So there Alex laid, Broken by a single hit, His body twisted in elbow room no consistence should, Too late did Lily agnise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she actualise the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to turn in she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her vertebral column home, He had just saved her life at the cost of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speeding car, He laid broken in the midsection of the road, Lily was kneeling by him while mass flocked around to see the desolate accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big tip 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His breathing had become shallow, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the early helping hand could do zero but cry, She was watching the one person in her life who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, Tears do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breaths to try to establish her feel better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The tears were flowing freely, She could n't help oneself crying

*No but 's, I want you to always think that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the near friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one bridge player to her boldness to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my close breath then may I ask for one last thing, Come closer* Alex asked in a breathless tone

Lily did as she was asked, She could tell Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I love you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little wrangle that he wanted to say for so foresightful

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her heart she felt the Lapp way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no thing how stupid it seemed, He always did anything he could to make her smile, Even now in his concluding minute 's he had used them to try make her smile one terminal metre

*I..*Lily cut her sentence short, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could enjoin within a bare second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his last intimation to tell her the word of honor she had always wanted to get word

dead reckoning it was all too much for Lily once she heard the siren from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scene, Run away from all the hurting she was feeling, All the guilt, All the sadness, All the hurt, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the entirely person who she had ever loved, She had to last out even if it was just till the paramedic took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again ineffective to polish off her goodbye, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying goodbye

Too late did Lily recognise the ambulance had arrived at the conniption, The paramedics were on hand within s trying to administer CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedics knew that, One paramedical stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry missy but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to make up it all seem much Thomas More real to her, Kind of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a pipe dream

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be reliable she still had a hard time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedic spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make her spirit angry, She felt as if the paramedic could of saved him, Should of saved him even though deep down she knew they could n't

*I 'm sad miss but there is null more we can do* The paramedic said a niggling nervously, He seemed a short afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might turn all her anger on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the verge of another equipment failure, She was also on the sceptre of letting her anger take over

*There is zero we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to celebrate Lily calm

*But..* Lily managed to stammer out through shortness of breath, It was all too very much at that spot for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that moment there was zero more than she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the tantrum, Ran from her right booster

threesome hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her problem, Did n't work, No matter how operose she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for More than one reason at that gunpoint, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the saucy thing but I guess it is much easier to experience forcible hurting rather than emotional pain sensation, Anyways three hours was getting too very much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that full point all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a good nights sleep, Least then she could carry on with all her problems the following morning, Shame things never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it home over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, Unable to fall departed

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that point, From the moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a drear room, Voices were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the flooring beside her, She did n't want to look down as she could already guess who the body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course her suspiciousness were even off, The consistence laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the moment he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to agnise she was no retentive alone, All around her were ghostly figures, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the Saame matter though, All saying *Your fault he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to scream to the ghostly figures, Of track that probably was n't her smartest move, Nor could she operate it, She was losing ascendance of herself

Of course the ghostly pattern stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift motility focused on Lily, Lily was pretty lots frozen in place, The ghostlike physical body for the first time seemed to acknowledge Lily 's bearing, They all stared at her for what seemed an infinity before one ghostly anatomy stepped forward from the ease of them, For the start sentence Lily realised they were n't ghosts as such, They had the see through physique of a specter but they had bones, Actual bones in their bodys

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a petty afraid of the puppet standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lose someone who spend 's eternity trapped here* The figure said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a short nervously, She was definetly afraid that the answer would be something she would detest

*But your not here, Neither is your short Friend, Not yet atleast* The image answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't want to know

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he mean by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a noise in the ground, A deliquium knock stochasticity which sounded like it was coming from every direction

*Ahh seem 's like it 's time for you to voice, Time for you to wake up, Do n't interest though we shall match again very soon* The form said a small coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily more than anything, The figure began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a moth-eaten, Evil laugh, If that was n't bad enough the balance of the figures ( The lost souls if you would wish ) Joined in, All with the Lapp frigidity, evil laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish her sentence, She was waking up and her dream ego was slowly fading away
A few seconds was all it took for Lily to fully awake from her nightmare, She was drenched in a frigidness travail, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a nightmare, She could n't be could she..