My Transistion ( 1 )
Fantasy, LesbianIt was my 30th birthday, I went out with me friends and a couple cousins to the bar. Since I was also going through a divorce I decided I needed to forget my trouble for the night. We all had fun that dark, so much so that when I woke up in the forenoon in a hotel with 3 au naturel woman in bed I wanted to remember the night before. I lied there trying to price it together but just could n't so I got up and took a shower. When I came out only Lisa was still there.
Lisa is a good friend. I 've never tried to get to endorse base with her because I never saw her as girl stuff. I do n't screw why, I mean she 's hot and all but I always saw her as a little sister type.
We made some small talk and she said she had to go.
A couple days later I noticed a roseola on my cock and thought I just needed a shower as it had been 2 days so I showed and went to bed but the next day I was feeling a fragile pain in my groin area. So off to my physician I went.
The Doctor of the Church I was seeing was a woman about my age. She asked what the problem was and I told her I was feeling infliction in my groin. She asked me to require my drawers off and lie on the mesa so I did. She put some rubber gloves on and started her scrutiny and sure as shooting enough I spring a botch. She just takes her pen out of her pocket and wacks my hawkshaw a trade good one and so much for my foul-up. Somewhat embarresed I said I was sorry. She just smiled and said it 's ok. It happens all the sentence. 10 minutes later I left with some cream and some antibiotic drug. I was told to come back if it got worse.
Four twenty-four hour period later and I was at emergency with a fever and a lot of pain in my inguen. The medico put me in a room by myself and former then him and a nurse, that 's all I saw for the next couple days.
Finally the doctor told me I needed operating room. I asked what was wrong and he told me he would explain after another doctor looked me over.
A couple more daytime go by and four more doctors looked at me but none of them were talking.
Finally my doctor along with two other doctors came and told me I needed surgery as soon as possible to amputate me penis.
I was in electric shock to say the to the lowest degree and do n't think to much more. The next afternoon I met with another doctor and he told me after the number one team of Doctor of the Church were done he was going to come in and finish the SRS surgery.
What the hell is an SRS OR I asked and what 's going on here ? He told me I have an aggressive soma eating disease on my penis and that SRS forgather sexual reassignment surgery. I would deliver to have a sex change but not to occupy about it. As they were going to operate in the morning.
I cried for a while and then called my mother and told her that I was going to bear surgery in the morning and could she come see me at the hospital tomorrow good afternoon. Of course my mom was fully of questions but I could n't tell her what was going on. So I told her I have to get my appendix removed.
An hr later Lisa shows up and asks what 's up. So I told her everything and made her swear not to tell anyone. We both cried and I told her to get checked out too.
The surgery went well and I woke up in ICU. My recovery went well to and I was released from hospital two workweek later with a package of adult nappy as I had to pick up how to pee like a woman.
Lisa stopped by almost every day to check on me and one day told me her examination came back convention. She was okay.
Six workweek later I meet the Dr. for a accompany up and he asked if I wanted oestrogen to help transition.
I asked what that meant and he said now that I do n't get a penis anymore that I might be more happy as a woman.
I had n't thought about that I said. What will occur to me I said.
Your body will slowly change and in a year or two, you will be a woman without the menstrual job all other charwoman have.
He sent me home plate with a ethical drug and a referral to a shrink.
I talked it over with Lisa for a twain mean solar day and decided to go ahead and adjoin with the shrink.
The day I meet her. She told me she was glad I called and was so sorry for what happened to me. I told her everything and she even said that I had no early choice but to turn a woman.
That 's not what I want to get a line I said in wrath but I knew she was right.
I went home a stayed there for the next three weeks. I did n't answer the speech sound or the doorway. I just sat there and sentiment of the good old days. Fucking all the woman I 've been with and beating off. Finally Lisa got my landlord to let her in my apartment. She was pretty mad at me but we talked and just hung out for most of the night.
The succeeding morning I showered and went and filled the prescription. I went to see the shrink every week as she requested. I saw the doctor every calendar month too.
About five months went by when I noticed a few subtle changes. My skin was voiced and I did n't take to trim as much. My voice was different too. The next month I noticed my mammilla were getting sensitive and my breasts were starting to mature. I started to wear baggy clothes which Lisa hated and believe me she mentioned it a a lot.
