what would you do if eveyrthing you thought you bang about your animation turned out to be a lie if the people you love the world you love shatterd like a mirror in straw man of you what would you do watch it cauterize fight it or let it devour you just be carefull who you become on the way even if it takes getting your ass kicked or spoilt loosing some one you love or doing anything for them and loosing your self on the way but either way thoughs are the moments that define us that shape us it doesnt matter if it takes 6 minutes or 6 seconds because in the end we have to hold up with the determination we make but im gettting ahead of myself my gens is jake hale im 19 and i live in new york with my 12 year old kid babe amy its just us now ever since our parents died in a car clangour 2 years ago soon after i realised i had to get a job so i did at a resturant waiting mesa serving at the bar anything to get money i dead reckoning but today was just another drill ass day in college trying not to fall asleep.
'' hey jake arouse up man '' i herd kyle almost shout at me and if your wondering kyle is a acquaintance of mine ive known him ever since my parents died `` halo jake wake up man its time to go '' i slowly opend my eye realising the division way was empty apart from me and kyle i looked to my left visual perception kyle sitting on the desk next to me `` waky waky bro you must of slept through the yap class whats a matter havent you had much sleep lately you look exausted '' kyle said putting his hand on my shoulder `` well atleast i dont look as bad as you '' i replied with a smirk `` haha yeah you wish bro anyway are you comming to my party tonight you have to man theres gon na be hot girlfriend there and i mean hot like youve never seen and you look like you need to loosen up seems like you havent slept in a class '' kyle said standing up
`` it feels like it and i argot i have to work tonight so im form of tighed up at the moment `` i replied realising how late it must of been so i quickly reached in my pocket and pulled out my telephone seeing thats i had only 15 mo to get to work before i was tardy twice in a row `` dam look i have to go '' i said standing up and grabing my backpack before swinging it over my depart shoulder and darting for the room access but just as i reached it mrs clements walked in `` mr hale i need a parole with you right now '' she said sitting at her desk `` mrs clements cant this wait im running late for work '' i said turning around `` this will only take a consequence conduct a seat mr George Ellery Hale mr black could you delight allow while i have a chat with jake please '' she asked kyle nodded and then headed for the door `` hey ill give you a Call later ok '' kyle wisperd as he walked out i walked over to the front of her desk and took a fundament hoping this would be over soon `` mr Hale its been brought to my attension that your studdys have been taking a round for the unsound your hardly ever here and when you do render up you sit at the back of the socio-economic class either talking with your friends or falling asleep on your desk so what do you give birth to say for your self '' she said with a pissed off tone `` look i have to go to function every night just to pee ends assemble and on top of that i have to take care of my kid sis because she has no one els just me and even after working all night i still manage to drop back myself out of bed and come here for 8am just like anyone els so i think i deserve a little morass dont you '' just as i said that she stood up and her brass turned red with anger `` ITS NOT GOOD enough mr Hale you better straighten up or your going to fail this class and this hole condition and thats a place where you dont want to be leaving here with null to show for it '' i looked up and just gave her a smug smile
