*So I 'm perfectly, Yeah that sucks* My first news as a dead person and they 're what I choose, What kind of halting idiot am I, I should of said something much better like Sweet i 'm drained time to have some fun

Yes I did just variety of accept the fact that I no longer had a life, There was one little niggle that did trouble me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Sami question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to know but we will leave behind it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the adjacent few days that would bestow us to this present day, Well I know you will predict me nutcase but I did the only matter that seemed instinctive to do at the time I chose to carry on with my normal life, That of course included going to school, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead person to attend school but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no clue I was there with her, I would walk her home then hang around her apartment till she went to bed just so I could keep an eye on her even though I do n't bonk what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went rest home and walked around the house I lived in with my mother and half babe, Always seemed so quiet down when I would walk in the firm, Probably because my female parent and half sister were usually just sat in the living room comforting each early or they were in bed asleep, wellspring that was pretty a good deal all I did for the past few solar day which brings us back to the exhibit day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My gens is Alex and this is where the story is about to get a little more interesting. This morning time, Well I as per normal just assume it 's morning began the same as the past tense few daytime since I have been stagnant, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my half babe walking out of her bedchamber all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course I did what I always did at that bit, I ran. You see each morning I would wait till my sis awoke and was set up for schoolhouse before I would give the house and would run towards Alice 's flat, I always walked with her to school and nothing would stop me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be recollective I do n't know, meter 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however long it took me I arrived on time as per normal, I walked into the apartment edifice and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would knock but it 's a waste material of time, So much well-situated when I just walk through the door so that 's what I did, Of course I found Alice in the same lieu I had left her the night before, Bed. I know my succeeding sentence will sound really creepy but I just love watching Alice sleep she is just so cute, The way she sucks her thumb, Forget I said that I am pretty sure she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be impossible for her to do it, well I stood there for I do n't get it on how long before I heard the common shouting coming from the living room, It of class been her mum cheering for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping room just case her nightwear was a little inappropriate, I do the same affair every morning to be honest, I walked through her threshold and went to sit on the living way sofa until Alice walked out of her sleeping accommodation in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the bathroom, She does it pretty much every morning, I waited for her to come out and then I got up and walked to the front door only to have her follow me a few second later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the park, Of course I had to postdate her, Ca n't have her getting in any hassle now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to miss out the unharmed time component as we all know by now that I have no clew about meter or sidereal day, Well we walked for a patch until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me improper I have nothing against them it 's just they give me the weirdy, fountainhead she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave accent she had stopped at, You know in the forgetful matter of prison term I have been dead it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave accent, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the for the first time to hold that seeing my gravestone, The place my torso is buried for the first of all time is kind of weird, It 's like been numb does n't really sink in until you realise you are truly gone, Well anyway back to Alice been here, So yea she was kneeling infront of my grave and I was just form of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few consequence I was sort of paralytic with shock I guess you could holler it I think I might of missed Alice speechmaking, Did catch a few watchword though

*I young lady you* She said to my tombstone although with me been here with her it 's kind of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of nice

fountainhead I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to schooling but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow nibble her up I could deport her to school day, shuffling sure she is n't late..Nope I ca n't pick her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, Wait what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my gravestone, Her articulation does n't sound right though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the Book out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint right, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me want to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can see me

*Alice you can hear me* Yes I know it 's a stupid thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little injury by that because you think she would bed her comfortably friends spokesperson

*Who do you consider it is* I know it sounds a petty mean but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a little upsetting when the only someone you care about other than fellowship of line does n't greet your voice

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can hear me and she know 's who is talking, speculation I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another unknown pick of words, I know I probably do n't have long to talk to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a trivial angrily, Now you think she would be happy to talk to me but she does n't look it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess up with her

*No ! * She pretty practically just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't exclude up then* I know I could of take some intimately Bible 's but meh who cares

*Good, Look Alex this is crazy weird that I can hear you and I do n't screw if I am just imagining the whole thing or if this is just a sick dream and any here and now I will wake up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you live that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the bout streaming down her cheeks, If only I could pass over them away

*I missy you too, It 's sorting of lonely on this side of aliveness, I mean I have nobody which to be fair is n't much of a deviation but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some sort of joke but it 's on-key
Well she does n't seem to be saying much, Guess I said something haywire, Would n't surprise me thats for for sure, waiting she has this weird look on her face, I think i 'm in worry

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my fault you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me menage you would still be here today* She said, For the first metre I actually do n't know how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't accept your apology as you have zip to apologize for, It was an honour for me to walk you home that day, Every moment I got to expend with you was a instant I chose to treasure* OK a small soppy but I seriously do think of every Book, I loved every minute I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't know why she just did what she did but yes I am going to succeed her, Till the end of the world if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously know how yearn it 's been but I lost her, I managed to take a leak it to the burial site gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can venture I did n't find her, I checked the school, subroutine library, Her home, The Park and even came back to the cemetery but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to obtain her now .