First BJ in Decades

One 's situation in life history can and will deepen with time. I find myself at one of those turning points. Now, what to make of it ?

After a long time in a distressing relationship, including lots of paid counselling and some pretty drastic ups and John L. H. Down, I finally decided that it was n't going to get better. I told the GF that I was moving out. Well, we had some joint assets and family topic, so getting that all squared away and actually preparing to move took some meter. Fortunately, we are being basically civil about it all. The finish two months of my life, about of my discretional clock time has been spent sorting out all my shit, getting rid of what I wo n't use, and packing. Moving day is coming and we 're both sword lily to see it happen.

One side benefit that I 'm going to pursue is broadening my horizons, regarding friendships and specifically sex. I had a few male-male experiences when I was much younger, and lately I 've been getting interested in that coming again. I still love sex with women, but I have decided it 's time to try MM sex again. I 'm not sure how to proceed, but I 'll certainly be keeping my eyes open.

I 'm ok being by myself. I do n't get lonely, as I 've been spending time with Quaker and folk, but that old intimate itch is coming back. You ca n't really say that I 'm curious, since I 've had fun with Male before. More like wondering if I still like it.

My account is getting with a few guys for jerkoffs, handjobs and blowjobs. We had lots of fun, getting naked and playing with ourselves and each other. I remember how it felt to look down and see a man on my intemperate cock, and how it felt to accept a punishing hammer in my own mouth. I 've got a pretty big back talk and I could get a 6 '' dick all the way in, without gagging. My honest suck buddy was about 5.5 '' long, hold in heaviness and cut, and he had a very attractive, aphrodisiac peter. I loved licking and kissing his chunk, then working my way up his shaft until I opened up and took him into my rima oris. Just cerebration of it now gives me an erection. He had trouble getting much of my 7+ '' putz in his mouth, but he did a fine job on me nonetheless. We would lactate each other, but he did n't like taking it in our mouths, so we would finish off with a hand job.

I also got with a guy who was my size. Maybe a fiddling shorter, maybe a little thicker. But he had a very sexy cock and Nice dangling Ball. ( I love playing with balls, and having mine played with. ) Now I understood how the other guy had to work at taking in a big cock, but once I learned to unwind, it was amazing fun. I especially remember how it looked up close before I went down on him, that big cut dick head ... hot. We took bend on each early and examine different emplacement, and I loved them all. When it was time to land up him off, I got between his articulatio genus and bobbed on and off, adding a lot of tongue action, until I would palpate him throb and let loose a load of creamy jism in my mouth. I did n't care for the taste, but the act was a real twist on.

*** 1 Month Later ***

well, I 'm in my own place now. It 's nice not having to endure the gumming and tense discussions. And it 's quiet - unless I have some Book of Genesis or Twisted Sister on ( lol ). I 've been enjoying just closing the shades and taking out my cock, whenever I want. When it 's warm, I get totally naked and stroke myself. The starting time sentence I jerked myself here, I just let it fly all over the floor. It was worth the trouble to clean house it up.

I have started connection in some local activities, to enlarge my circuit of admirer. I 'm not necessarily looking for a lay or BJ from folks, but the fellowship is decent. I wo n't deny I 'm keeping my optic open for opportunities.

I have a pocket-sized number of supporter that have been that for some years. None of them were prospect for FWB. A couple of them mentioned getting hit on and having to distance themselves, as they were n't interest. Another was the type that was quite protective of his masculinity. Another was outright disgusted by the idea of M-M sex. No chances there.

I invited Tim, the masculine fellow, over for some dinner and schmooze. I grilled a couple of steaks and we sipped on a bit of whiskey. I was enjoying the evening out on the patio, it was perfect and the bugs had n't come out yet. He was telling me about his married woman 's recent visit to her kids, and I was telling him that I was surprised how well I got on with sustenance alone. He variety of surprised me with a input : `` When I was home alone, I wished I had a friend there. And it gave me a chance to call back about being alone, and kinda about intimacy. You know, I can see masses of the same sex developing a intimate human relationship. ``

I thought for a second, then said, `` Has it happened to you ? ``

'' I do n't think so, but the idea certainly does n't disgust me. ``

'' Me neither, '' I replied. `` Actually, I fooled around with boys, and call back it being a lot of fun. Then female child came along. ''

Now he said something I did n't expect. `` I 've had similar experiences, and I 'm beginning to think I might go there again. Half curiosity, half excitement. ``

The clod was in my royal court now. I thought for a few irregular, looked him in the eye, and said `` So have I. In fact, I 've gotten to the head where I think I 'm make to explore. ``

Tim said, `` Maybe we should explore that together. '' I smiled, and said, `` I 'd love to. '' Then he said, `` You 'll have to instruct me, there are things I have n't done before. '' My response was, `` We 'll go obtuse. Remember, it 's been a long time for me too. I might not like it as much. ``

Without anything said, we picked up our plates and put them by the sinkhole. I made a gesture toward the livelihood room, and as he passed I put my bridge player on his shoulder. I left it there as we walked to the couch. Tim turned to me and said, `` Can I have a hug ? ``

I reached around and brought him to me. We stood there for a bit, embracing, then I started to move one arm slowly up and down, and slowly slid the other down towards his hips. He hugged tighter, and now I could finger a stumblebum in his gasp. It was happening to me, too. It felt so nice to be touching another person !

