Not All That Shines Is Gold .
YoungI was a 5 feet 25 girl, small for my age and also a chubby girl, as you can opine I wasn't democratic at school day, and suffered bullying for a few years. I was very very very shy, tremendously shy. I lived alone with mom, she was a nursemaid, and worked in different work shift. My dad never loved me he always showed contempt at me and snubbed me when I talked to him, he always told me my birth was a misapprehension, but he left us and we never knew from him anymore. My mom was a good mom, but because of her shifts I used to be alone more often than normal kids.
The intimidation I talked about were always the same 4 little girl and one boy who walked the get-go land mile and a one-half with me who used to push around me. I had a 4 mile manner of walking to schooling, and back home after school again.
One of those days in which they again walked the first off mile and a half with me, it started again, after calling me matter and I ignoring them, they throwed my Book on the ground and while I was picking thing of the ground one of them pushed me and trying not to go down I twisted my ankle.
It happened in front of and apartment construction and soon a man of about 60 eld rushed towards me who saw it all happen. They ran away, he helped me pick up my things and helped me up, but I couldn't outdoor stage so he offered me to put a bandage on my mortise joint and I decided to have because I didn't want my mom to know what was happening at schooltime. I had never told her about the bullying. So that day I went with him and he took attention of my ankle with a patch.
He watched out for me the next couple of twenty-four hour period, but as soon as he wasn't there it all happened again. So one time he offered to waitress for me when schoolhouse ended so he could walk me close to household. I liked that because at to the lowest degree I went home fearless, and he enjoyed doing it. After a month of knowing him and walking me abode we talked about mountain of things and I felt very confortable when he was around, I guess I saw him like a kind of father figure. He invited me to his apartment the days that my mom had afternoon work shift and wouldn't be home after school, and I had gone a few times, we watched moving picture and I even did my homework there sometimes. I was convinced after almost two month now of knowing him that he was very kind to me and that I liked going to his apartment.
We talked about everything. He asked me one clip about my binding style. I can still remember our conversation, all the matter that happened in that period I have them burned in my mind, everything, sometimes I still hear our conversations in my mind.
- Why do you always wear wide dungaree and sweaters ?
- I'm not sparse ... I am chubby and those clothes don't suit me.
- You're wrong, there are boy who like chubby girlfriend and therefore also like chubby girls dressed sexy.
- Not on my school ... nobody likes fat girls at my school.
- You are not fat, just a lilliputian chubby like you say, but definitely not fat. And you have a very jolly face.
- You are lying, I am fat.
- You know I could enjoin of somebody who likes you a lot ...
- Sure ...
- Me.
I blushed immediately and didn't daring look at him anymore. I was a very very insecure daughter and very very incredibly shy. I was feeling a fiddling uncomfortable so I told him I had to go home base that day. He didn't barricade me. But before I left he asked me if he could pick me up after school tomorrow. I said yes.
When he picked me up I felt so much shame for what he said the day before that I talked less than usual, Ii didn't want him to bring that conversation up again. He asked me if I would like to go with him to his apartment again and I said yes. We talked about tidy sum of matter like always but 2 60 minutes before I had to provide he suddenly said :
- I mean what I said yesterday Lisa. I like you very much, the way you are and I like your very pretty face. But I am not able to assure how your body looks like wearing always those extensive clothes. I'm not asking you to show me your body but at least you could take off your sweater if you are wearing something underneath it. Are you wearing something ?
- Yes, a tanktop ...
- Only a tanktop ?
- Yes ...
- No bra ?
- Oh yes, also a bra ...
- You see, at your age you are already using a bra, you should be proud. You would progress to me very felicitous if you would acquire your perspirer off ...
I felt very ashamed of my breast, I had very big breast for my age, and later in my sprightliness I underwent surgery to reduce my breast size of it because of my neck and amphetamine back pain, and the free weight was leading to kyphosis. Also a lot of bullying from the boys at school started always because of my breast, so normally I wore clothes that didn't show anything of my tit, and when the great unwashed started to talk about boob I always felt very very uncomfortable.
- So Lisa ? You want to do that for me ?
- I don't know ... it embarrass me so much ...
- Why ?
- because of my breast, I feel very hinder because of them, and it's always a motive to hector me at school ...
- I won't bully you because of that, you can be sure about that. I'm sure they're just jealous.
I thought that it would fix no deviation if he saw me in sweater or armoured combat vehicle top and it would progress to him happy, and because he had been so good for me and helping me with the bullying problem I felt like ‘ OK I do it for you ’. So I took of my sweater and there I was standing in my denim and army tank top.
- You are so beautiful Lisa. I feel so stupid to tell this Lisa, and I know you probably will not want to utter with me anymore or maybe even see me anymore but ...
- But what ?
- Please assure you don't be mad at me OK ?
- No ...
- Promise me ...
- I promise ...
- I think you are so tinker's dam beautiful and um ... I have fallen a trivial bit in erotic love with you in these two months ...
I immediately started to redden, I didn't know what to think because I liked the fact that someone at least opinion I was beautiful and I liked the fact that I was wanted by person but he was 59. I didn't know what to say so I kept silence, and was hoping he continued to spill, but I could notice he was not feeling confortable with having told me that.
- I'm so grim Lisa, I didn't want to name you uncomfortable with this, and if you do not want to return here I understand ... I just ... I know I am 59 and you ... but I ... it's just the way I feel, sorry.
I didn't know what to say. I felt so ashamed. It was an uncomfortable situation so I think that's why he changed suddenly.
- I can tell you are wearing a red bra, am I right ?
- Yes.