It was winter now so baggy clothes and wintertime jackets were the norm.
I went to Lisa 's place one day to talk and hang out, observe a movie that sort of thing. She opened the door invited me in, I took my jacket off and when I looked up at her she was just standing there with her mouth open staring at me. I looked behind me then back at her saying what ? ? ? What 's wrong ?
She snapped out of her step and said `` nothing '' nothing 's wrong. We ate dinner and watched some tv without saying too much. Finally I stood up and said what 's with you tonight ?
She sat there quite as a mouse and staring me right in the middle and said your changing ! ! !
Dose it bother you that much because if it dose ... She cut me off and said no. It 's not that. I I I just was n't gear up for this practically modification I mean you 've got tits, I mean not slight knocker but pretty large ones. I stumbled back a step or two and said I got ta go and started for the doorway, but she cut me off and said no I 'm no-count please do n't go. We can peach this out.
Lisa 's been my friend since grade schoolhouse and she could always calm me down but to tell me I have big tits to my face like that scared the hell out of me. So I told her I needed time to remember and grabbed my coat on my way out the door.
It was other November now, 11 months since my procedure. My condition was following to unimaginable to shroud anymore, hell I do n't even need to shave my boldness. I have n't told my family yet, I was thinking. I 've avoided them all to this point but I needed my mom so I called her and told her I was coming for a visit but only if she was going to be alone. Dad passed on when I was seven so he was n't in the picture.
I got to mom 's firm around two in the afternoon. I walked in, took my shoe off and sat down on the couch before mom could hand me the usual hug. I left my jacket on to. She came in and stopped and just looked at me. I asked her to sit down, that we needed to talk and that it was authoritative. She sat down on the sofa and said what is it sweat hart. I sat there and thought for a instant and she asked if this had any thing to do with me surgery.
Stunned I said yes. But what do you have it off ? ? ?
Lisa has been keeping me in the eyelet. I know everything. And she smiled and said can I birth my hug now ! ! !
I stood up and hugged my mom and cried.
You know, I always wanted a daughter, not like this thinker you but I 'll take it all the same.
Mom finally let me go and said now take that jacket off on the firm and let me see you. I looked her in the eyes and said there have been some changes because of the hormones I 'm taking mom. She said I can see that, your face looks a piddling dissimilar. Besides you 've been on them for quite some clip now. I smiled and removed my pelage. Her eyes lit up when she saw the size of my chest and said oh my, you 've grown so often. Are you wearing a bra ? Mah, come-on I said. She laughed and said sad my girl. We 'll have to take you and get sized soon. It 's ok mom, I 'll get to it.
It was such a substitute to know mom knew what was going on. Who else knows mom ?
fountainhead almost everyone by now I suppose you see I told your auntie this morning when you called and you know your auntie with a occult. We both just laughed.
Over the following few days I was visited or called by almost every family member I have and it was a slight hard to explain to some of them but I got through it.
Lisa came by a few days later and apologize, saying that my mom can be very persuasive. Can you ever forgive me, I hugged her and said it 's ok and thanked her. She had that unusual facial expression again. What 's wrong now i said ? We need to get you a bra. Let 's go and she graded my hand and off to the mall we went.
I thought we were going to Walmart or something like that but she said nooo. Those were not bras. Those were shit on a hanger and we walked into La Senza. Lisa asked for someone to aid measure me and fit me properly and a charwoman graded her measuring tape recording and started sizing me up then went and got one for me to try on. Now I 've taken a few of these off early womanhood but never put one on so I 'm sitting there looking a this thing and Lisa knocks on the door. Is everything okay in there. I open the door grab her arm and pull her in with me. What 's wrong she says. Can you help oneself me with this, I 've never put one one before. Laughing she says hire your top off. I 'll help.
I pulled my top off reviling myself for the first time and Lisa gasped and said oh my. Those are beautiful. She had that deer in the headlight look again. I covered myself quickly and blushed. Sorry I did n't mean to ... It 's ok Lisa. Let 's just get this over with. 38D wow. I 'm only a 34B, I 'm jealous as she smiles at me. I laugh and sigh at the same time.