`` is that all '' i replied but before she could resolve i grabed my backpack off the floor and sprinted out of the door into the hall way i ran as fasting as i could but i was so exausted from working all Nox and lets just say college wasnt exactly a place that could get my mind off of everything it just seemed to get worse every week but all i could think of was that i couldent be late again i had to be on clock time because marcus would kill me i must of been lost in thought process because before i new it i was falling flat on my back in a daze wondering what the hell just happend `` hey watch where your going what are you blind or something '' i herd a voice thigh-slapper at me i tried to look up but i couldednt see at first i was so tierd my eyes were fuzzy `` what are you deff as well '' i herd the girlish vocalization say again i mannaged to finally get my eye sight back i looked up and noticed a womanly figure standing above me with blond haire but my optic were so blured i couldent see her that well `` umm halo what am i talking to myself or something '' she screached at me `` sorry i didnt realise where i was going '' i said standing up `` what are you some kind of perv or something just stay away from me ok '' she continued to screach at me `` anyone ever tell you how charming you '' i replied sarcasticly but she must of be off equilibrium from the fall because she fell against one of the footlocker but i jumped forward and grabed her before she could do any serious damage but she pushed me away `` did i say i needed your help perv no just stay away from me is that clear enough for you '' she stated turning around and walking away `` nice to meet you to '' i mutterd under my breathing place but i was quickly snaped off my train off thought when my speech sound started to ring i quckly answered it not looking at the telephone number `` jake its marcus where are you we expected you here 5 minutes ago hurry up or your working the late chemise on the bar '' i quickly put my phone down and ran down the corridor to the briny entrence i ran as fast as i could across the main road almost getting knocked down by a car and if that wasnt bad enough it started raining getting me drenched i ran down every short-change cut i could i finally arrived at the resturant so i decided to go through the back hoping no one would mark me sneaking in so late i opend the door to the employe footlocker room soaking wet trying to overtake my breath i looked around not noticing anyone i slid my backpack off getting my work clothes out but just as i did i looked up seeing marcus leaning against the entering to the kitchen `` umm is it raining by any probability brother '' he said with a slight chuckle `` just a few rain shower around zip to bad '' i jokingly replied trying desperatly to trip up my breather `` are you feeling ok jake you dont look so commodity buddy ''
all i could do was laugh as i collapsed on the body of work bench behind me `` yeah never better just have to watch my breath '' marcus walked over to me and sat down on the work bench near the employes lockers `` jake honestly are you ok if you need some prison term off all you have to do is ask you look like you could use a good luck '' marcus had a interest look on his grimace what ide never seen before `` you know your not the showtime person to ask me that '' i said smirking at him `` but i lingo i need the money have to keep up requital on the house or they will fuddle me and amy out on the street i wish i could take a break but i camber '' i sat up on the work terrace putting my work clothes on `` if your sure sidekick just dont process your self to dying '' marcus said laughing before getting up and walking to the room access `` oh and jake i was wondering we have a new girl starting claire do you think you could show her the ropes its her first day and i sentiment who proficient than you '' i paused confused for a moment marcus always tells me about new employes oh well it wasnt like i could say no `` uh yeah sure thing '' replied still incertain `` enceinte you have 2 minutes to get ready and then ill see you in the kicthen '' marcus said before turning around and walking into the resturant i quickly got changed puting my bag and my jacket into my locker and shutdown it i laughed to myself i mean could this day get any spoilt but i guess i had to divvy up with it but as i started to give the locker room my sound started to ring again i quickly pulled my phone from my pocket seeing it was amy i answered it as fast as i could `` hey jake are you going to be home plate tonight you promised me you would be where are you '' i felt spoiled than id ever felt before i totaly forgot that i promised amy i would be home today `` dam sorry sis i have work i spaced it completely i '' but before i could say another intelligence the line started to violate up and eventally died out so i put my headphone in my pockect already as pissed off as i could be with how the day is turning out.
