what would you do if eveyrthing you thought you experience about your life turned out to be a lie if the people you love the human race you love shatterd like a mirror in front of you what would you do learn it sting fight it or let it consume you just be carefull who you become on the way even if it takes getting your ass kicked or worse loosing some one you love or doing anything for them and loosing your self on the way but either way thoughs are the mo that define us that shape us it doesnt matter if it takes 6 minute of arc or 6 seconds because in the end we have to live with the determination we make but im gettting ahead of myself my name is jake hale im 19 and i live in new House of York with my 12 year old kid sister amy its just us now ever since our parents died in a car crash 2 years ago soon after i realised i had to get a job so i did at a resturant waiting table serving at the bar anything to get money i speculation but today was just another dull ass day in college trying not to hang asleep.
'' hey jake wake up man '' i herd kyle almost yell at me and if your wondering kyle is a Friend of mine ive known him ever since my parents died `` halo jake wake up man its clip to go '' i slowly opend my eyes realising the class room was empty apart from me and kyle i looked to my go out seeing kyle sitting on the desk next to me `` waky waky bro you must of slept through the hole class whats a matter havent you had practically sleep lately you look exausted '' kyle said putting his hired hand on my shoulder joint `` well atleast i dont look as bad as you '' i replied with a smirk `` haha yeah you wish bro anyway are you comming to my party tonight you have to man theres gon na be hot female child there and i mean hot like youve never seen and you look like you need to loosen up seems like you havent slept in a year '' kyle said standing up
`` it feels like it and i cant i have to work tonight so im kind of tighed up at the bit `` i replied realising how late it must of been so i quickly reached in my pocket and pulled out my phone seeing thats i had only 15 minutes to get to work before i was late twice in a row `` dam look i have to go '' i said standing up and grabing my backpack before swinging it over my left shoulder and darting for the door but just as i reached it mrs clements walked in `` mr Edward Everett Hale i need a countersign with you right now '' she said sitting at her desk `` mrs clements cant this delay im running late for piece of work '' i said turning around `` this will only take aim a instant take a seat mr hale mr black could you delight pull up stakes while i have a chat with jake please '' she asked kyle nodded and then headed for the threshold `` hey ill consecrate you a yell later ok '' kyle wisperd as he walked out i walked over to the social movement of her desk and took a seat hoping this would be over soon `` mr Nathan Hale its been brought to my attension that your studdys have been taking a bend for the pip your hardly ever here and when you do show up up you sit at the backrest of the class either talking with your supporter or falling asleep on your desk so what do you take to say for your self '' she said with a pissed off tone `` look i have to go to work every Night just to make remainder gather and on top of that i have to take precaution of my kid sister because she has no one els just me and even after working all night i still manage to drag on myself out of bed and seminal fluid here for 8am just like anyone els so i think i deserve a piddling slack dont you '' just as i said that she stood up and her face turned red with anger `` ITS NOT commodity enough mr Nathan Hale you better straighten up or your going to fail this class and this kettle of fish term and thats a place where you dont want to be leaving here with aught to express for it '' i looked up and just gave her a smug smile