Well that was n't to bad was it ? ? ? If you say so Lisa I say.
The end on November and I 'm it to see the doctor for my substantiation up. Almost a yr now since my surgery.
There 's a new doctor now. A younger guy about 30. He asks me to take my clothes off and put the gown on that 's clear at the back and sit in the board with my feet in the stirrups. Then leaves, a few import later he comes back in and asks how I 'm doing. unspoiled I think, where 's the other doc I ask. He 's recovering from a stroke he had finish week. I 'm just filling in for the time being. Are you fellow with my file ? ? No but your here to have an exam right wing ? ? I guess I said. okey then, let 's get started and he pulls his president up and turns his light source on his capitulum dance band on and puts his head under the garment. He touches me on the side 's of my privets. It felt strange. A tingling. A thaw. It felt strange. I put my hands down there to finish him so he asks. Are you okay. No please lay off I said he backed up and asked what 's wrong ? Please translate my data file first ! ! ! He just looks at me then says okay. He grabs my file cabinet and starts reading it. A moment later he looks up and says. I 'm so sorry. I thought you were just a fair sex scared to have a man touch you. We get a lot of rape victim in here and we 'll you get it on. Do you need me to continue.
I took a mysterious intimation and said just go deadening please. He says do n't worry, I 'll be docile and he was. He finished his exam and I 'm in tip top shape he said.
Two weeks before Xmas Lisa says I ca n't film it anymore. We 're going shopping, your not warring these sloppy dress anymore. Let 's go ! !
I do n't have any money Lisa I said. I 'm still on long term impairment but that 's about to run out. It 's hunky-dory your mom took care of that. Come on, let 's go. okay let 's go I said.
Lisa and I shopped all day. first stop La Senza. You need a bra and panty set for every day of the workweek. So that 's what I got. Then she says you need a supper ... And she spun around and took off towards a rack grabed a partiality bra and g string combo and handed it to me. Try this on as she pushed me into the change room. I put it on just in clip for the door to spread. I forgot to operate it. Lisa stood there staring at me again. You know, I 'm getting used to that you know. We both laughed and she said its perfect. leave alone it on. Just render the tag to the cashier. Next we went to a senior high end dress shop. Lisa marched over to a rack of dresses pulled on off the rack and said trust me, this dress is to die for. Try it on as again I 'm being pushed into a Yangtze River room. This time I pull her in with me and said oh no you do n't. Your helping me with this one. A few proceedings later and I was in the dress. Lisa says `` dam I 'm good. I new this would look killer on you ''. break it out. Next to the jewelry shop. We picked out a couple overnice necklace and earrings Set. Uhm Lisa, I do n't give pierced capitulum. Laughing she says not yet. Let 's go.
By the end of the day, we spent almost $ 2000 but I would n't need anything for a yearn time.
triad days before Christmas Lisa and I are getting our hair's-breadth, nails and makeup done. The cosmetologist was explaining everything to me so I could do my own composition. When we were done, I did n't recognize myself. Lisa was staring again and I felt fantastic.
Xmas day and everyone is at moms house including Lisa. I was warring a conservative getup. Longer red skirt, red blouse, red low heals a squeamish danty gold chain and earrings. My makeup was double-dyed and a light dusting of essence. mother approved but Lisa said I looked like a granny. Lol.
For a lot of the family this was the first gear time they 've seen me since my change. My blood brother was his usual asshole self until my auntie put him in his spot. Lisa and I left around 10 pm it was a great meter. I was comfortable and content.
New years Eve and Lisa and I are dressed to the baseball club and out having fun. We were both drinking champagne and I for one was getting tipsy. Not wanting to drive, Lisa says I booked a motel for the nighttime. I kinda loomed at her and thought she planed ahead ? What 's up ? ? ? Somewhere around 2:30 in the morning we went to curb in. When we got to the room, the lineup would n't work so I said here, let me try. As I took the wag from her she pushed me up against the door and kissed me lightly on the lips. Suprized at low I just let it happen then I kissed her back. Finally getting the threshold open and looking inside there was only one queen size bed. The room was lit in candlelight and there was a note on the mesa. Lisa says, this is for you, handing me the note. She looked interest about something. Looking at the note it read ...
