Men of all ages are discovering new eroticism within adventures they once thought forbidden. The big surprisal for them is this ... Sex with guy rope can be edgier than with a womanhood. It can be more intense, more dangerously fun, more easily found, found without cost, and with no string section attached. In all of those category ... Well, girls are gunna find it punishing to vie. This is my story and how the pit I ever crossed that line.

Blame it on the cyberspace. Not only has free memory access to television stirred up interest, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an easy network within nearly every metropolis in almost every country. There are millions of men worldwide playing with each other that never would have dreamed they would be doing so a few geezerhood back. almost of these guys do not consider themselves gay. I 'm not even indisputable they accept the word bisexual. They just like getting their shaft sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how things change ... And why the snake pit did that fall out ?

This tale is how and why it happened to me. I 'll enjoin ya up front ... The flavor of a cock in my oral cavity is sometimes, not always, exquisite like naught else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my rima oris is also more vivid and more visceral than with a woman. How did it find to me, a `` straight as an pointer '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's break. I also blame it on her. Here 's the story ...

You probably need to go back and record the first three stories. In them I go to some lengths describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy fantasy talking while teetering on the verge of orgasms. Talking to each other in that aroused Department of State really opened her to new ideas and new desires. It affected me too and a wife tends to acknowledge things like that.

In my hold up story I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many other changes, I doubt it would 've happened without our steady phantasy talk in bed.

Remember my assumption in the death tale ? ...

'' Girls tend to think vaginas and guys tend to think penis are ugly. Both wonder what the former sees in them. ``

Well ... That argument set up a backchat between Ash and me, of path always while deeply into some orgasmic state. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how a great deal fun member are. Something like the following ...

'' dear, a peter and balls just give you soooo much more to work with ! ``

'' There is no sense impression that matches a soft penis expanding in your mouth. zilch is like it ! ``

'' The musky smell of an bring up man is simply habit-forming. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An erect shaft is a perfective fit in your mouth. It is mild and hard at the same time and feeling so good while twirling your clapper around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking orb into your oral fissure and tonguing them not only feels big, it gives you such a sense of office over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy right on the edge, feeling him tense up, and take off to escape from just before he comes is always such a flush ! ''

'' The comfortably part is feeling his tool pulse in your mouth as he starts to cum. There 's nothing in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my back talk, tasting the saltiness is habit-forming. Every time I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the sense of taste of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to taste cum ! If it was n't incredibly well, why would I want to nurse every guy off ? ``

'' love ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't wait until you 've had your first base cock. I ca n't wait until we can share that experience together ... both of us sucking on the same rooster and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my oral fissure and we will trade it back and Forth River together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and make me cum ! That is if you really care about your wife, if you really want me to cum too ... super unvoiced ! ``

Get the idea how circuitous her little mind whole kit ? I endured that kinda shit for several years before I started crossing those lines.

The first was tasting cum.

I had to overcome a deep repulsion. Hell, I did n't even like cumming in a cleaning woman 's mouth because it just seemed so rank. I know most men think that is the ultimate shiver but for me it sure seemed like it might realise her gag and wretch ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that little job ...

Within a year after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting odd and eventually it became an titillating trigger. Yup, contemplating tasting my own Islamic Group inexplicably became an obsessive matter. The more I thought about it, the more it became something that got me very very hot.

dozens, maybe hundreds of time I fully intended on licking my hand off after a ego induced orgasm ... Fully intended. Hell ... That was the trigger that made me cum ... the prediction of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery single clip, after I came, that plan went flying out the windowpane ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not for certain where I got the approximation, I decided to blurt out into a small jar and put it in the deep-freeze. I guess I thought maybe the next time I got all revved up with the musical theme of eating my own cum I 'd hale it out and pop it into my backtalk before I experienced that Brobdingnagian let down, that switch from right to will mental capacity, that `` jerk back into realness '' thing guy go through just after they orgasm.

Well ... I jacked off several times in that cup before I finally worked up the boldness to try it. And then one day, a day I was super turned on, while I was right on the border, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my mouth. It was one frickin big ice cube of cum !

Now the interest thing about that is the initial mavin is just insensate. You ca n't taste much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being right on the edge and savoring the taste and especially the smell while it slowly melted. Funny thing about being all jacked up ... everything seems different ! surprisal surprise. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was rightfield. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my screwball and came all over myself. Hellava orgasm. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that immobilise matter all over again ? inferno yes ! Lots of times until I was used to the penchant, the look, the feel of it in my oral cavity and the gross out factor was pretty lots gone. You might need to try it sometime if you 've been curious like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a Brobdingnagian frickin line to cross. Try it and recount me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new wagon train of thought and another melodic line I crossed ...

The outlandishly popular comedian, Ron White has this famous short bit about smut and all of us being gay, the dispute is only by degree. Here it is ...

'' I have this crony of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless thing you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay people. I was talking to him the other day and he says ...

'This reality be a better place if there were n't so many fairy !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the succeeding time you have a thought ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a subject to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's bullshit man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can prove it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All right hand. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two women making make love together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and woman making love !'

'Do you like scenery with the guy having a small-scale one-half flaccid penis ?'

'No ! I like Guy with a big throbbing hammer !'''

( It 's a funny bit. Check it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The point is ... Most bozo do n't really understand that a big hammer in a porn scene is an important part of the crook on. The more you watch porn, the more you 'll notice the fervour of a hammer ramming into a pussy or down a throat. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. Cocks. Lotsa prick until they started to become a rattling erotic induction. I mean I started searching for videos with monster rooster. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over time they became at to the lowest degree as interesting, maybe more, than a pussy. Ash was the right way with at least one point in time ... There sure enough was a lot more there to diddle with than a vagina.

