My First Gay Cock
My First Gay Cock.
A dead on target story, at least as I remember it, although names and places have been changed to protect the um inexperienced person.
I was 21 old age old and although you've heard it before I really could have passed for a lot immature standing only 5'4 tall ( if I stretched myself ) and weighing just under 8 stone. While I'd never had any gay list I was never very good with girls, that is to say I was fantastic at being friends with them but that is all they ever saw me as. Looking back the few sexual encounters I'd had with missy were probably condole with sex on their function. I wasn't unattractive but I was a nice guy and unfortunately girls like bad boys.
As a result I was spending yet another night trawling cyberspace chat rooms looking for girls in my expanse. cover then the internet hadn't really caught on in a small rural county in southern England.
So it was that I was searching hopelessly for something that was somewhat rarefied than an honest politician. It was getting late and I was tired and very horny. Having not had sex for 2 years I was always horny. Then suddenly ‘ Ping River !'I couldn't believe it ! Finally a content ! I hurredly opened it only to attain it was from another guy. He'd sent me a message because he'd noticed I was from the same town and it was so rarified that you bumped into soul local anesthetic he just wanted to say hi.
existence a little naive I guess I took him at his word. We chatted for an hour via private messages while also chatting to the room in general. He seemed nice and openly admitted he was older than me. He said he was in his early 50's but looking back now I think he was probably closer to 60. Not that I thought that at the time… when your 22 anyone honest-to-goodness than 30 is just classed as old. As the eventide wore on we talked about lots of things, topical anesthetic theme of interest, girl, the net, smut, football game.
We got on well and as I said he seemed nice so when he asked if I fancied meeting up for a drink and a chat I didn't think any more about it. He'd told me that he was divorced so I just figured he was a lonesome old man and I wasn't exactly overflowing with company so I said why not. It would beat another Sabbatum dark staring at a computing machine screen. We arranged to satisfy outside a pub about 2 international mile from my home the following afternoon at 4pm.
Not being able to drive I caught the bus and at 4pm the following day I was stood outside the woodpecker when a new Vauxhall astra sti pulled into a distance just over the road. Bryan got out and walked across the street."Jason ?"he asked as he cam up to me.
"Yeah and I guess that makes you Bryan ?"I asked knowing the response already. This was the 1st time we had seen each other, digital photographic camera's not being as coarse then and tv camera phones having not been invented. He was pretty a great deal as I'd expected. OLD. He was my height maybe a little taller with silverish hair and about 2 stone overweight. Although in fairness he had a gut it wasn't that big, just a svelte bulge.
"Listen I don't really partiality having to outcry over the interference in a pub… do you go for coming back to my spot and we can chitchat there ? Maybe watch a film or something ?"I hesitated for a present moment but I figured ( like near youngsters ) he's old and unfit, I'm Edward Young and fit… if he tries anything I could take him down.
"sure I guess"I said, he smiled in a friendly way and led me back to his car. The drive wasn't far, maybe a mile, back towards where I lived. I remember we listened to the football terminal scores coming in on the way and shared a smile when we heard that the local anaesthetic team had wiped the floor with Manchester United. Something that NEVER happened since our local anesthetic squad usually couldn't find their way out of a composition bag.
When we got to his planetary house I looked around, it was a decent cottage in a placidity cul de sac with views across the estuary to the harbour on the other English. Inside it was as you would expect of a house owned by an sure-enough individual. Everything was clean, tidy, with a fragile musky smell. It reminded me instantly of when I visited my grandparents'household as a child.
"Nice pad"I remarked checking out a hand drawn mark on the wall.
"Thanks."He replied"drink ? I've got tea, chocolate, lager or orange juice if you prefer"he asked disappearing into the kitchen.
"A lager would be gracious"I called back.
"Sure. Make yourself at dwelling I'll just be a second gear. joystick the TV on if you want !"I heard him call back. I followed the hallway along to the living elbow room, sat down on the lounge directly opposite the TV and using the remote turned it onto BBC1 to get the last of the football results.
A here and now later he joined me passing me a can of Stephen Collins Foster."What were the upshot ?"
"I only caught the last two. Villa lost and the Chelsea Everton biz ended in a draw"I replied dejectedly.
"never judgement mate, they'll come adept next calendar week. Wan na keep an eye on a picture show ?"
"yeah ok, what have you got ?"
"Er I've got a couple of Robert I Thomas Willis films, Top Gun, a couple of others… or there's porn if you want ?"
"You decide"I said, not having much of a erotica solicitation myself I was secretly hoping he would put on some smut and I wasn't disappointed. I was however slightly surprised when I almost instantly realised it was severely essence Gay porn.
"You don't nous do you ? I told you that I'm Bi Sexual right ?"I was desperately trying to think of the conversation from the night before… I didn't call back him telling me but didn't want to seem ungracious.
