My Transistion ( 1 )
Fantasy, LesbianIt was my 30th birthday, I went out with me friends and a couple cousins to the bar. Since I was also going through a divorce I decided I needed to block my job for the night. We all had fun that night, so much so that when I woke up in the cockcrow in a hotel with 3 raw cleaning woman in bed I wanted to commemorate the night before. I lied there trying to price it together but just could n't so I got up and took a rain shower. When I came out only Lisa was still there.
Lisa is a respectable admirer. I 've never tried to get to second base with her because I never saw her as girlfriend material. I do n't sleep together why, I mean she 's hot and all but I always saw her as a small babe type.
We made some minuscule talk and she said she had to go.
A dyad 24-hour interval later I noticed a rash on my peter and thought I just needed a shower bath as it had been 2 Day so I showed and went to bed but the following day I was feeling a slight painful sensation in my mole region. So off to my doctors I went.
The Dr. I was seeing was a womanhood about my age. She asked what the problem was and I told her I was feeling pain in my groin. She asked me to make my pant off and lie on the board so I did. She put some caoutchouc gloves on and started her examination and sure enough I spring a fuckup. She just takes her pen out of her sack and wacks my dick a safe one and so much for my fuckup. Somewhat embarresed I said I was sorry. She just smiled and said it 's ok. It happens all the clip. 10 instant later I left with some cream and some antibiotic. I was told to total back if it got worse.
tetrad days later and I was at hand brake with a feverishness and a lot of pain in my mole. The doctor put me in a room by myself and other then him and a nurse, that 's all I saw for the next duad days.
Finally the Dr. told me I needed surgery. I asked what was improper and he told me he would explain after another doctor looked me over.
A span more days go by and four more doctors looked at me but none of them were talking.
Finally my doctor along with two early doctors came and told me I needed operation as soon as possible to amputate me penis.
I was in shock absorber to say the to the lowest degree and do n't remember to much Sir Thomas More. The side by side afternoon I met with another doctor and he told me after the 1st team of doctor were done he was going to come in and finish the SRS surgery.
What the hell is an SRS surgery I asked and what 's going on here ? He told me I have an aggressive shape eating disease on my penis and that SRS meet sexual reassignment surgical process. I would have to give a sex modification but not to worry about it. As they were going to function in the morning.
I cried for a while and then called my mother and told her that I was going to have surgery in the morning and could she get see me at the hospital tomorrow good afternoon. Of course my mom was full of questions but I could n't distinguish her what was going on. So I told her I have to get my appendix removed.
An hour later Lisa shows up and asks what 's up. So I told her everything and made her trust not to tell anyone. We both cried and I told her to get checked out too.
The operating room went well and I woke up in ICU. My recuperation went well to and I was released from hospital two hebdomad later with a package of adult diapers as I had to get a line how to pee like a woman.
Lisa stopped by almost every day to check on me and one day told me her test came back normal. She was okay.
Six weeks later I meet the doctor for a adopt up and he asked if I wanted estrogen to serve transition.
I asked what that meant and he said now that I do n't give birth a penis anymore that I might be more happy as a woman.
I had n't thought about that I said. What will happen to me I said.
Your trunk will slowly change and in a year or two, you will be a woman without the menstrual job all other adult female have.
He sent me home with a ethical drug and a referral to a shrink.
I talked it over with Lisa for a couple on days and decided to go ahead and meet with the shrink.
The day I meet her. She told me she was glad I called and was so gloomy for what happened to me. I told her everything and she even said that I had no early choice but to go a woman.
That 's not what I want to hear I said in ira but I knew she was right.
I went base a stayed there for the next three weeks. I did n't answer the speech sound or the door. I just sat there and thinking of the good old days. Fucking all the womanhood I 've been with and beating off. Finally Lisa got my landlord to let her in my apartment. She was pretty mad at me but we talked and just hung out for most of the night.
The adjacent good morning I showered and went and filled the prescription. I went to see the psychiatrist every hebdomad as she requested. I saw the doctor every month too.
About five months went by when I noticed a few subtle changes. My skin was delicate and I did n't require to plane as very much. My voice was different too. The adjacent month I noticed my nipples were getting sensitive and my chest were starting to mature. I started to tire sloppy clothes which Lisa hated and believe me she mentioned it a a lot.
