`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to work out a double tongiht. She said we need to get our prep done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning. '' I proceeded to finish my history assignment. I am a Junior this twelvemonth. Just turned 16, and got my number 1 real boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner party and help Nat with some of her homework, then its time for American English Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a twice and was not house but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be fine. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this sentence Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner thoughts about disco biscuit, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my breast and I touched his penis. He asked me to kiss his member but I was afraid. I like him so much and am curious of what it would be like when he asks me to let sex for the first time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my way and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to allow for but he does n't. He takes my journal and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he study my inner most secret thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiling. Says he can teach me how to please cristal when the metre comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me closemouthed and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's room instead. Do you understand ? You have to acquire how to be a cleaning woman Nicole. I am going to teach you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to oppose him, assures me I will screw it. He grabs me by my hired hand and drags me out of my room into my mommy room. Then he shuts and locks the room access. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to give me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my eubstance through my Night dress.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and William Tell me to take off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my sister sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to bear witness you how to please your Lester Willis Young X. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to snog me again, first on my sass while he pinches my teat. Then he kisses my tit while he puts his fingers in my most secret womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to palpate so adept around my hard hammer. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, stop fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to get off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw go 's phallus but only for a second. Truth be known, until this evening I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so frighten away of him. My trunk and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome body and I am so odd about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My physical structure starts to respond to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to lick and bite my cervix while he rubs my tit. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to taste your dulcet snatch '' and he kisses his way down my consistency. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of veneration, suddenly I am wet between my thigh. Excited.. How could my body betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can sense his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` spread your legs, let me in to feed on that Virgo the Virgin pussy. '' I can feel him pushing my legs open and I put up no resistance. My tears have stopped. My body milkshake, but not from fear. The first time I felt his glossa lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my tongue on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the parole is puss. Say you like my glossa on your slit. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your spit on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his finger in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a minute. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you know what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am nervous, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My consistence feels like it is on fervency, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, XTC wants you to osculate his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his heavy stopcock deep in your throat while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big smiling on his grimace he pushes me to my knee. `` surface your sass smasher '' I am frighten again. He begins to squeeze my boldness hard until my mouth opens. `` You are going to suck my cock, you will not bite me or I will spank you. You will suck my putz exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a good girl should. ''



Then he puts his great tough cock in my mouth. Just a minuscule at first, then more and more until it is deep in my oral fissure. `` That 's a good girl Nicole. '' He starts to actuate in and out, slow then fast. I can experience myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet little mouth feels so good on my backbreaking cock babe. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moan louder and louder, `` Oh sister, you are going to hit me shoot my freight, but I want to keep open it for your afters virgin pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and kisses me deep. My mouthpiece and backtalk are swollen, there are rent in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh dish, relax, the practiced is yet to hail. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his hand over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my rooster in your pissed cunt now. It will hurt for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for more, probably tomorrow dark after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls at rest I will come in for you. I am gon na experience you lick your mother cum off my cock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting more than and more excited. I ca n't breathe with his deal still over my mouth. I feel the head of his stopcock at the ingress of my snatch and I start to wiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his paw harder on my mouth and William Tell me to stay still. `` undefendable your legs. I am ready to palpate that blind drunk virgin puss. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fasting and rough. It hurts. I want to cry but he he has his hand over my mouth still. tears begin to roll down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so in force. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could enter your virgin cunt and Thatch you to be a woman. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 year '' I begin to fight back. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to motivate, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my physical structure begins to respond to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad opinion, good touch. Very good touch. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs farther apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted X to be my first, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old beau. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my mouth, finally. `` Tell me my stopcock flavor skilful in your kitty baby '' He has my legs high in the air, on his shoulder, pushing hard and deep in my pussycat but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, grueling. I jump, More tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your hammer feels trade good in my pussy. '' I say with a palpitation vocalisation. `` Good girl, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you realize. '' I nod my head word, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good girl, your hot tight slit is so addictive. I may need it again and again. But for now I am ready to fill you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My torso is such a traitor. The sensations I feel are adept, my fright turns into warmth, my infliction into pleasure. My consistence starts to tense and agitate and thrill on it 's own. I can no longer master any of my own body functions. I feel excessive moisture between my second joint and I feel like I am in promised land, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my fille. I just gave you your first climax. Was n't that large. You feel so safe. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and push in deep, very cryptical. I can feel hot liquid squirting deep in my eubstance and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a good missy Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thigh again and begins to work out all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my back talk as his mouth is wax of a mixture of our juice. He kisses me deep and retentive and groan.



'' Was n't that unspoilt baby. Our cum mixed together tastes so salutary. Get used to it spoil. Your gon na taste it often. next prison term, you will solve it off my cock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could imagine was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a good girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this enigma between us and do n't tell anyone. The adjacent time I come for you I expect you to issue forth to me willingly. You will beg me to have sex you again. ``



He showers with me, washes my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to osculate me on my frontal bone and says `` goodnight sweetheart '' then walks out.



That was three old age ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from schoolhouse and takes me to his billet. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was properly about so many things. I did see to be a woman. The first time I was with X he was very pleased with me. function of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?