Chapter 1

My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.

I want to say `` tone up '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` sporty '' or `` brawny ''. I mean, my all my muscles are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym nut. There was a ground for me to start going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that clock time that I realised I was into hombre. This, and a lack of time for it, led me to quit playing and start working out, since I did n't want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't slowly when you have to change for football praxis in a elbow room full of sweaty teenage boys three times a week. Especially considering I have a slight thing for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would work my `` problem '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my initiatory diaper, Luke and Leonardo. They were my two best friends. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Book of Joshua. Oh, man.

Now Josue, he was n't on my football game team, but he was in all of my course in my cobbler's last twelvemonth of senior high school shoal. I had a major jam on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the guys on the squad. In class, we got along very well. We were n't topper Friend or anything, but we had mutual friends so I got to know him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating high school and going to college, I sort of grew estranged of all of them. The hombre from the team, as well as Joshua. I found other friends, and I hung out with the guys less and less. When we would encounter at parties and such and we would talk and have a good time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate ways in lifespan. I missed them. I missed Joshua. I missed how easy it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a picayune bit more into the gay panorama during my inaugural twelvemonth of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather soft, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a rule fop. I dress, act and babble out like a straight guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to suck cock instead of eating twat, apparently. citizenry did n't look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.

I was a aroused adolescent two years ago, and I still am. The guy cable play around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My feelings for the guy cable from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Book of Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just fantasies. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from time to metre. At to the lowest degree, that was my life before yesterday.

Yesterday was a slow day. schooltime sucked, body of work was even uncollectible and all I wanted to do was go to bed and awake up after a workweek or so. But then I got a textual matter, telling me that my bed had to expect a little recollective.

Dwight, one of my classmates picked me up, and it was a 45 min. campaign to the nightclub, since we had to find fault up the rest of the work party on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friends on the beginning day of college and went drinking that Saami night to get to know each other better. That was a Hell of a night.

Dwight turned up some calming music, which was neat because I had to get a little bit of rest before we got there.

Plus, I had all the metre to daydream about my farsighted life sentence crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Josue. Wavy blonde tomentum, sea-blue eyes and not too plonk, but very pinkish tasty-looking lips. Not to mention his athletic build. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football actor and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the former hombre, he seems completely straight. You ca n't charge a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can dream all I want.

When we got to the social club it took me some fourth dimension. But after a minuscule while I had a really good buzz going on.

I had been dancing around with a few girls when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to take a water. I slowly made my way over there, did my matter and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hand catch me around my pep pill arm, pulling me through the gang into a less busy corner of the way. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrongly ?'Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, zippo 's wrong, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his cerulean heart. When he started a minuscule catch-up chatting I took that time to look him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His amobarbital sodium eyes, styled blonde hair's-breadth, broad shoulders, strong muscularity, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His inviolable legs and vauntingly feet were clad in dismal skinny blue jean and black tennis shoe. Everything about his looks turned me on, and everything about his personality made me diminish in love.

There was not actually that a good deal stiffness between us though, we had been good champion. I mean everyone knew I was into guys by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at parties and material, they did n't really acknowledge the obvious cause for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Book of Joshua 's voice, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a little strangely, as if there were some inside joke I did n't get. Did he mark me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my head word up a little since Joshua was about an inch taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'

Josue smiled wider.

'I 'm with the guys, fall on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me differentiate my friends first .'

'No fourth dimension ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the sound of the music as he grabbed my arm again and pulled me into another hall where they played soft rock medicine. Then he continued to drop back me towards the stool, he stopped before entering. The music was softly buzzing through the hall, there were a distich of wasted people and some guy and girls trying to swallow eachother 's spit. This was the well known speckle to start things up before going dwelling house to hook up with someone. I 'd had my fair portion of starter here. I looked around and threw Joshua a confused facial expression, and that 's when I felt his hand on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my face towards his, I do n't sleep with if it was the alcohol, the tiredness, the music or the general atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his scent smashing my brim against his. He grabbed my face with one paw and clutched my fuzz with the former as our lips moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him flush against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd daydream of for about two age. What the fuck was happening ?

