So um little admonition, this part of my uh tale ? I guess tale is justly word, um is a small darker. Sorry but it's confessedly, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for day. At first-class honours degree the night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my dentition as I do when I am trying to enshroud how flighty I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, tone with my paw the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my titty just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my face, but the embarrassment quickly became overcome as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the way so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this clock time and making for certain I was wrapped from base to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my finger with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make sure I was substantial or something…

The disturbance of the running play pee had long stopped, I had to begin to inquire what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to heed. Oh flop ! You should live she has her own privy connected to her bedchamber, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the strait of the bathroom door opening made me jump. I got up with a grinning on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeve for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit aged, I'd like to conceive a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John R. Major affair that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something John Major had happened to me, so in the distinctive child reply, I had expected the entire world to quit and finger as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life moral, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most rag font I could make. eye squinted hard and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my brilliance at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's improper question that I had became very use to ). And you should hump I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my optic ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this fourth dimension she gently asked."Kim, infant, what's damage ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said zip !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect tense thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay home ? We can lecture about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the actor's line, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to delay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the mantle tightly held to my dresser, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh piddling funny slope note haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the cover ( im not improbable LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a honorable mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you want to just turn back being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please verbalize to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but rump tone"Please just let me go to my elbow room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"

My mom simply put her head down, I remember this military action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to snaffle her and…yes kiss her. But as you may severalise, this day was just becoming a pattern of thing I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the threshold, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hired man shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't certainly what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the coldness berm after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the diametrical damn it. I was maddened that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the total time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfective for me ?

But It was with my mother and I was upset, disturbed how much I had enjoyed myself.
Well feeling really unearthly just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my W.C., but stopped as I heard the front door unresolved and close…I memory just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well convey a lavish to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitioner, hands against the bulwark, optic closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot water running down my body, I had it so hot my peel was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a overnice hot shower, did not work this sentence as I, well began once again playing back the upshot of net nighttime, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's helping hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my boob, rubbing my stomach with my other script, avoiding actually touching my slit. Then, heh it's weird where our intellect go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my friends would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no prospicient did I even have the energy to fight the gnarl in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not for certain how long, but felt like 15 min+.
I guess just simply the heating plant had became too a great deal, or just sitting on the hard exhibitioner storey for so farsighted my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured individual dry wash on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower bath, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was exceedingly foggy, I leaned over jump from the coldness I felt as my skin touched the edge of the sinkhole. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.
I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so enceinte ? I examined myself from head word to waist. I thought, my eyes are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my tit, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda gracious, I developed early, but…never really saw them as aim of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how practically my mom just seemed to…erm delight them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a piddling stunned, trying to think of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and ignominy quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the inculpation on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with fury, so much rage it was like I woke up, my body just got all this vigour and anger and I just I didn't know where to identify it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I provide this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the hand goop pump, fully prepared to project at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my bridge player up in throwing apparent movement, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to repair it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upturned when my brother broke stuff when he got furious and how get to she gets even when we break farce on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a nice like glass thingy my marvellous ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 whale cracks with a like huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my W. C. Handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my tomentum as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this time just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long grim HBK t-shirt, and a pair of garden pink scanty ) To hell with matching ! I didn't concern ... My capitulum was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza pie place ! Deep dish blimp paddy with excess cheese..mmmmm : P fountainhead while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to reckon of final dark, so I decided to rip a movie on need ( branding iron man in guinea pig any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comedian girl…so let's all hope man of blade sway ! Cuz I am tired of wonder wtfpwnig the comic Christian Bible picture world ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heathland ledger's joker made that trilogy especial, the first one was ok, third one good, only the wickedness knight was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will go forward hehe…oh ya Young Department of Justice ruler ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Fe man, till finally I heard the room access knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fancy, anyways to my disheartenment ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the mass in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the room access UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a spry aspect around. Becoming oddly anxious as if somehow he had cathartic power and knew what had happened here last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

