`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to work a double tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning. '' I proceeded to finish my history assignment. I am a Jr this year. Just turned 16, and got my number 1 real boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and serve Nat with some of her homework, then its clock time for American Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's beau, came over around 10. I told him mom had to make for a look-alike and was not home but he said he would just hold back for her. They have been dating for about 2 geezerhood now and so I thought this would be fine. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this clock time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner thoughts about XTC, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my titty and I touched his phallus. He asked me to kiss his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am odd of what it would be like when he asks me to cause sex for the firstly fourth dimension. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my elbow room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to bequeath but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most underground cerebration. Sam looks at me and grin. Says he can learn me how to please Adam when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the boldness. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's room instead. Do you understand ? You have to teach how to be a char Nicole. I am going to teach you this evening. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouthpiece, hard. He tells me not to fight back him, assures me I will sleep together it. He grabs me by my handwriting and hang back me out of my room into my mammy way. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to impart me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my organic structure through my night wearing apparel.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to look at off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to bear witness you how to please your young Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to buss me again, first on my backtalk while he pinches my mammilla. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingers in my to the highest degree mystical womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so secure around my heavily shaft. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, stop fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to take off his dress. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's penis but only for a second. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so pall of him. My body and judgment are both betraying me. Sam has an awing body and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to osculate me again. My soundbox starts to respond to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to lick and bite my neck while he scratch my chest. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't waitress to savour your sweet pussy '' and he kisses his way down my body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of veneration, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my organic structure betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` circularize your legs, let me in to feast on that Virgo pussy. '' I can feel him pushing my ramification open and I put up no resistance. My bout have stopped. My physical structure shakes, but not from fear. The first time I felt his clapper lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my clapper on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the word is slit. Say you like my tongue on your cunt. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your tongue on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his fingers in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a instant. The more he licks and pushes his finger in me the more wet I feel down there. `` Do you cognise what that is Nicole ? That is your torso wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am nervous, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will throw in. My body feels like it is on flame, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, Adam wants you to buss his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his operose dick deep in your pharynx while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his boldness he pushes me to my knees. `` spread your talk beauty '' I am scare away again. He begins to squeeze my buttock hard until my sassing opens. `` You are going to give suck my cock, you will not seize with teeth me or I will spank you. You will give suck my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a good girl should. ''



Then he puts his boastfully laborious cock in my mouth. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is deep in my mouth. `` That 's a full girl Nicole. '' He starts to travel in and out, slacken then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet little lip feel so good on my heavily stopcock sister. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to make me shoot down my load, but I want to save it for your scented vestal pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and osculation me deep. My oral cavity and lips are swollen, there are rent in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the upright is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his helping hand over my lip and says, `` I am going to put my cock in your slopped pussy now. It will hurt for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for Sir Thomas More, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls asleep I will come for you. I am gon na have you lick your mothers cum off my cock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting More and more excited. I ca n't respire with his hand still over my mouthpiece. I feel the principal of his cock at the entrance of my pussy and I start to joggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my oral cavity and Tell me to quell still. `` Open your legs. I am prepare to feel that tight virgin kitty-cat. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fasting and rough. It hurts. I want to scream but he he has his hand over my mouth still. Tears begin to range down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so good. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 yr, since I met your female parent. I have dreamed of the day I could put down your virgin pussy and teach you to be a woman. Now I will seem forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to move, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my dead body begins to react to him. My torso starts to strain up and begins to tingle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad feelings, unspoilt intuitive feeling. Very good intuitive feeling. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs further apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my first, not Sam. My female parent 45 year old boyfriend. I want this to break off, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hired hand off my lip, finally. `` William Tell me my rooster feeling good in your twat child '' He has my pegleg gamy in the air, on his berm, pushing arduous and deep in my puss but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, heavy. I jump, more tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your turncock feels good in my pussy. '' I say with a trembling spokesperson. `` Good girl, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you understand. '' I nod my head, my dead body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you read. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good lady friend, your hot tight puss is so addictive. I may necessitate it again and again. But for now I am quick to replete you full phase of the moon of my hot cum. '' He starts to press in harder and faster and harder and faster. My physical structure is such a double-crosser. The sensations I feel are respectable, my veneration turns into Passion, my pain into delight. My body starts to tense and excite and thrill on it 's own. I can no longer control any of my own body function. I feel excessive wet between my thighs and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my daughter. I just gave you your first orgasm. Was n't that great. You feel so undecomposed. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and fight in trench, very deep. I can finger hot liquid state squirting deep in my eubstance and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a good girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to lap up all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my sassing as his mouthpiece is full-of-the-moon of a concoction of our juices. He kisses me deep and tenacious and moan.



'' Was n't that good baby. Our cum mixed together tastes so near. Get used to it baby. Your gon na taste it often. next sentence, you will work it off my cock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could cogitate was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a good girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't tell anyone. The next sentence I come for you I expect you to derive to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again. ``



He showers with me, washables my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my frontal bone and says `` goodnight sweetie '' then walks out.



That was three geezerhood ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was rightfield about so many things. I did learn to be a char. The foremost prison term I was with disco biscuit he was very delight with me. division of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?