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These are the thoughts and feelings of a cucks life with calender inserts for a quick view into his head as he lives out is own fantasy/ nightmare with small cut-in of each meeting my girl has with BBC.

Go on an overnight sportfishing tripper and this is how she brought 19 years of intimate fantasy roll play and made it a part of our real sprightliness. Roll playing, watching videos, pillow talk ... whatever you want to call it, one thing is for sure, If you want it a realness it will be. If you dont, then keep it a secret. The thing is, if you have lived on a phantasy for 19 years and your girl decides to prepare it a reality while your gone sportfishing then that is a major infringement. Or if she does it with someone that she sees unremarkable, like a knob, neighbor or even a coworker. wellspring thats what my little slovenly woman did. Yep her coworker who she has had middle on apparently since she started working there. Her new piazza of employment is in the inner urban center and not only is she one of the exclusively white women there, by far she is definetly the hottest. Sointerracial sex, BBC, black on livid whatever .... we have watched interracial video for 19 years and talked about how much it turned us on seeing these little white little girl get the piece of tail of a life-time. A fucking that I ( with my far to a lesser extent than modal sized dick ) could never provide for her by myself.

Its funny the remark under these telecasting will always curb some or a few white guys saying that total darkness dont have the boastful dicks and that there are big white single too. And it is dead on target, some Andrew D. White guys do have big dicks, but they are far and few between. As do some dim guy wire have small cock ... well I suppose that is unfeigned as well. Its not like I have held surveys or anything but being a guy that has played alot summercater then later in life-time going to jail quite a few time then even going to prison twice you cant aid but seeing alot of dick. Now this is just my experience but I think anyone that argues this is either a prevaricator or just a hater. But without a uncertainty, no challenger black guys on the average are a lot bighearted than whiteness or any former race. I have never seen one that wasnt atleast 2 inches foresightful than my own and they all are lots thicker. I have seen a few Andrew Dickson White guys that are almost as small as me ... not many, but still a few. So if you are in self-abnegation or werent sure, I hope this will aid you sympathize what is happening and why so many white girls are fucking bbc .. cause size does topic ... and on top of that they have endurance and straight up know how to make char cum .. Its not just fun that they out perform all former wash ..and its not just in the smut industry that they excel, although if you were to look at the grand of interracial picture that are out there you would see what me, my young woman and Wave of early white couples are discovering and that is their undeniably superior way that they satisfy Elwyn Brooks White woman in particular. These television will remove all doubt and im sure will get alot of envious remarks from haters and others asking me what is wrong with me or calling me a faggot. I am just being actual, Im not happy about it but it does grow me on seeing the looks on the girl faces and I am just keeping it real. So if you dont want to lose your girl to a black turncock then delay away from any interracial videos ... .. so anyway, book binding to my account,

So, the day after I went fishing she tells me kind of sex playing while we were fucking that she did it. I thought she was bullshitting me, and said yeah right. Usually she would say, `` what if I did '' ? and I would answer `` what could I do, its nobodies faulting but my own '' But this clock time she said its lawful and she assured me that she did. Instantly I felt betrayed that she waited till I went fishing to do this. I did impart it on, but still inside I was pissed and yet turned on. I have thought about it for years, we have placed ads, chatted, traded mental picture, but never did I really think it was going to bump. She would always say that I could only get mad at myself if she did and I agreed. But then again she had been saying that for old age. We have purchased dildos and vibrators to try and make up for my inadequicy, and for a foresightful time it has worked. But cipher can put back the intuitive feeling of an actually person connected to that toy. So thats what we said we will see at it like he is just a toy. Thats all good except she sees him everyday at work. The guy is 6 ft 6 and has the physical structure of a underclothing modelling and get this ... he has a cock that is close to a base long ! ! I shit you not, I have her picture show it each time now and though I got 1 halfway decent recording that reveals his tool. each recording provides me with proof that I cant compete with this guy. She denies it but she is building a family relationship with this guy. She has fucked him 11 metre now that I know of and fucked this former swell carl twice and one other guy K once. Both of them were from craigslist and I was there to witness her getting a putz well over twice my size of it. one of them Kelvin was really vast and the smallest guy of the three. He was like 5 foot 9 and his midst peter was easily 12inches and as fatheaded as coke can.but anyway ... I say this because 11 sentence are all i know about but I am 90 % sure there has been atleast one early. I think there was also an occasion that she sucked his hawkshaw at her work when she was on her period. So anyway heres where my own demons come to rise up. I am so turned on by it and it mooch me out at the same time. I am mad at myself that it turns me on. What is wrong with me ? I am not gay, and I do love her. But I know this has done unrepairable equipment casualty. She has stated that this is making us stronger. I could see where she can say this because she is the one getting the absolute Charles Herbert Best pussy poundings of her life. And yes she has told me this. Her cobbler's last academic session was 2 nights ago. It lasted 55 minutes and he brought her to over 16 body racking orgasms. She finally admitted to squirting and said over and over that it was the best she has ever had. She has assured me that she will continue fucking him and me but when we fuck she ends up using a toy and my hawkshaw ends up in my helping hand. I will add more later 3:04 AM 8/4/2015

So I am back and since my last insert she placed an ad and we got a way and this guy Trey came over and fucked her good for about an hour. He had went out drinking with admirer so he wasnt able to perform to his standards he claimed, but still made her squirt 3 sentence. I watched her worshipping his rooster which was closemouthed to 3 times my length and 3 or 4 times thicker. She told me afterwards it was his girth that made her squirt. wellspring he has contacted me since and wants another go at her and says he was drear and promises he will be sober and will pass her the fucking she deserves. I dont question that he will get another chance to redeem himself. In the meantime her number 1 fuck has had his girlfriend over at his spot all weekend, and now its Billy Sunday night and she has made it pretty clear to charge up the camera phone suit she is going to try making a properly video for me to watch and take on with myself to. This will take place while im at body of work of course. I dont know what it is about this whole cuckold thing that ingathering to me. I guess it has something to do with me getting to be the Beta. Seeing her get pleasured in ways I could never come close to doing for her, the whole taboo affair, me being a racsist, the dividing line or just the sheer sizing of these guys ... .Maybe its all of the above. A few matter are for certainly, 1 ) She never wants to discontinue. She doesnt want to wound me and says she will quit but she wont. Nor would I make her. 2 ) It is starting to puddle changes to her slit. 3 ) It is definetly getting soft for both of us to handle, I just dont know how practically longer she will even desire me around. Because once the dishonesty starts again, that will be the end of us. Im sure it will be common at that point. For the interim, I guess I will just love the show and get used to my hand. It has been seeing alot more action than usual lately. The rum thing is .... I always play with myself with her telecasting on ... I will add more when it happens.

