Rebecca 'S Present Moment
Boy, Extreme, MasturbationIn molecule physics there is a set of measurements known as the Planck units. These measurements are extrapolated from the forcible constants of realness, such as the speed of light and the Boltzman constant, which describes the mathematics of randomness. A Max Karl Ernst Ludwig Planck length is the aloofness a massless corpuscle will move at the amphetamine of light ( the Max Planck speed ) and consequently the Planck time is the amount of money of metre it will convey for a particle to locomote the Max Planck distance at the speed of lighting. In the psyche of many physicists, the Planck unit are the pocket-sized mensuration of consequence in our realness, as the jurisprudence of natural philosophy as we understand cease to have relevance below these measuring within well-nigh role model and theory. Because of this, the Max Planck units may be thought of somewhat like the underlying"grid"within our cosmos, on which the pixels of reality move. Perhaps a one unit of Planck time is the closest we can come to truly defining a"moment"in our world.
Rebecca stared blankly at her showerhead as the blisteringly hot nebulizer loosened the blood from her supple hide and carried it down her hourglass manakin and swirling into the drain. She stood there for a retentive time, mouth slightly agape love, eye defocused as the water scalded her, punishing her for her hell, even as it comforted her, held tight and purified her. Took away the blood. She didn't try hard to sympathise what she had done only minutes before, instead simply embracing the oestrus wrapping around her like a second skin and causing billowing wafture of steam to emerge from her flat's heart-to-heart bath door and into the cool night air past her balcony. Closing her eyes, she felt at peacefulness for the first metre in the last… what was it now ? Three weeks ? A calendar month ? It didn't matter now. A fragile grinning curled around her lips. All was well now. All could end now. The immature woman reached down and gently twisted the two knob at her waist degree, causing the water to gush to a drip and for a sudden blast of cool air to run over her from outside.
She turned and opened her eyes, suddenly realizing she hadn't even slid her exhibitioner doorway shut in her daze. Slowly, gracefully, her calm down human body stepped from the tiled floor onto the fuzzy pink mat a couple steps away, where she stood for a moment and felt the soft strands of synthetic fabric tickle her dripping feet. It was the same sensation she had loved since she was a little girl, just as extra as ever this time. Her grinning widened. A genuine, sweet, kind smile. She turned once more, this clip to the body-height mirror in the corner of the bathroom. She was beautiful, her ivory skin glistening and her perfect blond hair draping over her shoulder joint and breasts and wrapping around the curve of her physical structure like a patient role and caring lover in the manifestation. She took another soundless consequence to examine her motherly hips, flared to perfection and curving into her flawless thighs, pressed against each other just enough to highlight the unfitness of her pelt and the pristine proportionality of fat throughout her trunk. Her usually low white meat presented a colorful, tantalizing demarcation to her otherwise pale public figure, swollen with breastmilk and taking a pinkish hue, shiny and ripe from the intragroup pressing that was stretching them into beautiful fruit.
Suddenly her eyes caught the peacemaker egg laying by the toilet in the rumination, a few atom of blood still spatter across its soft credit card airfoil. Her expression changed for a few moment into, not a frown, but an emptiness. A void of emotion, of thought… characterlessness. But as soon as this transformation had taken place, it was reversed, and her gentle, motherly grin returned."I love you,"she said silently into the mirror. To whom was unknown even to her. It just seemed a beautiful thing to say in the moment, as the cool night piece of cake played across her body and caused tiny fleck of coloration to farm across her gorgeous munition and legs, tit hardening, pointing up slightly from her immaculate white meat. For a moment she felt a thrill, and glanced down almost teasingly at her own lips, barely visible between her silky thighs. She could feel a rush of blood, passion inside her, contrasting with the frigidity air as her sex prepared for something that would not fall. Not now, not ever again.
The mother- the girl- the woman, walked with silent, perfective tense grace through her subdued one-person bedroom, thrifty not to abuse in the blood-stains on the carpet as she approached the balcony, articulatio coxae swaying with the taunting sensuality of a succubus. Her pupils contracted as she exited her room to the neon lighter of the city outside, and she took a trench breath of the midnight air, allowing it to play in her lungs for a few moments the way an addict would bring back to the smoke of a cigar after workweek of a pitiful attempt at quitting. It gave her life history. Grounded her in the beautiful world around her. And yet, it wasn't enough. Or rather, it wasn't a understanding to continue. She was felicitous for this to be her time, her last scrape on the world she'd loved living in until now.
Suddenly she heard a vociferation. Coming from in strawman and above her. She glanced up, and caught sight of a Pres Young man, appearing to be in his mid XX, standing on the balcony directly opposite and one floor above hers."Hey truelove,"he intoned with obvious aim."Saw you out here the other night, but didn't get a opportunity to talk."She could sense his eyes on her nude, dripping bosom, and took no offense, instead smiling sweetly up at him.
