Juera ( 1 )


My name is Keven Bardot and, yes, I am a Sissy ! When I was a teen I put on my mom 's panties and some of her lipstick when she was out. I had longish blonde hair and I ruffled it up - sort of teased it up - and when I looked in her vanity mirror, I almost ejaculated. Because what I saw looking back at me was not a scraggy alibi for a male. What I saw was an extremely sexy looking girlie-girl - and it was me ! I went to mom 's closet and picked out a pair of her high bounder, stepped into them, and walked to the full length mirror in the hallway. When I saw myself in the fully length - a char with a backbreaking on - then I did cum. I was immediately ashamed, and could n't pass over the red lipstick off my mouth fast enough.

That was the first time I stepped over the line. But definitely not the terminal. I had always been hypersexual ; I used to get a voiceless on thinking about this one lady friend in my form. I imagined her raw and I was chasing her and whipping her. I should observe that I was not like most of the Guy of my age, in that I was very much a Max Born milksop. I loathed any sort of athletic play, for example, and I was afraid of my peer because I had no literal physical strength, was uncoordinated, and could not fight back. I was shining enough, however, to translate that being a sissy in the world in which I found myself, was completely unacceptable. I had a real signified of pity and embarrassment. So I went to nifty lengths to fake it ; I did n't play with daughter, for good example, and I avoided situations that would put myself in the spotlight.

Being a weakling, I learned to be a good manipulator. I managed to make it through my young by keeping a low profile. So when I began masturbating several times a day, I figured I was normal enough. After all, I was extremely attracted by the sight of the naked women in the sex magazines that I used as a optic aid, so I assumed that I must be formula.

I had heard about queer. Everybody I knew hated queers. The net matter anyone in my circle wanted was to be thought of as a faggot ! There were queers in San Francisco, some of whom apparel and behaved like women. I was told that the queers had bars and lodge where they hung out. These were revolting multitude to the people I knew.. So when I found myself in battlefront of that entire length mirror, wearing my female parent 's high bounder, scanty and lip rouge, I was revolted with myself.

It was around that prison term that my cousin and I were taking a shortcut through the woods. As we rounded a bend in the path we came upon a guy of around our own age, sitting on a large boulder, completely defenseless. We walked on in stunned silence until we heard him call out : `` Do you need a blowjob ? ''

I was enraged. This was an affront to my maleness. I told my first cousin that we should go back and give this nymph a beating. We ran back to the boulder but the nymph had disappeared. My full cousin and I resumed our journey, speaking in tones of outrage as to what we would do if we ever saw that `` faggot '' again.

A few days later I went back to the boulder by myself, hoping to retrieve the nymph - not to beat him - but to conjoin him. To do what, I did n't get it on. Perhaps just to play naked with him, feeling the strong spring air on our beautiful untried consistence, or maybe to sit naked and provocative next to him, both of us soliciting real men as they passed by. I went back several fourth dimension, hoping to see him, but I never saw him again.

My relationship with the opposite sex had always been strained. Now that I was full of sexual desire, I imagined versatile miss of my familiarity, naked with me. In realism these same missy left me tongue tied and red from embarrassment. Many guy of my age had matured to where they had begun to look and act like genuine men. I was small and weedy and had no body hair to verbalise of other than a few sparse, very blonde hairs on my pubis. When I entered the United States Navy at the age of 18, I still could ingest easily passed as often immature.

I had sex with another person for the first time when I was 18. I was in the US Navy and stationed in California. I still had absolutely no confidence around girl, but I was always corneous. I do n't know why I did it, but a few days after arriving at the floor, I went walking through the sweltering hot city late at night. I did n't know then that what I was doing was called `` cruising '', a homophile term for looking for sex.

