monition : EVERY WORD ISTRUE
IF YOUR LIGHTHEARTED OR
CAN NOT STAND SEEING /READING
ABOUT CHILDREN BEING RAPED
THEN STOP indication NOW ! DONT
READ ANOTHER SENTENCE PARAGRAPH ECT. JUST STOP ...


FOR THE OTHERS I APOLIGIZE FOR
THE GRAMMAR, SPELLING ECT.
I HAD TO brand IT thirster SOMEHOW.

FOR PROTECTIVE design
THE gens OF the great unwashed townspeople
AND STATE HAS BEEN CHANGED
.EVERY word IS A MEMORY Sir Thomas More
IMPORTANTLY THEY ARE TRUE. DO
NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED
BY CHILD violation. THIS IS MY fib,
AND I CHOOSE TO contribution WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.




MY chronicle




i was 7 when it first happened. i was innocent, sweet, playful, and happy.
i was unaware of the evil in this public ;
that is until He showed me. my name is Ashley
, and this is what ive remebered.

i was outside playacting in our sandpile when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a couple of minutes.
we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game.
but this game was for big kids and he didnt think i could handle it.
of course being Thomas Young and niave i took the bait.
Sialar, was my full cousin on my
stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt do it his take age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too.
Anyway, he said okay and took a hold of my hand.
we lived in the land, broad of Ellen Price Wood and wild animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid.

he led me into th Wood, which i knew i was not aloud to be in.
i tried telling him i was forestall, but he said it was ok.
that i wouldnt get into problem with him there
. i rember looking back at the sign of the zodiac saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods.
i lost sight of my household and we continued
to take the air until we came to some thick brush.
`` Ashley i need you to lay on the reason. dont make
a sound and do as i say.
i nodded yes and layed down.
i asked him what game we were playing and he replied
`` house. your the mommy and im the daddy andd we are going to make out each other..

i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do remember trying to
stop him from taking my clothes off ... im not loud to sialar, i shouldnt do this ...
`` Its alright trust me, '' he said.

he made me lie back on the ground.
'' now what im going to do following may appear Wyrd and a uncomfortable.
but do not fix a naise and DO NOT screech.

okeh ?

he felt his penis slide up and down my leg and giggled,
that feels weird sialar..
i know ash but its ok big Thomas Kid do this all the time..
you want to be a big kid dont you ? ...
yes i do, i wan to be a big kid.

he slid his penis up to my scratch and rubbed it against my opening.
i was uncomfortable by this point and wanted to stop..
i remember saying `` i dont want to diddle this game anymore.. ''

`` shush its ok. ''

then he started pushing into me.
i tried to scream. but his hand was over my mouth
'' shuit up you little kick ! ``

i tried to contend and to sputter but all
it seemed to do was serve him.
when that didnt help me i tried to prick.
scratch and nipper, none of it worked.
he ended up cutting off my air supply and
i must consume past out after that..

then future affair i heard was mom
calling or me ans sialar cussing.
he helped pick me up and even redressed me ...
he even took care of getting rid of my virgin blood.
i tried to get away but before i could he grabbed my are.

`` IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED HERE TODAY I WILL kill
YOU, YOUR Sister, YOUR BROTHER, even
YOUR MOTHER. UNDERSTAND ? ``


with tears in my eyes i nodded yes, i tried
to turn and leave but he tightend his grip.

'' ALSO WHEN EVER I call FOR YOU,
NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU
COME TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE SAME
thing volition HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE
CLEAR ? ``

yes sialar.

mom called again and he let go of me.

i took off running, when mom asked what had
happened and why i was crying
i simply told her i fell..

and so the old age of lying started

and always the fear of when he would call for me.




END OF PART 1




( THIS IS BY NO MEANS THE END
OF MY STORY BUT MEARLY PART 1,
I NEED TO contain SOME clip TO GET MY
SELF book binding TOGETHER CAUSE THIS REALLY
SHOOK ME UP. the like I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL
REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS
MY taradiddle. NOT transcript WRITTED FROM SOME
ONE ELSE. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID
OR WROTE THAT WAS OFFENSIVE THEN I
APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY save THE TRUTH
. BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT prison term )

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