So there Alex laid, Broken by a ace hit, His body twisted in ways no body should, Too late did Lily realise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she realise the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what lot was about to turn in she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her dorsum place, He had just saved her life at the cost of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speed car, He laid broken in the middle of the road, Lily was kneeling by him while hoi polloi flocked around to see the annihilative accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His ventilation had become shallow, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the former bridge player could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one somebody in her life who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her error

*Do n't cry, rip do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breathing space to try to name her feel better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The tears were flowing freely, She could n't avail crying

*No but 's, I want you to always call up that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the good ally I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one helping hand to her boldness to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed ineffective to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my live breath then may I ask for one last thing, cum closer* Alex asked in a breathless tone

Lily did as she was asked, She could tell Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very here and now

*I love you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little word of honor that he wanted to say for so foresighted

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but cryptic in her heart she felt the same way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no topic how stupid it seemed, He always did anything he could to spend a penny her smile, Even now in his live on moment 's he had used them to try make her smile one live on time

*I..*Lily cut her sentence short-change, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could tell within a mere second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his last breather to separate her the Bible she had always wanted to get a line

Guess it was all too practically for Lily once she heard the sirens from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scenery, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guilt trip, All the gloominess, All the distress, But she could n't, She could n't just give Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the simply person who she had ever loved, She had to stay even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say arrivederci to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to finish her good-by, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying goodbye

Too late did Lily agnize the ambulance had arrived at the picture, The paramedical were on hand within seconds trying to administer CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedical knew that, One paramedic stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry miss but he is gone* The paramedical said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to make it all seem much more real to her, form of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a dream

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be true she still had a hard time accepting the fact, She had known for a spell before the paramedical spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make her tactile property angry, She felt as if the paramedical could of saved him, Should of saved him even though thick down she knew they could n't

*I 'm bad young lady but there is naught more we can do* The paramedic said a little nervously, He seemed a little afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might wrick all her wrath on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the wand of another partitioning, She was also on the verge of letting her anger take over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to keep Lily calm

*But..* Lily managed to stammer out through sobs, It was all too much at that breaker point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that instant there was nothing Sir Thomas More she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the panorama, Ran from her best friend

Three hour Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her problem, Did n't work, No matter how intemperate she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for more than than one reason at that tip, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the smart thing but I guess it is much easier to feel forcible hurting rather than aroused annoyance, Anyways three hours was getting too much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that period all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a good nights sleep, Least then she could grapple with all her problems the following aurora, Shame matter never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it nursing home over an minute ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, ineffective to fall asleep

It was around four in the break of day before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that stage, From the moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a sour way, Voices were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the physical structure laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to take care down as she could already opine who the body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of trend her suspicions were correct, The body laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the moment he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to realise she was no farseeing alone, All around her were phantasmal form, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the same matter though, All saying *Your fault he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to scream to the ghostly figures, Of course that probably was n't her wise movement, Nor could she master it, She was losing control of herself

Of course the ghostly number stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one Dean Swift apparent movement focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in place, The spiritual anatomy for the first meter seemed to acknowledge Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an timeless existence before one ghostly figure stepped forward from the rest of them, For the first time Lily realised they were n't ghost as such, They had the see through figure of a ghost but they had bones, Actual pearl in their torso

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a little afraid of the animal standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lost mortal who spend 's eternity trapped here* The pattern said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the result would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your minuscule champion, Not yet atleast* The digit answered, He seemed to recognize something that Lily probably did n't want to acknowledge

Lily was about to ask the one dubiousness she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The Book 's were almost out of her sassing when she heard a noise in the background, A deliquium knocking noise which sounded like it was coming from every focusing

*Ahh seem 's like it 's time for you to part, clock time for you to wake up, Do n't worry though we shall meet again very soon* The figure said a piddling coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily more than than anything, The figure began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a cold, Evil laugh, If that was n't bad enough the relaxation of the figures ( The lost souls if you would wish ) Joined in, All with the Saami cold, Evil laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish her conviction, She was waking up and her dream self was slowly fading away
A few moment was all it took for Lily to fully heat from her nightmare, She was drenched in a cold sweat, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a nightmare, She could n't be could she..