I wanted to get out away, to ask him what was going on or to correspond if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so good leaning his all body against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our torso 's as our tongue fought wildly for ascendancy. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the bulwark by now, but it seemed I 'd met my mate. Fuck, this boy could nominate out. My head was spinning as I squeezed a hand full moon of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could experience his piffling brother pushing into my thigh, which did n't feel as lowly as the last time I saw it in the boy 's footlocker room at shoal. He started to grind himself against my own turmoil and we moaned into each other 's mouths.

We did n't blockade for what seemed like the whole evening, we just stood there. Our lips never leaving each other. But just as that fiddling voice in the vertebral column of my head started to wonder how the fuck it was possible that my first and only factual crush was making me see whiz right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the feeling of his niggardness. A niggling groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no thought how foresightful I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could respond, Joshua had pulled me into the bath. I thought one of my dirty fancy was going to come through, but little did I know that a whole new one was going to establish itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the ignition lock click shut behind us, which caused me to count around at the door in panic. And let me state you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Joshua had meant my friends from the football team when he 'd said : `` the guys ''. There stood Aaron, a smirk on his handsome facial expression. He winked at me and gestured his head to the other face of the bathroom, where the early guys were staring at me.

Leonardo, St. Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was haywire. And I was n't certain wether it was good haywire or bad wrong.

Leonardo had his paw around Gary 's neck, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my unconnected face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's rear, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing next to Luke, wrapping his arm around his telling powerful waistline and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my power to form a convention judgment of conviction I asked, 'What ... What the fuck is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The other guys laughed at me loudly. They did n't stop before Aaron stepped in front line of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so sweetly and innocent are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you mean Aaron ?'

Hank Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an ignorantness toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When pubescence started to hit all of us, and we saw each early naked almost every day, did you really think you were the only if one to be `` rum '' about guys ? Do you even earn how fucking randy teenage boys get ? And do you know how fucking frustrating it is to have to go through all this worry to hit on girlfriend ?'

This could n't be real, I had to be dreaming. What the fuck was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you guys are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me excuse .'A smirk formed on his cheek as he slid his deal up Luke 's shirt to find his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get boners thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as lots. Henry Louis Aaron always was a piddling ... oversexed. He did n't appear humiliated easily, and he would hump other guy rope all the piece laughing at himself. If I suspected somebody being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his helping hand down Luke 's trousers and squeezed his software system, making him groan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after recitation one time, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's tactile sensation. Who smiled confidently. The early guys were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to have it off each other. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't carry. Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next room access ? What the hell ?

Aaron saw my shocked expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other guys involved after a while, Gospel According to Luke and I had no bother hiding it, so why not add someone, right ? Gospel According to Luke and I both wanted more fun, and more to act with. So we chose the bighearted one here, Leo ! And he was game as well .'

I could n't believe my pinna. Big, warm, manly, my ripe friend Leonardo was gay ?

Leonardo is elderly than us, he 's 24 and immense. It was a admiration he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been friends for so long I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his little monologue as he practically raped Luke on the billet using only his hands, and one of his legs. He pushed Luke 's trousers down to his ankles The early bozo were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our bulges at least.

'But after a while, Leo became kinda green-eyed when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless groan from Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now empurpled head of his hawkshaw, while shoving two digit up his ass.

'-wanted to take some alone time. So we found him a young man too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a steady 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had lupus erythematosus of an athletic human body. He was on the skinny side of meat, which made Leo look like a fucking giant future to him. Leo himself was a big strong hunk of meat. Well defined and operose like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Aaron was now jerking Gospel of Luke heavily and fucking three fingers up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me finger both weird and horny to see my other best Quaker being pleasured like this.

'And the Saami goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Aaron continued as if nothing strange was going on.

'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Luke whimpered Henry Louis Aaron 's public figure as he came undone all over his own belly, Aaron 's hand and the bathroom floor. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to film in. My mind was racing and connecting the pane. Thinking of all the sleepovers the guy rope have had without me. The way too long showers they always took after football game practice.

There was one midget thing missing though : Joshua.

What the fuck did he give birth to do with this ? How did he even know these cat ?

Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two calendar week ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And surmisal who he wanted to be his partner for sprightliness Dexy ?'Henry Louis Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Luke 's cum.

