The Female Child Who Did N'T Accept A Mom
First-Time, Pregnant, Teen, Virginity, YoungHi my name is Erin, I was 16 years old, I lived with my I dad and my 18 yr old brother. My mom passed away when I was a picayune girl from a car crash, so ever since then I never really had a loving mom or a girl to be around with. When I reached my showtime geological period at age 12 my dad had to give me the `` growing up '' talk. He told me about how babies were born and how we make child. He told me that guys have a penis and girls have vaginas. He said that girls'breasts would grow to get bigger. He also told me that I would get periods often and it would smart. He was the most loving dad ever. When I had my periods he would go shopping with me for tapons and inking pad. He would have to go shopping for bras and undies too. My dad always provided for me and my brother. I loved my dad.
Since it was only us 3, me and my buddy had to share a room. Not just only a room even a bed too. My dad slumber in the room next to us and he always came and gave me hugs and osculation before I went to sleep. He always checked on me to see if I had a cover. Ever since my dad gave me the `` talk of the town '' him and my brother felt that it was comfortable enough for me to see them naked. So usually they were naked around the sign. I 've seen both my dad and brother with hard-ons before, especially my comrade in the break of day with his sunup wood, since he goes to sleep naked. I 've seen my dad 's package before since he does n't get sex, he masturbates a lot, and he does n't handle if me or my brother sees him. Same goes with my pal, he masturbates all the metre and our bed shroud are covered with his semen, but my dad always did the laundry so it really never got old. Every morning my dad and brother ate breakfast naked, even my brother with his morning wood. My dad was really do it and he would cook for us and scavenge after us. So I really never had to do anything. They said that since they 're always naked, they did n't mid if was naked. I myself was n't quite easy being naked around them yet. Since I have n't even had a boyfriend or even try looking myself that way.
After a few months later, I started going out with my admirer. I would come home very late and my dad and my chum would sometimes just give me little lectures that I am girl and I should come domicile early and not go out late since I could get kidnapped or raped. They were so caring and they always looked after me. I would say, `` yes I know '' but I never listened. My habit of going out late and not listening made my dad stress and he would drink often. He would be really drink in and he would be saying things he should n't. Me and my pal did n't really care so we just let him do whatever.
So the month later, my brother finally got a girlfriend and she usually came over when I was out with my friends. Since I was never home at dark, my brother and his girlfriend would usually had sex on our bed leaving semen and consistency fluids all over the spot. It would be disgusting to catch some Z's on at dark so I would go adjacent door with my dad and sleep with him instead. One metre while in bed with my dad, he said to me that he missess the feeling of my mom 's pussy and that he wants to have sex so bad. He then stated that `` I look exactly like my mom. '' Then I got really scared and I stayed quite.
He said, `` why are n't you talking. ``
I acted like I did n't hear him and I said, `` I 'm sorry I did n't hear you. ``
I obviously knew my dad was drunk since he never acts like this.
He repeated and said, `` you heard me, why are n't you talking ! ``
His part had risen and he gotten mad. I was getting freaked out and I said, `` I 'm going to log Z's in the sustenance room, it 's really humid in here. ``
He was mad and said, `` I 'm not done with you, you better come back and let me fuck you, I 've been treating you and your brother so well since your mother fucking mom died, you have n't done anything good to me so now you better let me have it away the shit out of you. ``
I was sobbing and begged, `` dad I 'm sorry I never help out, but it 's only that you never ask me to assist out. '' `` Please do n't take my virginity, I have n't even had my low osculation. ``
He then yelled, `` Well you should fucking know and clean the house sometimes you spoiled slight brat. ``
I was terrified by now and I was trying to get away but he was holding me and started to tie me up. In my mind I was wondering, `` Who is this monster inside my dad, he is never like this, and why is he doing this to me after all these years. ``
He then screamed out loud, `` I 'm glad you 're a virgin, now I 'm going to make love you until you bleed. ``
I was screaming with fear while he was strangling me and tearing off my clothes. I could feel the grasp of his hands squeezing my dumbbell, he was twisting my nipples and sucking on them. I could see him perpetrate down his drawers and underwear, he got out his cock out and started fucking me. When he first entered my vagina it felt really eldritch, once he got his question going, I could feel the pain and my vagina starting to close and it felt topnotch tight. He force his cock in my pussy no thing what and it felt like my vagina had shoot apart. I was so scared and it hurted so bad that I did n't know what to do. All I did was just scream, cry, and outcry for help, but I could n't even do that because he covered my mouth. It felt like my vagina was getting shoved by a watermelon and that it was worst then getting my heart ripped out. There was null to compare it to than of how practically it hurted to be fucked by my own dad 's fat, long, and hard cock. Even getting burned animated or tortured to death alive would n't spite as very much as getting my vagina teared apart by a Brobdingnagian cock. At that present moment I had nothing to think about then to just wonder when will this end. My dad was saying things that were not anything like him.
He stated, `` yeah bitch, you like that do n't you. ``
'' I 'm going to fuck you until you beg for Thomas More. ``
'' I 'm going to make love you until I cum inside of you. ``
I was begging, `` No ! '' `` Please stop dad ! ``
Right before I said, `` please do n't cum. '' I could palpate warm a fluid inside of me and I was in impact. With his stopcock still inside of me, I could finger it getting wet and slippery down there.