Yesterday I was at study when she texted me that he wants to put his cock in her. Im thinking what a coincidense she just got off her period. wellspring she sends this to me at 5pm said she got his schoolbook at 3pm, so Im thinking she got it already. She says no .... and then secern me she is over it.

2 solar day later ... .So last dark we are having sex and she is like a desert. fingering her puss for over 10 minute no moisture. Then I bring up her coworker and within 30 indorsement she is slipshod wet and bucking on my hand. She gets up on my pecker and within 60 seconds I lose it cause she is just totally grinding and frantically fucking me. Nevertheless I failed and left her hanging and a hour and a half later she is dressed and heading for employment ... Do i think she will fuck him today ? Come on .... I got to go to work now myself I will let you be intimate later. friday aug 21 2015

well its saturday night and she claims she didnt ... But he texted a few fourth dimension. His get-go one said `` I want to put this pecker in you '' she replied I do to but have too much to do after work.

We have had sex twice since that last inset friday morning and both times I left her hanging. Not on aim just un able to satisfy her up properly. Both clip she has told me how she needs bbc and that she is going to have it off her other young man later that day.

Meanwhile because of that ad she placed, we are getting swamped with e-mail from all these huge cocked black studhorse, all telling her how they would service her and make her cum. Or how they willl turn her into their own bbc slattern and why is she even with me and my pathetic little white dick. I must say, they are coming from every angle and its just a matter of metre till she meets one that is going to do it for her in a way that will take her from me. And though I have noone to blame but myself it still bums me out after I get off playing with myself.. I am fucked up in the drumhead for sure. Dont know how it got to this, but all i know is that fetishes come and go, but the one thing that has been in our sex lives for me over 20 years and her 19 is bbc. In especial bbc in whiten women. Married white womanhood is even better. It seems to be getting more popular and once you start watching this porn you will never block. It grows and grows till its the only thing that associates you and intimate joy. It sounds stupid but you will see when you get off, there is always the thought or the vision of black cock going in a bloodless girl that got you there.

I will add more later, I think we might be getting a room tonight ... .. if so ... ..here we go again ! !

fountainhead we didnt get a room but yesterday after work she decided she wanted some sex. ( after a workweek and a half of not so much as to mentioning sex to me ) and bbc has been texting her telling her all week saying he wants to give her his big blacken prick. So she was on her way when she informed me and this was at 445 pm. So knowing it will be getting grim soon and the recording will get cut off I start getting a bit pissed off. But I let her do her thing for a minute and a half then start getting really pissed. After legion telephone call I head over there and she is still there. Finally after 2hours and 15 minutes she tries telling me that it wasnt that great and that she couldnt get him off. Well I will never make out i dead reckoning but one thing is for sure ... she did ! She got over an hr of decent footage while she fuck and sucked him. I will give more details later but basically she tries telling me that I am all she wants or need, , LMAO ... ok and I believe her .... not ! Anyway, there are 2 other bozo that want to do her tonite and tomorrow nite one of them she has had before and the self-aggrandizing one who this will be the first time with is on Sat. I said then you can decide if I am all you want and need ... To be continued ...

Well she got 1 of the 2 this weekend but not the new guy. Still she got almost 2 human foot of Negroid cock on thursday and Friday it would have been close to a yard if lastnights didnt flake. We went to the beach sat and passed out sat night. It is sun am and though I dont live what today will bring, I am sure she is already plotting and planing her next sojourn with coworker. Friday night after Carl had left she fucked me and was assuring me that she is addicted to black cock and how good it tasted. She then went on to separate me that her twat belongs to bbc and if I tried to forbid her from fucking him, she would just quit telling me when they make contact. As it is now, she claims that she tells me everytime he texts her or vice-a-versa. So there it is there, do i want to know or not ... Should I stay or go.

It does construct me overjealous but it makes me hard and I get off watching the recording and thinking about it. I get mad but most of it is my own doing and I have noone to really blame but myself ... I knew she would end up loving bbc like she does but I kept watching those movies with her. The one thing I really hate is the kissing she does with him. They are always kissing and that pisses me off. Anyway I have some big determination to make or just sit back and take my medicine and get what I deserve. After all I do merit this for cheating on her, but how many sentence ? the job is she doesnt want to stop now ... uggggghhhhh ! ! AND I vernacular BLAME HER ! ! She cums so strong with them and the only time she cums with me is when I use a big toy or she just finished fucking one of them and is talking about their turncock while on me. And only then.

well its a 3 day weekend and there hasnt been a great deal talking of bbc because she is supposedly on her period of time. But today she says its over and she is set up to get a room and company. This could only mean 1 thing ... .. stop tuned. to be continued ... ..

9/14 Ok today she got it while I was at workplace or just before i left, she had made design to go over there on a monday morning and he brought her to 3 or 4 orgasms before leaving a load on her chest. Of course of instruction I get an attitude when I get home ( as usual ). Anyway, the video is decent but he finished up in less than a hour. which is quick for him.. apparently he had no trouble staying hard and he was clearly digging her out deeply.. They were planing a one shot 2 but it didnt happen ... this may be a long week.. more to fall

Here it is the following friday and yesterday we had sex and she came on me and a toy but still clearly wanted more so before me getting a nut she texted him and he said come over so she got off of me rinsed off and was on her way leaving my prick in my hand ... I couldnt sit here so i told her I was leaving and she replies `` i know '' but was still going to go through with it even though it was totally dark outside so I got pissed and kept texting until she cancled out of guilt feelings. I stayed out till 1am came menage and we fucked and she fantasized about alvin as we fucked. I know its not over.