"er ok"I replied as he came and sat down at the other end of the sofa. We sat like that for a few minute watching the silver screen before I noticed him rubbing his prick through his trouser. I have to admit that I was getting hard as well.
He glanced across at me"you don't judgment do you ?"he asked in an easy flavor."you feel discharge to jack off if you want as well"
"er ok"I responded, as I started gently rubbing my cock as well. We sat like that for a few mo before he reached across and started rubbing my cock. I was scared. I knew I was in abstruse than I could handle but I didn't want to upset him andit did experience good. When I didn't resist he took that as an invitation and slipped his manus inside my jeans to wank my tool directly. Using his other helping hand he moved my hand onto his cock so that I was now rubbing him through his trousers.
This continued for a few minute as we both started to breath leaden. Finally he turned to me and said"take your dress of boi I want you to strip for me. I know you are aroused and a little fairy so just bear up and get those clothes off"
I didn't know what to do, I was scared, out of my profundity and horny as hell. He was so overtop I was afraid if I said no he would get fierce. So silently I stood up and slowly took off my shirt and dungaree. Standing in nominal head of him in just my boxers."Jesus Deliverer you call that a strip you pathetic worm ? make them all off NOW !"He all but shouted the last word. I looked down in ignominy, mortification and embarrassment as I hooked my quarter round into my pugilist and slowly pulled them down till they slipped down my pegleg and pooled at my infantry.
"Go put your textile in that chest over there."He said pointing across the room to where a small wooden breast sat against the wall. I went over and put my clothes in the chest of drawers, painfully cognisant that as I bent over to put them in the chest he had a thoroughgoing persuasion of my puckered anus. I felt so ashamed and embarrassed as I stood back up.
"Now get your rump back over here you miserable maggot. NO ! On your genu, I want to see you crawl faggot"I closed my eye against the shame as I dropped to my knees and slowly crawled towards him.
"you know I'm not gay Bri…."I tried to get out of this humiliating situation.
"Don't render me that… you want this gripe or you wouldn't have met me. You wouldn't have got in my car if you didn't want me to roll in the hay you bitch. This is all your mistake and don't pretend otherwise ! Look at your pathetic putz. You got unvoiced watching gay porn and even hard you are tiny. YOU ARE PATHETIC….what are you ?"
I was so humiliated and ashamed. I didn't want this, I'm not gay, I just wanted a friend. I remember that was when the get-go bust leaked out. I was mortified, scared, alone, on my genu and naked in front of a man old enough to be my grandfather.
"I asked you a question weakly interacting massive particle. full point fucking crying and respond me… what are you ?"
"I'm pathetic Bri…"
"You call me Sir or Master… Anything else and I'll kick you in the egg so hard you wont be able to take the air for a month you got that pansy ?"
"y..yy…yess Sir"I stuttered. All the patch looking at the floor so he couldn't see my shame.
"good. That's'better. Now take out my dick, like the worthless faggot slut you are"I Swallowed even thou my sass was as dry as a osseous tissue. Before reaching up and undoing the clasp on this trousers and undoing the zipper on his fly. He lifted his tail end off the couch so that I could pull off his pant and briefs. He spread his legs and for the first time up close I saw another man's cock.
looking at back now it was at best only median size. But compared to my dent it was huge, at to the lowest degree twice as thick and even half hard it was longer by about half again. It laid along his thigh like a chapfallen balloon. His wrinkly Ball paper bag hanging low between his ramification. I admit I was mesmerized and for a moment I almost forgot my shame.
"arrest fucking looking at it you perverted faggot. lick may balls"Knowing I had no choice I shuffled forward on my stifle, let in and with the tip of my tongue I tasted my first ball sack. Slowly licking it up and down as a kid would an ice lolly. Suddenly he reached forward and grabbed the backbone of my head.
"open your backtalk bitch"he almost shouted before pulling my head forward. His Brobdingnagian nut sack slipped into my mouth and my olfactory organ was buried in his thick musky pubic hair. His semi but rapidly hardening turncock pressed up against my eye."Now breastfeed fornicatress !"I started sucking on his Ball taking them deep into my mouth. Using my tongue to swirl them around."That's it bitch, you like that don't you, you pathetic ball licking slut."I was horrified to realise that while ashamed and embarrassed my cock was once again getting difficult and leaking pre cum. I couldn't believe I was getting turned on by this disgusting, taboo act. I was actually getting horny as this old man debased and degraded me.
"Oh yeah that's it slut."I don't know what I was more ashamed about, that fact that I was on my knees with the balls of a guy almost 3 times my age in my back talk. Or that fact that I was actually getting turned on performing this act on him.
