It was cold. I stood on the street corner in the freeze rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My Children. I was having Twins. I Was 8 months pregnant and i Needed money to get a dingy apartment. So now i stood on the street niche with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the side by side Guy who would pull in me his dupe. Thats when he pulled in straw man of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the hand truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How lots is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollar bill. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower bath and provender you dinner and let you stay the night can you even it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a tidy sum. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to travel along him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said unable to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As usual i Blocked my mind out and thought of how Beautiful and amazing My baby were gon na be and how i was gon na be capable to take care of them and put a roof over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my Cunt. He pried my mouth open and i sucked his dick, taking it mystifying throat. He throat fucked me for several mo until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and view of my beautiful twin babies. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a missy ? What would be there preferred food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or mickle ? Would there favorite color be Orange River, leafy vegetable, blue, majestic, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most likely never knew the epithet of or so much as what his ducky pursuit was. He was just another man. Another creep that payed me. My infant didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never know there pop, never get to meet him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the other youngster have daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i set out to narrate them about my sprightliness right now ? Would they empathize ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the toilet, and started to shut the door. No, let me observe. He said, running his hands over my soundbox. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the water on my rear. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his blazonry around me. I didnt get laid what the netherworld to conceive. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred bucks for those minor of yours, and if you need a stead to stay on i have an spare room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would jazz to have you and your children stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was dependable for my infant, but right hand about now i didnt see any former choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My figure is eats Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats wrong Little lady ? He asked me, clearly concern. Its time. I said. Oh Christ god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his hand truck and helped me inside. The muscular contraction were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my urine broke in his hand truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your fault. When we got to the infirmary i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na need you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's bridge player. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the headland. She said. I pushed as operose as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My infant ! Its a Bouncng baby boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in working class you ! Give him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my unscathed domain, which had been nothing, became something. This slight boy in my arms now was half of my world. energy ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the sister in the crease of my arm. I held my hale world in my hired hand at that import. Tears streamed down my side. They both had my red pilus. My babies had my red fuzz ! I was so glad. I named the girl warmth Angel, for my have it off passion for her and my hateful passion for her loser father. I named the boy Saint Patrick Woody Allen. Patrick after my founder, and Gracie Allen after my Father 's father. These infant were my existence. Patrick and Passion .