- That is so sexy Lisa ! Can I see the bra ? I mean just by lifting your top ? Please Lisa ...
I didn't know what to do, I could feel my face blush. I blocked and didn't know what to do or say, I took the bottom of my tank car top, but wasn't sure if I should elevate it.
- Don't be afraid Lisa nobody can see it, it's only you and me, it's like being on the beach in a bikini, except there is no sand and pee, and at least I, am going to keep my mouth shut. I haven't seen Lisa's bra.
- ok ...
I lifted my tank top and was showing my bra to him.
- You are making me very very well-chosen Lisa, you are such a beautiful girl ! Would you take your army tank top of for me ? You don't have to OK, but I would like to see you like if you were in Bikini and imagine how you would reckon like if we were on the beach.
I thought it would do no scathe if he could see me like when I was on the beach with my mom, and I took it off.
- You are making me the most happiest man on the world Lisa, I mean this. Do you like making me glad Lisa ?
- yes ...
- Is your panty the Saami coloring material as your bra ?
- yes ...
- Can I see that too ? Like a bikini ?
- I don't know J ...
- Lisa no one sees you, only you and me here ...
I could only recollect of the two months we knew each former, he had always been good to me and I thought to myself that this was like thanking him for that.
- but I only modest my jean a little bit ok ?
- That's ok Lisa, thank you.
I lowered a little bit the waste of my jeans.
- So beautiful Lisa, but I want to see your entire pantie OK ? downhearted your jeans a little bit more ...
I lowered a little bit more until my entire scanty was visible.
- Please Lisa depress your jeans to your knee OK ? Then you can dress again OK ?
I lowered my dungaree until my knee, and there I was standing while he was sitting on the sofa. He took a polaroid jiffy camera.
- Lisa, you mind if I take a few pics of you like that ? I'll do it with this camera OK ? So you can see it right away, I just want you to see how beautiful you are.
I thought that there was nothing damage if he did it like he said so I said yes. He took a face scene of me and I had to turn around and he made one of the back and then he asked me to bend over and made another one.
- You can dress Lisa. Thank you very very a great deal. please sit next to me when you finish OK ?
- ok ...
I did. He showed me the pics.
- You see ? You are a very middling girl.
- No I am chubby.
- Maybe you are chubby for miss of your age, but for me you have a perfect little ass.
- Why you want these characterization ?
- Because I can not stop mentation of you and this way I will always have a sexy thought of you.
- But please don't prove them to nobody, please !
I blushed a lot.
- Who are those kids that are bullying you ?
- tyke from another family. Why do you desire to make love who they are ?
- Lisa, tell me, what do you recall would go on if I would show them those three pics ?
I immediately blushed again and felt stale and very neural, just by thinking he would do that.
- wellspring my beautiful Lisa ? What do you think would hap ?
- I think I could go no more to school ! ! ! ! !
- And you don't want that ...
- NO ! ! !
- I don't want it either but you know ...
- ... what ?
- I will not depict it to them OK ? But I want something in restoration OK ?
- what ?
- You sitting on me Lisa ...
- Sit on you ?
- Yes ...
I sat on his lap.
- Not like that Lisa. give your legs and sit on me facing me.
I sat on him like he told me. We were dressed so I felt save in that way. He grabbed my ass and pulled me high towards him. I hadn't done anything with a man in my lifespan and I hadn't even imagined anything with a man, but I could tell he wanted to hug me and that he had pulled me up and wanted me to sit on his penis. He then started to move my hip joint with his two handwriting back and Forth River over his phallus I didn't know what to do or how to acquit so I just flow my branch on the slope while he kept me moving me back and forth. I remember"that"felt very hard in his jeans.
- This is our secret Lisa, I like you so much.
I could feel he started to pass off heavily and with one arm he hugged me and pulled me hard against him while he kept moving my coxa back and Forth. His mouth was in my neck opening and I could finger him kissing my neck and licking my neck opening to my ear.
- You are so nooky hot Lisa.
He whispered in my ear. Then he hugged me with one helping hand around my cervix and the other around my waistline and pulled me voiceless against him, and I could feel his body shake and he pulled me down while his articulatio coxae pushed hard against me and he started to groan very strong. I didn't know then what was happening but I remember I got very scared because it first was as if he couldn't get air and right after this came the shaking and very hard moaning. He kept hugging me for a few arcminute, then he started to talk.
- Oh shit, oh fuck, oh shit, o dickhead ...
- are you ok ?
- Yes Lisa, but This is so wrong ! ! ! I am 59. Don't ever tell this to cypher please ...
- But what you mean with so wrong ?
- Lisa I just came in my jeans because of you. I just got an climax because of you.
- climax ?
- You don't know what that is ?
- No.
- Well an orgasm happens when a man is in honey with a little girl and the girl gives the man a very adept feeling back ... but you are too youth for this to happen to me, this is so so wrong.
- But you are in dearest with me ?
- Yes Lisa but I feel so ashamed for it.
- I never thought any boy would wish me ...
- I like you very much Lisa but this is way too unseasonable !
- You didn't like it then ?
- It has been the best flavor I have had in my whole go ! But Lisa I have to houseclean something now, so please if you let me stand ...
- clean ?
- Yes Lisa I have to clean everything down here ...
When he came back from cleaning he said :
- You probably don't want to see me anymore Lisa ...
- Why you say that ?
- Because of what just happened ... I understand if you don't want to see me anymore Lisa.
- I do want to see you J ...
- Please don't William Tell this to anybody Lisa ...
- I promise.
- Do you mind wearing the Saame bra and panties tomorrow ?
- ok ...
I went plate that day not really aware of what had happened .