It was a very hot night and I was wearing a armoured combat vehicle top and some really forgetful skimpie cutoffs, and my black United States Navy issue dress place with ignominious wind sock that really accentuated my hairless, skinny, feminine looking white stage ! After about an hour I spotted a car that I had seen earlier. God - I was so fucking HORNY ! I kept putting my hand in my air pocket and pressing down on my erection.

I knew that the device driver was hawking me. I knew that what I was doing was called `` cruising '', and I knew, oh so well, that was what what queers do - and I did n't care. I was so horny I just did n't deal ! The car came by again and this time pulled over. The driver had his window down. My heart was pounding and I was really nervous. Now I knew that this time I was the nymph, out for seduction. The driver leaned over. `` You need a airlift ? '' he asked. He was Latino, about 40, with a shaved school principal and a goatee.

I walked over to the passenger window. `` I do n't bonk '', I said. `` I 'm just hangin'out. ``

'' Come on, get in '', he said, reaching over and opening the room access. I was really nervous - scared - but something inside me told me I had to. I got in the car and closed the door. He drove off immediately, giving me these acute flavour. He pressed the curl release and I heard my door ringlet. Now I could n't get out even if I wanted to ! I stared full-strength ahead. Then he put his helping hand on my bare leg. I stiffened, but said nothing. His script began feeling my bare legs and I could finger myself getting hard. `` Ju got ta silky legs, puto '', he said. `` Like a woman ! '' I blushed, embarrassed. I did n't have it off what `` puto '' meant.

'' Thank you '', I said, still staring heterosexual person ahead. He pulled over near a school.

'' Let 's go for a paseo '', he said. We walked to the edifice and he led me to some outside concrete steps that descended to a basement door. We went halfway down the step, until we were out of sight. It was a hot night, darkness and very buck private. He stripped off his wifebeater and pulled off his jeans and undershorts, until he was naked in just his windsock and work boots. He was really muscley, big branch with wads of big, difficult brawniness, shave head, goatee, and had a lot of tattoos on his arms and torso. He was so - fuckin - CUTE !

I quickly stripped to just my dress shoes. As soon as I was naked he took me and pulled me close to his body, leaning down and kissing me deeply, his big hands were cupping my buttocks. He was really hot. He began kissing my lips, cheek, capitulum and neck, calling me, `` juera, puto, '' and `` linda. '' He put his hands on my shoulder and pushed me down on my knees. `` Chupar mi pollo, marica ! '' He choked, gripping his voiceless stopcock. `` suck me. '' I had my maiden kiss, and now I was about to give my first blowjob.

I had seen picture before of woman sucking men off. I bent my head and took the head of his shaft into my mouth and began sucking him off. He was moaning and ran his thick fingers through my mop of thick blonde pilus, entwining my pilus in his fingers to ensure the movements of my bobbing skull. I ran my hands all over his big hairy legs. Suddenly he tensed and I felt my throat being flooded with warm semen. I swallowed it and he relaxed back on the tone, his chest heaving. I remained crouched between his peg, resting my expression against his thigh. I looked up at him. `` Didja like it ? '' I asked him, savoring the unfamiliar taste of semen in my mouth.

'' Oh that was so expert, `` juera '', he said. `` Where you learn to suck prick like that ? '' I blushed and put my head down. I felt so ... right, my cheek on his thigh, inhaling the odor of his bare flesh.

We had a cigarette and then put our dress back on. The Latino - he told me his name was Abel - drove me to the bus station. It was 1 a.m. The last bus going to the bag left a 1:15. Abel sat with me as I waited. He told me that he wanted to see me again. `` I want to fuck you next clip, Blondie '', he whispered. I looked at him. I was so naïve.

'' Fuck me ? But where ? I do n't possess a twat ? ''

'' I fuck you from behind - that is your chocha - your kitty. ''

I rode back to the base, my head reeling from what had just happened. Now I was having arcsecond thoughts. I began to feel really angry - with myself - and with Abel. I began to transfer my anger to him, blaming him for what had happened at the shoal, as if he had reped me. After a few day I made friends with some of my fellow leghorn and tried to put what happened with Niels Henrik Abel behind me.