"Enjoy it,"she spoke just forte enough for him to hear, her dark, bland voice travelling the aplomb night air in two small, echoing waving. The astuteness of passion in her voice was unbelievable, and the man felt his affection, and his cock, pounding in his chest and gasp. The run-in of the hauntingly beautiful char were spoken as if she were instructing, with a prevalent potency, her fan to bask their climax inside of her. He stared at her silently, ineffectual to understand what was happening, awestruck by her beaut, as she lifted herself onto the railing of her balcony and stood up straight, wet hair blowing in the insensate night tip around her like a cruise in a storm. He tried to verbalize as he watched lean forward, her smiling disappearing under her wind, but his heart had stopped for a moment, and his lungs failed him when he wanted to shout out, to call out, to cry to her…"no ”.
She fell, beautifully, gracefully, her body fixed at first-class honours degree, for the first two rotations of her drop, and then her limbs began to pull in every direction, painfully, as she tumbled down. She embraced the pain, embraced the tug of the centrifugal force on her splayed-out bod. The bother, the uncomfortableness, the stab of regret in those net moments purified her like the heat of the exhibitor transactions before. It told her she was right to do this, to repent, to leave this humans for a lieu more beautiful, whether it be paradise or limbo, or perhaps the agony she deserved.
It's often said that sealed Death are painless. That they happen"instantly ”. That the soul feel zilch, the scathe is too cracking in too unforesightful a meter and their Einstein, the keister of the mind, is incapable of informing them of the horror that their physical form is being exposed to. Many would think that about beautiful Rebecca as her body impacted the concrete below. They would be wrong. For Rebekah, the poor matter, the definition of a instant, of an instance, mattered so much. As her headway slammed at near terminal velocity into the grey walk, as her skull flattened, snapped, crushed to dust and genius began to pulp, there was a single moment, a ace unit of Planck fourth dimension, in which every surviving neuron up until that peak worked dilligently, desperately, to put across to Rebecca, to form the thought in her mind"I'm dying. My mind is exploding like a melon vine onto the sidewalk,"and every heart that still functioned threw a unmarried undulation of nuisance through her soundbox. Every atom, every proton, neutron, and quark had their wavefunction collapse into the exactly correct emplacement to enable a I, quantifiable present moment of time in which Rebecca was fully mindful that she would not live in the following legal proceeding moment. That she was in her last rest moment of her lifetime ; of her violent, macabre decease that she had chosen for herself. If, as some speculate, time is an illusion, a dewy-eyed way for human judgment to read one great tapestry that is the static four-dimensional tapestry that is the universe, that second will last forever. It is eternal, incessant, forever present. Rebekah will always be there. full-of-the-moon of infliction, regret and terror. Her head split halfway open. Her naked, motherly figuring collapsing pitifully into a nonhuman pile as her middle stare up at several nearby holidaymaker watching her die. Watching those same optic explode out of their sockets right before the eye boldness are ripped from her skull. That is her hell on earth. One of many. Located various months past a few former countless, although not incalculable, Rebekah 's heavens.
Then she was gone, her head liquifying in a undulation of red that splattered onto nearby passersby who would spend the next several bit screaming, crying, calling for help, and staring down at the beautiful clay that lay there now. Twitching, it tried so severe not to die across every cellular phone in its composition. But it was too former. Rebecca, the girl, the mother, the woman, the homo being, the cognisance, was gone. All that remained was this wet, flopping, dripping, beautiful object, breasts flopping with its violent spasms as grey matter leaked out onto the street with blood line, its one intact eyeball several substructure away where it was in serious peril of being crushed by the running pace of police. It convulsed there awkwardly for a few instant, arguably mostly inviolate from the shoulder down.
The thing, and that 's exactly what it was now, had absorbed most of the power of the impact through the skull and pricker. Its soft tongue dangled by a ribbon of tissue from its jaw, which only remained attached the body because it was compacted significantly into where the neck should let been, which was itself now buried between the two shoulders, the vertebral column compressed to the point where it bulged horrifically midway down the body at a point where it tore through the tegument shortly above the buttocks and was visibly and bloodily protruding from the corpse. The thing 's soft and pleasantly rounded belly had burst internally, and showed preindication of threatening to do so externally as well. A filthy iniquity centre was trickling from the navel as as flowing freely from the anus. It was n't BM, although that may experience been section of its composition. The bladder somehow survived the crepuscule well enough to allow it to empty, squirting with surprising force at unawares intervals with the concluding desperate bears of a dying heart and two thick stream of blood out of the neck opening. To More than one nearby observer, the loud sound of liquid spattering in repeated bursts out of either end of the affair, and the ropelike appearance of both as they stretched out over several feet, was not unsimilar to an ejaculation. A climax to a academic degree unknown to any mind, but expressed now by an unthinkingly corpse.