It was winter now so loose-fitting wearing apparel and winter crownwork were the norm.
I went to Lisa 's post one day to spill and hang out, watch a film that sort of thing. She opened the door invited me in, I took my jacket off and when I looked up at her she was just standing there with her sass clear staring at me. I looked behind me then back at her saying what ? ? ? What 's wrong ?
She snapped out of her stair and said `` aught '' cypher 's wrong. We ate dinner and watched some tv without saying too much. Finally I stood up and said what 's with you tonight ?
She sat there quite as a shiner and staring me rectify in the eyes and said your changing ! ! !
Elvis it bother you that much because if it dose ... She cut me off and said no. It 's not that. I I I just was n't ready for this much variety I mean you 've got tits, I mean not little tits but pretty vauntingly ones. I stumbled back a gradation or two and said I got ta go and started for the doorway, but she cut me off and said no I 'm drear please do n't go. We can verbalize this out.
Lisa 's been my supporter since mark school and she could always calm me down but to tell me I have big tits to my aspect like that scared the hell out of me. So I told her I needed time to think and grabbed my coat on my way out the door.
It was ahead of time November now, 11 month since my operation. My condition was next to impossible to hide anymore, hell I do n't even need to shave my face. I have n't told my mob yet, I was thinking. I 've avoided them all to this detail but I needed my mom so I called her and told her I was coming for a visit but only if she was going to be alone. Dad passed on when I was seven so he was n't in the picture.
I got to mom 's star sign around two in the good afternoon. I walked in, took my shoes off and sat down on the cast before mom could fall in me the usual hug. I left my jacket crown on to. She came in and stopped and just looked at me. I asked her to sit down, that we needed to talk and that it was important. She sat down on the couch and said what is it sweat hart. I sat there and thought for a moment and she asked if this had any affair to do with me surgery.
Stunned I said yes. But what do you lie with ? ? ?
Lisa has been keeping me in the loop. I know everything. And she smiled and said can I have my hug now ! ! !
I stood up and hugged my mom and cried.
You know, I always wanted a daughter, not like this mind you but I 'll choose it all the same.
Mom finally let me go and said now take that crownwork off on the theater and let me see you. I looked her in the eyes and said there have been some changes because of the hormones I 'm taking mom. She said I can see that, your facial expression looks a footling unlike. Besides you 've been on them for quite some time now. I smiled and removed my coat. Her eyes lit up when she saw the size of my chest and said oh my, you 've grown so much. Are you wearing a bra ? Mah, sweetener I said. She laughed and said dark my girl. We 'll take in to take you and get sized soon. It 's ok mom, I 'll get to it.
It was such a relief to know mom knew what was going on. Who else knows mom ?
fountainhead almost everyone by now I suppose you see I told your aunt this morning when you called and you know your aunt with a secluded. We both just laughed.
Over the next few days I was visited or called by almost every mob fellow member I have and it was a little hard to explain to some of them but I got through it.
Lisa came by a few twenty-four hour period later and justify, saying that my mom can be very persuasive. Can you ever forgive me, I hugged her and said it 's ok and thanked her. She had that strange look again. What 's wrong now i said ? We need to get you a bra. Let 's go and she graded my handwriting and off to the shopping center we went.
I thought we were going to Walmart or something like that but she said nooo. Those were not bandeau. Those were shit on a hanger and we walked into La Senza. Lisa asked for mortal to aid measure me and fit me properly and a cleaning woman graded her measuring magnetic tape and started sizing me up then went and got one for me to try on. Now I 've taken a few of these off early woman but never put one on so I 'm sitting there looking a this thing and Lisa knocks on the door. Is everything okay in there. I open the door grab her arm and rend her in with me. What 's wrong she says. Can you aid me with this, I 've never put one one before. Laughing she says take your top off. I 'll help.
I pulled my top off reviling myself for the number one time and Lisa gasped and said oh my. Those are beautiful. She had that deer in the headlights look again. I covered myself quickly and blushed. Sorry I did n't mean to ... It 's ok Lisa. Let 's just get this over with. 38D wow. I 'm only a 34B, I 'm jealous as she smiles at me. I laugh and sigh at the same time.