Saturday the 19th i grabbed her telephone to see if what I suspected was true up and there it was ... She had been in tangency with him on several occasions and never said anything about these calls. On top of that there is a new guy in her swim stratum that they have been getting really well-disposed and for some intellect that slipped her mind to order me about him ... And dude knows this guy as well so there is definetly more going on then she is telling me about.

so here it is Midweek the 23rd of Sep and we just got back from an overnight fishing trip yesterday, but today she gets the day off and of course the minute I leave to work she is playing with herself watching bbc videos and gets all worked up for her bbc. I suspected it so I started texting her what she was up to, she says she hadnt even thought about it till I mentioned it and thats when she told me that she was watching movies and fucking herself with a big black dildo. But dude never crossed her creative thinker .... bull ! ! So a half hour later she informs me that he texted her and wants her over there. She is all about it and is begging me to let her go. so finally after not saying yes I fsay well u better not dissapoint him. Like that she says ok, after she was acting like could care less. So after study I get in my motortruck to foregather up with her .. she finally replies and says she is not going and he got mad at her so ensues a big time arguement and now she has claimed it is all over with him.. So this is where we are

for the next 2 daytime similiar turd, she makes architectural plan then breaks them. { so she says ). Then she was on her period and it convienantly lasted until sunday night. I could tell apart by what she was wearing to work that she was prepare this week.nothing Mon but tuesday she tells me she was going to fuck him while i was at study. there were a couple cause I didnt like this but until the end moment she was telling me she needs it. but then backed out.come thursday and it happened :

She went there while I was at work of course. He discovered the phone recording them after 10-15 min of the best snatch pounding ive seen out of him yet. He was unforgiving just plowing her the way she loves and the way I could never beable to duplicate. So the earphone was turned off and she decides its ok to stay and fuck him some more. So at this point I have no idea what was said or done. ! thing for certainly she let me know that it was the advantageously sex she ever had with him or in her life. I could see it was heading that centering, and he didnt cum. So 2 sidereal day later she was trying to go finish the job while I was at work again, but then opted out.

My personal note is this .... I need to stop this with him. She loves his cock and his body and his technique. She absolutely loves sucking his huge black putz and now is talking about him taking her ass. Yea i need to end this which is fucked up to try denying her the effective roll in the hay of her life especially when it gets me severely as a rock. so ... .. i dont know what to do ... she has a mates ads placed and we have had some good replys, but it seems she is just all about his cock. If she isnt, then it wont be retentive till she is. She can easily tell me now that she she needs his rooster and how a great deal she loves it. so ... ... More to amount

Well she did it again ... I went on an overnight sportfishing trip with my neighbor and when I was able to finally get a signaling on my phone she had texted me that he wanted to have a go at it her. Did she await for a response ? Hell no, but she brought the pen camera and got a duad of minute worth of her getting fucked tangible trade good bringing her to one orgasm after another. You can pick up my school text coming in towards the end and her dissapointment hearing them as well. But it didnt stop her or him. He just pounded harder bringing her to a couple nutcase body racking coming before he finally busted a big nut trench inside her pussy. I told her no more contact with this guy but she has and she will. The solitary matter I will execute by doing this is get her to start lieing to me about her liaison with him. Does she want him ? of course, does she order me ? yes ... every time we have sex. She can not get off with my dick alone and the endure couple time she doesnt let me bang her for Thomas More than 5 minutes and she lets me land up myself with my hand while she uses her toy. We even got a elbow room with a jacuzzi and she wouldnt do me ... she watched their movies over and over and got off doing so ... .. that and stuffing her pussy with a toy that is 4 times my size. Laughing at me stroking my pathetic little prick till it dribbled on my stomach .... Im so screwed up in the head ... And to retrieve this was all my theme at one dot. Sir Thomas More to come ... .just not on video recording ... pfffftttt

So after 2-1/2 weeks she goes to his family 2 twenty-four hour period after my birthday. She has been craving it and begging me to let her ..so i do ... And i want her to ... hoping she will finally contribute back another decent telecasting. She could have but she pointed it at the cap and all I got was audio of what she calls the best sex she has ever had ... ..She tells me that each time she does him and i tell her yeah thats what you always say ... She says because its true ... it keeps getting better and better.. So this is on a friday dark and we end up at a hotel cause we had a guy off craigslist coming over to do her. The end was to get her a yard of contraband putz this weekend.. but as it turns out he was not the guy in the movie so we struck out ... She ended up playing with her pussy and making me ascertain as I beat off my baby dick. But come the future day she was back over to alvins getting slammed again. After 1 hour of twat throbbing he discovers the registrar and destroys it and throws a tantrum. Still she stays there for 3-1/2more minute till she comes home empty handed no video but with her puss beaten up.He has done irreversible damage to her pussy. I didnt htink it was potential but he has opened her up and now its brought out a hunger that can only be fed by thick black tool. so once again after maybe 3 minutes of my rock candy hard pencil gumshoe she resorts to her toy and is able to cum in a topic of arcsecond. She falls asleep with it inside her and her TV playacting of alvin doing her proper.

She says its over with them that he wont even acknowledge her at work ... I think its shit and they will be veracious back at it in no time.

dec6th just 2 weeks after the discovery, and after several attempt by my young woman come to obtain out, he text her today saying he needed to bed her. She says I thought you were mad. He replied that he has motive and she has some dud pussy. Anyway she was about to start her period so she declined the offer. one thing for surely .... she hadnt smiled all weekend until she started texting with him.

Here is the problem, she wont beble to commemorate the adjacent fourth dimension and she totally made it obviusly clear that there will be plenty of next times. So now I am screwed no issue how you look at it. The only option I see is to let it happen then then break him off.

Im not sure where this leaves us, I dont know if she has texted him yet.. I know she is needing it because out of the blue today she starts writing her story of her bbc adventure ... Im supposed to be going to west virginia for 10 days ... I can only think what she will be up to ... All I know is that pussy is getting spoiled by thickheaded black peter and soon she wont even let me affect her bbc garage. She told me she is already starting to cut me off. The truth is, I cant blame her. I had been warned over and over and knew how she would be after having a black man fuck her like only a black man can. But the opinion turned me on and it still does. Fact is, for the 20 class we have been together she needs to finally get some for all the tantalization and vacuous promising i did. If i have to sit and find out or listen for the rest period of my days, so be it. Her pussy needs and deserves so much more than than my near lilliputian baby putz and BBC is the resolution. I am defeated. ! ! To say that they are sexually superior than me is a huge understatement .They seem to feature been born with technique and stamina and most importantly.To him and so many others, I have a young childs penis in comparability ... .So ... ... .from this day forward, I give her my written blessing. ? ? Have her criminal record the audio ? I havnt decided .... detain tuned for more as soon as this period of time is over