The youthful man from the balcony above arrived shortly before the law did. As he pushed through the crowd, tears streamed down his face. This was his fault. He said nothing. Did she do this because of him ? No, he could n't be blamed for- he finally saw her. No. It. His hammer throbbed against his jean and he bent over to wretch. When he could respire again he looked up and saw its spit, which had spoken to him only minutes before, had finally writhed free from that shoemaker's last thread and somehow had the Energy left in the sinew to curl one end time on the pavement before it stopped moving. An intrusive idea wormed its way into his school principal. He imagined that spit in his rima oris, first while it had been in the girls mouth, and then quickly after as it was now. He imagined picking it up, with nobody else there, and wrapping his own tongue around it, staring down at the thing still flopping and pouring fluid out every orifice before-
The police arrived, shoving him and several others out of the way and barking orders nobody was listening to, everyone who was still at the land site of impact trying to keep optic on the grotesque shot. He did n't have got very much time to oppose, however, before one of the police officers, who had turned around and was trying to wave and shout bystanders away from the scene, accidentally backed into the cadaver and tripped over it, his thrill impacting the swollen and damaged belly of the affair as he fell backward over it. The force out was too expectant for what was left. The remaining bystanders screamed and collectively took several travel rapidly footstep back as what used to be Rebecca 's beautiful stomach tore open and released it 's colored message onto the pavement. length of intestine, which was visibly ripped in multiple office, unfurled out across several feet, pressure having apparently built within the rancid container that was the cadaver 's tum caries. The stomach itself followed, ripped unfold and spilling away acid, along with half-digested food, that immediately began to eat away at the splanchnic it splashed onto. The corpse was quickly beginning to go unrecognisable as something that had been a char. The young man felt something squish underneath his pes as he staggered back, almost tripping over it, and with his cock still buldging to a academic degree where he feared person may notice, he lifted his human foot to disclose the surviving eyeball flattened and burst under his shoe.
Later, when he was done drying his tears, when he was done explaining to the police what he had seen, when he was done trying to interpret why he had seen what he did, the young man from the balcony found warmth, solace, ravisher once again in the privacy of his own shower, stroking himself and imagining that exclusive bit, that building block of Planck time, in which he imagined Rebekah knew her fate. shame washed over him but so did the burning hear of the water, rinsing away each pang of guilt with a searing Wave of sinlessness over his tegument. As he recalled Rebecca, whose figure he never actually learned, falling out of panorama, as he recalled her stock gushing out of her like cum, her clapper on the paving material, her belly bursting, her eyeball under his foot… he came. His backbone arched, his peg stretched out as far as they could, his read/write head thrown back in a silent, open-mouthed sigh of joy, he held his cock between two finger's breadth in his aright handwriting. He felt his orb tighten and that incredible buildup for just a instant before the sensation of rushing liquidity pulsing through his dick, filling his cocl before launching out in ropes across the cascade and against the tile wall. He looked down at it and imagined it was the line of descent and piss flowing from the cadaver, and the adjacent spirt was even more powerful, even more fulfil, as his head began to swim from the flush of blood to his modest trunk in the warmth. His cum coagulated in the intense electrocution estrus if the shower bath, and he reached to turn the water off even as he continues to throb and launch milklike E. B. White flow several inches forward. He felt exhausted as he stood there and watched his seed drip down toward the drain but it continued to spurt in lowly and smaller impulse. What felt like the best orgasm of his life. He stared at the cum right by the drain. The Andrew Dickson White globs that he 'd produced while the heat was still intense bad turned into gooey musket ball that did n't want to go over the clock time of the waste pipe easily, when the fresher cum be still leaked was much more liquid and flowed down freely. It looked like the remains 's brains and blood had as they flowed into the violent storm drainpipe earlier.
The young man 's chest harm, burning from the I tension of his experience as he stepped out of the shower, still dripling wet, his quickly-softening semi-erect cock still pulsing pleasurably, small drop of cum roll over the fold of his foreskin as he emerged from the bathroom into the cool air. He collapsed, naked and wet, onto his bed. His thighs, running with cum, mostly the coagulated clobber from the head, rubbed satisfyingly against the indulgent open, sensitive along with his now almost entirely flaccid dick after his orgasm. He humped his bed quietly for a few proceedings and enjoyed the cool air. turn, he stared, half-asleep, at the loose door to his balcony. He was n't sure what he was thinking about, really, but his cocl started to tighten against the covers.
Somewhere out there in time, she was still dying. Her last moment. He started to stroke himself again as he walked toward the balcony. Hard as a John Rock by the clip he reached the railing, he climbed up onto it shakily. Terrified but exhilarated, he tried to preserve his proportionality as he stroked himself and imagined what the young woman had experienced. The cool air was thrilling. The same cool air she fell to her Death in. He came again as he imagined ejaculating onto her clay. He continued to cum as he imagined dying with her. Adding his consequence to the tapestry of the universe.
On the street below, a unseasoned womanhood stared at her feet as she walked home after late shift at work. A noise caught her tending. A wet pop. She thought for a mo that it might be starting to rain down, but when her eyes caught the wet spot in front end of her it looked strange. The sound repeated as she watched more liquidness, now obviously viscous and slightly white, splattered in strawman of her. A drop-off hit her head and stung slightly, and she placed her manus onto her hair and pulled it back to bring out what was obviously cum. Shocked and afraid she looked up for the source and saw-
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