i walked into the kitchen slowy opening the doorway looking around to see if anyone was in there but to my surpise it was almost as if it was abandand i walked over to the swallow hole turning the tap on looking at how many dishes i would have to do by myself `` yo jake my boy have you seen the new chick were working with '' i turned around seeing joe list on the near side retort joe was a sang-froid guy he was the for the first time person i worked with when i started at the resturant he seemed a bit to the full of himself but he was a nice enough guy `` what the new fille claire yeah marcus said something about that but i havent seen her yet '' joe just gave me an enervate smile `` trust dude your in for a treat a big treat '' i just turned around and started loading the cesspit with scale
'' jake i want you to meet claire this is who i was talking about '' i almost droped a plate when i saw her she had the look that could bollix away a jam United States Army with one look she had dark black berm duration haire dark brown hazzel oculus and a figure of an hour Methedrine sexy wasnt the Son `` um jake '' marcus said snapping me out of my trans `` oh uh hey '' i said stuttering tryint to put my quarrel together witch only made her giggle at me `` well claire this is jake hes going to exhibit you around and show you where everything you need is joe semen with me buddy i need your assist at the tables and jake you and claire are on beauty till half 8 '' marcus and joe walked out leaving the room totaly silent i turned around and kept loading the cesspool not for sure what to say then claire walked passed and threw a dish cloth at me `` so do you desire to wash off or dry '' she said with a giggle `` ill laundry you dry '' replied laughing still a little unsure what to say `` so are you new around here then '' i asked rubbing my burning middle
'' moved a week ago with my dad from ohio and well here i am '' she said giggling
'' but is it always this quiet around here '' i turned around and walked over to the sterio on the shelf turning it on and walking back towards the sump just as an old ac/dc call started to play on the sterio better i replied grabbing a plate and cleaning it off
'' i love ac/dc so guess im going to have to say yes '' claire said playfully nudging my arm
'' well some times you just have to bang the classics '' i said nudging her back witch only mad her giggle more at me but there was something about her not just how amazing she looks it was like i couldent stop looking at her optic but i had to prevent snapping myself back to reality before she noticed anything was up `` uh so what college have you applied to around here '' i said handing a plate to her `` ive got into one west brooke do you know it ''
'' haha know it thats the claim college i go to ''
'' to be honorable im a bit nervouse about going i dont really know anyone around here '' she said in a vex voice `` you know me so dont be so worried '' i replied and she gave me a the shortened smile i think ive ever seen we carried on talking and meter flew by untill it was almost 8.30 just as we were almost done she walked over stacking the plates and bowls away while the sterio blaired out loude i must not of been paying as very much attension as i mentation because the future moment i had a sharp cutting off hurting across the parm of my hand i forced my hand out of the water like a reflex `` arghh dam '' claire ran over to see what was wrong and all i could see was my parm schism unfold must of been from one of the knives still in the sump `` oh my god come here '' i herd claire say i turned around and she wraped my hand in a wet lulu textile to stop the bleeding she looked like she was in such a panic `` stay here im going to go get marcus she stated running out the room access but why did she care so much i mean its not like she knew me that well but before i could consider more into it marcus came running in with a low aid kit in his hand and claire following behind `` let me see your hired man crony he said opening the first aid box on the side of meat he took off the serve up cloth off and chucked it in the trash `` ouch buddy i think you might want some stitches ''
'' ill be ticket dont worry it will heal up soon enough ''
'' well if your insisting atleast let me dress it and clean it up just to be on the good incline '' marcus started dressing my handwriting i had to grit my teeth trying not to grunt with the bother of it `` jake listen i want you to take the day off tomorrow and rest up you cant carry on like this take Fri off and come back substantially saterday i dont care what you do just use up it easy buddy pass some time with amy '' he said with that same concerned face on his facial expression i knew i couldent argue with him after all hes done for me `` well amy has been on my cover about working late i suppose i could take one day off ''
'' that a boy now both of you can get off early ok and claire unspoiled first day honey '' marcus said looking over at claire who was sitting on the counter with the same worried look `` boss i could use a hand in here '' joe said poking his top dog back around the doorway `` ill see you both saterday ok and jake relief ok buddy '' i nodded my question then he walked out `` are you feeling any dependable '' claire said walking over to me slowly `` ill servive '' i said smilling at her
