Men of all age are discovering new amativeness within adventures they once thought forbidden. The big surprisal for them is this ... Sex with Guy can be jittery than with a woman. It can be more intense, more dangerously fun, Sir Thomas More easily found, found without cost, and with no strings attached. In all of those categories ... wellspring, miss are gunna find it hard to compete. This is my history and how the hell I ever crossed that line.

Blame it on the internet. Not only has destitute access to video stirred up interest, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an easy network within nearly every city in almost every commonwealth. There are one thousand thousand of men worldwide playing with each other that never would suffer dreamed they would be doing so a few eld back. Most of these guys do not reckon themselves gay. I 'm not even sure they accept the word bisexual. They just like getting their cock sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how things change ... And why the hellhole did that happen ?

This story is how and why it happened to me. I 'll tell ya up front man ... The feel of a cock in my sass is sometimes, not always, exquisite like nil else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my mouth is also to a greater extent intense and more visceral than with a fair sex. How did it materialise to me, a `` straight as an arrow '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's geological fault. I also blame it on her. Here 's the news report ...

You probably need to go back and understand the first base three history. In them I go to some duration describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy fantasy talk while teetering on the brink of climax. Talking to each other in that aroused DoS really opened her to new ideas and new desires. It affected me too and a wife tends to observe things like that.

In my last story I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many other changes, I doubt it would 've happened without our regular illusion lecture in bed.

Remember my assumption in the last story ? ...

'' lady friend tend to consider vaginas and guy tend to call up penis are ugly. Both wonder what the other sees in them. ``

Well ... That debate set up a backchat between Ash and me, of course of study always while deeply into some orgasmic state. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how much fun penises are. Something like the following ...

'' beloved, a cock and Lucille Ball just give you soooo much more to play with ! ``

'' There is no sensation that matches a soft penis expanding in your oral fissure. Nothing is like it ! ``

'' The musky smell of an steamy man is simply habit-forming. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An raise dick is a stark fit in your sass. It is subdued and knockout at the same clock time and feels so good while twirling your clapper around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking glob into your back talk and tonguing them not only feels bully, it gives you such a sense of king over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy right on the bound, feeling him tense up, and start to sway just before he comes is always such a rush ! ''

'' The practiced part is feeling his cock pulse in your oral fissure as he starts to cum. There 's cypher in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my sass, tasting the salinity is addictive. Every time I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the taste perception of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to try out cum ! If it was n't incredibly secure, why would I want to suck every guy off ? ``

'' beloved ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't hold off until you 've had your first gear cock. I ca n't wait until we can share that experience together ... both of us sucking on the Sami dick and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my mouth and we will swap it back and Forth River together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and make me cum ! That is if you really care about your married woman, if you really need me to cum too ... crack heavy ! ``

Get the musical theme how circuitous her little thinker works ? I endured that kinda poop for several year before I started crossing those lines.

The first was tasting cum.

I had to get over a deep repulsion. hell, I did n't even like cumming in a cleaning lady 's mouth because it just seemed so vulgar. I know most men think that is the ultimate rush but for me it sure seemed like it might make her gag and poor devil ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that minuscule problem ...

Within a class after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting peculiar and eventually it became an erotic trigger. Yup, contemplating tasting my own jiss inexplicably became an obsessive matter. The more I thought about it, the More it became something that got me very very hot.

gobs, maybe one C of time I fully intended on licking my hand off after a self induced orgasm ... Fully intended. pit ... That was the trigger that made me cum ... the expectancy of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery unmarried time, after I came, that plan went flying out the window ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not for sure where I got the idea, I decided to blunder into a belittled jar and put it in the freezer. I guess I thought maybe the next meter I got all revved up with the estimate of eating my own cum I 'd haul it out and pop it into my backtalk before I experienced that huge let down, that switch from right to depart brain, that `` jerk back into world '' thing guys go through just after they orgasm.

fountainhead ... I jacked off several times in that cup before I finally worked up the brass to try it. And then one day, a day I was passing turned on, while I was right on the edge, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my back talk. It was one frickin big ice cube of cum !

Now the interesting thing about that is the initial sensation is just cold. You ca n't taste much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being right on the bound and savoring the tasting and especially the smell while it slowly melted. Funny affair about being all jacked up ... everything seems different ! Surprise surprisal. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was right. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my nuts and came all over myself. Hellava coming. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that immobilize thing all over again ? Scheol yes ! luck of clip until I was used to the gustatory modality, the tone, the feeling of it in my mouth and the gross out ingredient was pretty much gone. You might want to try it sometime if you 've been curious like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a immense frickin line to cross. Try it and secern me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new train of view and another line I crossed ...

The outlandishly popular comedian, Ron tweed has this famous curt bit about porn and all of us being gay, the conflict is only by degree. Here it is ...

'' I have this buddy of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless thing you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay people. I was talking to him the other day and he says ...

'This world be a better topographic point if there were n't so many queers !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the next prison term you have a thought ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a matter to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's bullshit man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can rise it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All rightfield. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two char making love together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and woman making honey !'

'Do you like aspect with the guy having a small half flaccid penis ?'

'No ! I like guys with a big throb stopcock !'''

( It 's a funny bit. Check it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The point is ... almost Guy do n't really read that a big dick in a porn scene is an authoritative part of the turn on. The more you watch porn, the more you 'll remark the upheaval of a putz ramming into a pussy or down a pharynx. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. Cocks. Lotsa prick until they started to go a real titillating initiation. I mean I started searching for videos with monster prick. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over clock time they became at to the lowest degree as matter to, maybe more, than a pussycat. Ash was right with at least one point ... There certain was a lot Thomas More there to play with than a vagina.