Well here it is, a new class and one that promises More of the same. After a few failed effort they finally hooked up again Jan 9th. She came domicile after work to consider a shower and put on some new lingerie that she bought for him. I find this out after the fact. She recorded the sound and what I got was about 45 minute of her having orgasm after orgasm. It has definetly been on her mind, and mine too while we are in bed she tries to make it mold with my dick she really does, but i fall way short. How short you ask ? well so did I, and she said im a third of his length and not even one-half as midst. So I know I can never compete with him physically. that and the fact he has like zero body fat ... ... ..So, if he fucked her beneficial on the 9th then what he did on the 11th is fucking super human. she brought back the recorder of him absolutely just owning her pussy for over a minute and a one-half. Listening to him telling her matter and her confirmations telling him her twat is his and she loves his putz makes for good recording but it was all from the warmheartedness. There is way to much personal dialoge going on before, after, and during. He is more than just a toy and after a class of fucking her, it is clear there are feelings going on. A few years ago I remember asking her `` could you fall in love with a guy with a 10 column inch hammer just for his cock ?'.... Her reply was `` oh absolutely '' ! And backs it with sex is 90 percent of a human relationship ... .So, I allow this because I know its important to her and it does get me operose. I dont care so much for the audio but anyway ... .it seems I should nip this off soon if I still can.. I dont really think I can stick with my decisiveness if i try. It would be nice to recover someone else that she would atleast try to substitute him but so far not happening. If there is one matter about her I know and its that when she finds something she likes she keeps it around until it no longer has a use ... ... I would say the end but I doubt it ....

2/10 2016 So since I wrote last time she went over and was finished in a half 60 minutes. I bought here a new k string video cam and of track she went at night so all i got was audio. She said she owed him one since the concluding fourth dimension when he brought here to atleast 50 orgasms in a hour and half rape on her kitty but he didnt nut.. So apparently she achieved her objective and as a bonus had 5 or 6 body racking coming herself ... .. this was 12 days ago and she is dying to get over there, in fact last2 dark in bed of grade I fail to make her cum and lastnight she tells me she needs his shaft twice a calendar week. Then asks me if I can treat that ... ... do I have a choice ? / ? ? ? more to issue forth

So its early Fri am and lastnight she got her haircloth done and today is a half day for her. Alvin tried hooking yesterday but she said she has a haircloth appt. He said `` your trying to stay away from my hawkshaw ? '' and she was like no way she wants it so bad. But i guesswork from what she told me is that he will be meddlesome today and tonight but I guess we will give birth to see. They have both said this before so we will see. One thing is for sure lastnight i tried to work her cum with my dick alone ... I used to beable to do it if we were watching bbc on tv or if i was talking about some bbc taking her from me and just delivering the most inexorable assault on her snatch. That usually does it but now it doesnt even come close. The geography of her snatch has changed considerably and she promises it will just get at large for me. I dont get laid how it couldnt ... unless this guy just quits fucking her all together ... .pffffttt thats not happening ... He loves her pussy almost as much as she loves his cock. They are both confident that each others sex was made for the others. My dame is always reassuring him that her kitty-cat belongs to him ... ..As for me .... the onetime I get the smaller it seems. I remember when i was immature my dick was 5-1/2 inches.. these day i argot get 5-1/2 with a ticker. On the norm it is just over 4 inches and it doesnt halt hard like it used to and my toughness has fallen as well. ... ... ... thats right, i can fall apart one with a cushy shaft ... .but anyway im going to try finding somone new to help learn her creative thinker off of her coworker.. more to cum ... ... ... ... ... ... ..

well like I suspected his design fell thru and he hit up my girl to number over. She had told me she had to meet with her boss after schoolhouse anyways so nothing was going to happen. She told me this before he texted her. Then all of a sudden she met up with her boss at 2 and then she informs me to hold sure the camera was charged cause she was going to go over there. She got home around 4 and I wasnt really down for her going but I was still hard.. Dont ask me why, but I didnt want her to see that I was, so I stayed in the garage. Well all my jot I gave not to go fell on deaf ear. She claimed she wanted to make me a good recording but keep it actual ... it would be dark in a half minute ands she was on her way. she replied to a few more of my texts but this visit was in no way for me, it was for her and the spill of frustration that she had for being leave alone wall hanging during sex with me. She was there for about a hour and a half and once again, all i got was audio and as common he brought her to more deep orgasms than you can go on course of. some of them seem like a continues orgasm lasting a few minutes or other Wise they are just back to game to back up. Whatever he is doing it is working like no former she has ever experienced. Her cunt is a inundation gate for his shaft and he knows he is by far the Charles Herbert Best she has ever had. He knows she gets nil even remotely close to it at home and I think he relishes the fact that she is completely addicted to his cock.

So here it is tuesday feb 23rd and I am almost 100 % irrefutable she will be looking to abstract up with him today. We had sex sat sun and Mon night and my gumshoe couldnt do it for her so I shared her pussy with a 11 inch dildo that is 4 prison term my thickness as well. That made her cum pretty ripe but still not like with him ... this morning I fucked her before she went to work but left her hanging big metre, so thats why I know she will be getting some big dim cock tonight. Plus she feels like she owes him for not getting him to nut last prison term. So, with that being said I will retain you posted and in the mean prison term I will just select my issue in my own deal so to verbalise and beat my fiddling putz up just thinking about what is going to go on later today .... more to cum ....

Well it didnt happen that dark or the adjacent ... Nor did we love but follow Th, the day before her surgical process, despite all the pleading and everything being wrong with it. She went over there ... claiming she wanted to pee me a video .. But of line when she returns she has no television. She recorded the audio, but he listens to the spoiled nigger medicine of all time which just pisses me off listening to it. But you can clearly hear her getting off one right after another for a good hr and it ends with him blowing his load on her grimace. during the recording you hear atleast 10 text edition from me but that just made them fuck harder. So its been a workweek since ive gotten laid and today she brought him up out of the blue. So i know she is counting the sidereal day till her catamenia ends. to be continued

wellspring after surgical operation, we didnt have any sex for almost a week

It is Wed march 9th

and when she left for work she did it too quietly, I knew something was up today. I could sense it. But anyway she went to Drs appointment and got good and not so goood news program and was telling me about it when Alvin texted her to come over after work. All of a sudden she is ready for sex. She wasnt kidding, she has been fucking me LE and less even when we have sex, i spend virtually of the time stroking my baby dick and she works that big toy. Sorry about my destiny and I cant say I blame her or get tump over. I would do the same thing probably even high-risk. For the most part, she does try to take a shit my dick oeuvre she really does. But after just a few proceedings or less she starts getting frustated and its not long before her carnal hunger comes out. Anyway, after the news program she got at the Dr. I told her that she had the green luminosity to go get her pussy pounded and she said thank you.She did get the camara and a snatch pounding is what she got. She sucked and fucked that bbc for over a hour and a half. He never nutted and now I know my girl smell obligated to finish the job soon. we fucked the side by side morning and she said she was going to try fucking him this weekend. I am telling her to get as much as possible before starting the chemo but she didnt get a hold of him. So .... here it is Monday march 14th and daylight preservation has begun .... I forgot to bring up that this lastly academic session they had marked their class day of remembrance since she started fucking him. I believe it was going on before this but she will never take it. Anyway, we have had sex quotidian since thursday ... hahaa 4 times and each timemy cock failed me but my tongue got in her twice. She loves that but it still doesnt make her squirt .She would try with my dick the first 2 days but the stopping point 2 times she has went right for our big toy and left my little tool in my hand ... Do I think she will be fucking Alvin today .... I dont see any reason why she wouldnt. but I will save you posted. Im stuck at plate all day and will probably be rubbing one out a few times today .... more to cum

