Daddy ( 4 )
Bdsm, Boy, Masturbation, Virginity, Young*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"Daddy,"and this is just how I would view the result of the song to go by, if you don't know the history of the strain, look it up. I hope I've done the song jurist, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the singer ) at the end of the track form of inspired the finish introduction. Enjoy. : ) *
Entry One- April 20th 20**
Had a sound day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their friends and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with most small fry. They sorta make fun of me most of the prison term anyway.
Something interesting though, a new neighbor that moved in last week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her name was Liz. She seemed sort of nice, she was pretty to, she kept nigh of the boys around her including me, she must have a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the variety of things we like, talking about games and stuff.
She had us talking about young woman at some point saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a better route to go."I don't really have intercourse what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular aspect, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did bask talking to her, and when the others went to meet on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.
No one has listened to me verbalize that long since I don't know when, I think we can be good Quaker.
Entry Two- Apr 27th 20**
I forgot to snap up my key before heading to school day and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbors, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her telephone set to call my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could persist with her until they came home in an hour. She said it was ok.
We talked about school and things. She showed me around her house, but she wouldn't let me go in a sure elbow room, she said it was her"peculiar place,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."
I'll have to make sure as shooting and ask mom and dad about theirs…
entranceway Three- May 5th 20**
I don't have many acquaintance, really none to be honest, but Liz said she would be my friend.
I'm so happy, I've never had a acquaintance as upright as her. She lets me stay over when I get dwelling house from schooltime, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just felicitous that I finally have a friend.
Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really hard, I could experience every function of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some cooky and we talked about what she did before she moved.
She was a Doctor of the Church in Golden State, it made me wonder why she moved all the way to the former side of the US, she said she needed some rest period away from the city, and she has class here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me ship's company Davey."And she stroked my face and I felt the bloom pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the same metre I did like it.
I like Liz.
Entry Four- May 25th 20**
I can't commend what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the infirmary because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything legal injury but they are keeping me overnight.
I was at Liz's like formula, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to devote me some chocolate chip cookies. I noticed the cookies tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her tactile sensation, so I kept eating them.
Everything was fine, but after I ate a couple of biscuit I started to feel a bit sleepy-eyed, and I started to sway in my electric chair and stumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really Weird at me and put her hand on the upper part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.
I didn't secernate mom or dad, I don't want to get her fuss for something I imagined.
I can still feel that touch though…
submission Five- June 3rd 20**
Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any move towards me. But I can still palpate that tinge, and my privates still feel weird, really sensitive.
I saw this pretty little girl the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it bump and I got scar. I told mom and dad, and they said it was fine and rude and didn't do anything after.
Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to touch it. When I did it felt really good, and I continued, then I felt REALLY just, and then my penis exploded with this white viscous stuff and nonsense, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.
I didn't tell mom or dad.
entree 6- June 11th 20**
Liz has gotten a bit unusual, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her bridge player on my thigh when we were watching a movie, I didn't relocation it though, it felt kinda honorable and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.
I hope she didn't, I don't want to offend her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets charge up, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.
Entry 7- July 4th 20**
Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't caution.
Liz, I thought you were my friend, and you hurt me.
I feel so alone, no one will consider me. She says she was going to bonk me, and she touched me, lead me to her"especial place"a red room with a big bed, she made me divest, then tied me to the bed and played with me.
She got naked…she made me feel respectable, serious than my hand.
NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me Daddy ! Pleeease…believe me !
Tied down…
That's a just boy…
No one heard my screams…
I feel…dirty…
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…
unveiling 8- August 20**
She keeps doing it, she keeps pain me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mommy, why ? Fuck you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…
I don't want to bruise anymore…why does it hold to hurt…
Entry 9- October 20**
TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?
Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…
Entry 10- Its covered in blood line, found in Liz's dwelling. Dated November 6th 20**
wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT consider me ? I haD tooo layover itt, sHe kept hurTINg ME and YOU DIDN'T guardianship ! fUck YOU !
It's OVER NOW isn't it DADDY ? I'M coVereD in her BLOOD now, in a bawd'S BLOOD !
I feel dirty, assist me…
Mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my pain and woe. Now that I am done remember, I will always make love you. I'm your son…
Can I be your Daddy ?
**Thanks for reading, this is one of my favorite Song dynasty by KoRn, and I felt the itch to write a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will commence writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and establish feedback. **