It was insensate. I stood on the street recession in the freezing rainfall. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My Children. I was having Gemini. I Was 8 months pregnant and i Needed money to get a muddy apartment. So now i stood on the street corner with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the succeeding Guy who would make me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the hand truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How lots is it gon na monetary value for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 sawhorse. If i let you get a shower and feed you dinner and let you stick the night can you flush it out and bring in it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a lot. We arrived at his flat and went inside. It was ardent but i still would rather be out in the common cold. He motioned me to follow him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said ineffective to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my drawers. As common i Blocked my idea out and thought of how Beautiful and amazing My babe were gon na be and how i was gon na be capable to fill maintenance of them and put a roof over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my Cunt. He pried my lip open and i sucked his dick, taking it deep throat. He throat fucked me for various minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful twin child. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a girl ? What would be there dearie food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or mountain ? Would there favorite color be orange tree, Green, blue, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there Fatherhood ... which i most belike never knew the public figure of or so much as what his Favorite pursuit was. He was just another man. Another weirdy that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my tyke would never sleep with there pop, never get to see him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the other children have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i begin to tell them about my life-time right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the lavatory, and started to shut the door. No, let me observe. He said, running his hands over my eubstance. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the weewee on. I stepped in and felt the water on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. love, you let me do you good. He said. He put his subdivision around me. I didnt know what the hell to think. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred bucks for those children of yours, and if you need a place to outride i have an special elbow room. I looked up at him. Are you unplayful ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would sleep together to have you and your tike stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was good for my baby, but right about now i didnt see any other option. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is chuck Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats wrong Little ma'am ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its time. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your error. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, dear were gon na need you to force now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's hand. 123, button ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the read/write head. She said. I pushed as concentrated as i could and felt something slippery between my wooden leg. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng babe boy ! She smiled at me. Let me restrain him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! chip in him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my whole world, which had been nothing, became something. This minuscule boy in my weapon now was one-half of my humankind. thrust ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the crease of my arm. I held my whole globe in my hands at that second. split streamed down my face. They both had my red hair. My infant had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the miss Passion of Christ backer, for my bed passion for her and my hateful passion for her loser father. I named the boy Patrick Allen. St. Patrick after my father, and Allen after my Father 's father. These babies were my domain. Patrick and cacoethes .