So March 18th

she got a nice session for the friday night. She recorded it and although you cant see very well atleast she made effort. No effort in trying to cum though ... She gets off every time with him. He just slips that Brobdingnagian cock in her and she goes nuts. What a different girlfriend he gets to eff then the lady friend i live with. She is the meaning of a black rooster adulteress. She loves it and has no problem telling him or me.. He has done permanent alteration to her pussy and he loves it too. She has stated to both of us that it is his pussy now and she will do whatever he wants her to do ! !

Mon, on her vacation and chemo in 2 twenty-four hours ... finish night we had sex but I was unable to make her cum even with the toy, She said she was going to fuck him today and she did. Actually half way decent camara coverage and although she says it wasnt that ripe she still came all over his immense putz and she worshipped it too for quite a patch. It ended when he dumped his load of jiz deep in his slave pussy.

so here it is tuesday morning and last nighttime we had some atrocious sex. she wasnt into it neither of us came and i dont think she is sexually attracted to me anymore. I almost palpate she is grossed out by me. And if you were to look at her reaction on his pecker and compared it to how she acts with me, you would say she is sypmathetic and is doing it out of obligation almost ... .. I need to exclude them down but I think it will do more bad than right. more than to cum ... .. Tuesday we were fucking and she couldnt get off with me no issue how hard i tried, then i mentioned Alvins stopcock and she came all over the place so we kept going and she was trying to gratify her need but it wasnt happening ... so soon she started pleading to me for more but it wasnt mine she wanted more of so i told her she could go back over there today and that i understand. So she got off of my dick while we were fucking and she had me go get her telephone so she could text him. He instantly replied `` do you need another fix '' ? she said I can be out the door in 30 minutes or less. and with that she jumped out of bed and started getting ready to go get `` filled up properly '' as she put it. She says she needs that cock and loves it. She says it feels so full and gustatory modality better than any cock she ever sucked. Also she has told him that her puss was made for his stopcock and that he owns it and that he touches stead in her that nobody has ever touched. when i fuck her now, her twat is so loose around my little dick she can barely feel it and laughs at me. In the transcription you hear him telling her to look at her pussy gripping his nub. So here it is a couple months later, my girl is still doing chemo therapy and my bird has texted him a few times it is clear he is not interested ... ... until today. He texted her while we were at the driving range. Now I know i never made the insert of their last session, which was basically the same as common .... him bringing her to over 10 sexual climax and her squirting a few fourth dimension. This sentence she only squirted once. It was july 6th and she went over there for a dear hour and got what she has been so missing for over 2 months. I know this because we seldom have sex mainly because she really doesnt get anything out of it. Can you blame her ? When we do the but way she gets wet is by thinking and talking about Alvins big cock filling her up.Of course of instruction then it gets me going to and I will usually bust a nut and like always leave her dangling. Since that hold out sitting 12 days ago she has been in tangency and he is definetly fix to own that twat again. He has texted when we were out of town and she has insured me she will be going to get what she needs. I will say this ... When we fuck, it is like I am feeding a grown up with babe portions. Her sex campaign has slowed down considerably especially with me but with him she is still good to go.

We havnt had any sex for about a workweek now and she does not seem affected by it, I know she is waiting for him to get back from vacation, in the mean meter she is just laying around here not doing much. I cant anticipate her to be all over my gumshoe like the old days .... them daylight are long gone believe me. She has had a real peter for the last 14 months. she has been reshaped, resized, and she says repaired. Definetly didnt help size thing up for me .... All I can do is await ... ...

well he is back in Ithiel Town, and with all the doctors appointments and workplace and bills, my girl has been stressing out and was even falling into depression. We probably fucked 2 times in the conclusion month.

So when he got back he sent her a picture of his back as he was going into some tropical ocean. She replied `` yummy '' so when she showed me, I asked are you going there she said no ... .. Then further down their subject matter she tells him that i will be leaving on a fishing trip for 3 Day ... He says good but he still needs to hammering that pussy.

Fri Aug 12th

So, according to her she never went while i was fishing. summer rupture was over and after the first week back to work and she reached her limit on Friday. I receive a textual matter that she was so accentuate that she might ingest to reach out and yell him today. And reach out she did and made architectural plan for 6 pm on a friday night. The fact that he was capable to do it on a friday nite makes me suspicious to where they are in this year and a one-half relationship. So anyway when she returned, she had a smile from ear to ear with claims that he outdid his safe and absolutely owned her pussy then dumped his load in her mouth. After listening to this recording I must agree she has some of the most intense sounding climax I ever heard from her in premature recordings.In somebody, with me, haha she doesnt even come close to making these sounds. He fucks her you can see and hear her in a state of almost tope ecstacy, Like an out of organic structure experience. With me totally consistent and after a while frustration, temper sets in. So I will roll play and bring up his fucking her and within minute she is drenched as her psyche drifts off to visions of his cock and the violation on her pussy that he provides.

So anyway, she is back to herself again and when we went to bed she was still horny thinking about him but at the same time had some guilt for how often she enjoyed it. After a span of minute rubbing u on me she sits on top of me and easily it falls in. She is grinding away and after a few arcminute of talking about her and Alvin she is cumming on my dick. So she gets off and lays down next to me and falls departed leaving me hanging.

