All 's I can ever assure you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those masses who would walk away after a brace of twenty-four hours, I did n't ever intend for you to become a big share of my life, I never intentionally let you suit the one soul who would make me see the creation in a whole new light, I never intended to come down in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone route in life story, I always will be much undecomposed off alone as when i 'm alone there is no price I can do to any former soul other than myself, Well I guess I do owe you one monumental thankyou in life, You showed me true up love, I know you only fel dead on target love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always fuck you even though you no longer think me, I 'll always think back the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always think of the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll remember the nights you got frighten and I would tattle to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was someone there with you all night long, All those nights I gave all I had just to take a crap sure you never killed yourself, All those times I would lay waken and just watch you sleep just so you would have a peaceable night, I 'll also remember all those dark we argued over silly things, All those hr I would spend just searching for the correctly way to hold it up to you even when the contention was n't my fault, All those prison term you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those fourth dimension you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always acknowledge how to make me feel better when I felt so terrified, Yeah I remember a lot of in force and bad things, Pretty lots everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the times I pretty much ruined your life, I also call up the prison term you fell for that other person and left my heart nothing but a get out mess, Our relationship was ruined by that somebody, I loved you to a greater extent than I could ever put into words and in a flash you moved on, Yeah i 'll admit that was a little more than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and observe you fall more in love with the other person with each passing second and I knew there was never a matter I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain sensation to check you slowly move on from me, I remember all those multiplication you did n't want to verbalize to me just because they were online, All those times you dropped me just so you could verbalise to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to go away just because they did, All those nights I had to spend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the same, All those clock time you would complain to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too much. I was a little furious yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love life with them for a cruel caper, You dumped me for this former person even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to treat you better than I could have in my wildest pipe dream, They treat you like a queen while I could only regale you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it wound me a lot more knowing you finally got to feel the painfulness I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly grim for the pain you did sense, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain in the neck I would have, I would have taken every little bad intuitive feeling you had and added them to all the pain in the ass I had to sense, Still do feel, I would of let you live a life without nuisance or fear if only I knew how, I would get every bad minute in life if it meant you could spend a lifespan of felicity, I know I did manage to do one matter, Not for certain how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the price of me not only suffering incubus at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't stick out while I had to brook twice as much as normal, Sounds strange but I will admit it was deserving it, Whatever happened that night I am beaming it happened, Sure i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the good and the bad time we shared I would never change a single one, I mean I love you more and more with each passing play split second, You was my macrocosm, My lifetime, My heartbeat, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able to live without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very good life I will admit that but I am managing to legislate the daylight, I want you to live one shoemaker's last matter, I know you will never read this but I do have it away you, I have from the very foremost Logos we spoke to each former, I never knew what you looked like to start with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful little girl to ever walk this land, I mean yeah you still do walk this ground but I mean that past, present and even in the future there will never be a young lady that can even number close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a trivial too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly lose you with all the slight pieces of my broken mettle, You will always be the only missy that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather dwell with a broken pump and say I felt true love than have a entirely pith and say I never knew what sexual love was, So I guess this is good-bye, Wish I could see your smile one last fourth dimension, See those beautiful dingy center or just find out your beatific part but I know I never will so I will just have to make it with the retentiveness of you, make out you so much, Always will till the end of sentence, auf wiedersehen my sweet princess, I hope your liveliness is filled with all the thing you truly deserve, serenity, happiness and even love .