Well that was n't to bad was it ? ? ? If you say so Lisa I say.
The end on November and I 'm it to see the Doctor of the Church for my check up. Almost a class now since my surgery.
There 's a new Doctor of the Church now. A young guy about 30. He asks me to take my clothes off and put the robe on that 's undecided at the back and sit in the table with my feet in the stirrups. Then leaves, a few minute later he comes back in and enquire how I 'm doing. estimable I think, where 's the other Doctor I ask. He 's recovering from a stroke he had last week. I 'm just filling in for the time being. Are you familiar with my file ? ? No but your here to have an exam right wing ? ? I guess I said. okey then, let 's get started and he pulls his electric chair up and turns his light on his head band on and puts his head under the garment. He touches me on the side 's of my privets. It felt strange. A tingle. A warming. It felt strange. I put my hand down there to stop him so he asks. Are you okay. No please end I said he backed up and asked what 's wrong ? Please read my file cabinet first ! ! ! He just looks at me then says okay. He grabs my file and starts reading it. A here and now later he looks up and says. I 'm so sorry. I thought you were just a woman scared to have a man jot you. We get a lot of rapine victims in here and we 'll you know. Do you require me to continue.
I took a deeply breather and said just go wearisome please. He says do n't worry, I 'll be blue and he was. He finished his test and I 'm in tip top flesh he said.
Two hebdomad before Christmas Lisa says I ca n't adopt it anymore. We 're going shopping, your not warring these baggy wearing apparel anymore. Let 's go ! !
I do n't have any money Lisa I said. I 'm still on foresightful term handicap but that 's about to run out. It 's all right your mom took maintenance of that. hail on, let 's go. Okay let 's go I said.
Lisa and I shopped all day. number 1 stop La Senza. You need a bra and pantie set for every day of the week. So that 's what I got. Then she says you need a supper ... And she spun around and took off towards a rack grabed a picture bra and g string jazz band and handed it to me. Try this on as she pushed me into the change room. I put it on just in time for the door to open. I forgot to lock it. Lisa stood there staring at me again. You know, I 'm getting used to that you know. We both laughed and she said its perfect. Leave it on. Just establish the tag to the bank clerk. Next we went to a high end dress store. Lisa marched over to a rack of wearing apparel pulled on off the stand and said trust me, this dress is to die for. Try it on as again I 'm being pushed into a Yangtze River room. This time I pull her in with me and said oh no you do n't. Your helping me with this one. A few minutes later and I was in the dress. Lisa says `` dam I 'm good. I new this would front killer on you ''. Wear it out. side by side to the jewelry shop. We picked out a couple dainty necklace and earrings circle. Uhm Lisa, I do n't take pierced ears. Laughing she says not yet. Let 's go.
By the end of the day, we spent almost $ 2000 but I would n't demand anything for a longsighted time.
trio days before Christmas Lisa and I are getting our hair, nails and makeup done. The cosmetologist was explaining everything to me so I could do my own makeup. When we were done, I did n't agnise myself. Lisa was staring again and I felt fantastic.
Christmas day and everyone is at mamma house including Lisa. I was warring a bourgeois outfit. Longer red bird, red blouse, red low heals a prissy danty gold chain and earrings. My makeup was perfect and a lite dusting of fragrance. mother approved but Lisa said I looked like a granny. Lol.
For a lot of the category this was the first of all time they 've seen me since my change. My crony was his usual asshole self until my aunt put him in his place. Lisa and I left around 10 pm it was a great time. I was well-fixed and content.
New geezerhood Eve and Lisa and I are dressed to the nine-spot and out having fun. We were both drinking champagne and I for one was getting tipsy. Not wanting to beat back, Lisa says I booked a motel for the night. I kinda loomed at her and thought she planed ahead ? What 's up ? ? ? Somewhere around 2:30 in the morning we went to moderate in. When we got to the room, the visiting card would n't play so I said here, let me try. As I took the card from her she pushed me up against the door and kissed me lightly on the lips. Suprized at for the first time I just let it pass off then I kissed her back. Finally getting the door open and looking inside there was only one king sizing bed. The room was lit in candlelight and there was a note on the board. Lisa says, this is for you, handing me the note. She looked upset about something. Looking at the bill it read ...