Joshua came up behind me, and as much as my brainiac was damaged in just about five minutes, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood friends was completely ill-timed, his warm arms around my shank did n't gain me sense just horny. But also the well-chosen guy alive as I turned around to kiss him. Still, it did n't excuse this crazy sexclub and how Joshua even knows the guys. 'Okay but wait, how do you poke fun make out Book of Joshua ?'I asked the way at large. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Joshua. I immediately got this overjealous rush and cast aside my arm around Book of Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from school, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to realise more and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately understood why you were acting so eldritch when you left the team .'Henry Louis Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Luke 's dick back in his trousers.

'So I took my prospect and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'

I did n't be intimate what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading look in Joshua 's eyes, I had a hunch.

'You joined their weirdo sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to think I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep us in skin senses. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my shtup dreaming has a crush on me ! I had to agree !'He exclaimed. His eyes were pleading as he wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the touch sensation of his warm lips, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three seconds and I felt an helping hand jerked meat me away from Joshua

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you mind ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey stuff .'



I 'd hoped I did n't catch that right field, or I hoped that I could go jerk off compensate there.

Joshua came closer .'C'mon bozo. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to aid me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two damn year ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow hold ! What ? What do you mean ?'

Henry Louis Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The only departure was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't bed why the Inferno you never made a move on any of us until just a few weeks ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in class. He 'd seen Luke pick me up from class, and I started talking about liking guys and being gay. And he told me about his surreptitious high up schooling crush that he 'd never dared to approach and regretted it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to state him wether you were gay and had a crush on him in senior high school schooltime, in exchange for him participating in our slight sexclub .'Aaron winked at Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of course, the s Joshie said he had a crush on you, all the patch of the puzzle started to fall into home and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there muster his formal and tell you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few second ago, huh ?'I could n't stop the extensive grinning from spreading on my face.

But the look that Aaron had plastered on his own cheek now unnerved me a little.

'There was a arrest though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd have to participate as well, if it happened to operate out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a fortune to get me ?'

Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no theme what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you experience ? We kissed ! I have no idea what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.

Joshua looked do-or-die. 'It 's just for once. You just receive to do it one time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the biggest crush on you for ages ! I even came out to my parents finish Nox !'He exclaimed.

That really surprise me, but in a good way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into guys so that we do n't consume to save it a secret. All of a sudden all my high school tactile sensation were rushing back tenfold. If this was on-key, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to do work ? I suck your dicks in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smile against the backbone of my neck opening at the Holy Scripture boyfriend.

A devillish grin spread on Aarons font as the rest chuckled darkly.

'You wish it were that comfortable, huh ? I 'm sorry Dex, but it 's a little more complicated than that. You 're going to be doing the same trial run as Josue did, which means you 're ours for two week, and no Joshua for that time .'

I was n't certainly if I could even go two infantry from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the Price to deliver him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be true, I could n't be more turned on by the vista of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two weeks, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll receive farther entropy tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Luke looked at me with anger and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the back talk. The striking made us both groan in hunger. A second later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two hebdomad, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Book of Joshua 's software out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na miss you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's neck and ear.

Book of Joshua whimpered in pleasance, but kept his eyes locked on mine. As if to concentrate on the feeling Leo 's tongue, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, sufficiency playing for one night. Let 's go .'Hank Aaron said to the relief of them.

I walked out the doorway, and I heard Book of Joshua running after me, breaking free from Leo 's appreciation. I quickly closed the bathroom door after us. The back I turned around I was completely covered by Joshua 's body and felt his spit going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a short minute he broke the kiss and reached into his front man pocket. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the lips fiercely.

'This is so you do n't block about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mixture of horniness and desperation.

'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the cheek and walked into the club. Before he completely disappeared out of sight he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the gaudy music. My heart jumped and the widest smile counterpane on my face.

sanctum shit, did he stand for that ?

I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my custody. In black marker it read : `` I know it 's cheating, tooshie fuck it .'I laughed at that.

wavering came over me but I opened it anyway.

Inside I found a set of unholy pictures of my crush, posing in dissimilar unbelievable locating. All on a heavy whitened bed, all naked. My cock grew to it 's replete duration within a matter of milliseconds.

What the piece of tail is my life even ?