So here 's the point ... Ash would always always talk about dick while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot lecture and would make her and me cum passably fasting. After awhile it was the only way she would cum ... talking about damn turncock ! And do n't you for a minute believe she did n't know exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving little vixen !

She had wad of experiences with cocks and she would tell me about each one in great detail. For example ...

I remember the meter, early on, when the first black walked in our club. It was a crowd club. people everywhere. Plenty of hot women. He was openhanded, reduce, moderately grandiloquent. Arrived obviously as a pro wearing an expensive dress shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hand and started giving him the rounds ? Why yes ... My shy little lady now turned tour of duty guide.

After about 30 minute I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar expanse or on the dance storey ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the bedrooms ? Nope. Outside in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the Inferno ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big smiling on her font and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't do it until the end of the nighttime when she and I were making love and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his hand during the term of enlistment, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the lav, she uses those locked hands to pull him into one. Once in there, she locks the door, and slowly pulls her hot skimpy dim clothes over her head, she has no bra on, fray her nipples, gets on her genu, unzips his trouser, and pulls them with his underclothing down to the storey ...

[ `` So I could get a real serious look ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the misfortunate guy ! Damn. I mean the guy has only been there a few bit and some nutcase whiten cunt is half raping him in a woman 's john !

I could hardly believe it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the hell got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of course. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your lip ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his dick looked like. And it was big. Real big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the rumors are reliable about black guy rope ! We NEED more black guys around this place ! And I certainly wanted to know what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a regular supply of history about tool, that Ash loved bathing me in. mephistophelean !

It took about four age for for me, a `` connessouir of slit, '' to suck the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that damn line ...

I had this patronage friend. We would occasionally plowshare a dinner party. We did one night and after a few drinks we started talking about sex for the showtime fourth dimension. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the alcohol.

I 'm telling him about the club, and all the sex looney women there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves cocks, and `` think it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to suckle one, '' and I 'm thinking this talk is getting to him. He just might want to arrive chink out the club, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my abode. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and evidence me what you think ? ``

Well, of course I did. So we paid the check and left. The house was close by, maybe five minutes away. And when we get there, the G tour was on. Beautiful menage. Superb taste in innovation. So big, so nice it was a shame he lived there alone. The lowest way he showed me was the master bedroom where he left me to go get some drunkenness. I look around at all the laurel wreath and sit down at the foundation of his bed to admire a particularly beautiful work of art on the bulwark.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his prized composition, comes over and stands right in front line of me blocking the aspect, does n't say a watchword but has his zipper inch from my face and just leaves it there.

I do n't know what got into me but the considerably way to identify it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my body and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his belt, unzip his drawers, pull them down, way down, then his underwear, and watching his huge erect tool leaping out ... maybe a mates inch from my face. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this spate, this incredible boot, and it seemed so natural to just open my mouth and put the head of it inside. I felt my tongue go to work, swirl itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a hundred sentence before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my mouth. I remember thinking two affair while that is happening.

One, this might be the hot thing I 've ever experienced.

And two ... tinker's dam I ca n't wait to secernate Ash !

It did n't take foresightful until I feel this pulsing as his cock gets extra hard and then the surge in his peter as he starts his release, shooting so much cum, I had a hard time swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my oral fissure rocketed to the top of my list of titillating experiences. And here 's the really interesting part for me ... I really really wish doing something that I knew felt so good for another guy. It was very different from feeling a cleaning lady cum where you are kinda guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every sentence I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really describe it. You 'll just induce to try it yourself.

So what happened next ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go place and recount Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed home. Found her cleaning the theatre. Pulled her into the bedroom, tore her clothes off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` time lag till you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, saltation on top of me, straddles my turncock and slides it in her dripping puss, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping sawhorse, and seminal fluid before I had hardly finished the storey. It took all of maybe 60 mo ! When she came down from it all ... guess what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again right ? TELL ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did tell ya she was a bit diabolical.. right ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a putz crazed charwoman like Ash ?

Here 's the thing about being Bi ... at least from my period of view.

The modality comes and goes. It 's the foreign affair. nearly of the time, let 's say 90 % of the clip I have only about 10 % interest in dick. I never have interest in guys ... from a gay 's perspective anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the moon and the stars align '' and bam ! I can hardly conceive of anything in a sexual way ... but peter. In those mo turncock, pretty very much all cock, are intensely erotic. So a lot so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is cocks and while doing so I can literally feel what it feels like having one in my oral cavity. During those here and now I 'm at least 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero interest in women. And then as quickly as it came, the feeling leaves me, for weeks or months. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the heart of beauty in this world ... once again.

Now this back and forth has been going on for about twenty eld. Never variety much. I 've had various hundred experiences with putz over the geezerhood. Ash and I would fare to do a guy together, actually several. It was with child for her, just good for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' Same reaction. I 'll save about all that later.

Bottom stemma ... I still love women. Still love cocks ! Well ... Some of the time anyway !

Finally ... What might you take away from this taradiddle ?

1. If you 're offspring, be damn thrifty who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some evil devious, sexually deviant mortal like Ashley !

2. If you make that fatal fault, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to become a crazy ole prick sucker ! However, you 'll spend most your lifetime with a huge grin on your face !

3. And even if you do end up with individual as goofy as Ash, and letting her campaign you skitszoid walking both sides of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza. When it 's good ... it 's really good. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice square block '' some clock time !

I 'll leave you with the immortal Bible of Woody Woody Allen ...

'' hermaphroditism doubles your chance of a date on a Saturday night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful matter between two people. Between five, it 's fantastic. ''