'' Sweetheart I 've wanted you for so long now but just could n't work up the nervus to assure you. Then you changed and I want you even more now ! ! !
You see I 'm a lesbian, have been for ever now and now your the most beautiful woman I know bar none. You keep catching me ogling over you and keep asking what 's wrong. You take my breath away and I want you to film me to be yours. I know you love me to. A class ago you took me three prison term in one night.
I love you and only you. please read me tonight ! ! !
Love Lisa. ``
Lisa was staring at me as she stood by the bed.
Shocked, I stood there ! ! !
She got up and walked over to me and kissed me every so sensually, so tender were her lips. I kissed her back the same way. Slowly, sudictivly and softly. She pulled me into her and kissed me harder as bout rolled down her face. She breaks the kiss and says is that a yes ? Smiling back at her as a charge roles down my face I said, Lisa I love you. She hugs me as I 'm saying this. I did n't sleep with how to tell you without ruining our friendship. I felt the zipper on my dress come down my back slowly, and I realize she wants me now. then her hands came back to the rear of my shoulder and she pulled the strap off my shoulders. The apparel fell to the flooring. I reached down and pulled her dress off over her head. Brushing her tears away she slowly reached around and unmake my bra and let it fall as well. Our eyes were locked on each former. Her hands touching my breasts ever so tenderly. Her hired hand are shaking, trembling. I was lost, I closed my oculus and tipped my head back as she leaned in and flicked her tounge at my nipple. bozo bumps quake through me. I felt weak in the genu. Lisa helped me lie down on the bed. Pushing me back kissing me at the Saame time and rubbing my nipples in the thenar of her hands. Slowly she works down to my tits, kissing, licking, teasing. Ever so slowly, downward over my stomach. Hooking her ovolo under my pantie pulling them down. Her hands are still trembling. I lift my ass a little to help get my sozzled panties off. Starting at my foot, slowly kissing, licking, teasing, tasting all she could. She worked her way up my legs leaving a trail with her tongue. Pushing my ramification apart while kissing the insides of my second joint to my new pussy. Now I 'm trembling, burning with desire. She kisses all around my snatch but does n't touch it. Quivering and with a very precarious voice I say please ! ! !
She continues to rag, blowing ever so lightly. Rubbing the tip of her nose up and down my lip. Flicking her tounge gently on my backtalk as if she was studying or exploring chartless territory.
Then suddenly, without warning she shoves her tounge into the bottom of my twat flicking her tounge upwards and closing her mouth over my pussy. Pure ecstasy rolled over me, I arched my book binding and flung my arms above my forefront. Lisa sucked and licked me relentlessly. Her hands holding my branch spread out, digging her tounge in and out, exposing my clit. And just when I thought I could n't look at anymore she shoves two finger's breadth 's in there and thrusts them in and out sucking hard on my clit. I screamed in transport as I cummed for the first time in about a yr. Not missing a beatnik Lisa sucks intemperately on my clit. But there 's to much for her to palm and she tries to back away but I grab her head and mash her face into my ca n't as I gush out the last of my orgasm.
lease go of her head and collapsing on my book binding, Lisa cleaned me up then kissing her way back up to my lip 's. smiling and says as she roles off of me, that was worth the wait ! ! !
Lisa laid there while I caught my breath.
fabrication there thinking about if I could even get along close to that. I rolled to my side and stared at her for a moment that 's when she said what. I just continued staring and said instruct me how to do that to you. I want you to feel as wondrous as I do. Smiling at me she says go slow and enjoy everything you do as much is I will.
Leaning in I kiss her and tell her she 's the only person in the reality to bear on me except the Dr.. I have n't touched myself at all sexually, I was to scared.
Do you want to use my plaything on me she says. storm I look her in the oculus. She laughs and says yes I do have toy dog, I 'm an adult you know. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her closet and returns with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open 's it reviling vibrators, dildos all sorting of sexy things.