`` is that all '' i replied but before she could answer i grabed my backpack off the floor and sprinted out of the threshold into the hall way i ran as quick as i could but i was so exausted from working all night and lets just say college wasnt exactly a property that could get my mind off of everything it just seemed to get worse every week but all i could think of was that i couldent be late again i had to be on time because marcus would vote out me i must of been lost in thought because before i new it i was falling flat on my back in a daze wondering what the hell just happend `` hey spotter where your going what are you blind or something '' i herd a voice screeching at me i tried to look up but i couldednt see at maiden i was so tierd my eyes were blurry `` what are you deff as well '' i herd the girlish spokesperson say again i mannaged to finally get my eye sight back i looked up and noticed a womanly figure standing above me with blonde haire but my centre were so smutch i couldent see her that well `` umm halo what am i talking to myself or something '' she screached at me `` good-for-naught i didnt realise where i was going '' i said standing up `` what are you some sort of perv or something just last out away from me ok '' she continued to screach at me `` anyone ever tell you how charming you '' i replied sarcasticly but she must of be off Libra the Balance from the fall because she fell against one of the storage locker but i jumped forward and grabed her before she could do any grave equipment casualty but she pushed me away `` did i say i needed your assist perv no just stay away from me is that enlighten enough for you '' she stated turning around and walking away `` nice to meet you to '' i mutterd under my breath but i was quickly snaped off my train off mentation when my phone started to ring i quckly answered it not looking at the number `` jake its marcus where are you we expected you here 5 mo ago hurry up or your working the of late shift on the bar '' i quickly put my phone down and ran down the corridor to the master entrence i ran as loyal as i could across the briny route almost getting knocked down by a car and if that wasnt bad enough it started raining getting me drenched i ran down every short cut i could i finally arrived at the resturant so i decided to go through the back hoping no one would notice me sneaking in so tardily i opend the door to the employe locker room soaking wet trying to catch my breath i looked around not noticing anyone i slid my back pack off getting my work clothes out but just as i did i looked up seeing marcus leaning against the entrance to the kitchen `` umm is it raining by any chance buddy '' he said with a slight chuckle `` just a few rain shower around nothing to bad '' i jokingly replied trying desperatly to catch my breathing place `` are you feeling ok jake you dont calculate so soundly buddy ''
all i could do was laugh as i collapsed on the oeuvre bench behind me `` yeah never undecomposed just have to catch my intimation '' marcus walked over to me and sat down on the bench near the employes lockers `` jake honestly are you ok if you need some sentence off all you have to do is ask you look like you could use a suspension '' marcus had a concerned look on his typeface what ide never seen before `` you know your not the first mortal to ask me that '' i said smirking at him `` but i cant i need the money have to keep up defrayal on the house or they will throw me and amy out on the street i wish i could shoot a intermission but i cant '' i sat up on the work bench putting my piece of work apparel on `` if your sure buddy just dont work your self to Death '' marcus said laughing before getting up and walking to the door `` oh and jake i was wondering we have a new girl starting claire do you think you could evidence her the circle its her first day and i thought who better than you '' i paused confused for a second marcus always tells me about new employes oh well it wasnt like i could say no `` uh yeah certain thing '' replied still incertain `` great you have 2 minute of arc to get ready and then ill see you in the kicthen '' marcus said before turning around and walking into the resturant i quickly got changed puting my bag and my jacket into my locker and closing it i laughed to myself i mean value could this day get any worse but i guesswork i had to divvy up with it but as i started to leave the locker room my phone started to ring again i quickly pulled my telephone set from my pocket seeing it was amy i answered it as fast as i could `` hey jake are you going to be nursing home tonight you promised me you would be where are you '' i felt worse than id ever felt before i totaly forgot that i promised amy i would be home today `` dam distressing sis i have body of work i spaced it completely i '' but before i could say another watchword the line started to break up and eventally died out so i put my speech sound in my pockect already as pissed off as i could be with how the day is turning out.
