My figure 's Pete. I 'm 64, recently widowed and living in a retirement community. I 've found fun and intimate fulfilment where I did n't await to. I 'll separate you how that all came down.

I moved to senior hayfield shortly after my wife 's passing. I 'm not sure what I was looking for, but the circumstances of her death made me want to just walk away from most everything. I retired, a year early, sold the house and moved to the Meadows about two hours drive away from the town where we had lived for many years. Well, when you get the bivalent cushion of your wife dying in a car shipwreck, and her being found mostly undressed, and having suffered headland psychic trauma by being pinned between the driver 's bare stern trunk and the steering wheel… well you get the photo. The autopsy also showed his ejaculate in her oral fissure. By the way, the driver was a former neighbor, who I had n't seen in years and presumed the same of my dear departed wife.

My head space was somewhere between bitterness and slump. There was no polarity of any trouble, our lives had been going smoothly, even including our sex life. What the fuck.

So I was slowly settling in. The place was about 50 condominium with unlike stage of care available. I took the basic, because I was in just health, really all I needed was a place to quell and some new Quaker. I started going to the gym daily, ending with a run and followed by a cup of coffee in the collation bar. All clobber I did before, just not regularly. Well, except for the jerk off. I did n't do much of that before the wife died, now my right hand had become my special champion. Not very substantial, but any port in a tempest. Before I met the wife, I was involved with a jerkoff group, maybe something like that would surface here. But I was n't affirmative ; I 'm not really too outgoing, though I 'd chat with people on occasion.

On the way back from the gym, there were usually some guys shooting pool in the rec room. I must sustain been on the same schedule as them, there were some fixture who were there every belatedly break of day. Two guys, occasionally another, and sometimes a cleaning woman or two. The char changed, but the guys were the Saame.

About a month after I 'd moved in, I was out for my run and caught up with a marvellous guy who looked, from behind, like the occasional consortium player. When I caught up, I said hi and a conversation developed. His name was Frank, and it was the pool player. He invited me to cease and work a game sometime. I 'm not much of a pond player, but I enjoy it sometimes. After thinking about it that good afternoon, I decided to intercept in a duet of days later.

Unbeknownst to me, Frank had reported back to the other Guy. They 'd been watching me, and sent Frank out for a run to meet up.

When I did drop in, we hit it off pretty well. They were all recent retired person ; one ( card ) was married and a former insurance agent. Tom was a programmer, divorced, and wienerwurst had been a manufacturing handler, also a widower. The conversation wandered all over, including the usual boastful input about who had the minuscule tool. Oddly enough, they all laid claim to the title, but you could tell it was just bullshit. At one decimal point, Phil seemed to be looking at Tom 's can ; when I noticed this he shifted his glance in the way that guys do when they get caught peeking - as if they were just looking around.

After a mates of game, I went home, but not until they 'd invited me to Tom 's lieu for their weekly fire hook game. posting advised me to bring mickle of money ( laughs around ) - in the var. of pennies and nickel, and whatever I liked to drink.

I arrived at the appointed hour with my jar of coin and a pint bottle of bourbon. We must have stood around shooting the shit for an hour before Tom got out the cards. The bozo still did n't strike to the table just yet. Then banker's bill said, `` Pete, let me level with you. We do play placard here, but that 's the alibi we give. We actually put on a pornography picture and revel the display. ``

'' No effect on that from me, '' I replied.

But he continued, `` And we sit around and play with ourselves too. ``
That caught my attention, and I said, `` Really. Let me ask you, do you give away yourselves ? ``

Pause, then Tom said, `` Yeah, actually we do. So if you are n't down with this and you want to require off, we 'd just ask that you keep it to yourself. Bill 's wife would n't sympathize. ``

Three couple of eyes on me, and you could tell they were wondering how I 'd respond. `` To narrate you the truth, '' I said, `` I was in a masturbation cabaret at one time, and was thinking about looking into it here in my new place. '' The three looks of apprehension all instantly turned to decompress grinning. hot dog laughed, and said to the others, `` What did I say, Guy ? `` Then to me, `` You were pretty quiet down but I had a hunch you 'd be spread out to it. '' That brought a good jape, and Tom went over to start the movie.

bill asked me about the JO club. I explained that about five guy cable met every other calendar week at one guy 's home. We looked at porn magazine publisher - this was before the internet - and occasionally watched a movie. Before the eventide was through, we all enjoyed each other 's sexual climax and our own. I especially liked seeing the former Guy shoot their loads, sometimes we would cum nearly together on the Host 's trash coffee table. That was an inspiring mass. Then one guy 's wife found out and raised an awful stink, so we disbanded. After that I met my married woman and did n't experience the need anymore. Bill asked, `` So it was non-contact ? You just jerked off ? ''

I explained, `` That was the agreement. If someone wanted to take it further, they did so away from the group. I kept to the onanism. Like you guys. ``

Now came the real awkward intermission, then Tom said, `` Well… ''

The actualisation hit me slowly. Tom continued, `` It goes beyond that for us. We actually like to equal, devote each other hired hand chore, and are a bunch of cocksuckers too. Not practically into anal, though. So again, if you 're not interested - or if you want to watch once to delay it out - we 're ok with that. ``

In silver dollar with myself, I 'd almost flummox in touch with a quondam JO buddy once. I was curious for sure as shooting. And if guy rope give the best cock sucking as you hear, this could be matter to. So I answered, `` I 'll try it up to handjobs this once and see if it works for me. '' Tom smiled and put his deal on my shoulder, then said, `` Let 's go to the home theater. '' It was in the basement, and Tom kept his helping hand on me. We grabbed our drinks and walked there. Not only did I not object to Tom 's feeling, I liked it. I guess I was missing the human contact .