She has a renewed attitude and told me with no joking or hesitation that she will be getting it again and again until she can no longer get it ... ... As i expected

My interrogative sentence and concern is this ... She has been fucking him for almost 2 years now ... .. Is it even possible for her to lay claim the sex just keeps getting better and not have any feelings for him. Or is she secretly falling in love with him. Because in these recordings she is in, she is a different individual. A soul that is experiencing impression she has never came finish to feeling with me, but yet title he is just a toy ... ..more to follow ... .8== @

Here it is the following Tues the 16th of grand

thihs aurora we finally fucked, I tried nibbling on her ear and rubbing her everywhere to try to get her wet enough to even let me in and after some poking and proding i finally got in. In a laydown doggie dash i am working awayand she is trying everything to just beable to feel me it seems. Alvins rooster has changed her pussy in so many ways and when I tell her this, she tells me `` oh god yes ''. The toy we used to spiel with when I fucked her she claims irritates her slit. She used to get off on it pretty good tho. Now with just me in her she experiences frustration, irritation, enervation and easily annoyed. But usually I can observe Alvins cock and she goes to another space in her head and is able-bodied to nut while grinding on my mini software package. Not today. And she did get pretty snazzyied up for work. So Im thinking today might be another day that Alvin is contacted to end the job that I started.

I knew it would be like this, Its just like all the story I have read, all the word of advice, claims and confessions. Then you read the gossip underneath that say its not true that we are all on norm the same size of it ... That peeress and gentlman is sodding 100 percent crap. First off if you have a 8 inch turncock then you could think that and actually trust it. but the norm white guy is penny-pinching to 6. And I myself, at just over 4, knew she would be addicted to it after the low time. And still we played, I guess I just never really thoght she would go thru with it and if so she wouldnt line up a guy that uses a 12 inch rule to value his dick. But she did, and he is closer to the end of a 12 inch ruler than I am using a 6 column inch ruler. No all men are not ccreated equal.

But dont get me wrong despite all this, I am glad she is experiencing this now. because with our age and health take .... Who really knows what tomorrow will play. So if you are a bloodless girl reading this and your bf or hub isnt quite hitting the spot for you. Dont settle. If you think it is as good as it gets, your wrong. And if your a blanched guy with an average size dick or less, do the justly thing and care for your fair sex to a veridical fuck ing. A roll in the hay you could never offer by yourself. If you really love her, you will tolerate this. quit being selfish, Our ancestor were doing it, If you have read this far then you know that you are odd. Let them do one of the things they were put on this Earth to do !

Save all the hater commentary, If you read this wholly thing then you are already one of us. It might puddle you mad when you realize the verity but its too bad if you cant accept it.

Sept 11,12th

They are in contact again and its going to happen veridical soon ... ... ... When she and I make erotic love, I leave her suspension big sentence everytime ... .So I totally understand.

sept 14th

She went over there at 8 pm and was there for a hr at low she was actiing like she couldnt get wet but then broke it down and said once he put his dick in her she was able-bodied to cum immediatly and over and over. listening to the tape it was amazing how quick she came and a few clock time she is cumming so voiceless she is screaming into a pillow. nope she has never done this for me and the toy even. This guy is her get well therapy.He possesses a 100 %, without a dubiety the perfect compeer for her pussy. To say that he owns it is to DoS the absolute obvious. Here it is saturday and she is already thinking about hitting him up again any day. I think she wants to step it up with him to atleast once a week. I will be first to admit ..that when she comes home after getting dugout from him she is glowing and kinda float around the house. When she finally comes back down to earth she is still super giddy and that is when I realized that in fact this was the easily treatment for her fountainhead being. She is going to be getting to a greater extent and more as her health improves cause this guy loves her pussy ... especially when its wrapped around his long slurred smutty cock ! !

more to come ... ... ... ... ...

Oct 2nd marathon fuck

October 7th today will be the 2nd day this month already that Alvin has stepped in for me. On Oct 2nd he delivered a 5 hour Marathon fuck that pornstars would have appreciated

oct 11th details below

Yesterday october 14th was the 4th clip this month and also his natal day. She also went 3 days before on the 11th. That particular session lasted for an hr. Although that may seem like a quickie listen to the tape recording and you will hear that he took upkeep of biz. Something i cant seem to do given all nighttime.

So yesterday I had to work from midnight to 530am and wouldnt you know it ... supposedly Alvin texted her at 3 am he and his buddy were all drunk and sshe went over there and attempted to do them both after she gave me her Good Book she was only doing Alvin. But as it turns out, the other guy couldnt get grueling. Too much alcoholic beverage and apparently disrespected her .... I dont know how that is possible ... if you go over to a copulate black guys looking to get fucked at 3am and they are drunk, I think you have thrown any possibilities of being respected out the window. Just saying ... She still ended up sucking on the other guy and getting a couplet bollock from Alvins dick which is always good for atleast 1 or 2 orgasms.

Anyway after almost 3 hours she comes back home base to say it was all bad and that she is over it. But she is not and talked to him again this afternoon ... I give it 4 Day tops and they will be joined at the hip joint again ... till then ...

Well as it turned out the last school term wasnt that bad in fact she is back there again right now so being today

October 16th. the calendar month is just halfway over with. She has been very delberate in telling me she will be needing it alot more often then what I am used to. So today is a new record for 5 times in 1 month and last night when we were fucking she had me go get her phone from the living elbow room so she could text him. There is no way potential that my tool can compete with his, and we are both on the like Thomas Nelson Page and understand this as the solution to her not being fully satisfied at home.So where does that leave me ? well seeing how I am the one that watched mixed first and me being less than average size. Add in the fact that I knew what BBC does to white charwoman and didnt end this at the start ... Im pretty lots left with my petite dick in my hand even when she is here. Last night she made me complete my ego as she held down on the cornerstone while i stroked my man clit. She used a 11 in dildo and a vibrator and still doesnt even come close to what he does to her pussy. So now I wait until she gets home then I will take heed to the transcription and I will add some more to this entry.

Its been 2 hours and she still is not back .... She is getting a honest nooky right now cuz Alvin feel he has to make it up to her for what happened 2 Night ago. Which is just made up dramatic event cuz the former fashion plate was kind of forceful she said and he couldnt get hard .... Obviously Alvin is handing out replete body cramp orgasms right now and my biddy is getting them one after another ...

