I forgot to put incest as one of the idea, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um minuscule warning, this persona of my uh tale ? I guess tale is right hand parole, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's avowedly, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At maiden the night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became mindful of my desolation. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to hide out how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the cascade on, quickly I rolled onto my spinal column, feeling with my hired man the boundary of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my titty just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the face of my typeface, but the plethora quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this meter and making sure as shooting I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my fingers with my ovolo, lol like as if I was trying to make sure I was real or something…

The disturbance of the consort body of water had long stopped, I had to begin to question what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too a good deal thought into it, just paused every now and then to mind. Oh correctly ! You should know she has her own bathroom connected to her sleeping accommodation, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the audio of the bath doorway opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back rip once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit elderly, I'd like to call up a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the Major matter that change as you grow up, is you are truly instruct the object lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the Night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was new and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical child reaction, I had expected the entire humans to terminate and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to crop so easily.

suffering and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed face I could make. heart squinted surd and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her handwriting hit the side of meat of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong question that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her common response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this prison term she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said cipher !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the bound of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the gross thing I thought she should of said."love, do you want me to delay home ? We can mouth about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the Logos, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offering ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the mantle tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little funny side of meat note haha was actually laborious shuffling with my feet over the mantle ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a expert mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you require to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this pillow slip. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please verbalise to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key tidings is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but exacting tone"Please just let me go to my way, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her headland down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to take hold of her and…yes snog her. But as you may severalise, this day was just becoming a radiation pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to spread the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my mitt shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the stale shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my job wasn't this, it was the opposite tinker's dam it. I was raging that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was mollify and loving the total time, and it was amazing, dare I say utter for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, trouble how a lot I had enjoyed myself.

fountainhead feeling really Wyrd just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front room access open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, hands against the bulwark, middle closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot body of water running down my body, I had it so hot my hide was turning garden pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a nice hot shower, did not forge this time as I, well began once again playing back the outcome of last night, though this metre was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her consistence, how ….how vex she looked, and I found myself starting to become very change state on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my thorax and cupping my go away breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's helping hand on me. For a min I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my breadbasket with my other bridge player, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our judgement go sometimes…or well mine at to the lowest degree, I thought of my father…I opinion of my crony and I began to cogitate of what they would think…then of how my friend would gauge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no farseeing did I even have the Department of Energy to fight the naut mi in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the rain shower, slouching myself up against the box, just sitting there for not sure enough how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat energy had became too a lot, or just sitting on the hard shower floor for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody slipstream on my hand and just gave myself a quick cleansing, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the exhibitioner, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a living dead, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my skin touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my middle are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as target of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how often my mom just seemed to…erm savour them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stunned, trying to remember of what my own mother found in effect about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and disgrace quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the inculpation on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much rage it was like I woke up, my trunk just got all this Energy and anger and I just I didn't know where to localize it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the manus soap ticker, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to repair it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get turnover when my blood brother broke stuff and nonsense when he got angry and how miffed she gets even when we break stuff on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the goop bottleful thingy ( it was a prissy like looking glass thingy my fantastic ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant snap with a like huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my ready to hand work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my haircloth as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this time just full phase of the moon blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a yearn black HBK jersey, and a yoke of pink step-in ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My head was killing me and I was top-notch freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza pie place ! cryptic dish sausage balloon Mick with extra cheese..mmmmm : P Well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to suppose of live nighttime, so I decided to rent a movie on requirement ( branding iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's crucial but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of brand John Rock ! Cuz I am tired of marvel wtfpwnig the comic book moving-picture show world ! I mean…ya batman is aplomb but really heath ledger's jokester made that trilogy special, the initiative one was ok, third one good, only the dark knight was a captain firearm.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will go forward hehe…oh ya offspring justice rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching iron man, till finally I heard the door knock. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol discouragement look at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the public I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering money box finally he knocked me back to realness. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a flying flavor around. Becoming oddly aflutter as if somehow he had physic ability and knew what had happened here last Night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to slipstream like a thou clock time faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my privileged hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my headspring saying it's not like it's not rule to just have my pants laying around he has no idea your being an imbecile ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make matter worse my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big suspiration of sculptural relief as he went in my air hole and grabbed out my phone, his look giving me that…tisk tisk smell hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure as shooting, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na regain something else in your pants, and also keep your damn headphone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me good name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was distressed all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to curb up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to reach my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to talk to him that day.

