat. The pain is monolithic and I think that I must be really twisted doing this to myself. But at the Lapplander time I 'm feeling with child delight and my pussy is so wet that I can actually smell my succus that are dripping on the floor. There are moments when I do n't have a intermission from galvanic shocks. I can barely hitch a breathe, pain and pleasure are mixing together in this masochistic dance of galvanising shock coming through most delicate parting of my body with the sharp tooth of clips ripping through my skin.

The 30 instant went by and it is sentence for second part of the show - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not certain if I can do it, I 'm already on the border of my endurance but deeply inside I know that I crave more pain. I asked the viewers, five one thousand now ! to stop tipping as it is time for next piece of the display. I ask them if they all can tip me at the same time exactly 5 minutes after I 'll start out the clock.
I 'm afraid, my hands start to shake but at the Lapp time I 'm extremely aroused and my kitty is dripping with succus like crazy. I slowly open the feeding bottle and I feel hot sauce on my fingers. With my affection insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away empty bottle and try to smile but I 'm too nervous and emotional. I push start release on the clock and the clock starting line tick, in exactly five proceedings all watchers agreed to hit the pourboire at the Lapplander fourth dimension. Now it is the time and its no turning back. I know that it will pain like inferno and I 'm already really tired and exhausted not mentioning that the pain coming from cartridge holder is unendurable now. I take a deep breath and slowly begin to knock off on lubricate hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a problem and at first it is quite pleasurable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the other end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck opening to be Sir Thomas More blind drunk. Finally the unharmed dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is modest lock attached to the bottom of dildo, I lock my turnup to it. I heard quite clink of the ignition lock, there is no turning back now, I have to suffer for 30 bit until press release will unlock all the locks and I will be free.
After few seconds after inserting dildo into my ass I can finger warm sensation spreading across my insides but few indorsement later warmness get high temperature and horniness become fiery burning. With tight noose around my neck I 'm fighting for each breath now, the pain is harebrained, it is burning like hell and I feel like my guts are on fire. I clench my teeth and fist but the pain is becoming more and more stronger. Sweat instantly cover my whole eubstance, my ass fluid are desperately trying to rinse the burning liquidity from my ass but instead of feeling any rilievo my interior are becoming Sir Thomas More sore and awful. I look and the clock and it shows 4 minutes and 20 bit, only 40 second gear till watchers will get tipping and I 'm already collapsing from pain. I want to block this madness and objection but I ca n't say anything, I cant focus or do something, I 'm paralytic and bound by pain. And then it starts - five thousand people start tipping at once, it hit me with all bestial strength that I never imagined exist - the electric shocks are coming through my body with such strength that clips jump to becoming very hot and burning my cutis ! I can see flashes and smoke going from the clipping, my body is on the edge, my senses are overloaded and pain so intense that become unbendable, my genius just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The white igniter from back of my head like pulsating orb is becoming large and with child and then the greatest orgasm of my life history sharp my body, it is so vivid that I ca n't breathe, I ca n't feel, my eyes roll out and my organic structure twinkling in a orgasmic convulsions. When I got back, there is no electric shocks, I think the watchers are not certainly what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the pain hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my flesh and my intestine still burning like infernal region but now after I came everything is more real, without arousal I feel sick and it is unmanageable to cope with all of that. With rent in my eyes I ask looker if they could stop tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm alright they start again and the electric shock first biting my physical structure. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 minutes until key dismissal. The noose around my neck is very tight and I have difficulty to catch one's breath. I wish that show would be over now but I have to have a piffling bit more. The electric shock is still coming through but my body become sorting of numb. I feel sleepy and dizzy, I trying to focus but it is really concentrated to do it.
Finally the exit key trigger and I 'm able to disembarrass myself. With massive relief I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the clips. I take of the noose and breathe freely. I quickly log off from the site and switch off the tv camera, I feel shame and disgrace of what I 've done. But the damage is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my dark secrets, everyone knows that I 'm addicted pain slut. I went to shower and I could n't resist. The Recent epoch case are still fresh in my memory and I brought myself to orgasm several times. Finally I went back to my room and switch my laptop on. I forget that I recorded everything. The rest of the night I spend watching my TV and masturbating franticly. The morning has come, my cunt is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't stop doing it.
As a final examination point I 've decided to do it something really stupid. I opened my email box and create new email to everyone in my inter-group communication including my colleagues and family penis. I attached the video from my show and indite subject matter where I describe that I 'm slut and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and perverse fantasies. I hesitate for a s and tick send button. I make my dream come through and with that thought I fell asleep .