i walked into the kitchen slowy opening the threshold looking around to see if anyone was in there but to my surpise it was almost as if it was abandand i walked over to the cesspit turning the tap on looking at how many dishes i would take in to do by myself `` yo jake my boy have you seen the new chick were working with '' i turned around seeing joe lean on the near side counter joe was a sang-froid guy he was the first somebody i worked with when i started at the resturant he seemed a bit full of himself but he was a nice enough guy `` what the new girl claire yeah marcus said something about that but i havent seen her yet '' joe just gave me an unsettling smile `` trust dude your in for a delicacy a big dainty '' i just turned around and started loading the sink with denture
'' jake i want you to match claire this is who i was talking about '' i almost droped a collection plate when i saw her she had the look that could blow away a hole US Army with one spirit she had glum total darkness shoulder distance haire iniquity brown hazzel eyes and a figure of an hour glass sexy wasnt the watchword `` um jake '' marcus said snapping me out of my trans `` oh uh hey '' i said stuttering tryint to put my lyric together witch only made her giggle at me `` well claire this is jake hes going to show you around and show you where everything you need is joe ejaculate with me buddy i need your assistant at the tabular array and jake you and claire are on dish till half 8 '' marcus and joe walked out leaving the room totaly silent i turned around and kept loading the cesspit not sure what to say then claire walked passed and threw a lulu material at me `` so do you require to wash or dry '' she said with a giggle `` ill wash you dry '' replied laughing still a little unsure what to say `` so are you new around here then '' i asked rubbing my burning eyes
'' moved a week ago with my dad from ohio and well here i am '' she said giggling
'' but is it always this quiet around here '' i turned around and walked over to the sterio on the ledge turning it on and walking back towards the sink just as an old ac/dc song started to recreate on the sterio better i replied grabbing a plate and cleaning it off
'' i love ac/dc so guess im going to hold to say yes '' claire said playfully nudging my arm
'' well some times you just have to roll in the hay the classics '' i said nudging her backbone witch only mad her giggle more at me but there was something about her not just how perplex she looks it was like i couldent stop looking at her eyes but i had to celebrate snapping myself back to reality before she noticed anything was up `` uh so what college have you applied to around here '' i said handing a plate to her `` ive got into one west Brooke do you have it away it ''
'' haha know it thats the take college i go to ''
'' to be honorable im a bit nervouse about going i dont really sleep with anyone around here '' she said in a worried voice `` you know me so dont be so upset '' i replied and she gave me a the cutest grinning i think ive ever seen we carried on talking and sentence flew by untill it was almost 8.30 just as we were almost done she walked over stacking the plates and bowls away while the sterio blaired out loude i must not of been paying as a lot attension as i thought because the next instant i had a sharp cutting nuisance across the parm of my bridge player i forced my manus out of the piss like a reflex `` arghh dam '' claire ran over to see what was incorrect and all i could see was my parm split open must of been from one of the knife still in the cesspit `` oh my god seed here '' i herd claire say i turned around and she wraped my hand in a wet dish fabric to stop over the bleeding she looked like she was in such a scare `` hitch here im going to go get marcus she stated running out the doorway but why did she wish so a good deal i mean its not like she knew me that well but before i could think more into it marcus came running in with a first aid kit in his script and claire following behind `` let me see your deal crony he said opening the first aid box on the English he took off the dishful cloth off and chucked it in the glass `` ouch buddy i think you might need some stitches ''
'' ill be very well dont worry it will heal up soon enough ''
'' well if your insisting atleast let me habilitate it and clean it up just to be on the safe side '' marcus started dressing my hand i had to grit my teeth trying not to grunt with the pain of it `` jake listen i want you to take away the day off tomorrow and pillow up you cant carry on like this yield Friday off and come back better saterday i dont care what you do just take it leisurely buddy spend some time with amy '' he said with that Lapp relate aspect on his look i knew i couldent argue with him after all hes done for me `` well amy has been on my spinal column about working latterly i suppose i could involve one day off ''
'' that a boy now both of you can get off ahead of time ok and claire beneficial beginning day love '' marcus said looking over at claire who was sitting on the retort with the same concern expression `` boss i could use a handwriting in here '' joe said poking his head teacher back around the door `` ill see you both saterday ok and jake rest ok buddy '' i nodded my head then he walked out `` are you feeling any better '' claire said walking over to me slowly `` ill servive '' i said smilling at her