My dad feeling so relieved, murmured, `` ahh, I just came inside of you and it felt groovy to cum inside a sozzled vagina again. ``
I sobbed crying, `` nooo ! ! What if I get significant ! ? ! ``
My dad just laughed and said, `` it 's ok, he or she is going to be your brother and your son ! ``
Then my dad slapped me and strangled my neck. He gave me a kiss and stuck his clapper inside my oral cavity. I bit it and he slapped me again. I just cried and ran to the toilet trying to rinse my wet vagina filled cum, I tried to get all the semen out and just touching it made it hurt so bad. I was in so much bother I could n't even lay a finger on the flap of my vagina. I was so pit that I fell asleep in the bath tub naked that night.
The next break of the day my comrade came in to pee and he peed in the bath tub. My mouth was capable and my brother, still half gone with his eyes closed peed right wing in my mouth. I woke up and was grossed out by the olfaction and the taste sensation. I yelled, `` ewhh, what are you doing ? '' He was fascinated seeing me nude for the first time. With my mosquito nipples popping out he was amazed and kept staring. I said, `` take a picture, it 'll close longer. ``
Dumbfounded, he said, `` why are you naked. ``
In my mind I told myself not to separate him, so I lied saying, `` it was hot last night so I took a bath, I probably fell asleep. ``
He just laughed and said, `` c'mon let 's go get breakfast.
Walking to the kitchen, I was scared to see my own Father-God. I was afraid he would murder me or even ravish me again right in front of my own brother. I walked in hesitantly as if nothing had happen. I myself was surprised when my dad had said, `` unspoiled dawning sweet pith, how did you sleep ? ``
I was just mad by what he said and in my judgement I was thinking, `` you 're seriously going to act like that after what you 've done to me. '' But then I had just realize that he was drunk so he probably does n't call up anything about last night. Of path I acted like I did n't make love anything too and just replied, `` I slept not bad. How about you ? ``
Confused, he said, `` I sept slap-up also, although I feel so jade, it feels like I used a whole lot of strength conclusion Night. ``
getting excited, I said, `` oh, you 're probably just working to hard. ``
With me saying that, after breakfast, I had done the dishes and I also did the laundry rightfield after I was done. I didnt want him to detect any fluids on the sheet. When I looked on the bed spread, I found drip mold of origin on it and I started crying. In my psyche, I said, `` why did my dad have to do this ? ! ``
My dad walked in the laundry room and saw me crying, he asked, `` what 's wrong honey ? ``
Trying to break off, I said, `` nothing. ``
He took the bed sheet and said, `` oh my god, what happened ? ``
My instincts were telling me not to separate him but I somehow blurted out, `` you raped me concluding night ! ``
After I said that I was crying really hard and my dad just stood there shocked by what I just said. He finally remembered and said, `` I 'm so sorry honey, I was drunk last night. ``
I was just sobbing and nodding my drumhead running to my room and locked the threshold. I was crying out my guts and I did n't even realize my brother was in the room. Of grade he was on the figurer, watching porn and masturbating.
I was screaming at him, `` how could you be doing that when this is happening ! ? ``
He replied while cuming and asked, `` when what is happening ? ``
right when I could even reply back, bunce ! ! a gunshot went off. He pulled up his boxers up and did n't even wipe away his semen, we ran to where the the gunshot came from and there, my dad layed on his bed with a gun on his hand, a note on the former, and blooding gushing everywhere from his head.
My chum screamed, `` no ! ! ! Why dad, why ! ! ``
I was just sitting on the ground cry and screaming. I looked up as if I was looking at god and I pleaded, `` why ? ! ? Why did this have to happen ! ? ``
My chum took the bill and register it. He read out loud, `` I 'm lamentable I raped you Erin, I could n't control myself. I will always lie with you no matter what. please forgive me. ``
My brother crumpling the note, he screamed at me and yelled, `` this was all your flaw, why did n't you severalize me when I was with you in the bathroom ? ! ? ``
I could n't even say a Logos. I was kneeling and crying. My brother picked me off my feet and he punched me in the face and my abdomen. He was on top of me and I was half unconscious and I could try him scream, `` now it 's my routine, you 're going to pay, I 'm going to fuck you until you die too ! ``
right field when he said he was going to fuck me, I was already scared because what had already happened. And just the fact that my vagina was already in much pain and that I might be with tyke, I pushed him off me and ran to the sustenance room to get the speech sound. right-hand when I was dialing 9-1-1, he snatched the phone out of my hands and threw it on the ground. He pushed me down and held down my carpus. I could palpate his hard pecker poking through his boxers rubbing against my stomach. He was kissing me on my lip and neck. He held my wrists with one had and ripped off my shirt. I could feel one handed rubbing my boobs and then going down to my vagina. I was screaming for help ! Once he pulled down my pantie he got his putz and he stuffed it in my vagina. This time the look was worst, my brothers cock was a lot thicker than my dad 's and he was a lot long too. I could feel as if my vagina was burning and getting cut overt. My comrade was enjoying the mo and he said, `` you do n't