So its Monday the 17th and she is back over there and its 10pm who knows when she will rejoin .... Well as it turns out she was back around midnight and she gave up her ass to him for the first time live on nighttime, She hasnt told me anytrhing about it and being today is thursday oct 20th and she hasnt fucked me since sunday what am i supposed to think. I texted her to begin with and asked if she has been in contact and she says no and havnt even thought about him ... .. but she says she wants me ... .. Right ! like I really believe that .... Anyway its all bullshit Im sure. She is just waiting a couple twenty-four hour period to let me cool down off. Im sure enough she will fuck him on my birthday just to keep things in perspective. So shoemaker's last month she took a load down her throat and this month in her ass. To hear to the recording is to pick up a charwoman getting the piece of tail of a lifetime..So i asked her and she confirmed without a doubt the estimable sex she has ever had .... Enough said

So the run is 6 metre in the month of October

So this morning friday oct 21st she fucked me in the morning ... I lasted about 10 minutes before I nutted and of row she wasnt even close until she started telling me the only way her slit gets off but that made me nut so it left her hanging big fourth dimension. Bad enough to where she has been hitting him up tonite a few times.. tonight she actually told me that he made her squirt multiple times ..so im listening to the recording right now and she is getting it so dependable as I type this..

No i would be such an bastard and hated by her if I tried to finish this. number one off they wont layover. She would just stop telling me about it. Then the next measure is her just leaving me because there is no way on this earth as long as she is breathing she will want his cock forever ... So it looks like either tonite or tomorrow so I will sustain you posted

So here is the Oct update ... she actually got him to lie with her on my birthday and she did him first. When we fucked was hours later and was very promptly.

So now the 24th of october It is 930 pm she is in the shower right field now etting ready for number 8 for the month and its not over ... still a whole hebdomad left. thats right 8 multiplication in 3 calendar week. That is effective than once every 3 years. and the thing is there is still a workweek left so to think she might get it 2 or 3 times before october is over is a material good theory. Army of the Pure say she does get it 10 clock time. that is over 110 inches of shaft this month or about 11 fundament of turncock .... If she fucked me this month that many fourth dimension she could say she got a grand total of 44 inch or 3 ft 8 inches entire. im sure you can do the math.. He is nearly 3 times my size both length and girth. She is on her way over there now so when she comes back and drops the recorder on my lap then I will report the details. trough then ... I guess I will just play with my little man clit..

So basically she was there for 4 hours 10- 2. This guy must be like acid cuz the unanimous time she is fucking or sucking him and cumming all over his peter repeatedly. Its fucking insane to reckon we could ever deliver normal sex ever again. Or that she could ever get off on my little putz. She is so addicted to his peter that while we are fucking I just bring up his pecker and she gets wet and if by chance she is able to cum on my dick that way, then I am done. I instantly cum but not this guy when she is going junkie on his dick, he just keeps plowing through the orgasms. literally 1 after another. Make no doubt that I might be misreading her, SHE IS IN LOVE WITH HIS COCK ! !

So today is the twenty-fifth and she is going out with her mom after work but who knows whats up after. All I know is she didnt fuck me when she got home lastnight after the violation on her pussy at Alvins. In fact we have only fucked 4 multiplication this month and one of the sentence she got off mine and went to his house.

Pretty much an absolute sure thing that she is falling in honey with him.She is trying to find things im doing wrong to rationalize leaving me im thought process. She says thats not true but I guess metre will tell..

Although they tried lastnight tonight they did it again.

oct 30th the 9th fourth dimension this month. She said it was amazing he made her squirt the first orgasm to the last orgasm with him dumping his encumbrance on her tummy. All this while I was sleeping. I had passed out ... final night he called her at 3 am she drove there but he had passed out so she didnt gt any ... today is halloween so if they do it today they hit 10 fourth dimension in a month we will see. we know its not my pussy anymore ... its his. I just got finished listening to over an hour and a one-half onslaught of my girls pussy. I said to her, were you cuming the full time ? and she said pretty often and even said she squirted on her initiative coming. Listening to the tape recording, that would be after just 1 mo and 42 instant but she wasnt cuming when she was giving him head and that was for almost xx bit in the begining and 15 minutes in the middle. So for 1 hour an 12 minutes he was pounding away and she was having orgam after orgasm. When she gets home I am passed out on the bed naked with a huge black dildo that i was going to use on her. So she saw it laying there im pretty sure and probably thought i fucked myself till I passed out. Which I didnt do ... .but the opinion did cross my mind. So anyway the final count for cocktober was 9 seance for just over 25 hr, And myself, 7 sessions for just about 2 -1/2 hr ... .So its getting a little lopsided but she cant cum with me unless vibrator and dildo and when she does cum .... bet your ass my dick is in my mitt ... lol till following time..

Nov 1st .... Well as you probably predicted it wasnt going to be long. She was there for about 2 hour. She said its been better but they both nutted and she sounded like she never stopped.

Nov 5th They are at it again .... She left at 3 got home around 5. I havnt listened to the recording yet ... .to be continued ....

Nov10th & 11th She left over to his house around 11pm. This is number 3 for him and lastnight was bit 2 for me and of course I left her craving a dick that could replete her up all the way and can earn her cum on claim it seems. Anyway she gets back after a hour and a one-half of just might be the salutary recording yet. She got off what sounded like one continuious orgasm. And repeatedly told him that her pussy belonged to him and claiming her dearest for his cock not to cite how fucking sexy he is etc etc. Lot of whispering on this one and she supposedly doesnt jazz what she had whispered.

Last night Nov 13th We listened to the recording together and half way thru she starts to vibrate my testis sack. So i start slowly stroking my little dick and she holds down on the base so she doesnt touch my dick and lets me stroke it. She reassures me that it will do nothing for her exept tease her and make her mad ... .as with the night before the second i put my prick in her I cum. Just forging her need for Alvin to get her ....

Funny as i character this he is texting her so here it is on

sunday the November 13th and she will be heading over there soon im certainly. yep he wants a quick fix and she tells him as long as she gets a prospicient academic term later.This is a new phonograph recording ... she was out the door in less than 5 minutes .... I guess the terminal session left a print lol ... well she said 13 times this calendar month to transcend october and the 9 times it was worth ... Up till then 4 time a calendar month or once a week was the monetary standard ... Today marks the 4th meter this month and if she holds him to it she will be getting a longer session later. With 17days left this month, She will ingest to tread it up to hit that magic number 13 ... with me she said 5 times to be continued ... ... ... ... ... but i dont doubt for a minute she will at the very least break the record

Fri nov 18th fountainhead lastnight she was asked to go over there for a threesome but she declined. Apparently his first cousin is in town and he wanted to show him a secure time. She was tired grounds then he even wanted her to come over and just do him but she was in bed. So anyway this workweek I got some but the sole time she even came close to cumming is when I asked her about him and his fucking her while she had an earplug in and we listened to one of the recordings of him fucking the living shit out of her.

