Here I am a 41 year old married man who is in the centre of a divorce. I have kids in school and have a lot of responsibilty at my job. The boss keeps trail of my metre and hours spent at one job to another due to the 2-way radio receiver in the piece of work truck. I just had my cock sucked by a boy for the outset time and came flow and stream and he took almost all of it. If I continue I take a chance on blackmail or someting going terrably wrong and it gets out what I have done by his mother and I get sued and everyone will cognise i 'm gay and lose my job and family income. I had all this going through my mind as I starred at those pasley underpants that were open some in the front and I had a glimse of something pink inside. So I left off cobbler's last story which was all true up to 98 % anyways. I had just had my cock sucked by this georgous untested man and had this most awe-inspiring look and the beautiful hair on his bureau and all the way to his waistband. That 's where I left off. After about 3 seconds of all that shit running through my mind I knew no subject what I was going to spread those boxers and take out that pink looking cock and see it and savour it for the first time. I looked up at him and with assurance he was cool. My eyes were focused on the scratch and I went for it and opened it to revil this 6 '' pinkish cock and balls that looked to of been recently shaven. I was amazed at it 's glory and was pleased to know it wasnt a hairy pot. Do n't get me wrong I love haircloth on a man but the gentials I prefer white shaven or at least trimmed down. Well I grabbed it and held the shaft with my right hand and closed my optic and opened my mouth and sucked the read/write head of it to see what I have been missing. I was in aww at how sweet and soft yet toilsome it was in my back talk and the sweetness of the pre cum made it all so much more pleasing. I had already cum and was starting to get hard again. I did not even touch it but focused on what my mouth was doing with this Thomas Young putz. I let my hands rub up his chest and hale his teat not knowing what I was doing just doing what came naturally. My backtalk quickly became sore I suppose from this being my first prick and I have never practiced it before. I was also thinking my boss was looking for me to 10-8 this song and be on my way to my next. I began to eagerly lactate it in and out truehearted and faster. I had no salava and my rima oris had started to dry some. I was sucking and his pleasure of this was overcome by his thrust and the ontogenesis of his head word. ( thank goodness ) He told me he was going to cum I guess to give me a choice to remove my mouth but I let him cum into my mouth. It did not taste the same as when we kissed earlier with mine but more bitter and salty. I had to sprinkle it out on the kitchen flooring and only had a belittled abount to swallow so I would remember the taste. He cleaned up with a towell his cum and mine and threw it in the dirty wearing apparel while I was getting my things together and pulling my pant back on. I was thinking of takeing the towel with me but instead left it. He seemed relly happy at what just went down and I knew I could trust him not to tell his mother what happened in her kitchen. I ca n't commemorate much after that except we kissed one or two more clip and I think I even put another 20 on the comeback grabbed my tool bag and parliamentary procedure pad and quickly not looking back left and got into my hand truck. I looked back as he shut the door and when I went around the nook I pulled over and jacked off a big load into paper napkins from chicfila before I called to the office to visit my side by side service Call. I thought of nothing more of him for ever and jacked off every night thinking of him but I had no telephony number and had no way of getting ahold of him. I seen him once at McDonalds working but I had a buddy with me so I never said anything. I ofter went by there and got a blow at drove thru but never did I see him there again. I guessed he give up and was working a real job or in college. I was wrong though. I had another encounter with him almost 10 months later as he was babysitting at a neighbors menage. He was standing at the room access when I first seen him again and he was wearing a Superman shirt with about 6 Kyd running around. I was called to work on the washing machine and met all the kids real fast because he was getting them dressed and out the door to another neighbors theatre while I fininshed up with the washer in full sight of everyting because it was right in the kitched where we all were. He had them choking thier lunch down and was putting it on paper plates to take with them. I was getting that spunk beat again because I knew even though these Kid boys and young lady were not too old they knew he was Gay and were getting the idea real fast. And here I am still in the closet but had my own place by then. as soon as I finished up with the wsher he was getting the live on kid out of the sign of the zodiac. He looked even more beautiful but at same fourth dimension seemed to be in a haste. I made out the bank bill and he jumped into my arms and started kissing me existent strong and fast. Yes I thought I was haveing a Heart attack but kept kissing him and then he jumped off and stripped totally defenseless and had his ass in the hair as he lay on his back on the kithcen rug that sharred the board and chairs. So here I am and he is telling me to piece of ass him and make it fast. I did as he wanted no safe bareback but had a surd time getting my cock in his petite hole. I never knew about rimming and sticking my finger in to loose it up. I made him go get something slippery anything and he came back with jergens deal lotion. I did n't think it was a good mind but never said a Holy Writ. I put it on my hammer which was ready to bust and on his timy maw that had hair around it. I stuck it in kinda fasting and hard but knew no unlike. remember htis is my second clock time with a man and first time I had my dick going into his ass. I pounded and jacked him off and as we were going to it the threshold knocked. Someone wsat the room access. Yes the cable guy that was scheduled Same time as me. I pumped fast and shot on his stomach as much as I had but all I wanted was to leave because I was scarred to death at this point. I left a modest bill and let him keep near of it and left. I will never forget the flavor on all the child and the cablegram guy as I entered my motortruck and drove off.