Once the kids were back, what happened that day became a memory, at first.

For a week or two, there were no more discussion spoken and only an odd Wave from Gina.

I kept getting flashbacks.

These flashbacks weren't about Gina and her fountainhead maintained toned organic structure or her platinum blonde locks, they were instead about Jordan.

All-day I felt guilt.

Whether it be at my part-time job at the hard liquor storehouse or at home, my thought process kept being interrupted with visual sense of his shaft sliding into my mouth.

Up until that day I would never have fathomed I would willingly do anything so daring.

I had never thought of sucking hammer before nor did I want too.

Now when I closed my eyes I'd see rematch of his cock sliding inside my mouth.

I had to sway my head at times to try regain focus.

In my dreams, I would live over that day, beginning with Gina's smile but quickly switching to Jordan's sliding prick into my mouth.

Every point of me sucking cock was replayed vividly in my imagination.

The excitement was overwhelming me with guilt.

I'd wake up thinking I had a saw pharynx from him slamming his cock in to it.

It was so real number that when I spat phlegm out, I thought it was his cum.

I was so taken out of my secret plan that I took a calendar week off work.

The fact that both parties haven't uttered a word to me since was nerve-racking.

I felt gloomy, guiltiness and humiliation, plus ecstasy all at differing multiplication of the day.

It even put me off wanking.

Until on the third week after the event, I thought to myself"Fuck it."

I jacked off with images of me sucking cock re-playing in my head.

That's when the foiling ended and I started feeling a little more relaxed.

It was much later that night that the images started returning.

The following day I started to edge-wank by stopping just before I'd cum.

It helped control the images in my head.

For hours this went on to paradigm of Gina's smile and mammilla and then the cock swallowing.

I was starting to retrieve about visiting the Doctors, but didn't know what to say.

"Hey Doctor can you help me, I sucked stopcock now all I see is putz,"Yeah I'm sure that will go down well.

I even got to the degree where I'd lay on my back, wriggle my stage over a sofa and let them flop past my shoulders.

From there I'd try in vain to blow my own cock.

I couldn't but instead I jerked my cock inches away from my mouthpiece, so I'd cum on my face and tongue.

All these paradigm would intercept once I had cum.

I just lay there almost puffed and almost dozing off for minutes.

The deal on my aspect and stench wasn't the Same as when it was Jordan shooting all over me.

Maybe it was because I didn't have my rooster planted inside Gina at the Saame time.

Who knows ?

Eventually, I'd clean myself up and try relax.

As I cleaned myself up I felt disarray, disgust, and guiltiness again.

"What's going on, piece of tail ?"I growled at myself and head-butted the door frame.

I knocked myself out.

*

Hours later after I had some sleep.

I started questioning myself again.

"Am I fag or something but I like little girl ?"

I still fantasized about Gina and having my tool buried lump deep in her kitty, but what about this other dirt ?

"Fuck, screwing, I'm not a fag I like pussy,"I tried telling myself.

"Fuck this,"I ranted to myself and decided to leave the house.

I went for a drive.

*

This bunk ended once I got back.

Gina came over for a visit.

She noticed I was staying at base a lot.

Then she told me that Jordan and her were going through some dramas.

They may disunite or secern, the kids are they only reason they still together.

"That night when I/we all got together, I can't get the range of a function out of my forefront,"I opened up.

"Was I that good ?"She said with a cheeky grin.

"No/yes, it's not you but Jordan who is stuck in my head,"I ashamedly said.

"Hmm, interesting,"She went all quiet.

"Seems like I'm making all the guy rope in my liveliness cock pursuer,"She said, with a nervous smirk.

"Remember the first time we met, remember the first meter we spoke,"I began.

"It felt like age, think of our touch, and remember the fireworks of that night,"I kept talking.

"Well there was an ending to the fireworks and that was Jordan finishing in me,"I finished.

"Oh-kay,"she said, puzzled.

"I keep seeing Jordan sliding his putz in my mouth and splattering my facial expression,"I hysterically said.

"It wo n't go away, that's what I am confused about,"I said, almost breaking down.

She gave me a hug, a long hug.

"There, there it'll go away once you make your choice,"She patted my back.

"Choice ?"I almost broke her embrace.

"Yes love, whether you're vanilla, bi or a gay faggot like Jordan River,"she softly said.

"Look Jordan craves the nipper, but every now and then he goes cock hunting at bars,"She said.

"He didn't really know until he went back for seconds what he wanted,"She finished.

She gave me a cunning little smile and then a wink.

In a eye blink of an eye, she was down on her knee and ripped my tool of my shorts.

Dam she has no off button.

She tugged at my prick gently and squeezed my foreskin.

Then she clutched her hand down the basis of my prick and cupped and tickled my balls.

Gina had her thumb around the base of my shaft and was tickling or treating my balls like she was about to roll two dice.

I let out a sigh when she circled around and around the snatch of my cock.

She then put my cock in her mouth deeper and deeper, while still juggling my balls.

Gina released my musket ball once she started sucking deep and hungrily.

She tickled my putz with her spit and lovingly licking the tip.

There was drool all over my peter now as she kissed it and sucked it back into her mouth.

I had my hands cupping her juicy asscheeks as she sped up her sucking.

She had her lips firmly clamped tightly around my rooster driving me insane with lust.

I knew I couldn't harbor on a lot foresighted and I think she knew too.

If my cloggy breathing and groans weren't a mark then her eyes being shut and her steady rhythm did.

"OOHH !"I moaned, as my cock starts feeling fatter.

She slowed a little as my legs started to stiffen.

"GGUURRDD !"That was it, my balls started to empty in her mouth.

What I pumped out was weeks of frustration.

I don't think she expected so practically but as the piffling prick warrior, she was she held my cum in her mouthpiece until I wasn't pumping anymore.

Then she gulped it down with a I swallow.

She licked her back talk and kissed me.

I could smell and sample my cum.

"Feeling upright ?"Gina asked.

"I feel amazing and yes,"I said.

"Flattery will get you More,"She said and kissed me again.

This time passionately.

I felt reluctant to buss her after swallowing my cum but I went with the flow.

"Hmmm tangy,"I said.

After we cleaned up we kissed some more and then she left before the kids got home from school.

*