'' proficient i wouldent want to have to suffer you '' claire said as we both walked out the threshold and turned left to the cabinet elbow room together i opened my cabinet grabbing my backpack and putting my crown on then feeling a punch in my arm i turned my head seeing claire with the Sami smile on her look `` do you hit everyone you just met '' i said trying not to smirk `` only the ones i really like '' she replied shooting me a instant and walking out the exit threshold holding the door open for me `` so you comming or staying the Nox '' she said with a cheecky chuckle i walked out closing the door behind me we walked down from the back of the car ballpark to the incline of the street `` hey jake do you mind waiting with me until my dad selection me up '' even though i felt like i couldent stand anymore it wasnt like i could say no and lead her waiting on the street alone `` uh yeah sure '' i replied looking up and for some reason the sky was lit up with stars burnished than usual claire must of noticed me looking up because she seemed to get her own eyes lost in the stars `` there beautiful arnt they i never dreamed that in the city they could be so shining ''
'' there not normaly this shiny '' i noticed that claire was shivering so i took my crown off and handed it to her `` here take this your freezing ''
'' no i couldent take that off you will get sick of you keep it you need it more than me ''
i wasnt asking payoff '' i took a step towards her and wrapped it over her articulatio humeri `` thanks jake '' she said teeth almost chattering trying to smile `` so what family do you feature in here in the city ''
'' uhh no one its just me and my babe no parents anymore just us thats why im working here to make sure she has some one she can rely on its not perfect but id do anything to try and give her a pattern life '' for some reasonableness claire paused like she was stuck in pit `` oh im sorry i shouldent of asked '' but before we could carry on a car pulled up on the early side of the street `` thats my razz thanks for waiting with me here take your jacket ''
'' no go on it you can give it back to me at college tomorrow '' she didnt say anything just smiled kissed me on the cheeck and ran over to her papa car and in a instant drove off so here i was freezing and walking home with no drive and no jacket and to cause thing forged with every step i took i felt like i couldent acquire another i looked up at the mavin as i walked down the street but the dark wasnt like any other there were hardly any cars on the road no people from what i could see no mark of aliveness at all but the thing that was really out of place was the stars untill something caught my eye it was like a red blaze `` what the hell '' was all i could mutter under my breather as i crossed the route but my heart were fixed on the red blazing it seemed to get clean and close but as i looked down the street light started to flicker on and off untill it was almost deliver black i tried to use the lighter on my speech sound but when i looked it was completly dead whats going it just kept going over and over in my judgment maybe it was a might cut but if it was how would that explain my sound it was fully charged half an minute ago i looked back up at the red blaze maybe it was connected some how but i just shrugged it off trying to win over my ego it was my tierd mind trying to trick me my hand felt like it was burning up but i just couldent stop following the red blaze with my eyes even though every part of my body screamed for sleep i could see it getting closer untill i lost it in the park i just had to see what it was i crossed the street to the park i put my backpack on and jumped over the logic gate bairly landing on my invertebrate foot i walked on the foot way untill i saw something ahead of me i walked faster and when i stoped i saw a metore rock music in the center of the foot bath the reason was destroyed beneath the rock and around it the rock seemed to almost glow red hot i knew i had to go but i just couldent i walked nearer to it leaning down trying to wrap my headway around what exactly the this matter is but i didnt have prison term to opine in a blink i was being shot threw the hair flying backwards with rock candy and concrete in my face the rock and roll exploded all i could palpate was my gob consistence burning up i landing 10 feet away my mind was in over drive what the fucking was going on i looked down and i almost freaked i saw black tar over me as hot as oil burning into me i shouted the hole Park down trying to get it off me when i looked down again it was gone but the burning still filled my body with pain in the ass i managed to creep to my substructure and run as fast as i could back up to the gate i held the top of it trying to pull up myself up i managed to pretend it over but bairly i started to take the air home and the streets were still dead silent but the pain in my stomach was almost to much i lent back against a lit street light resting my heading and body against it but when i did it started to flicker from undimmed to dark then nothing i was to freaked out to stay around i ran sprinting down every route way i could till i finally got to my nominal head door i searched my blue jean trying to find my keys after a second of looking i was able to open the room access but my head the pain took over i could feel myself blacking out and the hold out thing i could remember was my body hitting the floor and passing out .