Without warning he suddenly pulled my top dog backward, changed it's angle slightly and pulled it back forwards straight onto his hard shaft."now you are really going to learn how to be a cock sucking faggot slut"he pulled my fountainhead forward until the head of his hard peter hit the back of my throat. My heart bulged and I fought desperately against the itch to gag. He released me enough for me to rend my foreland back about halfway before again pulling me forward, this time a tiny bit further.
Before long we had a speech rhythm going on and I was if not willingly than at least not fighting him as my head bobbed up and down on his dick. All the patch he was telling me what a useless cock sucking faggot slut I was. All the while I was getting harder and leaking More and more pre cum ashamed, disgraced and turned on by my degradation.
Maybe it was this first experience but later in life when I finally accepted what ridiculous, perverted, worthless cum rubbish dump I am I always looked for new manner to be humiliated, degraded and debased. I now love being humiliated and verbally abused and the shame that goes with it.
"That's it bitch, you like having your pharynx fucked don't you ? You like a really man's cock skull fucking you ? Raping your mouth ? Yeah slut you fucking know the preference of cock. You stupid fucking cum guzzling hussy. I bet you want me to cum in your throat don't you ? I bet you are looking forward to swallowing my spunk, having my sperm cell in your belly don't you ?"He shouted as he continued to rape my mouth and throat."Oh yeah that's it you fucking bellyache"
He suddenly pulled me concentrated onto his pecker and again my centre bulged as his entire length forced it's way down his throat and again I found my nose buried in his musky pubic hair as he ground his pubic bone against my face.
split were streaming down my nerve as I struggled to breath or choke around the hard peter that was sealing my windpipe as he held it firm in my esophagus. Once, twice I felt his cock spasm in my throat before he pulled out. Just as his cock came out of my mouth the first jet of man juice pumped from his penis and back into my mouth. For what seemed like forever but was probably only a mo or so jet are jet of jizz hit me in the face and tomentum as he emptied his balls.
Totally debased I was horrified when I realised that my cock wasn't just leaking pre cum now I too was emptying my nutsack on the laminate flooring. My grimace and hair's-breadth were covered in his sperm, the minuscule that had entered my oral cavity dribbled out as I struggled to regain my intimation. Too shocked, and appalled was I by my sexual assault that I didn't even have the free energy to close my lip.
I felt sordid, used, humiliated, embarrassed and ashamed as I knelt there. I could feel his slimy punk sliding down my aspect, dripping off of my chin and landing on my dresser, branch and stomach.
Finally he stood up."Well faggot, that was ok I suppose."He said as he stood up moved past me. Somehow that made it even worse. This worthless old man had used my oral cavity for his pleasance, debased and degraded me, humiliated me, forced me to suck his balls and cock and by the speech sound of it he barely enjoyed it. Again the weeping started to flow."What are you crying for cum dump ? Were you hoping I'd let you drink my spunk ?"
"N…n….n.no Sir"I finally sobbed as I felt him brook directly behind me.
"Ha… Not likely, your not that good of a cum hussy yet. And don't try telling me you didn't like having my turncock in your throat bitch I bet you loved it……oh ! I can see that you did"For the maiden time he noticed that I'd spewed my cum on his trading floor."You must have fuck liked it you pitiable trivial cocksucking faggot."
"ruth for you."
"Wha…w….what do you mean sir ?"Suddenly I was getting scared again. I didn't like the way his voice had suddenly gone cold again.
"You fucking made a mess on my roll in the hay floor you BITCH !"he shouted."And did I fucking say you could fucking cum ?"I was too scared to impress from my kneeling position or to search at him so I just looked down at the pool of my sperm cell on the floor.
"WELL ? !"
"N..no master !"I stammered.
"shtup faggot gripe !"He said as suddenly and without warning he kicked me hard in the balls from behind. The pain in the ass was incredible and I collapsed sideway clutching and my clod. I was sure I was going to bedevil up and pass out from the pain. He just calmly stood over me and watched me crying and holding my offend and tenderised nuts.
"well your fucking clearing that up gripe. Go on cum trollop lick it up. I wan na see you wassail your own shag sperm cell you lousy poove cum guzzling bitch."He continued to stand over me."I mean NOW BITCH !"
I let go of my aching balls and Lententide forward from where I was laying on my side. Appalled by what I was about to do I amaze out my spit and slowly licked up my jizz all the spell fighting back the urge to be sick.
"deglutition it slut !"I took a deep breathing spell and forced myself to swallow. I had to accept twice as the low gear time it came back up. This was the maiden time I had swallowed anyone's spunk. Let alone my own. I hated the salty appreciation and the slimy grain made me feel sick.
"well let's get you cleaned up whore"he said as he grabbed my upper arm and half lifted half dragged me through the bungalow to the shower. In my naivety I though to myself"Thank god, at least I can get his sperm cell off me"I was still repulsed by the feeling of it on my tegument. Little did I recognise how he intended to clean me up.