fountainhead he saw my drawers on the flooring, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my gist began to race like a thousand prison term faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner bridge player with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not normal to just bear my pants laying around he has no idea your being an retard ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to puddle matter big my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my sac and grabbed out my phone, his case giving me that…tisk tisk looking at hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrongly ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pants, and also go on your shucks phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me entire gens when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to address me to assure up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to pass on my mom. ( I found out days later that she actually felt too inept to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was funny so he had begun to ripple through my pants air hole, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD plosive consonant WTH. He just…typically laughed off my response telling me to tranquillize down, which just made it so practically big so I walked up to him and snatched my trouser, telling him not reach my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them esteem, but I just rolled my middle and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should acknowledge my dad has never been wonderful with the drama situations so his response haha was like"Ah screwing you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya have sex ? And also well like Ruben literally meant zippo to me haha being dumped really was soooo small to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the video that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza pie guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the verity placard ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just postulate to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple okay, maybe he takes a man or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a objet d'art and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a ass. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly common cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only conceive of how just, tight my point got as I tried not to burst out in choler, and at same time had to begin fighting back the binge that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed metre I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be affected role that it's a stage it will elapse. He was telling me how very much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misinterpret my binge, but then again, what sane Father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your female parent LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to make you feel bad, I just want you to live your female parent loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

wellspring needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then positive as I just told him to please block, that he has no idea what I am going through. My language where kind, but my tonus was totally, hey piss off lol. fountainhead you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not blockade him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been switch stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me speech - -. Honestly though the rum affair happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dumb as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P
So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great money box then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerky Ruben is ( I lied a short ) And we both knew it was me who was the cunt but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a honest jest at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.

So ya the balance of the day more or less was gentle, we restarted the flick, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza pie and how wasteful it was to order a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some pattern time with a parent. I think about half way through the concluding fight vista of Fe man I just fell asleep, draw close up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the dark before.

So, I guess despite having a well nighttime of near sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few 60 minutes apparently and my dad had seem to return asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to hone as it could have been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the door shutting, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off sentry go ).

My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my father, just…I was that father look, like I was dependable with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my piddling attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my manpower back onto the couch.

There was a agile conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not indisputable if my mom lied or just happen to stimulate a good rationality, but the reason she gave was, she was in a confluence with a node and had her earphone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my finish effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Wyrd. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was naught stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too look trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't flavor like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the sofa and glided one-half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the pith. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a second of silence, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the hold, unsuccessfully trying to infix my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the threshold, my middle began to feel as if it was sinking down into my venter. I was expecting her to say spread the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to verbalise, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty very much laid there for just awhile, not sure how long wasn't even surely what prison term it was I am guessing bye 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My champion Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire killer for like EVER, so I figured what the the pits I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a crack, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many former affair, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not snap with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 episode was because I had zero ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my way, I really did require to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly all-encompassing awake, it was a Sat night too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few multiplication I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to come meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to log Z's. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to intend of many early matter. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth River in my way, I started to birth an urge to go lecture to her, to just talk to her but had no thought about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my acquaintance I was going to slumber for the Night I wasn't tactile sensation good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too alert, despite really wanting zippo more than to just shut down my eyes and slumber. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my intellect and null seemed to be able to hold on my stake, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to make sure I was gear up for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my way that, my soundbox had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting air mile in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at dark, would she get the legal injury idea ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of death night ? And then as I was outside her doorway, It was as if that walk from room to room was plenty to just go back and forth 100000000 clip on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no finisher to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my knocker were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like fiddling fingers were crawling all over them and my venter was all in mile. I ten asked myself in my head, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the chief that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? nurse me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so unquiet that my shoulder joint were shaking and I literally no joke was so uneasy also that I debated on if I should just walk in or pick apart for like 3 minutes. I went with the lilliputian but ready knock on the threshold ( you know the aloud ace you make that are short-change but fast and when you want to come alive somebody up or get them out of the privy like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a reception lol, so I gave it another spry knock. Then I heard my mom going"custody on ! 1 mo !"My helping hand clutched open and closed when I heard her voice, I was unquiet, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little agitate. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a small, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet down, not sure enough why but I just wanted her to recognize me or something, I just didn't want to ask to hail in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a minuscule, she looked at me and with a grinning asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping hard and scratching my head, annoyingly cognizant of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop being like such a freakin idiot lol.