So here 's the point ... Ash would always always speak about putz while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot talk and would make her and me cum fairly fast. After awhile it was the only way she would cum ... talking about damn hammer ! And do n't you for a moment believe she did n't know exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving fiddling vixen !

She had great deal of experiences with turncock and she would tell me about each one in great detail. For example ...

I remember the time, early on, when the first dark walked in our club. It was a crowded club. citizenry everywhere. Plenty of hot women. He was handsome, svelte, moderately magniloquent. Arrived obviously as a professional wearing an expensive dress shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hired hand and started giving him the rounds ? Why yes ... My shy little lady now turned tour guide.

After about 30 minutes I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar area or on the terpsichore floor ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the chamber ? Nope. exterior in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the hell ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big smile on her font and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't know until the end of the nighttime when she and I were making dearest and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his script during the tour of duty, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the bathrooms, she uses those lock handwriting to commit him into one. Once in there, she locks the door, and slowly pulls her hot skimpy black dress over her head, she has no bra on, chafe her pap, gets on her knees, unzips his trousers, and pulls them with his underclothes down to the floor ...

[ `` So I could get a real proficient look ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the poor guy ! darn. I mean the guy has only been there a few proceedings and some crazy white bitch is half raping him in a charwoman 's can !

I could hardly believe it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the perdition got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of course. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your lip ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his cock looked like. And it was big. Real big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the rumour are true about black guys ! We NEED more black guys around this place ! And I certainly wanted to know what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a regular supply of stories about cocks, that Ash loved bathing me in. Diabolical !

It took about four years for for me, a `` connessouir of pussies, '' to suck the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that darn line ...

I had this line of work friend. We would occasionally share a dinner. We did one night and after a few drinks we started talking about sex for the first meter. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the intoxicant.

I 'm telling him about the night club, and all the sex brainsick women there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves cocks, and `` believe it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to suck one, '' and I 'm thinking this talk is getting to him. He just might want to come match out the club, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my home. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and tell me what you think ? ``

fountainhead, of course I did. So we paid the check and left wing. The sign of the zodiac was close by, maybe five minute of arc away. And when we get there, the grand tour was on. Beautiful menage. Superb taste in design. So big, so nice it was a shame he lived there alone. The last room he showed me was the master bedroom where he left me to go get some drinks. I look around at all the decorations and sit down at the metrical foot of his bed to look up to a particularly beautiful work of art on the wall.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his prized piece, comes over and point of view right in front end of me blocking the view, does n't say a Logos but has his zipper inches from my aspect and just leaves it there.

I do n't know what got into me but the best way to describe it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my soundbox and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his belt, unzip his pants, pull them down, way down, then his underwear, and watching his huge erect cock saltation out ... maybe a twain inches from my face. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this surge, this incredible rush, and it seemed so natural to just open my mouth and put the drumhead of it inside. I felt my knife go to act upon, twiddle itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a c times before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my mouth. I remember thinking two things while that is happening.

One, this might be the live thing I 've ever experienced.

And two ... hoot I ca n't look to tell Ash !

It did n't hire tenacious until I feel this impulse as his stopcock gets redundant hard and then the billow in his peter as he starts his release, shooting so often cum, I had a hard time swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my mouth rocketed to the top of my list of erotic experiences. And here 's the really interesting part for me ... I really really liked doing something that I knew felt so skilful for another guy. It was very different from feeling a woman cum where you are kinda guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every fourth dimension I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really identify it. You 'll just bear to try it yourself.

So what happened adjacent ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go home and tell Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed home. Found her cleaning the house. Pulled her into the bedroom, tore her clothes off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` wait boulder clay you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, jumps on top of me, span my cock and slides it in her dripping cunt, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping horse, and seed before I had hardly finished the floor. It took all of maybe 60 second base ! When she came down from it all ... guess what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again redress ? TELL ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did tell ya she was a bit diabolical.. rightfulness ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a cock crazed cleaning lady like Ash ?

Here 's the thing about being Bi ... at least from my spot of sentiment.

The temper comes and goes. It 's the unknown thing. Most of the sentence, let 's say 90 % of the prison term I have only about 10 % involvement in rooster. I never have interest in guys ... from a gay 's perspective anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the moon and the virtuoso align '' and bam ! I can hardly think of anything in a sexual way ... but dick. In those import cocks, pretty a great deal all cocks, are intensely titillating. So much so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is tool and while doing so I can literally feel what it feels like having one in my mouth. During those minute I 'm at least 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero interest in women. And then as quickly as it came, the feeling leaves me, for calendar week or calendar month. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the essence of beauty in this populace ... once again.

Now this back and forth has been going on for about twenty class. Never modification much. I 've had several hundred experiences with cocks over the year. Ash and I would descend to do a guy together, actually several. It was great for her, just good for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' like reaction. I 'll spell about all that later.

Bottom line ... I still love women. Still love cocks ! wellspring ... Some of the time anyway !

Finally ... What might you involve away from this narrative ?

1. If you 're young, be damn careful who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some evil devious, sexually deviant person like Ashley !

2. If you make that disastrous misunderstanding, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to become a unbalanced ole cock sucker ! However, you 'll drop most your living with a Brobdingnagian smile on your human face !

3. And even if you do end up with someone as goofy as Ash, and letting her drive you skitszoid walking both sides of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza pie. When it 's good ... it 's really thoroughly. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice third power '' some time !

I 'll leave you with the immortal countersign of Woody Woody Allen ...

'' androgyny doubles your hazard of a appointment on a Saturday night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful thing between two people. Between five, it 's terrific. ''