All 's I can ever differentiate you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those masses who would walk away after a yoke of days, I did n't ever intend for you to become a big share of my life, I never intentionally let you become the one person who would make me see the world in a whole new light, I never intended to fall in erotic love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in life, I always will be much respectable off alone as when i 'm alone there is no wrong I can do to any other psyche other than myself, wellspring I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in life, You showed me true erotic love, I know you only fel true love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer think of me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always retrieve the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll remember the Night you got scared and I would babble out to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was somebody there with you all Nox long, All those nights I gave all I had just to make for sure you never killed yourself, All those times I would lay awake and just keep an eye on you sleep just so you would bear a peaceful Night, I 'll also remember all those Night we argued over sappy things, All those hours I would spend just searching for the right field way to attain it up to you even when the argument was n't my faulting, All those times you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me jape just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always know how to make me feel better when I felt so panic-struck, Yeah I remember a lot of good and bad thing, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be carnival, All the botheration I caused you and all the times I pretty much ruined your lifetime, I also retrieve the clock time you fell for that early somebody and left my heart nothing but a busted mess, Our human relationship was ruined by that individual, I loved you more than I could ever put into Word of God and in a heartbeat you moved on, Yeah i 'll include that was a little more than I could ever wield, I had to sit back and watch you strike more in lovemaking with the former mortal with each passing second and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those metre you did n't need to talk to me just because they were online, All those sentence you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even regretful decided to bequeath just because they did, All those dark I had to drop alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the same, All those times you would complain to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than blab out to you, Well that was too practically. I was a minuscule furious yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love with them for a fell joke, You dumped me for this former person even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the sentence you never knew that, They were just person who managed to process you better than I could have in my wildest ambition, They treat you like a pouf while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it smart me a lot to a greater extent knowing you finally got to feel the pain in the ass I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly sorry for the pain you did finger, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the botheration I would induce, I would have taken every little bad feeling you had and added them to all the pain I had to sense, Still do sense, I would of let you live a lifespan without pain or fearfulness if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad import in sprightliness if it meant you could spend a lifetime of happiness, I know I did manage to do one thing, Not sure how but I did it, I took those incubus you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering incubus at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to meet twice as much as rule, auditory sensation strange but I will admit it was worth it, Whatever happened that night I am happy it happened, indisputable i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the good and the bad times we shared I would never change a single one, I mean I love you to a greater extent and more with each passing heartbeat, You was my humans, My life, My flash, You was my atomic number 8, I never thought I would be able to populate without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very good life I will let in that but I am managing to pass the days, I want you to know one hold out thing, I know you will never show this but I do have a go at it you, I have from the very number one words we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful miss to ever walk this earth, I mean yeah you still do take the air this worldly concern but I mean that past, present and even in the future there will never be a young woman that can even make out close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly escape you with all the petty pieces of my break-dance core, You will always be the exclusively girl that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live with a broken heart and say I felt truthful sexual love than have a altogether heart and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is auf wiedersehen, wish well I could see your smile one last time, See those beautiful blue optic or just listen your angelic spokesperson but I know I never will so I will just feature to outlast with the memory of you, eff you so much, Always will till the end of time, adios my sweet princess, I hope your life is filled with all the things you truly deserve, Peace, Happiness and even love .