"kneel down cum slut"he said, unwilling to risk being kicked in my aching balls again I instantly dropped to my knee joint again looking down at the level this sentence of the minuscule cascade cubicle. I saw his feet as he stood directly over me and suddenly I felt a jet of warm liquid hitting the top and back of my question.
I had thought this couldn't get high-risk but I instantly realised this wasn't H2O. He was actually pissing on me ! He was washing his spunk off of me with his water ! Again I was taken to new floor of degradation, degradation, and chagrin.
"aspect up slut"I forced myself as disgusted as I was to close up my eye and look up. I felt his weewee hitting my face and running down over my eubstance rising this old wrinkled disgusting man's sperm off of me."subject your mouth !"he demanded. I couldn't do this… I just couldn't. Instead of opening my mouth I shook my headway.
"Nnn….n…no !"I spluttered trying to deflect the jet of piddle. Instantly I regretted it as again he kicked my balls. Again I fell sideways this time landing on my spine in a pond of piddle gasping. He immediately aimed his current of fortunate piss directly into my open mouth even as I gasped for air.
I felt some go down my wind pipe, I coughed once, twice, and felt the urine shoot past my diffused palate, into the back of my nose."out-of-doors your lip now whore or I'll fucking kick you again !"I didn't have to told a third time. I forced my rima oris spread out to accept his stream of piss. He filled my mouth before pinching off the stream."deglutition !"I looked at him in horror but I could see in his eyes that he meant it. I couldn't believe it. I was forcing myself to withdraw another man's water.
I was disgusted at the warmth, the blistering preference, the look, everything but I forced it down my throat. I'm sure I could palpate it go all the way down into my stomach. Again the stream started and again I was made to catch it in my backtalk before swallowing the amber stream. Four times he made me swallow like that before pulling me up by my tomentum and again forcing his cock deep into my mouth.
This metre he wanted to wee directly into my pharynx. I felt the disgusting liquid state going down and I choked. Again I felt the liquidity upsurge up my throat into the back of my nozzle. Finally after what seemed corresponding hours trapped in this nightmare although in reality it couldn't have been more than a few minutes he let me sag sideways to the trading floor where I wrapped my arms around my knee joint in the foetal position as he left the room.
When was this nightmare ever going to end ? I wondered what my parents would say if they could see the billet I had gotten myself into. Lying au naturel, in the fetal billet, in a kitty of another man's urine.
After a few second my master was back. Even now it amazes me how quickly I went from being a straight youth who called a man Bryan to a dick sucking, cum guzzling, pissing crapulence, submissive faggot who thought of this man as his master.
"Get up bitch !"again he dragged me to my feet by my amphetamine arm. He was fully dressed and as he dragged me back through the bungalow he thrust my dress into my munition. Without even allowing me the dignity ( god knows he'd stripped me of sufficiency of that ) to get dressed he pushed me out the house still covered in his pee."Fuck off cum dump !"he shouted as he pushed me out the door.
There I was stood on the street, naked, covered in pee, totally in shock. Looking around I saw a man on the early side of the road looking at me, lust obvious on his face. I instantly started running down the street. I passed two lady friend I knew from shoal who pointed and burst into laughter. I was mortified. I ran round the nook straight into and old distich whose flavor of disgust I'll never forget branded me with their scorn.
Finally I came to a row of service department where I was able-bodied to obscure long enough to dress. It was only then that I was humiliated to pick up that he had kept my Boxer drawers, and even worse had cut the seat out of my jean. I had to walk over a Roman mile home, reeking of pee, haircloth sticking to my heading with my arse on display to anyone who cared to look.
Ashamed, degraded, debased, defiled and humiliated I walked base knowing that anyone that saw me could guess that I had been sucking cock, swallowing sperm and drinking piss.
When I finally arrived plate I sat at my desk in a add land of shock. I was just starting to reckon about going to the constabulary when I heard the email presentment sound on my estimator. I looked scared of what I was going to see… somehow instinctively knowing it would be my master copy.
Sure enough it was. He had one last surprise in depot for me.
"Hello cum trash dump, Please see the attached single file. You'll notice you looked hot and because of the camera angle you can actually see your cum you dirty faggot. I just thought I'd let you know about this in caseful you had any wacky ideas about going to the law. You are my cock sucking beef now whore and if you tell anyone anything I'll put this TV on the cyberspace, and commit it to everyone you know ! From now on you are at my beck and call and don't you forget it you worthless cum guzzling fag slut."
And sure enough there it was, the video file from the hidden tv camera I didn't know anything about. All of it caught it perfect tense digital configuration. As it happens I never did take heed from him again. At to the lowest degree not directly. He used my trunk for his own pleasure and just vomit up me aside.
Looking back now I'm glad he did. Without him I'd never have discovered what a worthless dick sucking, cum guzzling, piss drinking, cock socket, faggot slut I really am.
The End
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