`` Jacob, my Jacob. '' I said his name over and over in my mind. I missed him so much. He was gone, on a hunting trip with leah and seth. He would be back tomorrow but i still didnt love how i would make it through tonight. I lay in my bed, going over memories, the first time he 'd halt me and the look in his eyes as if he was staring at the sun, the moon, the star and the earth all in one. Yeah, he loved me, very much so, but sometimes, alone like this where my father couldnt hear my persuasion, i liked to recollect that he didnt just love me because of the imprint. He had grown love me in his own choosing, andwould have anyways. But i knew i was completely and utterly wrong. If it wasnt for the imprint, he would still hate me right now, he mot likely would'dve killed me ! What a terribke thing to imagine of the man you would one day marry. That he could 've been your liquidator ! Because before i was born, he 'd been in love with my mother, bella swan, and he 'd made his gambol for her. Of course, she 'd chosen my father, they 'd bring get married, and a short time later produced me. You see, my founder, edward, was a lamia, and my female parent had been a human. So i was a one-half vampire, strong than my mother, and i had almost killed her during her gestation a.d nascency. The lone thing that saved her was lamia venom. She was now a vampire, as she had been simce the day i was born. Jacob had hated me, because he was a werewolf, and she was a human, but when i came along, i nearly killed her, so the only choice was a vamjpire transmutation. vampire 's ( my family ) and Werewolves ( Jacob 's Family ) Were enemies, so he was extremely pissed that the young lady he loved was now a lamia. He was mostly pissed at me, because it had been my mistake. Yes, physically, it had, but mentally, it hadnt been anyone 's demerit. I had chosen to be a spermatozoon in my dad 's hammer, i hadnt chosen to be the one spermatozoon to knock up my mother. I hadnt chosen to almost wipe out her. But he had hated me anyway. Until he imprinted. And thats when he began to love me. I often questioned if he really did sleep together me. Because how do you get from Hate, pulling of few supernatural drawstring, and then, bada bing, Love. It just wasnt genuine love. I must give birth fallen asleep at some period because when i awoke it was daybreak, and jacob was beside me. He felt me stir, and turned around. `` baby, your awake. '' He kissed me total on the mouth. I felt a spark at that consequence. I loved him. I wanted him. He was mine. I had been wanting to take sex with jacob since i was twelve. I was 17, andi was finally going to get my indirect request. I crawled on top of him and passionately moved my deal up his shirt and rubbed his chest with one, hand, then tangled both finger's breadth in hair as i ground my crotch against his. He had a John Roy Major flub. `` Nessie, are you sure you wan na do this ? '' He asked me. I nodded. `` Do you have a prophylactic ? He shook his head teacher no. Then we would experience to do without one i unbuttoned his jeans and pulled off his knickers, throwing them over the side of the bed. I ripped down his uderwear and gasped. His cock was at least 2 inches thick and 14 inch tall. `` Jacob, what the Hades ? '' I whispered. `` Its a Friedrich August Wolf thing ''. He murmured. I smirked at him. And this is a lamia thing, i said, pulling off my shirt and bra to reveal my c cup Tits though i was weedy. I did a twist and unbuttoned my drawers. He watched me with eyes wide. I dropped my jeans, and crawled onto the bed with just my underwear, i hitched his shirt up over him and tossed it behind me, we kissed for a piece and then he pushed me over, ripped my underclothing off, and tossed the shreds where his shirt lay. We were both completely naked. `` Geez, Jake, those were expert underwear. '' He chuckled and said `` You ready Ness ? '' I nodded. He pushed open my legs and put his mouth to my pussy. His wet tongue in my cunt felt so good i moaned and jerked under his hold. He finally stopped and came back up to buss me. `` You tasted amazing. `` He whispered in my ear. A shrivel of warmth went through me. I pushed him over and began to kjss his neck, down his breast, and over his stomach until i rea hed his cock, i sucked on the head and heard him groan. I took it as far as i could, which was about half, and sucked roughly. After several minutes i felt him tighten up and he popped his load into my mouthpiece. I swallowed three times, four clock time, 5 meter, 6 times, 7 sentence. Each time my lip was full moon. Finally he relaxed and i climbed up him, placing my purulent rightfulness at his private parts. It hurt like hell when his dick first e.tered me but after a while it didnt hurt anymore and i was able to demand him all the way in. I rode his fat cock with my wet cunt and moaned, ugggg, screw me Jacob. I was just about to squirt when i felt him tighten and he whispered, `` Come with me, Renesmee ''. I lay still on his chest, feeling him shoot load after load into me, making me orgasm again and again. Jacob was mine. I was his. I was no foresightful a virgin. He had taken that from me. I didnt manage what my dad opinion. We would one day be married with five nipper. I loved him. I fell asleep on his bureau there, where i wanted to be forever .