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I sucked it, it was hard oh so heavy and hot while throbbing like nothing i had ever felt before .... michael got snug to me and then started to feel my body with his helping hand before going to my penis which went hard, i reached round with my helping hand and started to play with michael ... ... ... ... .after a patch barry said hes going to make it up to me now but he made me forebode not to state anyone, i promised.
He said lay down on my back, i did, he parted my branch and then started to sense my little penis and nut, he put his fountainhead between my pegleg and then he lifted my stage up, jhe put his mouth over my bum hole and then put his tounge in me, i did not know what was happening but it felt really commodity, michael then stood up walked over to me and said do it to me steven, please do it to me, his leg lifted over my mind and he began to crouch, im not sure if what i was doing was being done correctly but i kissed hid gob and liked it.
this went on for a while but barry was not finished with me yet.
he changed his positon and told michael to get something from his bag, michael got off of my fac eand did what he was told.
barry then put something on hid big hard cock ( must have been 6 '' ) he adjusted my consistency and spat on his finger and my bum, he slid his finger in, i told him i did not like it and i wanted him to hold back, he said no and that i would like it soon enough .michael said its swell whats coming up barrys has and before he could end barry told him to keep out up.
He then got his cock and put it against my bum, he started to rub his turncock against my bum, it felt cold-blooded and strange he then without warning pushed the head of his cock into my hole, i thigh-slapper in pain, barry told michael to put his hands over my mouth, michael did as he was told.
i had never felt such pain in the neck in all my life sentence, i was crying, binge rolling down my cheeks my mouth covered ... i could not tolerate it ... ... ... ... ... .next matter i knew it was morning ( i must have passed out with all the infliction ) i felt a pain inside me, i tried to get up but the pain from my bum was too very much i fell over on top of both michael and barry who were both still a sleep ( i woke them both up ) with the shoked looking at on his face barry could see i was in pain he started to cry said he was bad and that he dint want to hurt me .... he loved me and just wanted me ( didnt have a cue what he was saying at the sentence ) michael also started to cry saying that he did not want to loose his brother that it was wrong etc ... .... i said ok i wont tell but im in so much pain.
barry said ok LET me see what i can do, he had a look at my bum and said im sorry he started to lick it again but in a soothing way not trying to bind it in me, he stopped and asked if that felt better, i said a little bit but as he went to lick it again i could see that his turncock was strong.
barry said to michael suction it for me ... ... .... after historic period of him just licking my hollow and putting Thomas More spit over it he stopped and said this is what i wanted you to finger.
michael stop consonant sucking my cock and lay down he adjusted michael and looked at me and said wtch this ... ...
barry put something on his tool and put the tip into michaels hole he just kepted on pushing until i could not see any of his cock, michael was sorting of shaking but seemed to be enjoing himself, he then looked at me and said its ok really, it hurt a lot when he did it to me get-go time.
Barry started moving in and out of michael, truehearted and faster, his external respiration was getting faster too, he shouted in or out michael in or out ... .. michael said out with that barry pulled out his stopcock and squirted some stuff over michaels organic structure must have been 7 or 8 squirts.
i asked what it was and he said it was cream that would attain my pain go away, he got some on his fingers and rubbed it over my sore bum hole, he got some more and instead of putting it on my hole put it on my back talk and said taste it, it was salty er bittery he then started to lick his own juices off of michael cock and smooth slender eubstance ... ... ...
after the few Day we spent camping i did not feel as practically pain as i did but i still hurt, barry told me if anyone asked why i was hurting that i fell on a log ... ... ... ....
not long after the consequence of the tenting trip michael and his family moved away and i never saw any of them again ... ... ... ... ... ..
this was the offset of the end for me .... i did not know what being gay was and i had lost my best friend. until now no one has ever know about what happened on the camping trip-up.

a small bit inbetween chapter 1 and 2 - over the next duet of years i was raped twice, once by two girls but more shockingly by two boys. ill go into detail with these in chapter two.

chapters to follow inc scott and craig, reece, mark, vincent and kevin, two pornography star topology and an actor. im sure enough there will be others along the way that i forgotten at the moment but ill go into Thomas More detail than chapter one, it was the start and i tried to put it in the way that it was to me then rather than how it would be now .