It was cold. I stood on the street box in the freeze rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a trollop. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My Children. I was having Gemini the Twins. I Was 8 months pregnant and i Needed money to get a dreary flat. So now i stood on the street quoin with my Big, Plump, and beat belly waiting for the next Guy who would make up me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the hand truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How often is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower bath and feed you dinner and let you stay the night can you even it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a deal. We arrived at his flat and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to conform to him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the infirmary ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure enough i said unable to bet him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As usual i Blocked my mind out and thought of how Beautiful and flummox My infant were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to take concern of them and put a roof over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my pussy. He pried my mouth assailable and i sucked his pecker, taking it deep throat. He throat fucked me for several minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful matching baby. Would they be two son ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a little girl ? What would be there favorite food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or muckle ? Would there favorite coloring material be orange, greenish, blue, over-embellished, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there Padre ... which i most likely never knew the name of or so much as what his front-runner interest was. He was just another man. Another creep that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never acknowledge there pop, never get to fill him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the former nestling have dada 's when they didnt ? How would i begin to tell them about my life right now ? Would they realise ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my spell. The john over there. I got up, went to the privy, and started to keep out the threshold. No, let me ascertain. He said, running his hands over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the urine on my backbone. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. dear, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt know what the hell to think. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred bucks for those shaver of yours, and if you need a post to stay i have an extra room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would screw to consume you and your tyke stay at my star sign. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was good for my Babies, but correct about now i didnt see any other choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My figure is grub Carlton. That Night, lying in bed with this random guy, my muscle contraction started. I sat up in bed and held my breadbasket, screaming. Whats awry Little lady ? He asked me, clearly occupy. Its time. I said. Oh Christ god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water supply broke in his motortruck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your fault. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na necessitate you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's hired man. 123, get-up-and-go ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the nous. She said. I pushed as difficult as i could and felt something slippery between my ramification. Then i heard crying. My babe ! Its a Bouncng baby boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! ease up him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my totally world, which had been nil, became something. This little boy in my arms now was half of my world. energy ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the infant in the crease of my arm. I held my whole world in my hands at that moment. split streamed down my font. They both had my red hair. My baby had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the lady friend passion Angel, for my know passion for her and my hateful passionateness for her unsuccessful person Church Father. I named the boy St. Patrick Grace Ethel Cecile Rosalie Allen. Patrick after my father, and Allen after my Padre 's father. These babies were my world. Patrick and heat .