It was frigidness. I stood on the street corner in the freezing rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a trollop. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My nipper. I was having Twins. I Was 8 months significant and i Needed money to get a dingy apartment. So now i stood on the street corner with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would cause me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the room access, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the design ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na price for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 one dollar bill. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 dollar bill. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 horse. If i let you get a shower and feed you dinner and let you delay the night can you even it out and get it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a deal. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to follow him with his hired man and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure as shooting i said unable to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As usual i Blocked my thinker out and intellection of how Beautiful and awing My baby were gon na be and how i was gon na be capable to learn upkeep of them and put a ceiling over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my slit. He pried my mouth open and i sucked his tool, taking it oceanic abyss throat. He throat fucked me for various minute until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and cerebration of my beautiful twin child. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a daughter ? What would be there favorite food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or mint ? Would there favorite color be orange tree, green, blue, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most likely never knew the name of or so much as what his Favorite interest was. He was just another man. Another creep that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never screw there daddy, never get to meet him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the early youngster have dad 's when they didnt ? How would i get to recount them about my life right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they hate me and begrudge me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the lavatory, and started to close the room access. No, let me watch. He said, running his hands over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the water on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt know what the hell to reckon. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred sawbuck for those shaver of yours, and if you need a place to stay i have an extra room. I looked up at him. Are you grave ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would bonk to have you and your shaver stay at my theater. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was safe for my child, but right about now i didnt see any other choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is Chuck Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats wrong Little madam ? He asked me, clearly disquieted. Its fourth dimension. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my incline of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his hand truck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my weewee broke in his truck. Dammit daughter. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your fracture. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na need you to fight now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng eats 's hand. 123, button ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and felt something slippery between my ramification. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng babe boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in Department of Labor you ! pass on him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that consequence my whole universe, which had been nothing, became something. This little boy in my implements of war now was one-half of my world. get-up-and-go ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the child in the crease of my arm. I held my entirely world in my manus at that instant. Tears streamed down my case. They both had my red hair. My baby had my red hairsbreadth ! I was so happy. I named the girl Passion holy man, for my know passion for her and my hateful love for her loser father. I named the boy Patrick Allen. St. Patrick after my father, and Allen after my begetter 's father. These sister were my universe. St. Patrick and mania .