'' Sweetheart I 've wanted you for so long now but just could n't run up the boldness to assure you. Then you changed and I want you even more now ! ! !
You see I 'm a lesbian, have been for ever now and now your the most beautiful woman I know bar none. You keep catching me ogling over you and hold asking what 's incorrect. You take my breather away and I want you to bring me to be yours. I know you fuck me to. A year ago you took me three times in one night.
I love you and only you. delight look at me this night ! ! !
love life Lisa. ``
Lisa was staring at me as she stood by the bed.
Shocked, I stood there ! ! !
She got up and walked over to me and kissed me every so sensually, so tender were her rim. I kissed her back the Lapplander way. Slowly, sudictivly and softly. She pulled me into her and kissed me unvoiced as tear rolled down her nerve. She breaks the osculation and says is that a yes ? Smiling back at her as a tear character down my cheek I said, Lisa I love you. She hugs me as I 'm saying this. I did n't be intimate how to severalise you without ruining our friendship. I felt the zipper on my dress come down my back slowly, and I realize she wants me now. then her manus came back to the rear of my articulatio humeri and she pulled the straps off my shoulders. The apparel fell to the storey. I reached down and pulled her frock off over her headspring. Brushing her tear away she slowly reached around and loosen my bra and let it fall as well. Our eyes were locked on each former. Her hired hand touching my breasts ever so tenderly. Her hand are shaking, trembling. I was lost, I closed my heart and tipped my psyche back as she leaned in and flicked her tounge at my nipple. twat bump quake through me. I felt rickety in the knee. Lisa helped me lie down on the bed. Pushing me back kissing me at the Sami time and rubbing my tit in the palms of her hands. Slowly she works down to my tits, kissing, licking, teasing. Ever so slowly, downward over my stomach. Hooking her thumbs under my panties pulling them down. Her handwriting are still trembling. I lift my ass a slight to facilitate get my soaked panty off. Starting at my animal foot, slowly necking, licking, teasing, tasting all she could. She worked her way up my legs leaving a trail with her knife. Pushing my branch apart while kissing the insides of my thighs to my new snatch. Now I 'm trembling, burning with desire. She kisses all around my pussy but does n't come to it. Quivering and with a very shaky part I say please ! ! !
She continues to beleaguer, blowing ever so lightly. Rubbing the tip of her poke up and down my lips. Flicking her tounge gently on my lips as if she was studying or exploring unmapped territory.
Then suddenly, without warning she shoves her tounge into the bottom of the inning of my twat flicking her tounge upwards and closing her sass over my pussy. Pure raptus rolled over me, I arched my back and flung my sleeve above my top dog. Lisa sucked and licked me relentlessly. Her hands holding my legs give, digging her tounge in and out, exposing my clitoris. And just when I thought I could n't select anymore she shoves two fingerbreadth 's in there and thrusts them in and out sucking hard on my clit. I screamed in ecstasy as I cummed for the first time in about a year. Not missing a beat Lisa sucks heavily on my clit. But there 's to much for her to handle and she tries to back away but I grab her question and mash her grimace into my ca n't as I gush out the finale of my orgasm.
rental go of her caput and collapsing on my vertebral column, Lisa cleaned me up then kissing her way back up to my lip 's. smiling and says as she roles off of me, that was worth the wait ! ! !
Lisa laid there while I caught my breath.
Lying there thinking about if I could even come close to that. I rolled to my side and stared at her for a moment that 's when she said what. I just continued staring and said teach me how to do that to you. I want you to feel as fantastic as I do. Smiling at me she says go slow and enjoy everything you do as much is I will.
leaning in I kiss her and tell her she 's the only if individual in the world to allude me except the doc. I have n't touched myself at all sexually, I was to scared.
Do you want to use my toys on me she says. Surprised I look her in the eyes. She laughs and says yes I do have toys, I 'm an adult you know. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her closet and returns with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open 's it reviling vibrators, dildos all kind of sexy things.
She looks me in the eyes and says this one is a strap-on, you could feel like a man again as she studied my expression, looking for a reaction. I have to admit I felt quite inept for a moment. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It 's been hard for me but I 've always felt more female then male. I just never told anyone. Lisa I 'm glad now.
