installment 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the indorse time since i laid down to sleep

My wet bridge player falling to my side trembling, it 's been so long since I 've been capable to come i feel like i just unlocked something trench inside of me

I ca n't hold back thinking about last night,

the way zac fucked that woman, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so wrong for me to get turned on by my own brother just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my eyes to catch some Z's, exhausted from coming i drifted to sleep, for about a instant, before the look-alike of my eubstance coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and sticky hand to my pussycat again.

In the first light i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my blood brother

I felt like I 'm the wan person in the world, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry more ! I 'm just a mess ...

I guess i did n't hear the door clear but i did palpate a hand on my back,

It was n't scary, it felt warm and kind, i knew that manus

My mom 's soft vocalization asked me how I 'm feeling. At that second i broke down, i covered my body with the blanket, worried she might see the big stains i left on the sheet or she might smell my juice dry on my hands

I cried like a baby and she held me like a mother.

And for the first base time in our human relationship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking care if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's gruelling to climax, i told her how i felt this John Roy Major going yesterday and she looked a little happy about that.

It felt weird talking to her about this, but i felt so good sharing i wanted her to know more.

'' Do you think being back home has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my head was on her second joint

'' Mom ... i think there 's something untimely with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my hair

'' Why do you finger that way ? ``

She sounded vex but tried to obliterate it

'' Yesterday i had a sexual dream ... about zac '' i told her the truth ... well, a version of the truth.

'' Oh honey that 's normal, you 're probably just connecting being a little lonely sexually and being a little lonely at home, you guys have changed so much in late years, you used to be ally ... ''

'' I ca n't discontinue thinking about it though ! I 'm a deviate ''. I almost did n't recognized my voice, i sound fearsome when i cry, like I 'm 3 and take a low temperature

Mom grabbed my head and turnd it to look straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are pattern, you are howling. being sexual is fantastic, it 's fun. When i was your age i had thoughts like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't have a brothe-oh my god did my mom sleep with her sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you mean ? ``

She looked less confident all of a sudden

It took her a few minutes to begin talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a little younger than you, i had a complicated human relationship with someone in my sept, it had a lot to do with office dynamics and potency, and it was even abusive at clock time i think. so please be careful, do n't let your thoughts carry you to start something unhealthy, okay honey ? I just, i do n't desire to scare away you from sex but i do n't desire you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to think that someone would injure my gentel warm and sweet mother, to think that angie had been a little bitch since she was little and that she did that to my mom. Now i was angry

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my cheek, moving my hair aside and kissing the side of meat of my foreland gently, i blushed a small and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a Weird twain of twenty-four hour period ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the Same time i wanted to keep talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my side with her fingers, i could feel her white meat touching the back of my read/write head

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the blanket for a spell now.

WHAT IS wrongfulness WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so gracious and simmer down i did n't need to stop.

She combed my hair with her finger's breadth gently and i moved my finger on my once again rob slit, she moved her mitt on my backrest slowly and then back to my whisker, it felt good and loving.

then it happened, for a split bit her hand got tangled in my haircloth and it pulled on the back of my mind just a little bit, just a little bit too much.

I lost dominance for half a second and before i could stop it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in terror. i was biting on my bottom lip trying hard to ascertain my seventh cranial nerve expression and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the wave washing over me as i was staring at her eyes worried, but she did n't seem to notice, she was warm and kind. She nodded her head ever so slightly and said without auditory sensation `` it 's hunky-dory ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to stop but it was too right and too late

It was a long orgasam and it kept attacking me in waves after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed succeeding to her and I 'm for certain i was as red as a unfermented tomato.

My mom put her hand on my shoulder joint and turned my face to her

She gave me a kiss on the boldness and smiled at me

'' I hope our talking helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so a great deal ''

I breathed in backup and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so alleviate she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a little ... disappointment ? Did i want her to acknowledge me coming with her ?

Maybe my cheek gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red font and with her hired hand on my cheek she kissed my lips, not just a short spate, but a longer kiss with our lip slightly outdoors. I was stunned and freeze out. Her strong lip felt amazing on mine and i closed my eye as i got lost in the moment. She closed her lips without audio and our osculation was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go make dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime love ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? Well maybe my brainiac problem is genetic..