I was furious with myself on the bus hinge on back to base - and for several days afterward. Furious that I had let myself slip and acted like - like - I dont know ! Like some faggot ? I swore that it would never happen again, and I hated Abel for what he had done to me. I felt like killing him.

But guess what ? Two calendar week later, I was laying in my bunk with a voiceless on. it was a really hot, sweltering afternoon, and I began feeling screwball horny ! I teased up my hair and put on my short-shorts and black dress horseshoe with lightlessness wind sleeve rolled down around my ankle joint, and a skimpy bleak brawniness shirt - which I had no business wearing as I had nothing resembling a brawniness on my body ! I looked in the mirror. God, I looked like a total fag ! A accomplished Milquetoast ! But my judgment was sex crazed by that dot and I just did n't give a shag ! It was 3 pm on Friday, and I did n't receive to be back on duty until Monday. I ran to the bus period and caught the beginning bus to Ithiel Town.

On the drive to downtown all I could think about was getting some severe turncock ! It was still other when I got to town. I went straight from the bus post to a really dirty section of the urban center. I spotted an old hotel and went to the desk and got a room. The shop assistant was an older bald headed mexican guy. He kept looking at me and licking his mouth. I pulled out a coral garden pink lipstick and applied some to my pouty lips, acting really sexy and putting on a show for him. I mean, I was n't gon na know him or anything - he was old and ugly - but it turned me on to know that he wanted me. He gave me the key and I went to my room. It was a middling nice room for a dump. There were no windows, but I did n't care about that anyway. And there was air conditioning ! I decided to go out and cruise, hoping to happen Abel - or some other rough man - it made no difference of opinion to me. I went out, wearing zero but the butt baring jean cutoffs - no shirt, no skid - just the short shortstop ! I felt so SEXY - and LIBERATED !

I had been thinking about Niels Henrik Abel a lot lately. By the time I hit the street it was 7 pm. It was still light out, but the shadow were growing longer. I walked on a primary drag, every so often cutting down the side streets and coming back out on the main drag again. I knew I looked sexy and snowy trashy, barefoot with lone my tiny short-shorts and the pink lipstick ! I wore the pinko lipstick because it was noticable but not too obvious. Because looking the way I was looking, the care I was gon na get was either from some horny guys, OR - from gay bashers !

Then I spotted his pickup ! It was Abel ! My heart was pounding. I pretended not to see him, but I began walking a little more aphrodisiac, wiggling my coxa a little more, behaving a lot Thomas More feminine ! He pulled up future to me and I turned. I gave him a short smile, but continued walking. This meter it was different. This clip I was feeling much more positive, and I knew how much he wanted me. I wanted him just as badly but I did n't want to act over tidal bore. I wanted him to chase me a little.

'' Keven, I wan na talk to you ! '' he said.I kept walking, but looked over my shoulder, giving him a sexy look.

'' What ? '' I said.

. `` Keven, fall on, baby, '' he said. Just get in the truck so we can talk - ok ? '' I smiled but kept walking, making trusted to put some wriggle in my ass. Suddenly he accelerated and pulled up in straw man of me, blocking my path. He jumped out of the car and ran up on me, taking my arm firmly in his big hand. I tried to tear away but his grip was like iron. He bitch walked me back to the truck and put me inside. I knew better than to try and run - it would just really make him off and - well - who knows what he would do ?

He drove off and I folded my arms and sulked. He reached over and bony my jaws in his deal, so tight that it hurt. `` Do n't sulk, Juera, he said harshly. `` What the nooky is the matter with you, Keven ? ''

I shook my head. `` Nothin''' I answered.

