Let me start by telling you more about my ego I 'm a black male 6 foot talk about 195 in secure physical body I always been into female person but after this history things never been the like it 's like I find myself again

It all started in October I lost the fille I thought was the one i loved her but the time was legal injury And it 's just laborious for me to open up up and I lost her now she has a baby and a good fashion plate so I know I have to move on but ... ... ... till this day I miss her but anyways in October I had to move back in with my mom this sucked cause she is controlling so I would sit in my way all day in the dark sometimes looking at porn or play video game I guess you could say I was depressed so I stated to go to school again to better my self and get a full job so I can affect out

Class started in November I was ready for a new escapade after a couple of classes I was doing good so far I find some friend I did homework with I stopped looking so depressed now I would go out more meeting new multitude I was feeling effective but that did n't finally farsighted my mom kicked me out so I was living in my car and I stated feeling bad again I stayed in school though but I started drinking More alcoholic beverage getting really wasted I was spiraling down hill fast so one night I was at a kickback with all my ally looking to get drunk but they started to lecture me about my drinking I said screw that and left went to a bar and bear on to drink at the bar ... ... 2am the bars are closing I was stumbling out the bar then the mixologist grabbed me and said I 'll subscribe you home and I just lost it and broke down and told him what I was going though he stared at me and finally stayed come with me you can bide with me for the night I gave him a hug and smiled that made me experience good ... ....

At his house it was huge and right at the beach I was shocked and asked how can he afford this working at the bar he told me his parents gave it to him he began telling me about his life how he was like me before ... ... after walking in he asked me if I wanted to shower I said yes .... after the rain shower I walked out with a robe he had gave to me and walked around the house I was in lovemaking with the situation still feeling drunk I passed out on the couch ... I woke at 5am I 'm not much of a sleeper so I sat there for a while then getting curious I looked for my Shirt and knickers after finding then I quickly took the rube off and put on my shirt and as I was outing on my knickers I felt someone starring st me so I turned around he was right behind me with nothing on I was shocked I did n't cognize what to do honestly I was kinda turned on he was in great conformation six pack blue and honey oil eyes and the biggest cock I ever seen as he got closer I could n't help myself but to stare at his pecker he reached for me I jumped back and said no but in the back of my mind I wanted it but I did n't experience this guy so I kept backing up till I hit the paries I was getting really nervous ... ....

He put handwriting on the wall and trapped me from moving left or rectify then began to kiss my neck I stated breathing large his long curly in my faces he started to osculate down and down till he reached my naval pulled down my drawers and my hammer leap out he smiled and said I know you would care this ... .. with my rooster exposed he looked at me with those pretty eyes and began go down on my cock this was all new to me I kept telling my self this is incorrectly this is wrong this is wrong but I was lieing to myself he stopped got off his human knee and said follow me he grab my putz and leaded the way we stop at his room he grab me and started to put his tongue in my mouth I could taste the precum of mine on his tongue in the back of my principal I always want to try a man but never had the guts to do it ... .. we broke from the kiss and I just let good dropped on my stifle grab is rooster and began stroking it my mouth stated to pee so I put my tongue out and licked it I put it in my mouth and felt it throb in my mouth I started to bob my head down and have all of his 8in cock I gagged on it I wanted to suck up he dry after a minute of sucking turncock I realized I like to do this he grab my forefront and kept me on rhythm he started to shake in and exploded in my mouthpiece I almost choked it shot right down my throat I took it out my mouth and more than shooter out on my face it was so much and everywhere but I was n't done I wanted Thomas More of his rooster I do n't eff like the thirst took over me and I started to suck some more I look up and said hit me your cock hard worker and put it in my mouth again
He was delicate but I like to suck so I still had it in my mouth sucking trough he got hard again and told him to fuck me I told him this was I 'm first time so take it slow I jumped on the bed and I arched my back and put my ass in the air and he slowly to my manhood and made me a pansy boy this continued for weeks now he fucked my psyche out and I sucked him dry ... .. I stayed with him for awhile now it 's been but I crave to a greater extent cocks so I started to go to ginmill and suck everything I wan na be gangbang with BBC one day it will come true I ca n't await for it