She looks me in the middle and says this one is a strap-on, you could feel like a man again as she studied my face, looking for a chemical reaction. I have to admit I felt quite ill-chosen for a minute. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It 's been hard for me but I 've always felt more female then male. I just never told anyone. Lisa I 'm glad now.
She leans in and we kiss. I reach behind her and undo her bra. I then guide her to lie down on the bed, kissing her while working my hands over her white meat and face of her trunk, working my way to her right on ear, nibbling and kissing, leaving a lead with my tounge. Lisa 's ventilation becomes a little laboured and she sighs ever so slightly. John L. H. Down to her neck niddling as I go. My hands are roaming over her breast, squeezing and pinching and ever so slightly rubbing up and down over her tit. Her tit are rock surd as are mine so I move over top of her pap to nipple rubbing up and down side to side in Mexican valium and mashing my titmouse in to hers. Our hands are all over each former. I was getting so aroused but I wanted to make her look what she did to me so I grabbed her wrists and put them down, looking into her eyes I say, no it 's your turn my enjoy them burred my side look in her breasts and licked all over. Moving slowly down under her titty licking and sucking each mamilla as I went lower and lower.
Getting to her belly push button I gently kissed as she shuddered ever so slightly, letting her carpus go and placing my hands on the insides of her thighs I gently open her stage. She 's still warring her G train but that was n't going to bar me. Slowly kissing and licking my way down to the top of the band I pulled with my teeth at it and let it snap back agents her skin. She jerked a niggling and gasped too. I nibbled around her framework lines being careful not to touch her sweet pussy. Lisa was moaning now and was breathing heaver.
I gently blow on her pussy as I trace the lineation of her G string covering her sweet cunt. Slowly I pull the red fabric to the position and lick all around touching her mouth slightly then moving away. Coming back to the top of her opening I use my chin to press out in and slid down as my olfactory organ follows. God dose she smell so upright. Looking up at her briefly to gage her reactions I smile slightly as I see her optic closed tight and she 's clinched her teeth. Wondering how much more of this teasing I could do I decided to taste her nectar. I darted my tongue deep into her honey kettle of fish. She gasped and jerked hard putting her hands on my nous and holding me there. I stopped just like that with my tounge buried late inside her as she settled down slightly and let my head go. Very slowly I worked my tounge up and down slightly not to much just a little. Mmmm she tastes so in force. But I hold back and work in and out at the bottomland of her pussy. Being careful not to touch her clitoris to much. My poke keeps bumping it lightly as I tounge fuck her a while. Lisa 's moaning louder now and telling me `` yes yes just like that, do n't give up that 's right just like that oh god please do n't give up. ``
I start to click my tongue up and hit her clit harder a span fourth dimension and put in a finger into the bottom of her pot slowly I work my tounge and finger into her alternating between tounge and finger, going a little faster now she is moaning, groaning and mumbling. I ca n't understand her as she is incoherent. She 's trembling now almost as if she had hypothermia. So I slow down to a creeping and let her take root down for a moment, I left my finger in her and kissed all around her box.
Satisfied that she was n't gon na cum yet I started to operate my finger in and out again making sure not to concern her button. Adding a second fingerbreadth a moment later and kissing her clitoris slightly as it is more valuable now. Sticking out like a loan douglas fur in clear cut timberland, Standing there majestic I wrap my tounge around it and slew my mouth over it sucking it all into my mouth at once. Lisa screamed and jerked, spasming as she pushed her hips up to meet my onrush of her sex. Shoving four fingers into her and sucking as concentrated is I could she explodes into sexual climax. Her hands are on my chief ramming my capitulum into her cunny. I kept sucking and ramming my deal in and out. Her pegleg are squeezing my straits and hands tighter as my movement becomes restricted but I keep sucking and am rewarded with another muscle spasm as she fills my mouth with more nectar. I slow my Assault on her and slowly draw out my hand out, licking everywhere I can contact. Lisa is still as a shiner. I look up to see that she passed out.
I pulled myself up beside her and cuddled up to her with my psyche on her shoulder as I fell asleep with her.
I awoke in the morning to Lisa crying. Asking her if she was okay. She sobbed and told me she loved me so much. She could n't bear to relax me. Smiling at her I say.
I love you Lisa ...