'' effective i wouldent want to have to pain you '' claire said as we both walked out the room access and turned left to the locker elbow room together i opened my locker grabbing my backpack and putting my jacket on then feeling a punch in my arm i turned my caput seeing claire with the same grin on her case `` do you hit everyone you just met '' i said trying not to smirk `` only the ones i really like '' she replied shooting me a nictitation and walking out the expiration door holding the door open for me `` so you comming or staying the night '' she said with a cheecky chuckle i walked out closing the doorway behind me we walked down from the back of the car park to the English of the street `` hey jake do you take care waiting with me until my dad choice me up '' even though i felt like i couldent stand anymore it wasnt like i could say no and leave her waiting on the street alone `` uh yeah sure '' i replied looking up and for some reason the sky was lit up with superstar brighter than usual claire must of noticed me looking up because she seemed to get her own eyes lost in the principal `` there beautiful arnt they i never dreamed that in the urban center they could be so lustrous ''
'' there not normaly this bright '' i noticed that claire was shivering so i took my crown off and handed it to her `` here take this your freezing ''
'' no i couldent take that off you will get sick you keep it you need it more than me ''
i wasnt asking take '' i took a stone's throw towards her and wrapped it over her shoulders `` thanks jake '' she said teeth almost chattering trying to smile `` so what family do you give birth in here in the city ''
'' uhh no one its just me and my sister no parents anymore just us thats why im working here to make surely she has some one she can rely on its not complete but id do anything to try and fall in her a normal spirit '' for some understanding claire paused like she was stuck in gem `` oh im sorry i shouldent of asked '' but before we could carry on a car pulled up on the former side of meat of the street `` thats my ride thanks for waiting with me here take your jacket ''
'' no prevent it you can move over it back to me at college tomorrow '' she didnt say anything just smiled kissed me on the cheeck and ran over to her pappa car and in a wink drove off so here i was freezing and walking home with no drive and no jacket and to wee-wee things worse with every step i took i felt like i couldent take another i looked up at the stars as i walked down the street but the Night wasnt like any early there were hardly any cars on the road no people from what i could see no house of life at all but the thing that was really out of place was the stars untill something caught my eye it was like a red blaze `` what the pit '' was all i could mutter under my breath as i crossed the road but my eyes were fixed on the red brilliance it seemed to get clearer and tight but as i looked down the street lighter started to flicker on and off untill it was almost rake black i tried to use the light on my speech sound but when i looked it was completly all in whats going it just kept going over and over in my psyche maybe it was a might cut but if it was how would that explain my phone it was fully charged half an hr ago i looked back up at the red blaze maybe it was connected some how but i just shrugged it off trying to convince my self it was my tierd mind trying to trick me my hand felt like it was burning up but i just couldent stop following the red hell with my oculus even though every constituent of my body screamed for slumber i could see it getting closer untill i lost it in the car park i just had to see what it was i crossed the street to the park i put my backpack on and jumped over the logic gate bairly landing on my feet i walked on the understructure path untill i saw something ahead of me i walked faster and when i stoped i saw a metore rock in the center of the foot bath the land was destroyed beneath the rock music and around it the rock and roll seemed to almost glow red hot i knew i had to go but i just couldent i walked nigher to it leaning down trying to wrap my head around what exactly the this thing is but i didnt have time to think in a blink i was being crack threw the hair's-breadth flying backwards with rock and concrete in my font the rock'n'roll exploded all i could feel was my gob soundbox burning up i landing 10 animal foot away my mind was in over parkway what the fuck was going on i looked down and i almost freaked i saw black tar over me as hot as oil burn into me i shouted the jam park down trying to get it off me when i looked down again it was gone but the burning still filled my body with painfulness i managed to cower to my metrical foot and run as fast as i could punt to the gate i held the top of it trying to commit myself up i managed to make it over but bairly i started to walk home and the streets were still utterly silent but the pain in my tummy was almost to lots i lent back against a lit street faint resting my head and body against it but when i did it started to flicker from promising to dark then nothing i was to gross out out to stick around around i ran sprinting down every track way i could till i finally got to my front door i searched my blue jean trying to feel my keys after a minute of looking i was capable to open the door but my header the pain sensation took over i could feel myself blacking out and the last thing i could remember was my body hitting the floor and passing out .