`` Jacob, my Jacob. '' I said his name over and over in my brain. I missed him so much. He was gone, on a search head trip with leah and seth. He would be back tomorrow but i still didnt know how i would make it through tonight. I lay in my bed, going over memories, the start clock time he 'd obligate me and the face in his eyes as if he was staring at the sun, the moon, the stars and the earth all in one. Yeah, he loved me, very much so, but sometimes, alone like this where my father couldnt hear my view, i liked to think that he didnt just sleep together me because of the imprint. He had grown sleep with me in his own choosing, andwould have anyways. But i knew i was completely and utterly wrong. If it wasnt for the depression, he would still hate me right now, he mot in all likelihood would'dve killed me ! What a terribke thing to recall of the man you would one day marry. That he could 've been your murderer ! Because before i was born, he 'd been in dearest with my female parent, bella swan, and he 'd get to his child's play for her. Of course, she 'd chosen my father, they 'd gotten married, and a short clock time later produced me. You see, my father, edward, was a vampire, and my mother had been a human. So i was a half vampire, hard than my mother, and i had almost killed her during her gestation a.d parentage. The alone thing that saved her was vampire malice. She was now a vampire, as she had been simce the day i was born. Francois Jacob had hated me, because he was a lycanthrope, and she was a human, but when i came along, i nearly killed her, so the only choice was a vamjpire transformation. vampire 's ( my category ) and Werewolves ( Jacob 's menage ) Were enemies, so he was extremely pissed that the young woman he loved was now a lamia. He was mostly pissed at me, because it had been my fault. Yes, physically, it had, but mentally, it hadnt been anyone 's fault. I had chosen to be a sperm in my dad 's pecker, i hadnt chosen to be the one sperm to criticize up my mother. I hadnt chosen to almost down her. But he had hated me anyway. Until he imprinted. And thats when he began to bonk me. I often questioned if he really did love me. Because how do you get from Hate, twist of few supernatural strings, and then, bada bing, Love. It just wasnt true love. I must take in fallen asleep at some point because when i awoke it was aurora, and Francois Jacob was beside me. He felt me stir, and turned around. `` Baby, your awake. '' He kissed me full on the mouth. I felt a spark at that second. I loved him. I wanted him. He was mine. I had been wanting to possess sex with jacob since i was twelve. I was 17, andi was finally going to get my want. I crawled on top of him and passionately moved my hands up his shirt and rubbed his chest with one, hand, then tangled both fingers in hair as i priming my genital organ against his. He had a John Major boner. `` Nessie, are you sure you wan na do this ? '' He asked me. I nodded. `` Do you take a condom ? He shook his chief no. Then we would have to do without one i unbuttoned his jeans and pulled off his pants, throwing them over the slope of the bed. I ripped down his uderwear and gasped. His cock was at least 2 inches thick and 14 inches tall. `` Jacob, what the hell ? '' I whispered. `` Its a wildcat thing ''. He murmured. I smirked at him. And this is a vampire thing, i said, pulling off my shirt and bra to reveal my c cup Tits though i was skinny. I did a twirl and unbutton my pants. He watched me with eyes wide. I dropped my jean, and crawled onto the bed with just my underclothing, i hitched his shirt up over him and tossed it behind me, we kissed for a piece and then he pushed me over, ripped my underwear off, and tossed the whit where his shirt lay. We were both completely naked. `` Geez, Jake, those were good underwear. '' He chuckled and said `` You ready Ness ? '' I nodded. He pushed open my legs and put his mouth to my puss. His wet tongue in my cunt felt so dear i moaned and jerked under his clasp. He finally stopped and came back up to kiss me. `` You tasted amazing. `` He whispered in my ear. A shrivel of warmth went through me. I pushed him over and began to kjss his neck, down his chest of drawers, and over his stomach until i rea hed his tool, i sucked on the promontory and heard him groan. I took it as far as i could, which was about half, and sucked roughly. After respective arcminute i felt him tighten and he popped his cargo into my mouth. I swallowed three times, four metre, 5 times, 6 clip, 7 metre. Each prison term my oral cavity was good. Finally he relaxed and i climbed up him, placing my Pussy right field at his fork. It hurt like snake pit when his cock first e.tered me but after a while it didnt hurt anymore and i was able to take him all the way in. I rode his fat cock with my wet cunt and moaned, ugggg, bang me Jacob. I was just about to squirt when i felt him stiffen and he whispered, `` follow with me, Renesmee ''. I lay still on his thorax, feeling him pip lading after load into me, making me orgasm again and again. Jacob was mine. I was his. I was no yearner a virgin. He had taken that from me. I didnt care what my dad thought. We would one day be married with five children. I loved him. I fell asleep on his dresser there, where i wanted to be forever .