`` It 's just that ... well I 've been lookin for you all Nox ! `` Jose pulled over and pulled me close and kissed me deeply. Oh GOD ! Now I just KNEW I was in love ! `` Honey, I got a motel elbow room, '' I blurted out. `` We can go there, if you want. I do n't feature to be back until Mon. ''

When we got to the motel, I could n't help but see the desk clerk staring. I started talking loud and laughing, because I wanted him to see what a handsome MAN I had. As soon as we got in the elbow room I let my shorts crepuscle to the ground and stood there naked.. Abel had stripped off too, and was standing in the dimly lit elbow room, his cop like body, muscley and sweaty. I came up to him and ran my fruity piffling hands all over his gorgeous body, and then I licked and kissed his buff chest. His strong manpower cupped my bare tail end and we kissed. Then he picked me up and carried me completely naked to the bed.

We were lying face by side, kissing and making out. Abel 's putz was rock hard. So was my minuscule dick. As we made love, I kept squeezing my man 's intemperate penis, choking it down near the understructure. I got down between his big meaty legs and began sucking his pecker and balls. He raised his legs, exposing his very haired anus. `` Kiss it, puto, '' he said. My face was right adjacent to his ass hole. I sniffed it and began to eat him out ! He groaned in pleasure as I hungrily nibbled and tongued out his rectum. Suddenly he lowered his wooden leg and pulled me to him.

'' What is it, love ? '' I asked him. `` Do n't you like it ? ''

'' I love it, marica, but I want to bang you now. '' He took a small tub of vaseline from the bedside table. `` Here - grease up my cock, bitch. '' I did like he said. Then we began making out some Sir Thomas More, and the more we did the more horny we both got. Abel got on top of me and was passionately kissing on my ears and neck and knocker. I began sobbing. `` What 's wrong ? '' he whispered.

'' Oh, honey, '' I sobbed. `` Am I like a charwoman ? ''

'' You 're ALL charwoman, sister, '' he told me.

'' No - but am I YOU 'RE woman ? '' I asked.

'' You are about to be, '' he said, raising my pegleg up over his all-encompassing shoulders. I could feel the rigorousness of his raw meat poking near my rectum. I got scared.

'' Honey, is it gon na wound ? Please do n't hurt me, honey, '' I begged.

'' Gon na hurt GOOD, baby, '' he growled, his jolting sandpaper jaw nuzzling my mild cervix.

'' sweetie, I do n't retrieve I 'm ready yet - I do n't think we shou -- '' My countersign were choked of by a searing pain in the ass in my anus as the big mushroom promontory of his fixed cock ripped into me. I screamed in nuisance and tried to get out from under him, but I was totally lost - that 's how strong he was. I thought I was gon na expire out the pain was so bad, and then it began to lessen as the principal slid in deeper and deeper, until I felt his pubis bump up against mine. He was in, balls deep. My cherry had been popped ! 'This is what it feels like to be a char !'I thought.

Abel began fucking me with long, slow strokes. I began moving my hips in time with his regular recurrence. He was kissin all over me and I was babbling all variety of filth - every vulgar, filthy sexual thought process spewed from my lip, like diarreah. I could feel his substantial arms around me so tight I thought he would crack my ribs - and I did n't fall in a roll in the hay ! THIS is what I had been born to be - cleaning woman - a whore !

Now we were two raw human being beingness, together as one, the headboard of our coupling bed was pounding against the wall and I was whining and yelling in pure sexual JOY, my skinny white branch wrapped around my Mr 's bull like neck opening. Finally, Abel 's entire body tensed and he shouted out in pleasure as he emptied his lode deep into my guts. Slowly he relaxed and soon lay over me.

We spent the rest of the weekend in bed. It was like a honeymoon. I was SO in dear ! When Abel dropped me off at the bus station on Monday dawn, we kissed and he promised to see me again side by side weekend. But I never saw him again. I know he was married, and that he 'd been in and out of prison, but that was it for us. I cried for workweek, but eventually I got over him. I hated myself for being watery - for being a queen - and I swore that, from now on I was going completely straight !
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