So anyway, this night she is going there. We just got back from dinner at 7:10 and she wasted no time in texting him and within 10 hour she is in the shower and will be out the room access by 7:45. So I will be adding a new debut on tonight like I do ... .in a nutshell because particular are very few when she gets back. All i get is a tape recorder with a new recording of my girl having one body racking climax after another. His rod is her god thats for sure .... We all know who is the material owner of her pussy is ... .. And its not me .... More to add up and she will cum more than for indisputable over there than if she stayed home ....

Sun Nov 20th So she forgot her jacket there .... totally on purpose, She tried to go get it yesterday but his girl was there and she was telling me that she wouldnt do him anyway .... not after the awesome sex we had after Alvin fucked the mother fucker out of her Fri nighttime. In fact lets back up to friday Nox .... When she went over there she knew damn well his cousin would be there too. Still she went she acted like she didnt know but come on .... anyway she had a 3some even if it wasnt for all that farsighted. She claims she sucked his prick while Alvin did her doggie style. All I have is audio and I cant decipher but anyhow she came home and sat on my dick to render me how badly he has damaged her kitty for me. And I have to let in, it is like im sticking my hawkshaw into a perfect stranger. He has done big changes to her slit. not only is the size of it dispute but it respondes to disgraceful stopcock alot differently then to mine. to be cont ... ... ... .So anyway she was over there again today for about 2 hours and was home by high noon. He had started texting her at 6 am and she mentioned it to me the minute i was awake. She acted like I asked her to go but that is not the slip and she was already wet thinking about it..Point is that the awful sex we supposedly had Fri night that kept her from fucking him Sat ( which is bs dudes chick was over ) Well today it wasnt going to stop her from getting his rod ... I guess it wasnt that awe-inspiring ... .right ? till succeeding time ... and yes there will be a following metre ....

Monday Nov 21 a totally day later and while im at body of work apparently they planned a quickie for halftime but of line it has been no quickie she went over there over 2 hours ago and still isnt home .... She was very set in the fact that she was going and there really was nothing I could do about it ... So I am for certain she is just getting that pussy assaulted and gaped out so when she returns she wont even beable to finger me in her. This is what keeps her going back. There is not a chance in perdition that i could ever even come remotely close to being able to fuck anyone as good as he fucks my miss. She says when she thinks about sex, its his peter she thinks about. When im fucking her she thinks about him within 30 seconds. When she sees a dim guy she thinks of him and when im not home and she plays with herself it is always to him .... To me that sounds like erotic love but she claims he is just a toy .... we will see

So apparently things must have been getting to serious because he wanted to have a prison-breaking .... for a whole week so here it is.

wednesday Dec2nd and i am going on a 1-1/2 day sportfishing trip and wouldnt you know it. As soon as I arrive down in oceanside she sends me a text she is going in and quits responding to me. You can hear my legion call option and texts and all of them go unrequited as she is locked in on what she has been craving for the terminal week. Granted she was only there for an 60 minutes and on the tape it sounds like she only had 4 or 5 climax, so it could experience been worse i suppose but I was still pissed. Pissed for the fact she deliberatly waited till i was gone to go over there. Now she is acting like she doesnt need it and its all over. But im mentation thats what she wants me to cogitate so she can quit transcription and just start sneaking over there ... I dont have it away maybe im paranoid. All i know is there 2 twelvemonth anniversary is coming up and I highly doubt this is over .... we will see

dec 7th

she went over and got drilled on for a couple hours and the very adjacent day she is back again. I will say this, that she has tried with me to get off but is simply unable to. My diclit falls so short that it is starting to clear her mad. So on

Dec 15th she went over there at 6pm and didnt come home till midnight. This pissed me off once she went by 5 hours. The thing is that she responded to my textual matter and was unable to progress to him cumso she wasa going to stay on longer. She textwed me this twice. I am listening to the recording now and by all history this was the trump session she has ever had. One climax after another and her repeating over and over how much she loves his cock.

This guy is like a superhuman sex machine and loves her cunt as much as she loves his cock. I would be so selfish to try stopping her from seeing him. Plus I doubt if I could. Right now I am still listening and I am only into it an hour and 17 minutes and I lost reckon how many times she has came. Seriously, well over 15. She stayed there another 5 and a half hours. How is that even potential ? ? I will add Thomas More as it becomes available ... ... Ok I listened to it all and it is just not normal for a guy to go that long and make a girlfriend cum that many prison term. My daughter to make it forged. To top it off she told him atleast as many times how she loves his cock or how amazing it is and that her puss needs his cock ... .. And then tells him he keeps getting adept everytime. During the little cool down sessions there was quite a bit of whispering so I am really over it. So when I say something to her about it she says she would make it all up for me if I want ... .. Me the guy that cant over make her cum anymore unless I use a toy and even then we have to be fantasizing about his stopcock. So why would she even want to be with only me ? I mean hold on it real, there is no way possible you could convince me that she could be faithful. But whatever, it is what it is. I brought this squat on, she has just taken it to this level ...

December 20th, Well im certain its been a long 5 days for her cuz she has been wanting to go wind up her job since the very following day. He has his child so yesterday didnt happen as much as they both wanted it to. But bet your ass today it will go down ... .. and it is veracious now. Once again left me with my dickclit in my hand. It is 2 pm so lets see how recollective they go today. I have a feeling he is going to wham bam and see ya bcause his son is still there he just went out for a patch. Unless he is trying to let him fuck her too. which I wouldnt put it passed him ... to be continued ... ... ..So she was there just an hour which is a quickie for him. I guess it had been a while since he nutted but she was able to help him out with that so he showed his appreciation and dumped his massive encumbrance all over her face her hair and chest. She says she was covered with his jiz .... Thomas More to come So anyway she ended up fucking me with her ill-treat pussy and I got off immediatly and wouldnt you know it but the very next day I am home with her all day and she was in a bad mood, finally at abnout 3 pm she went to rite aid and I went Christmas Day shopping.

December 21st I was gone about a time of day and didnt hear my phone or the 9 messages. So she called to inform me that she is on her way over there for a band aid ... ... No affair how you look at it they are finishing off this year with a huge surge. A surge that has done irrepairable damage to her pussy. A billow that is telling me how 2017 is going to be ... ... ..

Dec 24th

Its christmas eve and survive night in bed we watched interracial porn like always and she played with herself and wouldnt fuck me or touch my tool for that matter. She said she was going to get it today and after 3 or 4 time of day of playing with ourselves we both nutted ... .Now its 930 am and Alvin texts her `` now '' so with in 15 proceedings she is on her way to fuck him .... After denying me all night. Pretty obvious who owns that twat ... ..I will gift as much particular when she returns ...