School has been getting harder since my physician had diagnosed me with slump. I guess it just hit me all at once, that there is really something wrong with me. I 'm a really messed up kid. I mean, who the blaze gets clinically diagnosed depression ? You only hear about a friend of a friend who has it, you never even think that you would take it yourself. Antidepressants, neuroleptic drug and sleeping pills have been a staple of my dieting recently. But I digress.

schoolhouse has been getting harder, examination have come and gone, it 's the end of yr nine, and I 'm looking forward to being capable to exit for a somewhat half comme il faut adult. I may be only 15, but I have the mental adulthood, mental lexicon and understanding of someone twice my age. And that makes it all the more hard to be stuck around douchy, jockey and mentally retard kids all the sentence.

Being a 15 year old boy, of course, comes with hormone going out of ascendence. The search for a girlfriend has made my life a bread and butter inferno. I know nobody that likes my taste in music, I know cipher that is worry in music like I am and the closest person that would come to even barely passable ( well, actually, I would date her in a second ) is my best acquaintance, Elise. She 's one of the odd people I know, she 's gorgeous, she 's got an amazing penchant in music and she plays bass part. She 's perfect.

One of the things I made sure to do to make sure I was n't a complete societal castaway was to go to party on weekends. I 'm a likeable guy, I guess, I have a good common sense of humour and I 'm a nice, caring guy. One metre, I was getting fix for a political party held by one of my Quaker, a muso and well known drug trader, his gens was Zach. This specific party was going to be a blast, there was a live circle playing, a bunch of alcohol and hopefully, a bit of hash and nose candy.

I made my way there around 5:30pm to talk to Zach and help set up the party and facilitate the band set all their material up. The party officially started at 8, but people started showing up at 7:30. swallow were set up and the great unwashed were well on their way to getting pissed. I was mingling with some people, and getting a bombination from the vodka pleasure craft that I was casually sipping on, and the dance band was just about to get started. I was talking to Zach for a second, when I looked around, and there she was. Charlotte, the little girl of my dream. Zach told me she was going to be here, but she never comes to any parties like this. I did n't exactly believe him.

'' Zachary, my Quaker, you know who that is ? '' I asked him as I pointed straight towards her, majestically.

'' someone you 're going to be in 7 in thick with by the end of tonight ? He said with a sly grin on his face.

'' Hey, careful, man, she 's a teen princess, '' I said admonishingly, `` But yeah, hopefully ! '' I joked.

We laughed for a indorsement when he said, `` Dude, just go talk to her ! '' He said, patting my shoulder.

'' Easier said than done, my man. I think I need some courageousness, '' I said, tapping my nose.

He understood, and told me to follow him. We went upstairs to his elbow room, and he got me a 1 gram baggie of cocaine.

'' Purest shit I 've ever had, man, 98 % pure Colombian. Enjoy it, and go get some shadow, man. '' He said as he handed me the alloy shuck and gave me the small mirror and razor sword. I thanked him and told him we should split it, and he was very easily persuaded. I opened the baggie and tipped the content out onto the mirror, chopped it up and lined it up, two identical lines.

'' Cheers, motherfucker ! '' I grinned as I leant down, metal straw in helping hand and took it all in one razz. I whipped my head up and took a deep breath. The coke was in the other leg of kicking in, the electrocution in my nose was starting to become evident. Zach leant down and took it all in one hit as well. He snapped up and had a grinning from ear to ear. The band was playing saltation, Dance by Fall Out Boy, the perfect medicine for the moment. The bass was tripping me out, I felt like I could do anything. The blow was buzzing the shit out of me, time was slowing down and my pulse was beating to the Song dynasty. She was dressed in jean and banding merch, and she could n't be more perfect than she was at that moment. She was standing alone in the turning point, sipping on her rum and coke. I decided to go talk to her.

A 15 year old beauty queen, she was absolutely gorgeous. Her tomentum a mix of blond, red and blue. Wearing a red tartan shirt, a Green Day shirt and blink-182 badges, with black skinny jeans and yellow Converse hi-tops, she was the vision of flawlessness I had always dreamed about. I had talked to her on Facebook occasionally, and she was so funny. She was passionate about her music, she loved Tom Delonge, Travis Barker and marking Hoppus with a passion and she was so, so, so fresh. I had a conversation with her once about the US presidential election, no one else our age would have even cared.

I walked over to her, and she smiled at me warmly. `` Hey, charwoman, what 's up ? '' I yelled over the band, who were now playing Wishing Well by blink-182.