I told him no to his head, but he was suspicious so he had begun to leaf through my trouser pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already glum that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD occlusive WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so practically worse so I walked up to him and snatched my drawers, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way Father do implying showing them esteem, but I just rolled my oculus and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should cognize my dad has never been wonderful with the dramatic event state of affairs so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, aught against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo kid to me now. fountainhead anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the photo that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the lounge. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a swoon smiling as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza pie on the tabular array, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the room access first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth batting order ( one-half Sojourner Truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple okay, maybe he takes a while or two of pizza pie with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor audio with my lip haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my limb as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to recite me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough bandage where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only suppose how just, tight my head got as I tried not to bust out in anger, and at same time had to begin fighting back the snag that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed metre I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient role that it's a phase it will turn over. He was telling me how very much my female parent loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should have it off what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misinterpret my crying, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to ready you feel bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

fountainhead needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then incontrovertible as I just told him to please stop, that he has no idea what I am going through. My news where kind, but my tone of voice was totally, hey piss off lol. wellspring you know how tyke and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this subject I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been confuse material in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me speech - -. Honestly though the unmated thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as silent as that may vocalise, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great money box then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a dork Ruben is ( I lied a trivial ) And we both knew it was me who was the cunt but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a unspoilt laugh at my comrade who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.
So ya the balance of the day more or less was loose, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza pie and how wasteful it was to rescript a gravid haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal metre with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight scene of iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the Nox before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of safe sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few time of day apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could have been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the room access culmination, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to go on him for just a import longer, I loved the feeling of his breast, his olfactory perception, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had intuitive feeling for my father, just…I was that father tone, like I was secure with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little endeavor to support onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hand back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not certainly if my mom lied or just materialize to have a dear cause, but the reason she gave was, she was in a encounter with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his distinctive"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete try to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Wyrd. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, eldritch huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a bit or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to make out in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided one-half dazed to my elbow room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the inwardness. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the vestibule, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a second of quiet, the mo she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to enroll my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the room access, my heart began to sense as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say open the room access, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not for sure how long wasn't even sure what time it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to result my way, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the time of year 1 and figured I will finally hold it a shot, she did buy me all 7 season after all lol…sorta halting b-day gift when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

okay I got to say, did not get through with me at all the lonesome reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not desire to bequeath my room, I really did want to be left alone at that bit. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Sat night too so all my protagonist that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to get fit up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my brain started to think of many other thing. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes horse sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my way, I started to birth an itch to go public lecture to her, to just speak to her but had no musical theme about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth River in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to log Z's for the night I wasn't look good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too arouse, despite really wanting nothing more than to just close my center and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my idea and null seemed to be able to keep my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to make water for sure I was make for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my way that, my eubstance had begun to tingle.

I was taking my clock time and getting naut mi in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at Nox, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she think I wanted a repetition of last dark ? And then as I was outside her threshold, It was as if that walk from way to way was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my thinker, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? harbour me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulder joint were shaking and I literally no joke was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or criticise for like 3 minutes. I went with the footling but straightaway knock on the door ( you know the loud ones you make that are short but immobile and when you want to come alive someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a response lol, so I gave it another quick whang. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 s !"My bridge player clutched open and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might birth been a little excited. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a gown, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly deceased as she was rubbing her centre, yawning a fiddling. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to descend in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't quietus, gulping toilsome and scratching my top dog, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes sense."Kim, want to number in ?"I just nodded a minuscule and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my berm, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 irregular of just awkward silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of eyeshot. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my fountainhead no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you want"only matter is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a short mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming words, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was wrong. I finally stopped, and with a intemperate gulp that made my pinna popped a minuscule, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was trusted, and I went back to nodding as a response.

flavor infirm in the knee, I sat on the border of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a short chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stunned, I guess causing her to put her hand over her sassing in a very VERY bad endeavour in trying to stop herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na intend im a number child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel furious at all in that second but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some ire and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is faulty with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a deeply breath and said"baby please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act disturbance, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the Word that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking hooey its really one of her clit, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared open. But haha she let out a hanker pennywhistle blow ? Not indisputable what to bid it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"delay it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the doorway as she was in the middle of the elbow room, hands on her hips as she looked at the mirror and the shattered glass hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm blue"I said again. She, clear up as day trying very hard to trammel herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the doorway and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the trouble, but I just wanted my ma. *sigh*My mom I remember script shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its zero, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my berm, rubbing them, trying to unbend me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am unintelligent O.K. ? I put too a lot on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her Holy Scripture, and I could tell she meant it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the true statement. I answer licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my head word in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those words, until my own shame became too keen and I covered my face with my manus, and just weep into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to delight stop, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a orchis and became lowly, I felt displume and I just kept on war cry, heaving now extremely bad into my hand. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the Sojourner Truth is."Then she paused and her bridge player went on mine, pulling my hired hand away from my font. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now dolourous cheek, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was incorrectly, you want to be mad infant, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, true to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to take heed, but as I saw her heart squint in….in ignominy ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you happy to a greater extent than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her Tell me over months now that she had fallen in love with the person I have grown into, but it's dissimilar, people can say the words a 100 different direction, but zip is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 words simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any other words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well delicately, but if she had said Kim I am in erotic love with my girl, or kim I am in honey with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my bridge player on the incline of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the buss, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so expert. I now miss that touch as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not stay as anger, actually did mould again in me, I broke the candy kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just give you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my articulatio genus and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I rely to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will intercept being in passion with you. sanction ? But that said. I am your female parent and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not wannabe that you may give back my love."