I broke the embrace but kept my arms on his articulatio humeri, and asked, `` What are you most odd about ? ''

'' My first query was whether I 'd like just touching a man. Got that answered, it was nice. ``

'' I was surprised how nice it felt. How about touching pelt ? '' I reached for his shirt buttons and started opening them. Then I reached in and felt the ignite hairsbreadth on his chest of drawers. It was having an effect on me and I said so. `` I do n't know a bout you, but I 'm getting hard. '' He looked down and saw an obvioius bump in my underdrawers. `` I guess so, and me too. '' I reached down to his crotch and slid my hand across, and there it was, a hard hunk pointing to the position. I ran my hand over it, and Tim closed his eyes and moaned.

After touching him, I finished opening his shirt took it off him. Then he pulled my t-shirt up and over my head. Without thinking, we again embraced, and I said, `` Oh yes, lots better without apparel. '' We rubbed across each former, then I moved in closer so my leg was between his. This pressed our hammer ball against each other. We rubbed a bit, then Tim said, `` Let 's recede these clothes. '' I stepped back and took off my pants, underclothing and socks ; my rooster was almost fully rear. He did the same, and his very handsome member was now in plain mint. His dick was just complete, a giving six incher. We just stood still and looked at each other. My eyes were going up and down his trim torso and looking at his cock, which finished growing.

I pressed his shoulders and he sat down on the couch. I spread his legs and reached for his prick with one manus and his balls with the other, then started stroking and fondling. With one pounding, he was fully raise in my handwriting. And my dick was pointing straight out too. He reached for it, and we spent a minute of arc stroking each other.

As good as that felt, I was ready for more. But I wanted to make sure he was too, so I asked, `` Are you good, Tim ? Is this working for you ? ``

'' Thomas More than working, it feels sooo good. '' A pounding from his cock punctuated the full point. I was still stroking him and he could finger a pounding from my organ too.

I looked at him and asked, `` Can I take this farther ? '' He smiled, and I went to my knee in front of him. I moved in and thought how I was about to find a man in my mouth for the first metre in decades. I was so hard and my gumshoe was pointing up. I moved my manus down to his pedestal then studied his hammer for a moment. It was hot, with nervure running up and down it, and a outstanding headland. And his balls were hanging very seductively. I moved in closer and brought my lips to his mother fucker. I kissed it, then began to lick all around. I really, really wanted this organ in my oral fissure. So I opened my mouth and took in his cockhead. He moaned. I moved slowly down on him, and he moaned again. My oral fissure was being filled by his hard cock and I loved it. I started going on and off him, and kept that up for a while.

I pulled off his cock and asked him, `` Are you ready to try it too ? '' He gave me a glassy-eyed face and said, `` Yes, yes. Please. '' I sat on the redact next to him, and he got down on his knees. `` You 're so big, how do I do this ? ``

I answered, `` Just go slow, and try to keep back your teeth off it. '' He stroked me then brought his facial expression down and took in my cockhead. It was so sexy seeing someone 's rima oris on my stopcock, I throbbed and moaned. Then he started moving down on me. I could feel his wet mouth and it was amazing, so wet and warm.

Tim did a estimable job with his tooth, and now was bobbing on and off me. I must have been really ruttish because I was quick to cum. But I took my mind off it so I 'd final a patch. Eventually I needed sacking, and told him I was cook ; he came off me only to say, `` Let me suffer it, I 'm ready. In my mouth ! '' With that, he went back on me and slide on and off. I lost it. With a oink and a stab at his face, I came and pumped his verbalise full of my seed. So good, so uh, uh ...

Tim slowed down but kept sucking on me as I cummed in his backtalk. Not a drop escaped, soon I saw him swallow. Then I noticed that he was stroking himself. Well that wo n't do. I gently pulled his head off me and my cock flopped back on my belly. Then I stood him up, and leaned forward to take his firmly dick back in my back talk. I went right to work on him, and he started a pumping question into my mouth. He was fucking my grimace and I loved it. Before long, he began to grunt like I had done, then took handle of my headland and buried his cock in my mouth. I felt him throbbing, then felt my oral cavity filling with jism. hoot he had a lot ! I swallowed a couple of fourth dimension, then let the rest fill my mouth while I sucked on him and moved on and off. After a instant, I swallowed the rest, licked off his tool and had him sit by me. We both were spent, physically, sexually and emotionally.

After a min, I asked, `` Well ? Was it what you expected ? ``

'' That and More. I think I wan na do this again. '' He reached over to retain my deflating peter and I did the same with his.

'' Me too. And maybe some other clobber. I want to frot too, cumming on each former 's turncock. By the way, I loved sucking your cock. It 's just perfect for my mouth. ``

Tim answered, `` Yours is big but I loved it. How long is that thing ? ``

'' septenary inches. Shit man, you had almost all of it in your mouth ! ``

'' I 'll deliver to pattern. Will you assist ? ``

'' for sure thing ! ``

Then he thought a present moment and said, `` The wierd thing is, I do n't experience like any less a man. And I still love pussycat. That 's a pleasant surprise. ``

*** The next day ***

I woke up with a smile on my look. lowest dark, Tim hung out for a bit then went base, but we were both dangerous about doing it again. I was back in the cocksucking occupation and I was glad it turned out well. In fact, thinking about endure night was making me laborious again. I think I 'll remember Tim 's mouth on me and rub one out. trade good way to start the day .