'' Oh, I 'm having the fourth dimension of my life here ! '' She returned, sarcastically, but with a laughing tone. I smiled and motioned for us to move towards the backyard. Tonight was a starry Night, clear up skies and the strip, crisp November air was breathing through us. We sat down on the hind patio, and relaxed, listening to the band clump through the planetary house and the surrounding neighbourhoods.

'' So how have you been recently ? I have n't talked to you in forever. '' I said, the caring tone evident in my voice.

'' well, I wo n't lie to you, Jordan, I have n't been great. I mean, I ... You know what, never judgment, it 's not crucial. '' She said, silencing herself.

'' No, char, come on, share ? '' I said in a unrelenting voice.

'' I ... I went to the doctor the other day. He said I had depression, but that was a no brainer, really, considering I tried to obliterate myself the other night, '' she said, almost rustle, looking away from me.

I was shocked. I could n't even think this priceless gem of a girl being gone from my spirit permanently.

'' I ... Oh my god, cleaning lady, are you grave ? I 'm so sorry. '' I said as I pulled her into a hug. She embraced me, sobbing into my shoulder. This gorgeous daughter had opened up to me in a big way just now.

'' I have n't told anyone, Jordan River. The only people that know are my Mum and my physician. I just ... I feel condom around you, and I feel like I can believe you and confide in you. You are the variety of person that I can be safety with. Thank you. '' She said as she hugged me. The dance band fittingly played I 'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance in the background as we embraced. I felt so comfortable with this girl. After all, we were just about best friends. She goes to my school, she 's in all my classes, and we talk all the time.

She did n't seem to require to let go. I did n't want to either. This girl, she meant so much to me, and I almost lost her a few days ago. This was coming down on me like a ton of bricks. This was my consummate lady friend. I looked down at her. She was holding me as tight as she could, just babbling on about how she loves me and she 's so sorry. I never wanted to let her go. I took her and sat her down feather on the stairs. She would n't look at me.

'' char. '' I said. No response. `` Charlotte, feeling at me. ``

'' No. You probably think I 'm some messed up, creepy emo chick now. '' She said, sobbing.

'' char, that 's Irish bull. You know me. I think no differently of you now. You wan na know a secret ? '' I tempted.

'' ... Yeah ? '' She said quietly.

'' You are n't alone. I have n't told anyone, but I was diagnosed with dangerous depression the former day. I attempted suicide too. I cut my wrists, down my arm. I just wanted to find something. I 'd been feeling numb for weeks. There was no ground for me to live anymore. I just wanted out. '' I had confessed to her. She was the solely one that knew. I pulled up my arm and showed her the cicatrice, for confirmation. She was shocked, to say the least.

I pulled her into my lap, and we sat like that as the band played Sugar, We 're Going Down by Fall Out Boy. We sang along. It was a nice moment, and I felt closer to her, in a sadistic sorting of way. This missy was my everything. I ... I thought I loved her.

'' I feel really dismount headed, Jordan.. '' charwoman said, a piffling drowsy.

'' Come on, cleaning lady, I 'll take you to a bedroom upstairs. You 'll be okay. '' I said, as I kissed the top of her head. She looked at me. Her blue-green eyes penetrated my someone. She was, gorgeous, in all essence of the Book. Her lips, at that second, were red, full and glistening. She looked deep into my eyes, as I looked into hers. She licked her sass, as she moved closer to me. I had never wanted her more.

She moved towards me, as fourth dimension began to slow down. Every second like a minute of arc, and every minute like an hour. The cocaine was coursing through my vein, and my heart was pumping like there was no tomorrow. rake was coursing through me, as was the snow. I moved my head towards her plump lips, as we collided at the commencement of the Greek chorus of Thank You For The spite by My chemical substance love story. It was an amazing moment. Our lips mashed as we let all of our passion seep out into one amazing, timeless candy kiss. Two minutes ago, we were ally. Now, we 're ... Well, I would wear to a greater extent than friends.

Our osculation broke, and we looked into each others eyes. We both smiled. She blushed and I embraced her. We hugged, and she looked into my eyes. This clock time, I was sure of it. I was truly, madly and completely in dearest with this woman.

'' Hey, Jordan ? '' She said, drowsily.

'' What 's up ? '' I asked.

'' I ... I 've wanted to do that for three eld. '' She confessed. At that moment, I think my heart exploded out of my chest. Would she say it ?

'' Jordan.. I 'm in sexual love with you. '' She told me.

'' Come on, charr, you 're just tired. Lets get you to be- ''

'' No, no I 'm not. Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan, I have loved you for a tenacious time. And ... I thought you should hump. '' She laughed shyly.

