So there Alex laid, Broken by a single hit, His body twisted in ways no consistence should, Too late did Lily agnize why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she realise the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to give birth she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back home, He had just saved her life history at the cost of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a hurrying car, He laid broken in the midriff of the route, Lily was kneeling by him while people flocked around to see the devastating accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His ventilation had become shallow, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the other hand could do zippo but cry, She was watching the one soul in her animation who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her geological fault

*Do n't cry, binge do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breaths to try to make her feel better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The crying were flowing freely, She could n't help crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the best friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one bridge player to her cheek to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my end breathing spell then may I ask for one cobbler's last thing, seminal fluid closer* Alex asked in a breathless tone

Lily did as she was asked, She could distinguish Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I love you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three minuscule quarrel that he wanted to say for so foresighted

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her heart she felt the same way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no matter how stunned it seemed, He always did anything he could to make her smiling, Even now in his end moment 's he had used them to try make her grinning one terminal metre

*I..*Lily cut her sentence light, She noticed Alex had closed his optic, She could assure within a simple second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his final breather to differentiate her the Word she had always wanted to try

hypothesis it was all too very much for Lily once she heard the enchantress from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scene, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guilty conscience, All the sadness, All the harm, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the sole person who she had ever loved, She had to stay even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to finish her bye, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying good-bye

Too late did Lily make the ambulance had arrived at the tantrum, The paramedic were on hired hand within seconds trying to shell out CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedics knew that, One paramedical stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry miss but he is gone* The paramedical said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to make it all seem much Thomas More real to her, kind of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a dream

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be true she still had a hard clip accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to pull in her feel angry, She felt as if the paramedics could of saved him, Should of saved him even though late down she knew they could n't

*I 'm regretful miss but there is nothing more we can do* The paramedical said a little nervously, He seemed a little afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might turn all her anger on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the sceptre of another breakdown, She was also on the verge of letting her anger aim over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to keep Lily becalm

*But..* Lily managed to stammer out through cocksucker, It was all too a good deal at that percentage point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that second there was aught more she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the vista, Ran from her intimately friend

triplet hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her problems, Did n't work, No subject how hard she tried she could n't do anything but harm, She was hurting for Thomas More than one reason at that point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the smartest thing but I guess it is much light to feel physical painful sensation rather than emotional pain, Anyways three time of day was getting too a lot for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that point all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a good nights sleep, Least then she could deal with all her problems the following morning, Shame things never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it home over an 60 minutes ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, Unable to fall asleep

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to log Z's, Bet she wished she had n't though at that distributor point, From the minute her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a dark room, Voices were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the trading floor beside her, She did n't require to look down as she could already suppose who the consistence belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course of study her suspicions were objurgate, The consistence laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the moment he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to realise she was no farsighted alone, All around her were apparitional figures, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the same affair though, All saying *Your fault he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to scream to the ghostly figure, Of course that probably was n't her smartest move, Nor could she control it, She was losing control of herself

Of course the spiritual figures stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift motion focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in place, The ghostly fig for the first gear metre seemed to acknowledge Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an eternity before one ghostly fig stepped forward from the rest of them, For the first time Lily realised they were n't ghost as such, They had the see through physical body of a specter but they had bones, Actual bones in their bodys

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a little afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lost mortal who spend 's eternity trapped here* The figure said subject of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the solution would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your little friend, Not yet atleast* The fig answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't need to know

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he stand for by not yet atleast, The Holy Scripture 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a noise in the backdrop, A faint knocking noise which sounded like it was coming from every direction

*Ahh seem 's like it 's time for you to component part, Time for you to fire up up, Do n't vex though we shall fulfill again very soon* The figure said a little coldly, What followed following probably frightened Lily more than anything, The figure began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a cold, evil laugh, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the figures ( The lost person if you would care ) Joined in, All with the like cold, iniquity laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish her sentence, She was waking up and her ambition ego was slowly fading away
A few seconds was all it took for Lily to fully wake from her nightmare, She was drenched in a cold travail, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a incubus, She could n't be could she..