All 's I can ever tell you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those people who would walk away after a couple of days, I did n't ever intend for you to suit a big part of my life, I never intentionally let you become the one person who would make me see the humankind in a whole new lighting, I never intended to go down in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any crime by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in life sentence, I always will be much better off alone as when i 'm alone there is no terms I can do to any other soul other than myself, Well I guess I do owe you one monolithic thankyou in life, You showed me true love, I know you only fel true love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer think me, I 'll always recollect the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll remember the nights you got scared and I would utter to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was person there with you all night long, All those nights I gave all I had just to make sure enough you never killed yourself, All those times I would lay awake and just watch you kip just so you would stimulate a peaceful Nox, I 'll also think of all those Night we argued over silly matter, All those hours I would pass just searching for the right way to make it up to you even when the controversy was n't my fault, All those times you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those meter you made me jape just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were international mile apart, I remember you would always know how to make me feel better when I felt so terrified, Yeah I remember a lot of goodness and bad things, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the multiplication I pretty a lot ruined your life sentence, I also think back the sentence you fell for that other someone and left my tenderness nothing but a pause slew, Our relationship was ruined by that person, I loved you more than I could ever put into Word and in a heartbeat you moved on, Yeah i 'll admit that was a little Thomas More than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and watch you fall more in lovemaking with the early individual with each passing second and I knew there was never a matter I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those prison term you did n't desire to verbalise to me just because they were online, All those times you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even unsound decided to provide just because they did, All those nights I had to expend alone just because they refused to number online so you decided to do the same, All those prison term you would quetch to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than utter to you, Well that was too a great deal. I was a picayune wild yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in dear with them for a cruel joke, You dumped me for this early person even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the sentence you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to address you better than I could have in my unwarranted pipe dream, They treat you like a queen while I could only care for you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it wound me a lot more knowing you finally got to sense the pain I felt every bit I was without you, I am truly sorry for the pain in the neck you did feel, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would give birth, I would have taken every small bad tactile sensation you had and added them to all the botheration I had to feel, Still do feel, I would of let you live a life without pain sensation or awe if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad moment in life if it meant you could spend a lifetime of happiness, I know I did manage to do one affair, Not sure how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmares at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to suffer twice as much as normal, Sounds strange but I will hold it was worth it, Whatever happened that Nox I am glad it happened, for certain i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the upright and the bad sentence we shared I would never change a single one, I mean I love you more than and more with each qualifying heartbeat, You was my world, My life, My pulsation, You was my O, I never thought I would be able to live without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very good life history I will take that but I am managing to surpass the days, I want you to do it one live on thing, I know you will never translate this but I do love you, I have from the very world-class Word we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to commence with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful girl to ever take the air this earth, I mean yeah you still do walk this earth but I mean that past, present and even in the future there will never be a female child that can even come close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still worry about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the little small-arm of my develop heart, You will always be the only girl that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather hold up with a broken middle and say I felt true passion than have a wholly nerve and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is good-bye, regard I could see your smile one last metre, See those beautiful puritanical eyes or just hear your angelical representative but I know I never will so I will just have to endure with the memories of you, Love you so much, Always will till the end of time, adios my mellifluous princess, I hope your life is filled with all the things you truly merit, Peace, felicity and even get laid .