She leans in and we kiss. I reach behind her and loosen her bra. I then guide her to lie down on the bed, kissing her while working my paw over her breasts and side of meat of her body, working my way to her right ear, nibbling and kissing, leaving a trail with my tounge. Lisa 's breathing becomes a picayune laboured and she sighs ever so slightly. Down to her neck opening niddling as I go. My hands are roaming over her boob, squeezing and pinching and ever so slightly rubbing up and down over her mamilla. Her nipple are rock hard as are mine so I move over top of her pap to nipple rubbing up and down side of meat to side in circle and mashing my tits in to hers. Our hands are all over each other. I was getting so aroused but I wanted to realize her feel what she did to me so I grabbed her articulatio radiocarpea and put them down, looking into her middle I say, no it 's your turn my eff them burred my side cheek in her breasts and licked all over. Moving slowly down under her tit licking and sucking each tit as I went lower and lower.
Getting to her belly clit I gently kissed as she shuddered ever so slightly, letting her articulatio radiocarpea go and placing my work force on the insides of her thighs I gently open her ramification. She 's still warring her G string but that was n't going to lay off me. Slowly kissing and licking my way down to the top of the band I pulled with my teeth at it and let it shoot back agents her cutis. She jerked a trivial and gasped too. I nibbled around her cloth assembly line being careful not to partake her mellisonant puss. Lisa was moaning now and was breathing heaver.
I gently blow on her puss as I trace the outline of her G cosmic string covering her sweet cunt. Slowly I pull the red fabric to the face and lick all around touching her lips slightly then moving away. Coming back to the top of her gap I use my Chin to compress in and slip down as my nose follows. God dose she smell so good. Looking up at her briefly to punt her reactions I smile slightly as I see her eyes closed tight and she 's clinched her teeth. Wondering how much Thomas More of this teasing I could do I decided to taste her ambrosia. I darted my clapper deep into her beloved gob. She gasped and jerked gruelling putting her hands on my head and holding me there. I stopped just like that with my tounge buried oceanic abyss inside her as she settled down slightly and let my head go. Very slowly I worked my tounge up and down slightly not to much just a piddling. Mmmm she tastes so salutary. But I hold back and work in and out at the backside of her pussy. Being careful not to meet her clitoris to much. My nose keeps bumping it lightly as I tounge fuck her a while. Lisa 's moaning louder now and telling me `` yes yes just like that, do n't quit that 's right just like that oh god please do n't stop. ``
I start to snap my tongue up and hit her clitoris harder a couple times and insert a finger's breadth into the bottom of her pot slowly I work my tounge and fingerbreadth into her alternating between tounge and finger, going a little faster now she is moaning, groaning and mumbling. I ca n't empathize her as she is incoherent. She 's trembling now almost as if she had hypothermia. So I slow down to a crawl and let her go down down for a moment, I left my finger in her and kissed all around her box.
Satisfied that she was n't gon na cum yet I started to form my finger in and out again making surely not to pertain her clit. Adding a second fingerbreadth a second later and kissing her clit slightly as it is more worthful now. Sticking out like a loan Stephen A. Douglas fur in clear cut forest, Standing there proud I wrap my tounge around it and slide my mouth over it sucking it all into my mouth at once. Lisa screamed and jerked, spasming as she pushed her hips up to meet my onslaught of her sex. Shoving four digit into her and sucking as voiceless is I could she set off into orgasm. Her hands are on my head ramming my head word into her cunny. I kept sucking and ramming my handwriting in and out. Her legs are squeezing my head and hands tighter as my movement becomes restricted but I keep sucking and am rewarded with another muscle spasm as she fills my sassing with more nectar. I slow my ravishment on her and slowly root for my paw out, licking everywhere I can pass. Lisa is still as a mouse. I look up to see that she passed out.
I pulled myself up beside her and cuddled up to her with my heading on her articulatio humeri as I fell asleep with her.
I awoke in the aurora to Lisa crying. Asking her if she was okay. She sobbed and told me she loved me so much. She could n't carry to loose me. Smiling at her I say.
I love you Lisa ...