fountainhead, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded immature if that makes sensory faculty."Kim, want to descend in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the way looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my berm, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.
I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 second base of just ungainly silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her overlap, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly smiling and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this item of view. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me
What's up but this metre adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in reply to"What do you want"only offspring is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a niggling mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having upshot forming words, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was wrongfulness. I finally stopped, and with a hard swig that made my ear popped a short, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling weak in the stifle, I sat on the edge of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a gaga mean HAHAHA imbecile FAIL laugh just a footling chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid, I guess causing her to put her deal over her sassing in a very VERY bad attack in trying to barricade herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na think im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't flavor angry at all in that consequence but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her heart wary. She just took a deep breath and said"baby please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with snag as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you originally how my mom is about breaking hooey its really one of her release, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared overt. But haha she let out a long pennywhistle blow ? Not for certain what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"delay it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it face better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her pelvic girdle as she looked at the mirror and the shattered chalk hand ticker thingy all over the sink.

"I'm disconsolate"I said again. She, clear as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember paw shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the level with me, her hands again on my shoulder, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing unseasonable with you, I just, I am stupid okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she think it, but I just escape from my foreland no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I response licking my teeth and biting my clapper, shaking my head in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken disk repeating those Book, until my own shame became too gravid and I covered my aspect with my hands, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the English's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to please turn back, to please take heed to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just burst in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a globe and became small, I felt bust and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the verity is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my mitt away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so arduous, but I looked directly into her now weeping face, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad babe, be mad at me I am a teras. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up creative thinker, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her centre to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in ignominy ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you happy to a greater extent than anything, but Kim I am in beloved with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over months now that she had fallen in making love with the soul I have grown into, but it's dissimilar, the great unwashed can say the words a 100 dissimilar way, but nothing is like hearing someone say they are IN sexual love WITH YOU, just 4 words simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any former words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well alright, but if she had said Kim I am in dearest with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my manpower on the side of her grimace and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this degree it felt so wrong but so good. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the feel did not stay as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the buss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just leave you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knees and shook her headspring no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I rely to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will halt being in love with you. O.K. ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and profess that I am not promising that you may riposte my love."

I sat there, taking in every Logos but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in dear with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the region where she said she loved me, the part of returning her sexual love. So I just sat there intellection, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my human knee gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be true I knew my answer to the doubtfulness she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be inviolable and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cunning sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chortle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a short to my vantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her reaction still so catch me off guard duty. She just went"Na you will take in up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just go down open………I I just felt so dullard I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lip and nodded, walking to me and putting her limb on my shoulders, her hired man resting well pass my mind as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none life-threatening look, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our foremost snog where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this prison term but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first time was bold a minuscule and put both my hands on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the trading floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost dominance of my consistency and my lip wouldn't relocation correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okay for you multitude who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me take my shirt off but I just nodded my headland and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I conceive she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a picayune giggle like..okay then that works kind of laughter.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick collar *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her forefront forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a 2nd to get what she meant as I grabbed my step-in to add em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"learn them off slow infant, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the base.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me finger so pudding head she, leaned down and snaffle my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this character, she lowered them, keeping both of her oculus sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my scanty, pulling them with her tooth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the inwardness of the bed….taking the Lapp point as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me sense stupidly and for some reason I covered my white meat, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda voiceless and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dumb that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally say how I said it that she really was hurting my belief but she seemed to let a hard time stopping she just said"babe I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cunning my sister daughter, only you would just get into side like that."I…ugh I felt like my brass was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please bar laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was like awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick kiss. Raising her brow though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the mo the word of honor left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her finger's breadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just run on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfortable she said…then teased me and said"take on your posture !"I was like MOM ! She was like"O.K. okeh, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the side and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that totally ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my thinker, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my tum and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to come up on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her amercement and I got up just to lay off her from doing the helping hand thing on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was petty trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of class laid my typeface monotonic and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my tum and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my English and pushed down semi arduous on my spine. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy place shit that feels fucking awe-inspiring ! She was the like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my side forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my rear and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my dorsum it feels bang-up, I have tried to ingest others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really thoroughly that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all tot probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick buss on my back, asking me if I felt a short better…I …I just honestly felt so much more slow down but she gives such cracking massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half severe"5 more bit and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just palpate relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetie and kissed my book binding again and chafe my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN promised land, honestly I never had anyone give way me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely make relaxed me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, employment, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So make to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a lilliputian hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to turn over over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just unbend check down."I just…I was wish erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !

Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this woman single, she is only 18 year senior then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no good example but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the honest parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more game rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby girl, delight come up your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my forefront but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"Come on, block off playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in reception."Just ask yourself if you want mum to make you cum really punishing, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like public lecture like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a sealed way it's loony to hear her public lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my impudence and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly Blank Blank ( no discourtesy don't want to get my middle and last name ) vacate your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheek and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sensory faculty that it would have been stupid to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knees sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hand on my shank, attend to me in raising my cigaret in intro for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my articulatio genus up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast simply nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dive right in…
It caught me so off precaution that I jumped a petty yelping"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not ready sensation but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the location I was in but anytime I would try to dissent, all that would get away my lips was the discussion mom between the moan I could not facilitate but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 moment, I had my first sexual climax of the Nox, but as my body tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my climax with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a component part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how a great deal my body my intact body just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to control my entire body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her sass from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the face of me…keeping her halfway finger inside me, the rest of her bridge player squeezing my butt. With her other hand she glidded over my back, calling me a good miss and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the boundary, I came again, and this sentence I could experience my soundbox tighten its suitcase on her finger as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to stimulate something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to hide my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so much more.
As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her justify hand she was now gently flicking at my tit, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the 3rd fourth dimension, and with my third base sexual climax she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very trashy slurping noises which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my idea could remove as I nearly caused my lips to shed blood I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 Major orgasms and many little ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of moment as she placed her manpower on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this grin like she….she was having the time of her spirit, I just…what could I do but smile back. My branch I kept wide as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the face of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thigh touch my own.
My eyes were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the osculation raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find its way to my purulent again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my clit as her middle finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My pass jerked back as I had a rippling of little coming shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm pushing up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the degree ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my get-go o god moment, where I just came screaming the give-and-take oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clitoris, and her finger picked up very much speed, and she just kept on and stay fresh on forcing my body to move up. She took her mouth off my boob as my dead body rised, she just wouldn't stop her finger's breadth jabbing its ego in and out of me so fast and I just it was too much I was so raw all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most brawny by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to have her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz period mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I stand for finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her trunk just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a little haha. My workforce where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think appreciativeness ? I think it's rule to just be grateful when somebody makes you feel like that. My mom's chest were smashed against me half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond Good Book.

After just laying there for many second, my extremely raw eubstance jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger's breadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and glutinous it wasn't like the night before where I got a great sexual climax this was…more and my trunk had felt like it just had been through a vast ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt same just spent and on attack. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom swell job."And she just laughed like a quick laugh and then made a very adorable grimace, her brows up as she said"well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more matter. And..her response brought tears to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 arcsecond extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can remain in bed trough I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her centre and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shook my question and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just assure me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her headspring down and said"I promise, I will never forget you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest grinning on my face, thinking how gooselike I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the mantle, and two pillows, she helped my drumhead up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the mantle over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my venter, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really appalled look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um narration of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was a great deal voiceless to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and vilification towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the saucy or the wises person out there, but I have learned this in my lifetime time. dear is weak and frail. Love conquers goose egg. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life sentence that's what we did, we fought for passion and felicity, can you say the same ?