I grinned so wide, I swear I looked like The Joker. She smiled at me and kept on asking me what I was smiling about.

'' char, I love you. I love everything about you, your hair, your eye, your personality, your predilection in medicine, your passionateness for everything ... I love everything that makes you, you. I love you, charlotte Victoria Freeman. More than anything in the creation. I love you. ``

At that consequence, she jumped into my subdivision as our lips collided in a fit of passion. Our tongues swirled in each others lip, as we embraced each early. We had both confessed our love to each former and I have never, ever felt better. The isthmus played stoppage The Nox by Green River Day.

We broke, and stared into each others eyes. This was the happy I had ever been, with her in my arms, staring at each early as we hugged. This was the best minute of my life.

I brought her into the house, where the band was 10 meter gimcrack than outside. We walked with her arm around my midsection as my arm was around her shoulders. Zach was enjoying himself, moshing in the crowd along with the repose of his champion. He saw me with cleaning lady, and he grinned. I motioned for Char to go on a higher floor, I kissed her and she left, smiling. Of course, Zach saw this, and he was ... Surprised, to say the least.

'' Dude, what the fuck was that ? ! '' He yelled.

'' Turns out, we love each former ! '' I told him. He smiled, smacked me on the back and told me to sense free to use his room. He knew ...

I walked up the stairs and met char at the top. She smiled at me.

'' Still feeling tired ? '' I asked her. She yawned, as if on cue, and nodded. We walked over to the scene of my other triumph with Zach, as the cocaine was starting to jade off now. I picked her up and lay her down feather on the bed, as I looked at her, in all her dish. She really was perfect, her thin, 160cm tall frame sprawled out on the twice king bed. She took off her red tartan overshirt, and her organic structure lay there in plain stitch perfection.

She was really, really tired. I could n't work out out why.

'' Char, why are you so tired ? '' I asked, very concerned.

'' It 's the medication I 'm on, these oral contraceptive pill, they 're neuroleptic drug, but they 're used to make you tired and sleep well. '' She said, nonchalantly, with eyes only half open.

I understood, and she lay on her side as she curled up, looked at me and pat the bed besides her. She grinned at me and said, `` Get the piece of tail in bed, cutie ! '' With a grinning and a ache ass wink.

I obeyed, and I lay side by side to her as the circle downstairs roared into nightfall Out Boy 's A Little lupus erythematosus 16 Candles, A Little More `` Touch Me ''. I felt so in melodic line with this girl. So well-situated, so ... Right. This fille, I think she 's the one. She fell asleep with me playing with her blue angel, red and blonde tomentum, as I looked at her tum. Her shirt had ridden up a bit on her body, and I saw the word 'WORTHLESS'carved into her belly. My inwardness sank as I remembered that this female child was almost dead a few days ago.

I held her as stiff as I could, and she turned and hugged me for all she was deserving. I was sealed. I loved this lady friend, and I 'm going to stay with this girl for the eternal sleep of my life. We fell asleep at about 10pm. Yeah, the life story of the political party, right ?

I woke up about 7am, and I woke up to the greatest visual sense I have ever seen, this gorgeous girl was sleeping, on top of me. Too bad my third leg had grown overnight, too.

I moved my script over her school principal and brushed her whisker back off her font. She woke up, still very yawning. I smiled at her, and she smiled back at me.

'' Good morning, gorgeous. '' I said with a smile.

'' Mmm, good good morning, handsome. '' She said, still half asleep.

'' How did you sleep ? '' I asked, concerned.

'' I slept like a log, especially since you are such a tender lover. You 're the complete guy to sleep with, my god. ``

'' wellspring that 's corking, babe. '' I said. I did n't detect what I 'd said until she looked me absolutely in the eyes.

'' Oh, shit. '' I said, `` I 'm so gloomy, I did n't mean to say that, it just slip- ''

I was cut off by charwoman placing a finger on my back talk. She smiled, and kissed me.

'' It 's alright, '' she said, breaking the kiss, `` I love it, baby. '' She grinned. I had honestly never felt any better than right then, right at that moment. Here we were, it had all happened so quickly. We were so immature about it, we had confessed our beloved so fast, so stupidly. But regardless, it felt just ... Just so right. I felt like she was the one.

We kissed once Sir Thomas More, and it felt like my dick was about to explode. She felt it, too. She looked at me, raised her eyebrows and grinned at me. I was so, so embarrassed. She sensed this, and reassured me that it was okay, and she was very, very okay with it.

She got up, and looked at my sizeable erection through my pant. 7 inches long, 2 column inch broad. It was definitely a peeress pleaser. She licked her lips. She grabbed my shirt and pulled me onto my feet, as she knelt down. I had a feeling I was going to savor this. She pulled down my gasp and fish my already hard cock out of my gasp.

