*So I 'm perfectly, Yeah that sucks* My first words as a dead person and they 're what I choose, What kind of crippled idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sweet i 'm dead time to ingest some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a lifespan, There was one piddling niggle that did bother me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Same question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would care to cognize but we will leave it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the next few days that would wreak us to this present day, Well I know you will phone me nutcase but I did the simply thing that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to deport on with my convention life, That of course included going to shoal, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead mortal to see school but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of sentence with Alice even though she had no clue I was there with her, I would walk her home then hang around her apartment boulder clay she went to bed just so I could keep back an eye on her even though I do n't know what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went home base and walked around the house I lived in with my mother and half sister, Always seemed so muted when I would walk in the home, Probably because my mother and half sister were usually just sat in the life room comforting each other or they were in bed asleep, Well that was pretty practically all I did for the past few twenty-four hour period which brings us back to the present day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My gens is Alex and this is where the story is about to get a little more interesting. This morning, fountainhead I as per normal just assume it 's dawning began the Sami as the retiring few mean solar day since I have been dead, I was wondering around the theatre when I noticed my one-half sister walking out of her chamber all dressed for shoal which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of track I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each aurora I would wait till my sister awoke and was ready for school day before I would exit the theatre and would run towards Alice 's flat, I always walked with her to schoolhouse and nix would stop me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be farsighted I do n't acknowledge, time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however long it took me I arrived on metre as per convention, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would knock but it 's a waste of time, So much easier when I just walk through the threshold so that 's what I did, Of course I found Alice in the Sami place I had left her the night before, Bed. I know my following time will sound really creepy-crawly but I just love watching Alice slumber she is just so cute, The way she sucks her thumb, Forget I said that I am somewhat sure she would drink down me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be impossible for her to do it, Well I stood there for I do n't know how farsighted before I heard the usual shouting coming from the living room, It of course been her mum cheering for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping room just incase her nightwear was a petty inappropriate, I do the same thing every morning to be honest, I walked through her door and went to sit on the living room sofa until Alice walked out of her bedchamber in her schoolhouse uniform and quickly rushed into the can, She does it pretty very much every break of day, I waited for her to come out and then I got up and walked to the presence room access only to have her be me a few minute of arc later, I began walking with her towards school when she veered away and headed towards the park, Of course I had to follow her, Ca n't own her getting in any trouble now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to miss out the unhurt time part as we all know by now that I have no clue about clock time or days, Well we walked for a while until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me wrong I have nothing against them it 's just they give me the creeps, well she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave accent she had stopped at, You know in the short matter of time I have been deadened it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave, I might actually be buried somewhere.

OK I will be the first to admit that seeing my tombstone, The place my body is buried for the first fourth dimension is sort of weird, It 's like been dead does n't really sink in until you realise you are truly gone, Well anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave accent and I was just variety of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few minute I was sorting of paralyzed with shock absorber I guess you could call it I think I might of lack Alice speech production, Did catch a few quarrel though

*I miss you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of nice

fountainhead I assume with all said and done she will get up and take the air to school day but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow nibble her up I could carry her to school, shuffle sure she is n't late..Nope I ca n't pick her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, time lag what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my headstone, Her voice does n't vocalise right though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the lyric out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint in force, I ca n't palm it when she cry 's it just makes me need to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just assure her not to cry, I know it 's senseless but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can hear me

*Alice you can pick up me* Yes I know it 's a stupid thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little hurt by that because you think she would bed her beneficial friends spokesperson

*Who do you call up it is* I know it sounds a little mean but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a picayune upsetting when the only somebody you care about early than fellowship of course does n't recognise your voice

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can hear me and she know 's who is talking, Guess I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa Claus clause* Yeah I know another strange choice of words, I know I probably do n't throw long to verbalise to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a niggling angrily, Now you think she would be happy to talk to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess up with her

*No ! * She pretty much just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of chose some better word 's but meh who cares

*Good, Look Alex this is weirdo weird that I can hear you and I do n't eff if I am just imagining the whole thing or if this is just a crazy dream and any moment I will heat up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you know that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her cheeks, If only I could wipe them away

*I miss you too, It 's sort of lonely on this side of meat of life-time, I mean I have nobody which to be fairish is n't much of a deviation but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some kind of trick but it 's true
wellspring she does n't seem to be saying much, Guess I said something faulty, Would n't surprise me thats for trusted, postponement she has this weird look on her face, I think i 'm in trouble

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my faulting you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me dwelling you would still be here today* She said, For the first prison term I actually do n't experience how to feel, I mean seriously how can she charge herself

*Alice I do n't accept your apology as you have nix to apologise for, It was an honour for me to walk you home that day, Every moment I got to expend with you was a present moment I chose to treasure* Okay a little kitschy but I seriously do signify every Logos, I loved every moment I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't screw why she just did what she did but yes I am going to accompany her, Till the end of the world if I so must.

OK I do n't seriously know how farsighted it 's been but I lost her, I managed to make it to the cemetery logic gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can guess I did n't rule her, I checked the school, Library, Her home, The ballpark and even came back to the burying ground but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to come up her now .