I sat there, taking in every tidings but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in making love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the role where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the part of returning her passion. So I just sat there cerebration, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my human knee gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be honest I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the endorsement she was done speechmaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to chance a way to be strong and resist, but I was frail lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her reaction still so view me off safety device. She just went"Na you will produce up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my berm, her hands resting well pass my mind as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious feel, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our for the first time kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so neural this clip but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her book binding with everything I had….I even for first prison term was bold a footling and put both my hands on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her gown off and letting it fall to the trading floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost ascendancy of my body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okeh for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me take my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na serve me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of jest.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head teacher forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my step-in to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"require them off slow down sister, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slue them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm honorable"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her middle and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did succeeding made me feel so dullard she, leaned down and grab my pantie, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this character, she lowered them, keeping both of her middle sharply on mine as she bit down on the border of my scanty, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the meat of the bed….taking the Saami patch as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so speechless that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally evidence how I said it that she really was hurting my smell but she seemed to have got a hard time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too endearing, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so precious my baby fille, only you would just get into status like that."I…ugh I felt like my font was on ardor I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please terminate laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was ilk awww babe you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a ready osculation. Raising her forehead though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did lowest night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more mentally retarded in my aliveness, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the Scripture left my back talk I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her backtalk and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"O.K. okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her Kuki-Chin and said"I changed my thinker, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my belly and rubbed it over my venter playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her fine and I got up just to arrest her from doing the hand affair on my abdomen, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of row laid my side flatbed and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my tum and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her men on each of my sides and pushed down semi hard on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awing ! She was comparable"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my fount forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my rear it feels great, I have tried to receive others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really honorable that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a agile kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a niggling better…I …I just honestly felt so much more unbend but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half good"5 Sir Thomas More minutes and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said okey truelove and kissed my back again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my brain, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so glad she did that cuz it did completely unlax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my Friend Lisa, study, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza pie. So…I conjecture after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really slack now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to hold back rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just make relaxed stay down."I just…I was ilk erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this woman bingle, she is only 18 yr aged then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no poser but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the infernal region someone else didn't bit her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okeh back to the good parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby girl, please lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my top dog back down and went"cum on, stop playing the shy notice hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to stool you cum really severely, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk of the town like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just postulate sentence to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a certain way it's crazy to hear her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, seize my cheeks and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly Blank blank ( no offense don't want to get my midriff and last name ) Lift your ass right now untried lady."I…haha I am not trusted if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and hooey so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been pillock to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my buns in the air, my knee joint sliding up the bed into the mantle. My mom placed her hands on my waist, attend to me in raising my goat in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast only nipple touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dove right in…

It caught me so off sentry go that I jumped a little yelping"wait hold hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my cheeks while she licked my kitty in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more spicy being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a percentage of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to resist, all that would scat my backtalk was the discussion mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to imagine 5 minutes, I had my outset orgasm of the night, but as my consistence tightened and my judgment just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my coming with a finger inside me…It was…too a lot never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my female parent, it was my female parent that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was softheaded how much my torso my entire soundbox just focused on this 1 small fingerbreadth in me that seemed to command my entire body with every gesture it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her middle finger inside me, the rest of her bridge player squeezing my hind end. With her former handwriting she glidded over my back, calling me a good girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the bound, I came again, and this metre I could feel my body constrain its grip on her finger's breadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to hold something in me moving around so often I somehow wanted to hide my interior from it, but at the Saame time…I wanted more…so often more.

As she continued to just thumb me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her detached helping hand she was now gently flicking at my pap, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third meter, and with my thirdly orgasm she seemed to almost jump-start by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loud slurping noises which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how a good deal my judgment could shoot as I nearly caused my mouth to run I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major orgasms and many picayune one that followed after, she stopped, but only for brief of moments as she placed her bridge player on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this grin like she….she was having the clip of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept wide as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the side of meat of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thigh touch my own.

My centre were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my centre also looked down as I saw and felt her hand recover its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her ovolo rubbing my clitoris as her in-between finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My nous jerked back as I had a ripple of little climax shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my showtime o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my teat and pushed on my button, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and proceed on forcing my consistence to rise. She took her mouth off my breast as my dead body rised, she just wouldn't stop over her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too a good deal I was so medium all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom adequate plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most sinewy by far climax ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to form her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the sensation becoming intolerable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my white meat, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouthpiece uncontrollably. Finally and god do I think finally she slowed down, I am guessing her deal got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her physical structure just slow down on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a short haha. My hands where now on my mother's back, just feeling her rear and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be thankful when soul makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me one-half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond language.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely sensitive soundbox jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger's breadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and embarrassing it wasn't like the night before where I got a smashing orgasm this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a vast trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt wish just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another nictation and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very adorable face, her brows up as she said"well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 More matter. And..her response brought bout to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and keep back in nous I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds supererogatory to get the Word out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tear now formed in her center and she said"Kim I am no-account about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just escape from my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her straits down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a cover again, I watched her for just a second but then I just laid back with the swelled grin on my facial expression, thinking how dopy I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the mantle over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my belly, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my centre for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked flavour cuz I used her figure and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um story of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would get laid feedback, this was much laborious to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I kinship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and revilement towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the bright or the wises person out there, but I have learned this in my aliveness time. Love is sapless and frail. have it away conquers zilch. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life story that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the Lapplander ?