'' holy shit, Jordan ... '' She said, optic wide and mouth love feast. I smiled.

She jacked it a few times, then saliva on my large, bulging head, and then jacked it again. My head was going insane, a few hr ago this lady friend was one of my best champion, and now I 'm getting a handjob from her. Nope, scratch that, a cock sucking. As I had that thought, he opened her mouth and shoved her head over my cock, and got about five inch of it down her throat.

'' holy fuck, cleaning lady, that feels so good ! Ahh, oh god, yeah, keep going ! '' I moaned as she bobbed her head over my thick cock. She moved the bulk out of her throat, and kept the school principal in her oral fissure, and she let her talented natural language do all the work. She took my cock out of her mouth and licked my shaft up and down a few times until she took my point back into her mouth and licked all up the underside of the psyche.

'' Oh roll in the hay, oh screw, oh shit yeah, right there sister ! '' I moaned loudly when she licked the glans of my phallus for a few seconds, straight. That, right there was adequate to ca-ca any man feeble at the knees, and I was no exception. As she did it, I literally fell to my knees in front of this girl, and she laughed in my face, and kissed me. I could taste my turncock on her tongue.

She got me on my fundament, and ripped off my shirt and pushed me onto my cover, on the bed. She slowly and sensually took off her Shirley Temple Black blink-182 tee shirt to unwrap a sandbag pair of 36D titmouse encased in a gorgeous red bra, with a modest red bow in the middle. I was blown away, in both common sense of the word. She was stunning. She removed her bra to evince her beautiful, tanned perky knocker with 50c coin sized areolae and gorgeous and definitely arousing pure sized mamilla, about as big as a pinky nail.

She then proceeded to adopt off her knickers and step-in, showing me her perfectly shaped legs and a gross, white shaved pussy. She got on top of me, as my cock was about ready to explode. She grabbed my 7 '' foresightful penis and rubbed it all along her sopping wet slit, and over her clitoris before she positioned my peter at her ready and waiting cunt hole.

She plunged herself onto my cock and moaned so loud, it could be misconstrued as a scream.

'' OH shag, Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan ! '' She screamed, and at that moment, she froze in blank space on my cock, as I felt her pussy rampart ripple and massage, almost Milk River my cock.

'' Did ... Did you cum ? '' I asked, astonished. She did n't respond for a few moments, until she looked down at me and grinned from ear to ear. She leant down, as I felt her double-dyed breasts pressed against my chest. She stuck her tongue into my mouth as it caressed my own. She lifted her head up and whispered into my ear.

'' Fuck yeah, I did. '' She moaned.

She tilted her oral sex back in joy, as she lifted her ass up and down on my cock.

'' Oh fuck, fuck, screw, yes, yes, yes, yes, ohhhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuuck ! '' She screamed in rushed, breathless moans.

'' Oh god, cleaning lady, your kitty-cat is so bang tight ! '' I moaned. She was so tight.

'' Oh yeah, I know, you 're my starting time. '' She confessed. She later told me that her maidenhead was torn during a horse riding incident.

'' wellspring, that would explicate why your pussy spirit like a velvet fricking vice ! '' I moaned.

She continued to moan and bounce on my putz for another ten to fifteen minute, switching positioning every now and again. I felt a familiar feeling I get when I jack off, about 30 seconds before I cum. I decided that I should discourage Char about it.

'' Oh fuck, oh god Char, I 'm gon na cum ! '' I moaned/shouted.

'' Oh shucks, me too, Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan ? '' She said with an upwardly inflection.

'' What is it, babe ? '' I said, trying to slow down time.

'' Cum inside me ! '' She yelled.

'' Fuck, yeah, okay ! ! '' I agreed. All this public lecture about cumming had pushed me over the edge, and I burst inside her, four painfully joyous bursts of cum had exploded inside the young woman of my ambition. She looked gorgeous at that moment, impaled on my seven inch long shaft, my Ball tightened and my sheath spasming sperm into Char 's womb. The spirit of my cum coating her soaking twat must induce triggered her orgasm. Her bitch rippled along my cock, and milked all of the cum out of my cock. After leaving her lying on my limp eubstance with my cock still inside her for five minutes, she kissed me once again.

'' Jordan ? '' She asked me, almost as drowsy as last night.

'' What 's up, infant ? '' I asked her.

'' I love you. '' She said.

'' I love you too, Charlotte. '' I said. I kissed her, as she went back to sleep on top of me.

This was going to be the start of a very, very good relationship .